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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
29 Apr 2005 mickey this will be relatively long, but please read it if you want.

hey. i have left a message here before. like ages ago but that doesn't really matter. i'll just sort of introduce myself again.

i left my bit on the 22nd of march 2004. short sharp and shiny. but i didnt go.

look, when i wrote what i did i was really down and really about to go. but i made the mistake of leaving my email address here so some lovely people with nothing better to do emailed me and have kept me here so far. surely, they have better things to do!!

all i can say is that i do not condone, but i do not encourage, suicide now. i stil have 'attacks' of depression and suicidal feelings, and even when i am happy i still wish i was dead. even now, right now, i want out but i wont....yet.

if you believe you have a tortured life, are beyond any help and 'fixing', have absolutely no-one who will care for you or miss you, know that it will be better for you AND others here...then i would say go for it...but only as a last resort. i say that because there is ALMOST always someone in thw world who loves you.

life deals its harsh cards. and there are some very harsh ones. there are very limited happy cards, so it is easy to see the dark side of life. but thats how it always is. there has to be something, at least ONE, that you are happy with in life...the small windows of happiness. they are not numerous, but focus on them.

however if you are beyond 'repair', a gun is a pain the the ass to acquire so i guess a kitchen knife is best. or jumping infront of a semi truck on a highway at night. what i want to do is go to the local reserviour and jump off and hit the hard ground over 100 meters below.

but please, if you go, call the best friend you had to come to the place and retrieve the letter you left. a letter will tell them your last thoughts, and anything you want them to do. but please, just call them, say everything then hang up before they can answer and turn it off and go...but leave a note for him/her or many people for the friend to distribute. at least do that much.

people ridicule us for being like this. but death is a path in life, and one we will all take eventually. dont you see!? no matter what we achieve in life; whether we are rich, poor, thin, big, french or hungarian....we will all die one day and all that we have achieved will have been for nothing!! so what is the point? is there one?

so please people who riducule us, TRY to put yourselves in our shoes.

i love my friends. but they would all be so much better off without me in their lfie holding them down. they say they care, but theres been too many occasions where ive managed to easilly slip away at parties etc. next time maybe i will have a knife and go and do it for good. they dont really care about us, just how they will feel when we go.

look at these lyrics:

I made this bed
I choose to lie in it
And live with my regrets
I sleep with what I said
Could this be the end
Am I standing on the edge
Of everything I wanted now

I was afraid
I was afraid

And maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I feel
It's easier to walk away from everything

Separate my soul
With all the things we shared
I'm fallin' to pieces now
Say a prayer for me
When you go to bed
I'm in need of your faith now

I was afraid

And maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything

If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We set a mile away
Set me free a mile away

Pray for me now
I'm in need of faith
Pray for me now
I'm in need

And maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything

If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We set a mile away.

And maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything
Walk away from everything
Walk away from everything

-- walk away by good charlotte

me again. it is easier to walk away. and many of us are indeed on the edge of it.

people dont care, no-one does. i'll tell you about how exactly my school fucked my life right up.

i was really down then. cuttin in class with compass etc. one of my 'friends' told the school counsellor about me and the school said that if i didnt see the counsellor they would call my parents. blackmail, but i agreed. and it fucked me up even more so i told the guy to effectivly go away. my friend/s took away trust (i hardly trust anyone anymore). that was the biggest blow. the school tried to mess where they have no right. so f*** them. (i dunno if swearin is allowed on this forum).

theres an example. the friend/s thought they were doing 'what was best for me', when in fact they chucked me further into the Pit of Depression. i was climbing out, and they chucked me so deep that i just cannot get out.

i will always be in there. depression is now forever a part of me. i get upset for no apparent reason.

depression destroys you. its always there, eating away. and it wont stop until its destroyed you...until you destroy yourself. -- excerpt from 'Life' by Michael Brown (me)

and these people call us selfish for wanting out!! all they care about is themselves. i'll leave it here.

please feel free to contact me if you want to.
29 Apr 2005 stef suicide is the only way to cure my pain. i hate my fucking life i have nothing going for me. my perants hate me, i have no freinds and my sister abandoned me. im going to kill my self goodbye... c u all in HELL
29 Apr 2005 michaela kick your self in the ass untill it goes purple. then eat a turnip. this actually works.
29 Apr 2005 Ace Best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?


