|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Apr 2005||paranoid_freakazoid||if you want to prevent child suicide...or atleast attempt to... try spending less time sitting online, surfing sites such as this and leaving your comments and pleas to the webmasters. and try spending more time with your kids.. improving the lifestyle your children are raised in. get a clue. i dont have kids. :D best way to die? id have to suggest blitzed out of your mind, sucking on an exhaust pipe...well not literally 'sucking' but you get me. rosy cheeked and oblivious.|
|10 Apr 2005||Mary||CONTACT ME PLEASE!!
Mouchette, I have to say, first of all, that it is sick and wrong to encourage people to kill themselves, especially younger children. However, I am a cutter, and I have burned myself, and I often bang my head against a wall until I'm dizzy, so I really have no place to talk. But then, I'm also 14.
Anyway, my point is, I badly want to die, but I don't have the guts to kill myself. I would feel guilty about my family and friends. I would drink my pain away or get high, but I do not have access to drugs or alochol. I have tried smoking cigarrettes, but they don't help me at all.
So, how can I feel better!? Please, please, I beg you to help me. I don't have the guts for suicide, and I don't have drugs or alocohol. Contact me!!
AIM - bleeding psycho6
E-MAIL - email@example.com
YAHOO - mirror_girl14
|10 Apr 2005||MerisHatesMe||What kind of bullet and gun is most effective when killing yourself, and at what angle do you aim the gun?|
|09 Apr 2005||......||Hi,
I'm a 13 yr old girl who thought about suicide when I was in 7th grade. I planned it out I was goin to do it out on Halloween night, I was goin to write letters to all the ppl I loved tellin them I was sorry an I didnt mean to cause them pain. I was goin to overdose on my mom an dads med's plus tyronal. I planned this a week before Halloween. See I go the a center where kids hang out an u do fun stuff, and I met this lady there(here name will be not used for her safety) an I thought she was a bitch an she made me mad as i was 12 at the time an I told her she was a fuckin bitch so she kicked me out for a week. I didnt care b/c I honestly didnt, I dressed in all black I would cut, an I didnt crap about what happened around me. My friend who also I went through school with, grew up wit an always went to the center with me told me to go back b/c this lady was nice, an I was waitin for Halloween night to kill myself. I was so sick of my friend naggin me so i decided to go back an wait on killing myself. I walked in the center after a week was up an Halloween had past an the lady I told off was there I walked in an she was sweeping she said hi an I said hi an she started talkin wit me an we hung around as days past an we grew to get to know each other we also started a friendship at the time she was 42 an I was 12 an there was a 30 yr difference between us but I didnt care. As our friendship was growin I became close to her, she was like my guardian angel sent from heaven to save me b/c it wasnt my time to die. Over time now that she was my friend an her friend we became friends an we where a 3 an they changed me to a person I really should be. They changed the way i dress, acted, my bad language, an made me realize life it worth living. As I was a change person they where both adults an I turned 13 they started goin off as a 2, without me, but I tried an struggled to there friendship. My friend who was my guardian an was like a mom to me knew me, she knew when something was wrong an was there to catch me fall. Even there to try to help with the abuse that my dad did to my mom, he beat her an would throw her around the house, this happened as far as I could understand which when i was really young. So when I met my guardian angel I trusted her no one else an told her an she tried to make it stop. As my guardian angel started listening to her friend which where sayin she shouldnt hang out wit me b/c it was causin physcodical harm didnt believe it at first an ignored it an continued to hang out wit me. She grew so sick of the naggin she started to listen an take there advice an she was gradually pulling away. As the more she pulled away I suffered more an more i was goin back to my old ways, but she made me realize never to kill yourself b/c there r so many ppl in this world that want to live an they cant b/c they get sick with a disease an die, such as my guardian angels daughter she had a disease an is 10 turning 11 soon an shes only suppose to live till 15 , my guardian angel had 6 kids 2 where in there 20's an married an her 3 younger ones r 8,9, and 10 an they all inspired me an made me feel loved as I love them as my lil brothers an sister. She taught me that to really enjoy life an not to worry so much, an to cherish my life b/c ppl that want to live sometimes dont get to an ppl tht get to live kill themselves. My guardian also had cancer 2 or 3 times an I was so scared to loose her but thankfully wit many prayers an love she made it through each time. Now that my guardian angel is pulling away an the center has closed for the summer its hard b/c she never calls an we barely talk. So i decided to sign up for softball an stay active during the summer so I dont have much time to dwell on her but jus a lil lesson , i was saved an im thankfully for that b/c I learned a lot an ive matured so much. Just love the things u love b/c they when they go u will miss them terribly an im hoping things go right between my an my guardian angel so I get her back b/c the means the world to me! So ppl who want to die b/c there life is shity or w/e its not worth it u all it really isnt try to make life worth living an cherish the things u love b/c thats wht I had to do till I met the person who filled my whole heart. Also heres a lil sayin Sum ppl come in 2 ur life 4 a reason, like to improve ur life, n thn they leave, sum ppl come 4 a season,2 spend time wit u n be ur friend for a while, n sum stay wit u 4 a lifetime. an thats true! so good luck out there to all those ppl who want to die I hope u make the right decision or realize life is worth living
|09 Apr 2005||godschild||belive in god...you wont want to kill yourself ever .....have faith....|
|09 Apr 2005||...||jump out your bed room window ... it saves materials and you get to fly in youe last 2 seconds of life =) (it only works if youre on the second floor by the way)
...great website haha congrats on making this even though some people aren't gonna like it.
|09 Apr 2005||lost||When I was nine I tried to do away with my life because I lived with a mother who physically and mentally abused me.
