|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Apr 2005||emma||hi am feeling so sad iside a have no friemds in school and no one ever wants to talk to me and now a few years back my mum had another wee baby then another and that was me out of the picture it was like a dont matter anymore because no matter what her 8 year old done i always got the blame so i was really really jealous because a was the first born and now they fuckin boys have took my mum away from me completly so a told my mum i either get pregnant or commit suicide but she never listens she to busy with her other two boys so can u suggest what i can do because a really need help a cut my arms so please help me|
|28 Apr 2005||Elizabeth||im 13 and i cant stand life anymore when i was really little my dad abused my mom and would bring a different girl home everynight. after a while he started hitting me too then he got a drinking and drug problem. Later when i was 8 my dads best friends son molested me then when things couldnt get wourse my dad got drunk and raped me. finally my mom my brother and i moved out of california and in with my grandma. my dad found us and my mom let him move back.BIG MISTAKE. my brother and i would have to help my mom move dressers so my dad wouldnt kill all of us. my mom finally kicked him out with the help of the police. i used to go and see him everyother weekend. i was scared at first then i realized my dad didnt remember that night when i was 8. on the easter of 2002 is the last time i saw my dad. every now and then he calls and i just pick up the phone and hang it up again. but thats not all. just recently all of my friends decided to hate me. and my family is getting more fucked up by the minute. i cut my self all the time on my leg i would cut my wrist but my mom would notice. ive tried to kill myself 5 times. ive tried to drown myself,sufficate myself,over dose 2 times and i almost shot myself w/ my brothers hunting gun. a bunch of messages on this website tell you to hold on life will get better well for me its not and probably never will i dont care who will miss me which is probably no one. the only reason i found this website is becasue i was looking up good ways to kill myself on google. my doctor predicted i wont live pass the age of 16. hopefully shes right.everyday i put on a happy face but im dying inside.|
|28 Apr 2005||paula||give yourself a neverending chicken scratch - on your wrists|
|28 Apr 2005||Peter||i don t know,really don t!but m suicidal too and m not 13 or 20 but 27.i m trapped in this body,really!!!The Witches saved my body twice,but they still won t tell me why!!!They are the only ones who care for me!They tell me beautiful stuff about Fairies,mine is water reedwand.LOVE.|
|28 Apr 2005||xxsuicide_lovexx||I want to die so badly! Please stop these voices inside my head bastardshitfuck! I hate animals those thieves! *dies*|
|28 Apr 2005||Non-smoker Charlie||My friend SailorSeal, we called him that.. committed suicide two years ago.
He was always a weird person.. the person you'd call cloudwalker or shit.
WELL..the thing is nobody liked him..not even his mom or sister whatever.
One day he locked himself in the bathroom and drank half litres of whiskey plus redbull, smoked weed then taking overdose of heroin or cocaine whatever.
He didn't want to kill himself.. just have kewl party yeah.
Oh well he died...heh who cares...
So long POOR OLD SAILORJIMMY or whatever.
|28 Apr 2005||arnel||find a psychotic pedophile so that way you will make the headlines when you die|
|28 Apr 2005||JUST DO IT! (Cody)||i think most of you guys just want attention and realy dont want to die. i have treid so many times to kill myself not for attention but realy tried one time i got deppressed then drunk and hung myself the only reason i am still alive now is because the belt broke! dammit i wish it didnt tho!
i found my true love last monday and she stoped me from killing myself. they true love never dies and it is true but trust me if you are yong the chances of finding true love are slim i did however but it will never work she lives 3,000 miles away from me and i dont ever c us being together haha life sucks dusnt it you finaly find love then it is 3,000 miles away and she is fine to!!! anyway my point is dont think that everything will get better it did for me for like a week now i am felling the same way again
if you truly realy want to die, just fucking do it! quit being a pussy and blow your brains out with your dads 45''
your family will morn if they love you but if they realy loved you you would think they would see it comming...
your freinds will be sad for a wile but in a year or so they will be over you and make new freinds and forgett all about you
if you realy want to die dont cut because it is very hard to die by cutting there is so much that can go rong like somebody finding you
pills are a dumb way to it is hard to find the right pills to do the job and after you od someone will be sure to find you and take you to a hospital or you will just wake up the next day with a splitting headake and a stomake ake
the best way is a gun to the temple the chances of surviving are 1 in a million
the next best way is to hang yourselve this is also the eaisiest and most painless simply get drunk and tie a rope aroung your neck and then around somthing sturdy and high off the ground you will be too drunk to feel the pain of the rope and do drunk to have 2 thots after you pass out there is no going back and you will surly die i did just that and like i sed the belts broke... DON'T USE BELTS! rope is the best thing
well i hope that i have helped you in some way... not that i give a crap nor dus anyone else in this world about anybody...
