|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 May 2005||josh||ttake two #2 pencils and put them up your nose. when your friends start asking questions and the bell for 3rd period rings. Wait, wait for your teacher to make a big fuss......have u waited long enough? is he yell? Ok perfect now without saying a word smack your face into the desk. when u break your nose and the pencils are JAMMED (sp?) upward they should kill you. if not.. then u have a damn good story.|
|25 May 2005||rocky|| hey well *someone
here is a reply i wanna know more. so wat do you have to say huh? send me an email and we can talk about getting some help of course if you think it will help. firstname.lastname@example.org
|25 May 2005||taylor||i am 13 and i am a cutter and i have also hung my self as u can hear i faied so if any of u ppl need some help add me at email@example.com an di will help u but not for long cuz my time will be near|
|25 May 2005||luigi||Hi my name is Luigi, i am 37 years old, I was pointed to this website by a friend, i have been reading some of the stories here, and honestly some of the stories have really touched my heart and some even bought tears to my eyes. Please i beg all of yo that is considering suicide , that no matter how bad your situation is, tomorrow will be better. I am no professional but please believe me, i know what i am talking about. Now you might think, who the hell am i to say these things, but please believe me, i have been to hell and back. In my moments most weak, i kept believing that things can only get better, and so they did. Today i love life and whatever i went through in the past, only made me stronger to handle the world today. I wish to make a promise, even though you may never know who i am, you will always have someone and a friend to talk to, and if you like i will tell you of my past if you are interested, not to make you feel better, but to make yo understand what i am saying, I will leave my email address so that you can have someone to talk to always. My email address is firstname.lastname@example.org
God bless you always
|25 May 2005||Siren||The Best way to kill yourself when your thirteen? hmmm I tried killing myself from as early as 7 and havent really stopped trying. Now I'm 17. So thats 10 years. Nothing to be happy about. I was molested when I was 7. My father was never around. My grandmother passed away 5 years ago, she was like my mother. I have all these men telling me I'm beautiful and they touch me and feel me, and you know what else. I'm still a virgin thank god. I've been heart-broken of cousre. By many guys. I call it a curse. Love's curse. I always seem to love them before they love me. It's a terrible system. Then about a couple of years ago, I "turned- goth" Some people think just becuz im goth has to deal with my suicidal attempts. No such thing. For awhile it actually helped me stop. It was liek a comfort zone cuz i knew who I was, and where i belonged. I've been teased for many years becuz I'm naturally skinny, Jealousy of cousre. Thats how I look at that now. After all they're not the ones that are gonna model. My "thing" as some of my friends call it is cutting. Most of my scars look like cat scrathes. my mom found my scars and automaticlly thought it was the cat, so I let her think that. I don't want to break her heart. She expects to much from me anyway. I guess you become so pressured and hurt and just confused with life and the meaning of living all together that you want to end it all. SOmetimes I still wish I could, but I don't. Becuase I want to live for tomorrow, and be there to see what happens. Life suxx, everyone knows this, but...everyone has to live it, even if it's for a second. You have to face the harsh world. I'm not going to act like a saint becuz most people are tryign to do that, and it's jsut a big lie to. I still cut, but I'm trying to stop. It's become some what of an addiction. I just cut to ease the pain. it's better to ease it even just for a little while. It's like getting pierced, you get this euphoric feeling. And it helps. But I don't suggest for people to do it. BEcause you probably won't be able to stop.|
|24 May 2005||Nylphada (SYS)||Your life is hell?
The only thing you want is to die and never see daylight again?
But some part of you wants to brake down, cry and beg for help...
The other part says ''No'' you can't you have to be strong and not look like an idiot...
Well you wont look like an idiot to us... no matter what you are going threw we will listen as best we can.
email us email@example.com
|24 May 2005||creative||Starvation. It the most practical and painless way to finish yourself. First you need guts and if you are seriously thinking about killing yourself that will be easy. When you starve to death your body releases painkillers which make you feel comfortable and all together relaxed. This is because your body is eating away at your fat reserves and your muscles. There is also a bonus because you get to see your family suffer which you would'nt be able to enjoy by other methods.|
|24 May 2005||damien||i dont know wahat exacyly im sposed to write here , but i expect that the whole idea of havin this sight is so that ppl write their emotions instead of killing themselves.i just want to die ive failed 27 times im 27 and te thought of not even being able to killmyself makes me want do it even more. i dont want attention , i dont want anything except to sleep. and sleep alwys. im border line misanthropic, , but still need the warmth from another human.but i have no human skills .ive had a fucked life but that is not the reason y i want to die.its cos of "my projected future", and by the way i had a really fucked life. drugs dont seem to be the answer, and the fact that i got kids makes it hardere , but i have to ask myself wat is better a mad dad or a dead one?please send me a suicide kit.i dont even know who i am anymore,ive prevente other ppl from killingthemselves, but now i wonder wat did i really do? i view death as a release from anxiety, fear and presssure but most of all i c it as peace. i cannot find connection with other ppl cos im TOO open minded. too many ppl!to my kids ilove u all. and know ill will always b watching over you. to my bro and sisters i love u adn will b watching over u to.|
|24 May 2005||Meg||There is no way to kill yourself when you're thirteen. At thirteen your life has hardly begun, and I'm sorry to disappoint you children, but it's definately not a time to end your life. Think about death and suicide all you wish, fantisize, dream, but don't act. Not until you're mature enough to realize the consequences and results for you family, friends and loved ones.
