|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|18 Apr 2005||candice brooks||hi im 10 i het life so much i wish it would go away i het miranda forster me and her man shoulder friend got into a fight n she lost! shes telling everyone she one shes a bitch all of this peer presour and shit is building up inside and im dieing inside my best friend dont want to hea it she jus doesnt want to bring it up ive nevr met my dad i cry yself to sleep i have no boyfriend nobody cares about me n e more my mom is to busy with work my sis beetes me to death i ave omany bruises im to chicken shit to actually commit i need help but all my mom ays is "im your counselour" yeh right shes part of the problem to all of u who think this is a joke and were posers n if were suicidle wede be dead by now fuck u! some of us are chicken shit and some of us are clueles n some of us care about our friends to much to killourselves u dont understand if ur gunna say something say something helpfull not "ur losers" just fuck off if ur gunna say something rude n mean dont say anything at all u mother fuckers just leave us alone theyll do wat they think is best O.K.? anyway if u think u can help me and like to talk my addy is email@example.com
HELP ME!PIZ HELP ME I NEED IT SOOO BAD lol no im serious
|18 Apr 2005||THE SINGING BARBARIAN FROM THE SAVAGE NORTH||I WILL KILL FIG WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT!!!!!!! WO0O0O 0O0O0O0 O0O0O0O0 O0O0O 0O0O O0O0O0 O0O0O0O0O 0O0O0O0 OO0O0O O0O0O0O0 O0O0O|
|17 Apr 2005||Midian||Overdose de nutella ;o)|
|17 Apr 2005||aurélie||je suis tomber sur ton site.Juste aprés avoir lu son contenu, j'ai laissé un ptt mot à ton intention (toi, créateur(rice) du site ). Je m'interroger alors sérieusement sur les raisons qui t'avais poussé à le créer. Je voudrais te dire une nouvelle ptte chose...
Je n'ai jamais pensé que ton site puisse avoir de conséquences négatives (j'avais plutôt des doutes sur ce qu'il pouvait apporter). J'ai pris un peu de recul par apport à ta démarche. Je dois dire que si tu a créer ton site pour entre autre contribuer à lever le taboo qui existe autour du suicide ou pour amener les personnes qui tombe sur ton site à prendre du recul face à cet acte, sache que c'est le cas. Ton site a qq peu heurté mon éducation judéo-chrétienne et m'a permis de constaté que le suicide et a forciori le suicide chez les enfants était un sujet qq peu taboo pour moi. Alors voilà,tu ne m'a pas sauvé la vie mais grâce à toi j'ai pris un peu de recul et je pense avoir aujourd'hui un cerveau un peu moins étriqué.
Néanmoins, je pense pas que ton site puisse avoir des conséquences positives sur des personnes suicidaires. Leur mal-être est profond et la lecture de ton site ne remplace pas un psy, donne plutôt le numéro d'un service d'écoute.
|17 Apr 2005||scuicide stu||tie a rope around a rock and drop it in a deeeeep river|
|17 Apr 2005||kc H.||hey, my name is kc. my life really sucks. i am 14 but i am needing help. i have read many sites on how to kill your self and the level of difficulty it is, there are endless things. am i really ready to kill my self!!! i have made so many wrong things. i have tryed to kill myself by: cutting myself many times, hanging myself, OD on advils, or EX. i know everyone wants you drink all the time. but because of wat i have been through i will never drink. my parents found out what i have done to my self and they are thinking of getting me someone to help. you cant pay someone to help you. they have to agree. a summary of my life is: my dad got drunk alot in the summer, and he would beet me. belts, brooms his hand, anything. he favorite quote is :"kc, get me something to hit you with". ill tell anyone more if they can help me. ill help anyone if they help me, ill tell you how to kill your self. but only if i feel that you have a good reason, because if i told you how to do it, and you did then i would kill my self too, i could live with the pain. ill tell you how to go out in a bang with ending your life.|
|16 Apr 2005||???????????||im 14 and a few minutes ago i tried to commit suicide i over dosed on parecetamal and came online to c how long it will take me 2die. It turns out i have a small chance of dying in 5 days but tonite wen my parents goo to bed im going to find different medicines and mix them i have a larger chance of dying. Hopfully goodbye ill get back to ye if i dont die|
|16 Apr 2005||aurélie||je viens de tomber sur ton site. J'ai lu son contenu et je me pose plusieurs questions du genre : comment t'es venu l'idée d'un kit de suicide? et pourquoi t'as déliré dessus au point d'en faire un site web? es tu un ado en pleine crise? es tu un ou une comique dont l'humour m'échappe?