I was lucky that my attempt to do so was a complete utter failure...
At age 16 both my parents abandoned me in the most crappiest town in Detroit. They left because my father was being sued and rather than getting a lawyer and fighting it he chose to "protect" his money rather than being there for me.
I have been through sooo much stuff in my life that I never stopped to take it all in. My counselor said that I'm going through a post traumatic period in my life (now at age 31!)
i always believed that i could be something so I ended up going to college and here I am a "non traditional" student in the midst of graduating so that I can become an educator and inspire 13 year olds to savor there lives and be all they can be.
I'ts been hard though because I am now just beginning to deal with my past (i had to) in order for me to stay stong.
I know what it feels like to want to die but I know that I truly want to LIVE and enjoy the life I was soo fortunate enough to be given.
Think about it this way, think about how bad your life could've been if your were born somewhere else worse off than where you are now.. you could've been born to migrant workere that have no choice than to help their parents pick vegetables and fruits in the fields or you could've been born a few years ago to iraqi parents beeing bombed everyday..
The point is that you were at least fortunate enough to be born here in the U.S. as a U.S. citizen where you ALWAYS have a choice..
Please don't give up! Life IS to short as it is already.
What i've been doing is expressing myelf through art and writing. It truly helps even though I don't consider myself a good artist. It helps! try anything you can but please don't take it out on yourself!! you don't deserve that..
good luck to everyone.
|09 Apr 2005||Kevin||je pense a boire du poison ou un truc de ce genre la (produit d'entretien etc ....)|
|09 Apr 2005||Act of God||Grab a knife (sharp one), and go into your room. Find a comfy spot where your body will not fall and make a mess. Grab the knife with your left hand and hold it upto you kneck, apply as much pressure you can until you feel it pierce, then quickly swipe it across the kneck... Blood should start pissing out, after a few seconds you will die. With little mess.|
|09 Apr 2005||For Lucy Cortina From Felicia The Great||To Lucy Cortina in regards to the oldest profession in the world.
No, I am not into that stuff. But last night, I had a horrible dream that I was
a skanky hoe. There was these two fine latino dudes in the kitchen who were waiting for me and I stood them up. Since I couldn't come downstairs, they left me an apology note and said that something came up but will meet me later.
And guess who was the pimp?
Well anyways, you told me that I had to find a way to make money (OR ELSE!) and
that we were running broke.
The dream scarred me the rest of the day because I sang "Dim All The Lights"
by Donna Summer and never stopped.
......oh what a horrible thing.......
Write me soon dear.
|09 Apr 2005||Bri||Wow yall are fuckers...who does that. Im 14 nd i was so depressed i cut nd stuff nd i always thought about suicide nd i would always look at stuff like this...i found this one thing that said SUICIDE READ THIS FIRST...ide sugest you all look at it...heres the link... http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/ Please just look at it....|
|08 Apr 2005||man heather||well it got to contan pills that look like candy so u can play doctor,a fake squrit "gun" cops and robers,a chan saw to recreate texes chan saw masacure,a bome to play bome squid,a rope to see who can hang the longest|
|08 Apr 2005||Nathalie||Bonjour,
Je suis Nathalie, voici mon histoire: Quand j'avais 5 ans, ma mère m'a laissé sur le trotoire au centre-ville. Une adolescente qui avait 17 ans, m'a pris comme enfant à ses côtés. On habitait dans la rue, cela n'a pas été facile tout les jours... Un jour son chum ( il aussi était dans la rue je le considérait comme mon père) s'est fait battre à mort par des gangs de rues. J'avais 12 ans, cela faisais près de 5 ans que lui et ma mère (adoptive) se fréquentait. Ils était pour se marier, quand ils auraient de l'argent.
Mais un soir d'hiver deux jours après la mort de mon ''père''. Ma mère m'a pris la main et m'a dis d'être forte... Qu'elle était pour partir longtemp. Elle est parti partiquement nue, m'avais donné tout ce qu'elle possédait sauf une corde. Le matin de très bonheure, Je l'ai retrouvé morte, pendue et gelée... Je l'est décrocher, je l'est déposé sur le sol... Je me suis couché sur elle malgré qu'elle était froide... J'ai pris la paire de ciseaux que j'avais et je me suis coupé... J'ai telment perdu de sang que lorsque ce camelot m'a trouvé j'était inconsciente. Il a prit soin de moi.