I would take this advice seriously. I'm eighteen, and I have been dealing with major depression for six years myself. I have tried support groups, cognitive therapy and drug therapy (antidepressants). Unfortunately, years ago I was young, juvenille, and ignorant just like you, and I was a serious victim of self injury, alcoholsm, drug abuse and suicide attempts. Luckily, I grew, matured and came to my senses. I'm now top of my class, on my way to Canada's top university, with a loving boyfriend, supportive family and incredible friends. How? I'm not a quitter!
Suicide and any form of self injury is not the answer. Sorry kids, it's slightly more difficult than that.
|24 May 2005||justdoit||i think you guys should stop talking about it and kill yourself its not hard stop craving for attention jump off a building shot yourself in the head you pussys|
|24 May 2005||nomis||I try all the time to commit my life to a state of mind where i am dead(suicide)for the last 7 years i have tried, i started when i was 9, i hanged my self, but was bustarted by my parents. They say i'm to weak to do it, but i say wait till ur 16. it ait as easy as it may seem, Suicides tricky stuff. Stuff like this puts u off it, don't let anything influence u. i try to do it quietly, i am not a very out going type of pearson. But if u are then go for the more blood macarbe style of things, scream out to the world fuck you. Make ur death bleed in the tears of many. I don't realy understand the mottives of being suicidal but i bealive it to b an art. Art with the value of human life.
if u do it simple before ur 13 it will seem`more accedental. i say get out ur scappales and cut cut cut a million shapes into ur body till u bleed to death, this may become painfull but can be quite fun drawing diffrent shaped in urself. Note words hurt more mentally. suicide can kill ur family so i reakon wait till 16 18. then you can go real crazy, i allwyas dream ofmy death being like this. hanged from a bridge with a blue rope inside out, giant knife cut crosses in my skin. then after a Vinking funerial. RIP
|24 May 2005||paul||hanging yourself with Guitar strings (preferably high E, extrathin) this way when you jump from the tree branch the E-strings will tighten and probably decapitate you...sweet|
|24 May 2005||HELP ME PLEASE||WE ARE ALL CHILDREN IN HEART SO AGE IS IRRELAVENT. what is relavant is mental illness. only people with mental illness have suicidal thoughts. this means if you are thinkin about it you cant handle life or the real world. the best thing to do IS suicide. help do your part to keep the human race strong and free of mental illness.|
|24 May 2005||Hi, my name is Forrest... Forrest Gump... People call me F||ok. totally.
i have never posted a single thread on this site until now. i must post on this site. this way i can express myself freely.
whereabouts the prejudgices of my accusers reflecting into my inner most being decaying from inside thier souls?
the onslaught of thier continuing nature has birthed into every cell in my body constricting the life force that was meant to flourish amoung fields now raped by locusts leaving only sand.
i must take what is not mine.
a common thief none the less.
i ask what is worse.
a thief or rapist?
even my delights have proven to encourage the pit of void neverending to deepen.
where is my hope, you ask.
i reply in waves of lonesome timid in dark shades.