J'espère en tout cas que tu te pose des questions d'un autre genre? sinon arrete tout de suite sors de chez toi tout de suite, cours respirer un bon coup dehors, rencontre du monde, fais du sport, va bouffer un truc qui te ferais plaisir, va déconner sur des trucs moins macabre avec des potes, trouve toi une vraie passion, ou creer un autre site pour échanger avec tes congénaires sur des thémes plus réjouissants.
gros poutoux à toi. (ouaih c'est con comme mot poutoux, mais moi c"est mon truc je fais des gros poutoux à tout le monde , ça me plait et aux autres aussi en général!!)
ps: j'aimerais vraiment savoir comment t'en es venu a créer ce site.
|15 Apr 2005||Ordos||My cousin and my dad went like this and its extremely painful for everyone. Young ppl say they hate their parents, and this happens, but soon you can move out and get your own place. Only then do some people really start to value their parents assistance and guidance. I hope that anyone reading this understands that, like a big painful turd.. the pain goes away and you heal with time. thats all you need. Things speed up when you communicate your feelings with people (school councillers are great.. they forced me to go to one after I commited some illegal stuff and had a great chat), but for introverts I know that is hard.
However as an introvert myself, I know that quiet walks to the shop to process all that info and feelings in your brain will help alot.
|15 Apr 2005||à 13 ans si t'as envie de te buter c'est vraiment pour une connerie..... alors a éviter les site de ce genre, tu te fous de la gueule du monde sérieux... J'aime l'humour noir mais bon tu m'excuses je suis aps dans un bon jour.... Allez salut......|
|15 Apr 2005||jay||USE ARE ALL FUKN SICK FREAKS.. I THINK YOU SHOULD MAKE A SITE FOR URSELFS BECAUSE U ALL NEED HELP FOR MAKING SUICIDE OUT TO BE A JOKE..
no one is every perfect and no matter what happends people go through bad stages in there lifes but it blows over theres no need to attempt to kill urself over stupid things.. just rememeber you might be un happy but if u kill urself ur just making more people un happy that love and care about u.. think before u act..
p.s USE ARE ALL FUKN SICK IN THE HEADD AND SOME OF USE ARE EVN RACIST.. GET OUT IN THE REAL WORLD INSTEAD OF SITTING ON THE NET TELLN 13 YR OLDS TO KILL THEM SELFZ BECAUSE ID HATE TO SEE ONE DAY WEN SUM THING BAD HAPPENDS AND U TURN TO SUICIDE AND THERES NO1 THERE TO HELP U
|15 Apr 2005||ryan||Here' the deal, no life is not fair, sometimes that works against you, sometimes for you. The big goal in life is nothing more than to be happy. Well happiness is not fate, you have to contribute to your own happiness. Use your energy to do something good for yourself, anything. Don't wait for the world to be good to you, make your own path. We're all going to pass away some day anyway. Life is usually less than 100 years, so just stick around and see what you have in store for you. You'll be suprised what you can do if you'll just treat yourself good and do things that make you smile. You'll also find that yes, alot of people in this world suck, who cares, you'll just love the one that don't that much more. Nobody can take your spirit away, that's yours o keep. Treat it right.|
|15 Apr 2005||Cherish||purposley look for sick pedophile rapist/murderer on the internet and go out on a date with them.|
|15 Apr 2005||Kerri-Ann||I don't really know what's the best way to kill yourself....My problems are not as grandious and some others that have posted something....Sometimes I sit around and wonder what would happen if I took a whole bottle of opium based pain reliever pills that depress your respirations until you completely stop breathing.....I did this 2 days ago and also last week.....I have been suicidal now for 5 years....I am now 18 and tryna get my life together....everything was going great....I just got my nursing license.....and I was ready to move on from my suicide attempts....and then shit started getting fucked and my nursing career could be over before it even started...how fucking great is that?.....well I dont' know why but I can't trust anyone....everyone is a bunch of assholes and always have an alterior motive.....people lie and scheme and when you think they are there for you...when you fucking need them tha most they leave and call you crazy instead.....I'm not crazy i'm more incontact with this world and the next than most people would dream of....I try my best to stop thinking about death and killing myself but everytime I try it just pops back up in my head.....I hate myself...I hate everything about me....from my hair down to my toes....and eveyone always says but ur sooooo pretty y do u think ur ugly....too me it's not my skin that i see it's me inside....it's what I feel that's ugly and because of that I can't see myself...I can't remember what I look like sometimes but I always remember that i', ugly because that's how I feel.....I want so bad to not be normal cause there is no such thing as normal but average....someone who doesnt indulge themselves onto websites like this...and dont constantly think of death....when i'm driving I try my best to prevent myself from killing myself....there is this certain overpass that you cross over on the highway and if you hit it at the right speed you could go right of the edge and plummet to the highway underneath....I think about that everytime I pass...I've also contemplated veering off to the side and hitting another car doing like 100 but I don't want to kill anyone else just myself....I told my dad the other day that I was going to kill myself...and you know what he said?....that's not my problem....damn...fucked