i love you amanda and i will never stop loving you!!! ~Cody~
|28 Apr 2005||THE SINGING BARABARIAN FROM THE SAVAGE NOOOORTH!!!!||DEATH BY CHOCOLATE!!!!!|
|28 Apr 2005||depressed||I am 21, I never thought I would accually make it to be 21. Since I was 14 I have been suicidle. I was raped when I was 15 and a virgin till then. My father left my family when i was in the 2nd grade, and took all his money with him. I was used to being a rich little girl, then thrown into the life of poverty. My mother has always treated me differently than all my brothers. I am the only girl, and I never got anything from my mom. On christmas, my brothers would get new clothes and toys and I would only get like a pair of 5 dollar pj's. What is sad is that my birthday is on christmas too and would get no presents. I am a very quite person and keep to myself. I got kicked out of one school though by one of my failed suicide attempts. I tried to overdose at school. I would get asked out by boys, but I would just walk away because of my anxiety. I cant talk to anyone without shaking, turning red, and then crying. I made good grades in high school, and went away to college with loans. I didn't make it in college though. I have a problem with being with allot of people and have sevear anxiety attacks. I am extreamly depressed all the time, and my anxiety attacks got so bad that I would never leave my room. Another factor of my college failure, is the girls were very mean to me, and threw gum in my hair and in my seat, and would right lesbo on my sign in sheets. Not because i am ugly, but because at that time i was skinny and pretty. Because i wouldnt eat at the cafeteria because of my anxiety. I went a week sometimes without eating. I then had to go back to my home. My mother is not all right in the head, and she thinks she is being followed and there are bugs in the house listening to her and all those crazy things. She now thinks that I am an undercover spy telling "someone" everything she is doing and everywere she is going. When in accuallity I havn't talked to one single person in over a year now. I can't leave the house very often because I get these anxiety attacks and start crying uncontrolibly for hours. My mom doesn't understand anything about me, i told her about my anxiety and that I probobly needed help and she just laughed in my face. I start crying uncrolibly often, and she tells me "who told you to act this way, your just trying to make me look like a bad mother" she has kicked my out of the house before, and that is when i try to kill myself. I tell my mom I have tried to kill myself over 10 times, and she doesnt believe me. I am starting to think I can't die, I have tried so many times. I have tried sliceing my rists, and I guess i didnt cut deap enough. I have tried electricution. Puting a hair dryer in my bath with me didnt work. It just broke my hair dryer. I tried it with the toaster too. It also didnt work. I have tryed overdoasign many times. I took 100 zanex bars that I bought by taking money out of my credit card, with a bunch of alcehol. I woke up 3 days later, not dead :(. Just with a large bill I cant pay. I would get extreamly drunk and try to crash my car, and i ended up getting a dwi. My life is worthless. I want to die. I think about killing myself at least 20 times a day. I am now stuck with colleg loan bills, credit card bills, adn court fees with no way to make money. My mom pays for my brothers school, and will never help me though. I have no money to get profeshional help, or maybe some anxiety meds or anti depressants. My mom wont help me, because she thinks she will make her look like a bad mother. I get yelled at constantly by my mom telling me to just act normal. She doesnt get that I can't. I want to die. When I get my hands on a gun, then my hell on earth will finually be over. Till then my suffering continues, unless I get lucky and find a way to just die.|
|27 Apr 2005||shay!||they best way to kill ur self is to cut untill u die! and that wut i plan to do the mint i get over my fear of it lol! plz help me i want an easy way to kill my self! without pain help me!?!?|
|27 Apr 2005||why do u want to know?||use pure nicotin maybe not the best but take 3-4 drops and ur dead in 15 min. Constrate it from sigarets like this: Pour tobacco (use sigaretts) out into a water glass and put in just enough water to
cover it all.
After about 24 hours pour the mess into a handkerchief that has been stuffed
down into another glass but with its edges over the rim. Then lift out the
handkerchi and twist the edges so that the snuff forms into a ball. Continue
twist until all the liquid is squeezed out.
Pour the liquid into a small sauce pan and put it on a low fire. When the
liquid has evaporated to about a teas poon full of thick syrup it is finished .
It is best to dilute it with enough water so it will easily leave a medi cine
dropper. A phew drops should do the trick.
A good way to handle nicotine is to will a medicine dropper with it and plug
the end with a piece of soft wax which is pushed in and molded around the
opening. The dropper is carried with the wax end up in the shirt pocket and is
ready for use in a jiffy.