|24 May 2005||Liz||sometimes i wonder..wat is the meaning of life? my first love is not wit me anymore...i've travled an lived in 4 dif countries which meansleavin ur past behind an startin over...it aint easy....my mother sufferes from depression an i bet das where i got it from also..i have severe social anxiety and i duffer from depression. i look "normal" an u'd never think i think about it unless u actually no me...an u no wat?! i dun even no y i feel this way? i have both of my parents who r happily married an i have a roof on top of my head? i got a place 2 live an a family dat loves me? so y am i da way i am? y do i put myself down? now i c this site is for 13 yr olds...i dun think i thought of suicide when i was 13 but i definitely started around 16...i attempted suicide twice...an now im almost 20 still have thoughts of it sometimes..matter of fact im havin them right now...i OD on pills when i was 18...i thought i'd die 4 sure..my herat was pounding, my ears were ringin i thought it was da end of me and dat id die dat night in my sleep, guess wat i woke up..i dunno if i felt good or bad wakin up....it was kind of a neutral feelin which is my felin 2 life...and my 2nd attepmt was gettig high an tryin 2 get a gun off a guy i knew...he didnt give it 2 me so guess dat dun really count but i wanted 2 kill myself real bad....an u no wat...KILLIN URSELF IS EASIER SAID DAN DONE...cuz u no b4 u actually about 2 do it or r planning 2 do it...u have voices inside ur head sayin U DUN WANNA DO IT? R U SURE? BUT U HAVE POPS DAT LOVE U? even though sometimes we feel unloved we r all humans an deal wit problems everyday....u no wat i struggle in life an suffer from anxiety ..its quite annoying but LOVE URSELF because it all comes down dat U HAVE 2 LOVE URSELF 2 LOVE LIFE...an u no wat i would love 2 chat wit people an advise u guys....im me ANYTIME....MY SCREEN NAME IS LIZZIEBK1985....i love people in general an i would love 2 try 2 advise u one on one...an remeba u guys r not alone...its all a mentality issue which i also have but we must learn how 2 deal wit it an be strong in life....if u havent found a way yet u have 2 keep tryin ...LOVE 2 ALL XOXOXOXOX...lookin forward 2 chattin wit some of u anytime...maybe we can all help each other out an prove ourselves wrong..dat this is gonna end an we can fight this ..we can fight our suicidal thoughts an issues in life|
|24 May 2005||rocky||wat to do huh? kill your self!!! i have the best plans to blow up my school. and every fucker in it! i asked my friend to commit me into a mental hospital and she said no and that i dont need to be there but she is wrong. i am trying again though if all else fails the lord will answer my prayers and kill me so some people will see it as suicide but it wont be it will just be the way the lord has taken me. all the people who are plotting against me will be saved because i couldnt let them die as i do care about them deeply but they have hurt me more by this game that i know that they are playing. i think even a youth pastor is involved as well as the some of the teachers which i thought that i could trust and i was wrong. i cant trust any body. i will surely be all smiles and act very casual but really i will be picking out what they are trying to do to me. they wont win i will die and they will be happy. i am a child of god he created me and he will take me when the lession that everybody has learned is done. my decision for blowing up my school is made up but when is undecided. the unfortunate thing is that half of morisset will go with the school. but like i said before the train is tempting but there is time for that later after the "big bang"|
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|23 May 2005||shutupmouchette||OK NOW I AM SO ANGRY AT THIS WEBSITE
IF ANY OF YOU ARE FEELING SUICIDAL AND HAVE MSN MESSEGER OR WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO SOMEONE PLEASE DONT HESITATE TO ADD ME ON firstname.lastname@example.org OR email@example.com for email
DONT DO NOTHING THIS FUCK TELLS YOU OK
|23 May 2005||SPRITEZ||RIGHT MOUCHETTE
THIS IS A WARNING
YOU MUST REMOVE THIS SITE IMMEDIATLY
IT IS ILLEGAL TOWARDS PROTECTION OF CHILDEEN IF YOU DO NOT REMOVE THIS WEBSITE IM AFRAID I WILL HAVE TO REPORT IT TO THE INTERNET CRIME WATCH WHO WILL THEN DEAL WITH IT IN ACCORDANCE WITH LAW AND LEGAL ACTION COULD BE TAKEN AGAINST YOU WITH A PENALTY FARE OF UP TO 5 YEARS IN PRISON OR A FINE OF $3000 NOW TAKE IT OFF YOU DISGRASEFULL COW ! AND ALSO ANY CHILDREN ON HERE LEAVE IMMEDIATLY! THIS WEBSITE IS VERY RUDE AND YOU BETTER TAKE IT OFF BECAUSE I SWEAR TO YOU YOU FUCKING CUNT I WILL MURDER YOU IF I HAD THE CHANCE RIGHT NOW U BASTURD HAVE SOME RESPECT YOU COW, ALSO CHILDREN MOUCHETTE (THE WEBMASTER OF THIS WEBSITE) IS NOT SUICIDAL THIS WEBSITE WAS IN MOST POSSIBILITIES CREATED FOR HIS OWN AMUSEMENT. IT BREAKS ALL LAWS OF THE DATA ACT AND HE IS ALSO MOST PRBABLY A PEDOPHILE WHO IS TRYING HIS BEST TO AFFECT CHILDREN NOW TAKE IT DOWN U BASTURD YOU WOULDNT LIKE IT WOULD YOU IF YOU WERE DEPRESSED ANY FUCKING QUERIES EMAIL ME ON firstname.lastname@example.org U FUCKING CUNT AND IF I SEE THIS MESSAGE IS NOT ON YOUR SITE I WILL REPORT YOU! MOTHER FUCKER
|23 May 2005||Hungry Hungry Harry||Go fishing but hook yourself up as bait. Now wait until you catch a shark. When you have caught that shark, reel yourself in. If you can not reel yourself in you are dead. If you manage to reel urself in and survive, email me as i would like to see someone do this.|