up huh....made me want to do it even more....3 weeks ago i called my little sister, older sister, and the love of my life that I loved them but I couldn't do it anymore....I told them to not call me back cause I wasnt going to answer....I layed in my bed staring at the ceiling with a razor blade in my hand waiting for something miraculous to happpen and prove to me that this wasn't the way to go....it never came but in that moment I didnt go through with it....I cried and cried and cried but I couldn't go through with....aint that funny waiting for someone else to come save me and i end up saving my damn self....when I talk to other people they seem to have shit so clear in their head...like they have everything worked out...but to me it's like I can see inside of me and there is nothing but mass confusion....like I'm not whole....like i'm under-construction or some shit....wierd...my mom once told me she wish she never had me...my own mother...I try to forget about it sometimes but it's hard...I try to do my best and prove to her that I'm worth being alive but how can i when i dont even believe it myself....she told me this when I went through my gay phase...I thought maybe the reason y i didnt feel whole was because i wasnt living my life they way it should have been lived....Most of my life i'll say from when I was 7 or 8 i've found myself thinking of other girls....but then when i was 16 i acted on and it and it made the whole situation worse...and at that point in my life I never like i wanted to kill myself more....and I did try 5 times...my friends thought I was crazy so some of them distance themselves....but whateva....right now i'm in love with this guy .....my world revolves around him but even though this is so...i still feel the need 2 kill myself...well if anyone wants to talk to me feel free to e-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org i'm always ready to listen and as you know i damn sure know how to talk....|
|15 Apr 2005||Kat||Put a plastic shopping bag over your head and succure with a rubber band placed around your neck. Pretend your Vadder.|
|14 Apr 2005||NO ONE||DO NOT THINK ABOUT KILLING YOUR SELF YOU HAVE LOTS OF THNGS TO LIVE FOR LIKE WHEN YOU GRADUAIT FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND GO TOP YOUR FIRST CONCERT AND LIVE! DON'T LET STRESS KILL YOU YOU MUST LIVE THINK OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU WILL HURT IF YOU DIE ,YOUR PARENTS ,FAMILY ,EVERY ONE!|
|14 Apr 2005||estelle||tu as quand même vraiment un trouble en toi ne cherche pas à être morbide ta vie est faite, et cela meme si tu ne le vois pas, de bonheur et de joie alors stp retire ce site d'internet|
|14 Apr 2005||estelle||personnellement je pense que tu devrais éviter de divulguer ce genre d'informations sur internet je trouve cela très malsain et surtout stupide on ne joue pas à mourir lorsque l'on sait que certains sont dans la souffrance et que l'on a autre chose à faire que de jouer à la mort....|
|14 Apr 2005||Chiayne||Hello,I think that you shouldn't kill yourself because you don't know what you are missing in life your just 13 years old you shouldn't try to commit sucide,I myself did want to commit sucide but then i talked to a very close friend of mine and asked her if i should do it and that i wanted to commit sucide she told me,to seek help because a 13 year old has so much more coming to her and that it's not right to try to commit sucide, the next day i was going to do something to try to kill myself but then the phone rang and it was my friend that i had talked to she said one word "STOP" and that one word made me think "WHY"|
|14 Apr 2005||Connor||hey, my name is Connor and Im 13 right now. well, i think about suicide alot, when i was a little kid, i would sit on my bed in my room listening to my parents scream at eachother, my dad would push my mom around and i think he hit her once, by the time i was 5 my dad was whipping me with a big leather workout belt. When i was 10 he starting making me humiliate myself when he did that by making me take off my pants and underwear and having me lean over his bed in his room, where he would whip for awhile. Now he is like, uber religious and he had me going to this christian school. Whenever i would mess up on something it would be the whipping, he also gave me a fat lip, hit me in the head with a cloths hanger and through me across the hallway, he would mentally abuse me too, now im one of those guys that just cant seem to lose weight and its not something im proud of, he would tell me things like im a fat selfish pig and that he shouldnt feed me, so maybe id look a little better. Well anyways, he beat me up a few time, i mean he would start in the car, rapping his arm across the seat and into my stomach and chest. then when we got inside he would take me to the basement and push me down, he would then start kicking me in the back and hitting me in the face. well, finally i told me real mom(my parents are divorced and i called the police on him) i dont think i have ever felt as free as i did when that happened. Its just a feeling of triumph, listen, i seriously contemplated suicide, many times, i ended holding a knife to my throat one night after a beating. but the only thing that stopped me was my other family and the fact that, come on, anyone can do great things, everyone has a future, dont you wanna see that future? now dont get me wrong, i think about suicide, what teenager dosent? but just think about all that, and if your family does still love, imagine how much you will hurt them, the world dosent hate you, you can find help, someone is always willing to help, especially teenager and below.|