The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 is by NOT KILLING YOURSELF. When you're under 13 and wanting to end your life the thought of it is pretty much stupid. Yeah things go bad for you and all but you have a lot to live for. Kill yourself and think of how many people you WILL hurt doing it. If you have a lot of problems talk 'em out. If not, find the courage to. You know what they say, "Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I've thought about suicide myself but the thought of death doesn't suit me. All you have to do is get up, dust yourself off, and keep going forward. God will help you through the ups and downs of your life. Don't take your life away because of a simple problem. Small problems can lead to big problems if they're not solved.

So for all those suicidal people out there...

Suicide is never the way and never will be the way. Suicide will get you nowhere. Don't waste the gift that God gave you, Life. We only got one life to live. Live it out and enjoy it.
29 Apr 2005 XLaydeeChulaX EVERYONE HAS BEEN DOWN THE ROAD OF DEPRESSION AT SOME POINT IN THEIR LIVES. IF EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN THROUGH THESE PROBLEMS AND TRIED TO KILL THEMSELVES THE WAY ALL YA'LL LIL PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO DO, THERE WOULD BE ABSOLUTELY NO ONE LEFT IN THIS INSANE WORLD. ALL I GOTTA SAY IS, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. DONT LET URSELF FALL, AND IF U FALL, GET UP! HAVING PROBLEMS IS ANOTHER REASON TO STAY ALIVE AND SHOW URSELF THAT U ARE STRONG. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE U TRY ANYTHING. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, BUT IT WILL ALWAYS HAVE ITS UPS AND DOWN, HELLO! IT AINT PERFECT. SO JUST ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE AND LAUGH AT THE BAD SIDE. GOD WILL ALWAYS GUIDE U, U JUST HAVE TO FIND THE ROAD URSELF(meaning, he aint gonna do everything for u, u gotta learn from ur problems!)
BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
29 Apr 2005 cheesebo Wow..is this thread really from 1999??

Anyway..I have tried commiting suicide once. It was a big mistake (the way i did it). Read this...

I have a 1998 Cadillac STS. It is one of the safest cars in the US. I decided that i would commit suicide by flooring the gas up to 100mph and driving into a brick wall down the freeway that one person has already taken their life doing, intentionally. I did it. I stayed about 6 miles back at the 21st Mile Marker on shoulder and thought about it for a while. Then i started the V8, put it in drive and floored it.

It accelerated to 60mph very fast. I decided that since i was going to kill myself i would ram a few people. I was going about 90mph, driving very aggresively weaving in and out of other motorists. One person cut me off so i rammed him hard. Not enough to kill my car, but i did a "PIT" maneuver as the cops call it. I nailed him from the side and spun him out into the guardrail.

Anyway, as i approached 100 mph...then came 110mph and 115mph. A police officer started pursuing me in a Camaro SS police cruiser. Caught up to me in nearly a minute. I could see other units joining and i immediately hopped into the shoulder lane, heading straight toward the brick wall. It is the entrance to a Parking Lot, the "County Square", just right off the freeway. I aimed straight towards it, put on cruise control and closed my eyes and said goodbye to the world. I was going about 95mph when i crashed, as i forgot to push the "Set" button on Cruise Control. I survived the damn thing. My car was in so many pieces i dont know how i lived. I was torn up but i am completely fine. UNBELIEVABLE!

I had to pay $30,000 in damages for hte car and $80,000 lawsuit to the motorist's Mercedez C240 Kompressor that i rammed. What a moron I am, I should have rented a Honda Civic and did that. I would have definetley not have been here.



I plan to commit suicide one day. I have no life, I sit at home all day. I have almost $50,000 in debt and never had a girlfriend, ever. Never had a date. I do not eat anything (just a cracker each day). I purposely starve myself and freeze myself. This whole winter i did not turn on the heater once. I do not have any bed covers. I do not care. My family doesnt want me anymore.