Aujourd'hui j'ai 27 ans, Je suis mariée au camelot, J'ai deux belles filles Tania et Maryse. J'attend présentement un garçons... J'ai encorre la chaîne en argent que ma mère adoptive portait lorsqu'elle est morte... J'aurais aimé partagé ce boneure avec elle, j'aurais aimé qu'elle soit grand-mère... Je pleure à sa tombe à tous les ans... Si tu as perdu ta mère ou si elle ne t'aime pas... Moi je t'adopterai...Moi je serai l'épaule sur laquelle tu pouras pleurer... Je serai là pour te serrer dans mes bras...
|08 Apr 2005||harry||hello guys i m not a kid, i am 26 years old married man having 11 months old boy and i want to run away from my present problems, inspite of my hardwork i am not able to do one thing, just leave my parental home.
every time i have to heard the foul speak from my father, and threats for throwing me out of home.
|08 Apr 2005||lucas||go to a mall with your mother, sister and two aunts. spend four hours with them. Your will discover the faster way to die,I promisse. If you have a small little hope, you´ll lose it.|
|07 Apr 2005||jessica||i dont know what the best way is to kill yourself but i do have an idea you can take a needle and put a ton of insilin in your blood and then you will die and noone will be able to trace your death but most of all its not painfull at all its just a little needle prick oh and by the way this only works if your not diabetic|
|07 Apr 2005||...||I am lost for words. Why the fuck are you creating a suicidal box?
It'll encourage people to commit suicide more, and suicide isn't a game that you fucking act out.
Keep your sick invention to yourself only.
Anyway, wat.. u wanna kill urself? Is that y u r asking that ridiculous question:What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 ?
To all those suicidal ppl out there, who want to commit suicide caz they feel ugly, you guys are the most self centered people in the world.
|07 Apr 2005||There is a lot that I could share with you on the subject, a professor of it myself. It isn't a joke or game and it shouldn't be done without much thought. Thoughts concerning what will happen next, what come after this life if you believe in that. Or possibly, what happens to your stuff. . . who ends up reading your journal when you go. There are quick ways, painful ways, gory ways to go. For someone so young, it is hard to give the best answer. The WWW isn't going to give you the answers because of the obvious reason that more attempts will be made if the solution was out there. Many people attempting don't think about what will happen when they go. I am not saying you should consider all who love you and such, because you should never live your life because someone else wants you to. I'm just saying that taking your life so quickly might not be what you ultimately want. But, if you must do this, then the best answer is already mentioned on your site. Surefire, easyily accessible, but. . . painful.|
|07 Apr 2005||Dan||Wow, i cannot believe i found this bullshit site while looking for song lyrics. First off, all of you people on this site that say you want to kill your self are a bunch of fucking pussies seeking attention. If your life is sooo fucking bad, then kill yourself. why do you need to post cries for sympathy on a website. do you honestly think that random people that you dont know give 2 shits about you? well.. i can tell you that chances are that i dont give a shit about you.... and plus, what is accomplished in suicide?? absolutely fucking nothing. You only live ones. EXPERIENCE LIFE WHILE YOU HAVE IT! half of you attention crazy selfish fucks have it a million times better than other people in the world, who would give any thing to have your so called shitty life. Why dont you fucking think before saying all of the stupid shit that you people say? "my uncle raped me when i was little, i want to kill myself" what the fuck is that going to do??! if you have it so bad seek help, guarenteed you wont find the type of help you need here.
My absolute favorite thing about this forum has to be the people that at complaining and saying they want to kill themselves over a boy/girl. Believe me, i am 18 i have been there before, and when i look back, i think it is the funniest shit in the world. there are billions of people out there, so wut, your girlfriend broke up with you??? Cry about it and move on you fucking pussy! or.. do the cool thing and slit your wrists... then wear sleeveless shirts so that everyone sees your cuts, then you get the attention that you want.
I am sorry if some of this dont make much sense, but i think this site is a fucking joke, and all of you pussies wanting to kill your selves are just the punchline..........
......you wont do it........ i dare you..... (just think of how bad that the ones that love you will feel)
HAPPY SUICIDE PUSSIES!
|07 Apr 2005||April||Hi Im april and I have been trying to commit suicide since i was about 11... I am no 15 turning 16 in a month and Im not really sure what to do...I mean I dont like getting help thats just not for me and Im fine with the way I am....I have a good life and all...I mean I got great parents, a big family, plenty of pets, a huge house and everythin....I mean yea sure I love my life but only parts of it...since I was thirteen so many things have happend to me...Ive lost one of my best friends b/c she thinks i need help and that im taken her downa bad path b/c of all the wrong choices i make, My grandmother has died and she was like a best friend to me, Ive been in an out of a relation ship with my boyfriend, my father almost died, my one sister drinks to much, my other sister is mental and trys to overdose on pills all the time, and the fact that i have a diseas that might not affect me now but soon will and I dont want that to happen....so the only thing i could think of that could stop all these pains is suicide...It hasnt helped though b/c i have never succeeded yet...I will soon though b/c I just can't take it anymore....from what I told you before isnt even half of my problems....I kno theres alot of people out there like me and are much worse but I don't kno....And now b/c i have reminded myself of all this I feel like i should attempts again....Please someone tell me what I should do...?!?!?!|