|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 May 2005||Kayla Brooks||Well I am 13 and I have had problems since forever because my parents always say no to everything and I never get to do anything and I got arrested 2 times for running away to be with some guy who said that he would help me kill myself. I have been to 7 mental hostipitals and they never helped at all. So I decided since no one cares what is the point in living so I have tryed cutting my wrist and I tryed to shoot myself and I have also tryed hanging myself and the shooting thing I still have a scare so it didnt do much and the wrist thing nothing happened and the hanging thing I got cought so now I am going to try sliting my throat so I will have someone up date you.|
|27 May 2005||amanda||-making chocolate chip cookies with all of mom and dad's meds or razor blades
-play parshout soldier off the balcony of your apartement
-get stolen and eventually killed by a petifile
-play cops and robbers with real guns
-play operation with all the kitchen knives(besides all you want to know is what it look like inside)
-stick crayons up your nose until they reach the brain, then pull them out
-drink all of the poision signed cleaners in the house
|27 May 2005||Kayla Brooks||Hi I am 13 and well I have parents who care about only one of there kids and well they decided to like my brother and give him everything he wanted and well I never got anything so I was really mad and well so I cut my wrist and cut my throat and I tryed to hang myself and well I also tryed to jump off a cliff but none of it worked and well I will have my sister update yall on how I did it cause I am about to write her a note telling her how I did it and as soon as I write the letter then I will be dead and I think I am going to cut my throat really deep until I bleed to death.|
|27 May 2005||Dan||Hi Id love to talk to you all, my email is firstname.lastname@example.org please write to me and add me to your msn messenger.
cant wait to chat take care
|27 May 2005||P.D||hey everybody... most people will never get a chance to read this ever... expecially the people who matter. ive been scuicidal since my first sexual experience... it was christmas holidays and i never thought of doing anything with a girl, it didnt even cross my mind (i was a 16 yr old virgin). Next thing u kno we were partying with these girls.. and everybody was making out and havin a good time... cept me... eventually a girl noticed that i was kinda down... and without reason started to kiss me... the night dragged on and i found her in my bed... i didnt have sex with her or anything.. we just made out... i was hella afraid of what shed think of my 5.5 inch (thingie). The next day i asked her out.... and she told me she didnt want a boyfriend.... two days later she was dating my friend... i asked her about it and all she was said was "FUCK, I just wanted to get laid man".... i literally flipped out and wrecked everything in our house.. my brother had to hold me down so i wouldnt hurt myself... my parents made me see these docters who gave me pills.. WHAT A FUCKING JOKE... there like uhhh ya... here are sum pills that will make u uhhhh dizzy and ull just want to fucking kill yurself wearing a goddamn smile... thus the walking in on other people haveing intercourse just fucked me right up... what bad luck, 5 occasions of witnessing your friends fuck since they were 16 and your now 18 drives u insane!!!! WHY CANT I BE IN LOVE?! WHY CANT I MAKE LOVE TO A WOMAN!? AM I JUST TOO THIN AND SCRAWNY?!......
than i met a girl.. she asked me to graduation... she had a boyfriend already and i was SOOO in love with her.. we got along like a perfect match! she told me that if her and her boyfriend werent going out or ever broke up that itd b me shed start to date... hahahahaa wow... i fell for it too. She ditched me 4 days b4 my grad... she broke up with her boyfriend the day b4 grad too.... and she instantly started dating another guy... well... ive tryed to kill myself once... i tell myself every other minuit of every day that i will do it... im now currently in love with the most beautiful girl in the world!!! inside and out!! she flirts with me so much and uses me just like any other girl!! she has a boyfriend tho... she just fuckin taunts me... she knows she can have me at anytime but she just toys me around!!! IM SO FUCKING ANGRY AT HER!!! but im so in love..... i dont want to die i really dont.... but i feel like its the only way to releive an unseen tension... i should knock on her door and shoot myself in the face when she opens the door.... PLEASE HELP ME ANYBODY!!! IM FROM ALBERTA CANADA AND I REALLY NEED HELP!! THIS IS A DESPERATION CALL!! I MIGHT HURT MYSELF!!!!!! Dude_wit_no_name@hotmail.com
Please i need real help from someone with experience's similar to mine or dealking with the same mental issues.
|27 May 2005||Angel||I would say No Way is a good way, but then i'd be sounding hypacritical. I've been through all that great stuff like everyone easle. I was raped, I sold my body for drugs. I've been to two mental hospitals, got kicked outta rehab, and two school. Abuse by parents. hit by step-dad. My best friend/ ex boyfriend committed suicide in febuary, so right m=now I don't know how im managing to stay alive. I've tried to kill myself two times and both times I got cought. I ended up in a regular hospital once for overdocing to kill myself in school. I still cut myself and I have gotten better at hiding it. I've stopped selling myself, and laid off the drugs a lot. But my depression is killing me,a nd the prozac isn't working, and my mom doesn't give a fuck. She thinks its teenage shit and its all in my head. God. I can't take this hsit anymore. Whats the point in living?|
|27 May 2005||will suck for food/crack||REASONS I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE:
1) i am stupid
2) i am homosexual
3) i am adicted to crack cokaine and
4) my father rapes my butt every day
5) my uncles rapes my butt every day
6) my neigbor does it too!!