I was going to shoot myself and kill a few people while i am it, but i will not ever kill anyone else. Why should a lucky, normal person have to suffer from my abnormalities and disadvantages. I wish i was normal. I would do anything to become normal.


BTW, Why does anyone here even try taking pills? ALL OVER-THE-COUNTER DRUGS ARE 100% SUICIDE PROOF, MORONS. This will be the last message from me. I will be commiting suicide next week with the help of a carbon monoxide canister i have acquired. Goodbye everyone. This is cheesebo, signing off.
29 Apr 2005 viciously tempered the best way to kill yourself ? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....... well i wouldn't know ,but if i had to choose out of all the ways you can go out is to OD. perferible heroin. now Iv'e never in my life did drugs and i probably never will. But I im suffering though a depression of my own. and I am only 14. but life is cruel then and some kid is always going to be an asshole ( aspecially if your different) but you have to think of it this way do you really care that much about some spoiled snotnose bastard that barely knows you? or if you really want to go through with this and u are a christian think about where u would end up. IN Hell! now how smart is that. your coming from a hell on earth going to the real one. but after all it's your life to end and if all else fails go to your local drug dealer and buy a kilo of the H and go fucking crazy!
29 Apr 2005 coco Hi All,

I know how your'e all feeling & it's a bad point to be at. I am not as young as you guys (i'm 22)and I wouldn't say I'm depressed, but I feel really really angry. I have always been a good person trying to make everyone around me as happy as I can, but I forgot to make myself happy and am at a point in my life where I dont want to live anymore. I have lost myself I dont know what I enjoy, what I want from the future, basically I'm really lost and confused as to what I'm still doing here. I have so many problems I wouldn't no where to start, I got married a few weeks before my 16th birthday, mainly to get away from my parents, but that was even worse than staying with them. I got married to this jealous guy who made my life hell and still is, but I have no bad feelings towards him, only hate towards myself, I always think I must be a bad person to be in this situation. I cant leave him because I dont have anywhere to go, we are also in a lot of debt due to his drug addiction, amongst many other problems Im having, basically I have no option but to kill myself, I dont see any other way out. I have planned it and will attempt my 3rd suicide this month, if it goes acording to plan I will not be here to write to you guys.
Although you might think my problems dont sound to big, I dont want to mention anything more as its a waste of time, I have been talking to friends and family for 6 years about it and no one has taken my words seriously, so I will show them with my actions. Maybe its true actions are louder than words.
But please please seek help first, you are all very young and problems seem very big when you are young, patience is a virtue.
xxx
coco
28 Apr 2005 emma hi am feeling so sad iside a have no friemds in school and no one ever wants to talk to me and now a few years back my mum had another wee baby then another and that was me out of the picture it was like a dont matter anymore because no matter what her 8 year old done i always got the blame so i was really really jealous because a was the first born and now they fuckin boys have took my mum away from me completly so a told my mum i either get pregnant or commit suicide but she never listens she to busy with her other two boys so can u suggest what i can do because a really need help a cut my arms so please help me
28 Apr 2005 Elizabeth im 13 and i cant stand life anymore when i was really little my dad abused my mom and would bring a different girl home everynight. after a while he started hitting me too then he got a drinking and drug problem. Later when i was 8 my dads best friends son molested me then when things couldnt get wourse my dad got drunk and raped me. finally my mom my brother and i moved out of california and in with my grandma. my dad found us and my mom let him move back.BIG MISTAKE. my brother and i would have to help my mom move dressers so my dad wouldnt kill all of us. my mom finally kicked him out with the help of the police. i used to go and see him everyother weekend. i was scared at first then i realized my dad didnt remember that night when i was 8. on the easter of 2002 is the last time i saw my dad. every now and then he calls and i just pick up the phone and hang it up again. but thats not all. just recently all of my friends decided to hate me. and my family is getting more fucked up by the minute. i cut my self all the time on my leg i would cut my wrist but my mom would notice. ive tried to kill myself 5 times. ive tried to drown myself,sufficate myself,over dose 2 times and i almost shot myself w/ my brothers hunting gun. a bunch of messages on this website tell you to hold on life will get better well for me its not and probably never will i dont care who will miss me which is probably no one. the only reason i found this website is becasue i was looking up good ways to kill myself on google. my doctor predicted i wont live pass the age of 16. hopefully shes right.everyday i put on a happy face but im dying inside.
28 Apr 2005 paula give yourself a neverending chicken scratch - on your wrists
28 Apr 2005 Peter i don t know,really don t!but m suicidal too and m not 13 or 20 but 27.i m trapped in this body,really!!!The Witches saved my body twice,but they still won t tell me why!!!They are the only ones who care for me!They tell me beautiful stuff about Fairies,mine is water reedwand.LOVE.
28 Apr 2005 xxsuicide_lovexx I want to die so badly! Please stop these voices inside my head bastardshitfuck! I hate animals those thieves! *dies*
28 Apr 2005 Non-smoker Charlie My friend SailorSeal, we called him that.. committed suicide two years ago.
He was always a weird person.. the person you'd call cloudwalker or shit.
WELL..the thing is nobody liked him..not even his mom or sister whatever.
One day he locked himself in the bathroom and drank half litres of whiskey plus redbull, smoked weed then taking overdose of heroin or cocaine whatever.
He didn't want to kill himself.. just have kewl party yeah.