Nicotine is also a good way to commit suicide if you are a prisoner. Just a handfull of cigarette butts and strip thje paper from them, if you
are a neat person. Soak them for several hours, if possible, in water. If you
are geing watched you can slip them into your coffee. At the last minute just
gulp the whole thing down. Best to do it on an empty stomach. If you keep
your mouth shut for a few minutes, even if they pump you out, it will be too
late. Nicotine is an alkaloid so you might get quite a high while you die.
|27 Apr 2005||why do u want to know?||Iv also wanted to commit suicide but i dont because i mean those who want to kill them self r weak people. I have made poisons which will kill me in 10 min with with just one drop on my tounge, but dont want to be a weak person therefore im always trying to find a reason 2 live which often can be realy hard but dont kill urself it only shows how weak u r.|
|27 Apr 2005||Carolyn||I don't know what the best way to kill yourself...I think about killing myself sometimes but I never made any attempts. You may think that life is never going to get any better...but it will...you just have to work at it. Nobody ever says that life was going to be easy...and it won't. But you can make it better by fixing your mistakes and keeping yourself occupied by doing the things you like to do. Write a journal, do art & crafts, find a friend, play some music, read your favorite book, anything that you like to do. Killing yourself will not help at all. It won't stop the pain...it will end your life for good. Only you can stop the pain yourself. Ending your life will only make things worse. Your family will feel worse and miserable...and they will feel that way because they love you and care about you. They may not show it..but if you feel that they don't care about you...talk to them about it...or talk to a counselor...anyone that you can trust will be able to help you out. You have to find the sources to your problems. Ending your life is not a helpful source...it's a source of QUITTING your own life. If you don't want to be a quitter, you have to take some action and solve your problems (whatever problems that bothers you). Life is all about working hard and doing your best. Life is never goign to be easy and you have to make things work. If you have parents that are abusing you or not treating you right at all...GET SOME HELP! GET HELP UNTIL YOUR PARENTS GET THE PUNISHMENT THEY DESERVE! Keep trying! Killing yourself will cause you to miss out on all the good things in life. Your life may not be perfect now...but it can get better in the near future. Good Luck! AND STAY HAPPY!|
|27 Apr 2005||CherehWindWalker||What a way to put it?! man if i'da thought of that one! well I don't know what to tell you but i cut alot... and if anyone decides to talk to me cool, but there needs to be a password... like if you email me or something or im me, just put omega as the first word or title. cause my family gets into my shit and looks at it and i'll get caught, if it's ME then i'll say something like three hundred... but yeah me and my friend had eachother alot to cut ourselves up together and go on diets together... man what a pair we made... I miss her alot I haven't seen her since she graduated, I put on weight got married like an idiot at 18 and now I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place... I want out but you think you love him but you prolly don't but you wanna try but you want your OWN TIME... don't let no body screw with YOUR TIME you know what I mean when you're alone gettin that real good cut to calm you down, if it's the only damn thing that works screw them just take your moment and be happy... I drag those cut up memories like a two year old with a security blanket... I learned one fun thing in a book once, that you can take a soda can and slice up your fingers in the opening and no one would ever know cause the can holds the blood and don't let no one see. thats gross huh? but yeah I know it is I just think I want to talk to someone about my baggage, but its so hard to ask for help you know? and it's even harder to feel better after knowing one little cut can make your day.....
|27 Apr 2005||spanky the duck||hi again, well that wonderful boyfriend dumped me a few days ago the cutting has come back to me fast. my arm is ver bloody now, fun. i think i'm going to do it soon, kill myself and say goodbye to all this sadness. i'm not killing myself just cos of him i'm going to do it cos of all the relationships to come and all the pain about to come. and i dont know if i can go through all that pain again. its just to hard. one of my friends the person i trust the most has told me that this will only make me stronger when it's all over and the rest of the pain to come will hurt less and i will be able to get over it, i dont see it. i cant. i cant do this anymore. grrrr. my fucking arm wont stop bleeding the cuts keep reopning and bleeding more, this is shit. i hope he knows what hes done to me. stupid bastard. takes my fucking virginity and then just dumps me and doesnt care how bad it hurts me. i feel so used again all the pain from before has got to be now. i need someone to talk to some one who isnt going to judge me :'(
add me on msn if you like, i dont care, i'll like the company instead of the continuos judgment from my friends. bye x
|27 Apr 2005||Dzo||Moi jdis s'ouvrir les veines ya pas mieux... mais fo penser a etre seul(e) assez longtps... paske sinon c l'hopital! et ça c pas bieeen... chui bien placée pour le dire|
|27 Apr 2005||It doesn't matter.||Hi, Im not telling you my name because I know someone on this..and well. My life is shit. I slit my wrists so I can feel the pain. I like to see my blood. It makes me feel happy...Ive tried to commite suicide but only by slitting my wrists. The fact of the matter is my dad left when I was young. All he left me was a necklace and memories. My mom hates me and my sister is the only one who cares for me and this year she'll be off for college.. So what will be the point of living? I would leave my email but no one can help me. Im writing this because now I know that there are people like me and that relieves me. Thanks.|
|26 Apr 2005||andrea||The best way to kill yourself when you are under 13 is to throw yourself under the school bus.|
|26 Apr 2005||irenchy||it`s not hard to kill yourself. you all just talk that you want it but all you looking for is attenton. if you realy want to kill yourself.. JUST DO IT. i cut myself too... so what?!! that doesn` t mean that i vant to die. i` m just too angry. thats all. and all of you who wana kill yourself... do it.. right now, you don`t deserve to live, like i don`t, but i`m a chicken, i`m to scared!|