7) i cant stand the injustices of this
world i.e. this websight or
someone stealing my identity
REASONS NOT TO KILL MYSELF
1) my thoughts exactly
i think the outcome of this is precise.
|27 May 2005||some douche||this just in.
mouchette is working with many anti-suicide orginizations and the fbi as well as other government orginazations internationaly.
she is also evil and is a witch.
and a whore. she has slept with many men including all her uncles and even her own father.
mouchette will burn in hell for all eternity. the burn will be much worse than the burn i experience every time i pee. this burn originated inside the vagina of mouchettes mother. its more commonly known as an STD.
if you dont post this mouchette you are real weak. you can dish out a joke but cant take one.
|27 May 2005||oppressed 13 year old.||oh my gosh!
my school just imposed a silly dress code.
i am going to kill myself now.
and i am going to use my favorite pencil i got as a prize for a contest i won at school. i am gonna stick in my eye and deep in to my brain.
none of you people know how bad my life is. i got to wear a freaking pair of slacks and tuck in my shirt, shine my freakin shoes every night. and i actually have to comb my hair now. they even said we would have to start taking showers and we even have to use soap.
before i go plunge my pencil deep into my brain i wanna say thank you to mouchette for giving me the oppurtunity to tell the world how i feel before i kill myself. if it wasnt for this site i would be even more deprived.
i think the world owes me. so bend over and take it like a man. like my father always used to when his boyfriend came over. there is nothing anyone can do. i am going to kill myself.
|27 May 2005||domino||so like this morning i woke up with a headache. then i took some drugs. then i polished the pole while i thought about all the little boys and gilrs out there posting on this site and became suicidal myself. i think that mouchette is just as guilty for the suicideal kids here as the ones who actually kill themselves. mouchette i blame you for this atrocity. last night my brother killed himself. wood mouchete be willing to put a page on this site with a picture of him while he was alive? his name? birthday? i seriously doubt that mouchette would care to take the time to reach out to the kids who may kill themselves without someone reaching out to them. if this thread is not posted then mouchettes charachter is reveled. if she wont post a page up for my little brother than she has a heart of frozen stone.
mouchette, this thread has been copied and sent to many email addresses i have found on your site. there is no way you will get away with this evil you do this time.
did i mention that your mother has a soft tushie.
|26 May 2005||Jenny||OMG!!! u r tooooooooo young think abou all ur family thats sp pathetic u av ur whole life a head of u|
|26 May 2005||josie||You fuckers encouraged my brother to glue sniff thanks know he is dead. This will play on your mind forever . You heartless wankers.|
|26 May 2005||anais||les médicaments|
|26 May 2005||weknow||Gemz : Anna : Sab : Nyl
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|26 May 2005||nobody lies me||hey dont post this letter but ,dont write responses on e-mail back too galdor_22@hotmial, cause that's my freinds adam. dont let him know im writing on his e-mail. oh ya and by the way i take it your mature enough to be nice and not post this one and listen to my requests. regardless to say i have give up suicide, i got help and i find suicide very stupid know. i have had very sad times on this site but now it's over all my fucking pain, thanks have a good life mouchette.lol sorry this is the last time im using adam's e-mail. and about that other letter about that shahid afridi thing, i dont know why but i just copied and posted that off a site. its my favourite sport cricket im from pakistan k well good by mouchhete, have a good life.|
|26 May 2005||jago||One day i became a little girl. I loved my life as her, i would play and play with my freinds making funny jokes and seriouse games too.
It makes me sad to feel this is all gone.
I am sad for my friends old and new, i am sad for me. but mostly i am sad for her.
Why was my Little fly taken from me.
will i be her again
can anybody help me?
|25 May 2005||Kriss||Well, my pregnant fiancee left me this weekend and slept with another man while I was asleep in the same room. I was already seriously depressed, but I've attempted suicide twice this weekend alone. I'm 20 years old and I've now attemped suicide 20 times. As if I wasn't depressed enough, it turns out I'm even a failure at suicide. I have no hope left, no family left and nobody who cares. I just need a way out that definitely can't fail. If I had a gun, I'd use it. I have no life, no fiancee and I'll never get to see my child grow up.
Does anybody have ANY suggestions of how to end it all? I'll do anything.
And before anyone tries suggesting the religion thing, I'm a minister. I've tried it, it hasn't helped.
|25 May 2005||livingcorpse||If ur gonig 2 kyll urself mak shur u do it kwyk so thet u dun chang ur mynd. lyf=shit most ppl thynk iss ez 2 kyll urself but iv treyed 56 tymes an i kant do it i now hav only 2 fingers no legs and one arm, only 1 lung, i have no i's, no penis, and my tongue is forever numb and a blackish colour, before i thought i wanted to kyll myself because my lyf suked, now...i just don't want to be like this|
|25 May 2005||Breyanna Marie||I heard about this website from my friend Amanda. Anyways I've cut my arms before until they were numb, O'D on pills, Tried to starve myself, Which starving myself really didn't work because you just get dizzy and my parents took me to the hospital. Yeah, I have to admit, sometimes I really want to die because I feel like there is no purpose for me here in this world. I'm just scared of Hell. I always ask my parents if there is such thing as God or Jesus or Satin. They always tell me yes. But I always wonder if those people exist then why do we go through so much pain? I always tell everyone that if it wasn't for being scared of hell I would have killed myself allready. Last year my parents made me see a counsler because I would always threaten to kill myself. I want to sooo bad but then when I think about it, I would miss the whole rest of my life ahead of me. Which I care about way to much! I mean c'mon I'm only 13 years old. But yea. Anyone want to talk? Just add me @ email@example.com. L8er!|
|25 May 2005||www.suicide.cjb.net||Hello this is another message
Okay well obviously most of u r here because u dont feel happy with ur life and well depressed...but please remember suicide is never the last answer
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