Oh well he died...heh who cares...
So long POOR OLD SAILORJIMMY or whatever.
28 Apr 2005 arnel find a psychotic pedophile so that way you will make the headlines when you die
28 Apr 2005 JUST DO IT! (Cody) i think most of you guys just want attention and realy dont want to die. i have treid so many times to kill myself not for attention but realy tried one time i got deppressed then drunk and hung myself the only reason i am still alive now is because the belt broke! dammit i wish it didnt tho!

i found my true love last monday and she stoped me from killing myself. they true love never dies and it is true but trust me if you are yong the chances of finding true love are slim i did however but it will never work she lives 3,000 miles away from me and i dont ever c us being together haha life sucks dusnt it you finaly find love then it is 3,000 miles away and she is fine to!!! anyway my point is dont think that everything will get better it did for me for like a week now i am felling the same way again

if you truly realy want to die, just fucking do it! quit being a pussy and blow your brains out with your dads 45''

your family will morn if they love you but if they realy loved you you would think they would see it comming...

your freinds will be sad for a wile but in a year or so they will be over you and make new freinds and forgett all about you

if you realy want to die dont cut because it is very hard to die by cutting there is so much that can go rong like somebody finding you

pills are a dumb way to it is hard to find the right pills to do the job and after you od someone will be sure to find you and take you to a hospital or you will just wake up the next day with a splitting headake and a stomake ake

the best way is a gun to the temple the chances of surviving are 1 in a million

the next best way is to hang yourselve this is also the eaisiest and most painless simply get drunk and tie a rope aroung your neck and then around somthing sturdy and high off the ground you will be too drunk to feel the pain of the rope and do drunk to have 2 thots after you pass out there is no going back and you will surly die i did just that and like i sed the belts broke... DON'T USE BELTS! rope is the best thing

well i hope that i have helped you in some way... not that i give a crap nor dus anyone else in this world about anybody...

i love you amanda and i will never stop loving you!!! ~Cody~
28 Apr 2005 THE SINGING BARABARIAN FROM THE SAVAGE NOOOORTH!!!! DEATH BY CHOCOLATE!!!!!
28 Apr 2005 depressed I am 21, I never thought I would accually make it to be 21. Since I was 14 I have been suicidle. I was raped when I was 15 and a virgin till then. My father left my family when i was in the 2nd grade, and took all his money with him. I was used to being a rich little girl, then thrown into the life of poverty. My mother has always treated me differently than all my brothers. I am the only girl, and I never got anything from my mom. On christmas, my brothers would get new clothes and toys and I would only get like a pair of 5 dollar pj's. What is sad is that my birthday is on christmas too and would get no presents. I am a very quite person and keep to myself. I got kicked out of one school though by one of my failed suicide attempts. I tried to overdose at school. I would get asked out by boys, but I would just walk away because of my anxiety. I cant talk to anyone without shaking, turning red, and then crying. I made good grades in high school, and went away to college with loans. I didn't make it in college though. I have a problem with being with allot of people and have sevear anxiety attacks. I am extreamly depressed all the time, and my anxiety attacks got so bad that I would never leave my room. Another factor of my college failure, is the girls were very mean to me, and threw gum in my hair and in my seat, and would right lesbo on my sign in sheets. Not because i am ugly, but because at that time i was skinny and pretty. Because i wouldnt eat at the cafeteria because of my anxiety. I went a week sometimes without eating. I then had to go back to my home. My mother is not all right in the head, and she thinks she is being followed and there are bugs in the house listening to her and all those crazy things. She now thinks that I am an undercover spy telling "someone" everything she is doing and everywere she is going. When in accuallity I havn't talked to one single person in over a year now. I can't leave the house very often because I get these anxiety attacks and start crying uncontrolibly for hours. My mom doesn't understand anything about me, i told her about my anxiety and that I probobly needed help and she just laughed in my face. I start crying uncrolibly often, and she tells me "who told you to act this way, your just trying to make me look like a bad mother" she has kicked my out of the house before, and that is when i try to kill myself. I tell my mom I have tried to kill myself over 10 times, and she doesnt believe me. I am starting to think I can't die, I have tried so many times. I have tried sliceing my rists, and I guess i didnt cut deap enough. I have tried electricution. Puting a hair dryer in my bath with me didnt work. It just broke my hair dryer. I tried it with the toaster too. It also didnt work. I have tryed overdoasign many times. I took 100 zanex bars that I bought by taking money out of my credit card, with a bunch of alcehol. I woke up 3 days later, not dead :(. Just with a large bill I cant pay. I would get extreamly drunk and try to crash my car, and i ended up getting a dwi. My life is worthless. I want to die. I think about killing myself at least 20 times a day. I am now stuck with colleg loan bills, credit card bills, adn court fees with no way to make money. My mom pays for my brothers school, and will never help me though. I have no money to get profeshional help, or maybe some anxiety meds or anti depressants. My mom wont help me, because she thinks she will make her look like a bad mother. I get yelled at constantly by my mom telling me to just act normal. She doesnt get that I can't. I want to die. When I get my hands on a gun, then my hell on earth will finually be over. Till then my suffering continues, unless I get lucky and find a way to just die.
27 Apr 2005 shay! they best way to kill ur self is to cut untill u die! and that wut i plan to do the mint i get over my fear of it lol! plz help me i want an easy way to kill my self! without pain help me!?!?
27 Apr 2005 why do u want to know? use pure nicotin maybe not the best but take 3-4 drops and ur dead in 15 min. Constrate it from sigarets like this: Pour tobacco (use sigaretts) out into a water glass and put in just enough water to
cover it all.

After about 24 hours pour the mess into a handkerchief that has been stuffed
down into another glass but with its edges over the rim. Then lift out the
handkerchi and twist the edges so that the snuff forms into a ball. Continue
twist until all the liquid is squeezed out.

Pour the liquid into a small sauce pan and put it on a low fire. When the
liquid has evaporated to about a teas poon full of thick syrup it is finished .
It is best to dilute it with enough water so it will easily leave a medi cine
dropper. A phew drops should do the trick.

A good way to handle nicotine is to will a medicine dropper with it and plug
the end with a piece of soft wax which is pushed in and molded around the
opening. The dropper is carried with the wax end up in the shirt pocket and is
ready for use in a jiffy.

Nicotine is also a good way to commit suicide if you are a prisoner. Just a handfull of cigarette butts and strip thje paper from them, if you
are a neat person. Soak them for several hours, if possible, in water. If you
are geing watched you can slip them into your coffee. At the last minute just
gulp the whole thing down. Best to do it on an empty stomach. If you keep
your mouth shut for a few minutes, even if they pump you out, it will be too
late. Nicotine is an alkaloid so you might get quite a high while you die.

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