|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Jun 2005||I hate my boobs.||To all you girls out there complaining that they wanna kill themselves because they are flat-chested; shut-the-fuck-up. Consider yourselves lucky that you don't have uncles and grandfathers groping your tits. Be thankful that eighty year old men don't oggle your tits in public. Be thankful that men don't see you as 'just another hunk of meat'. Most of all, be thankful that you aren't constantly degraded for being over-mature for your age as i was when i was growing up. I am a double D and would give anything for a reduction but unfortunately I don't, and probably never will have the money for the surgical proceedure. Fuck i'm too ashamed to even have sex because my boobs are so heavy that they sag. I bet all you cruel little fucks are laughing at this, Well it isn't funny.
Man, fuck you!
|30 Jun 2005||cj||Hello! I googled a bit and found this site. I feel like I would like to talk to someone about my problem, but nobody seems to understand. Heck, I don't even understand it myself. I feel stupid and I feel like I am going crazy... and I thought, maybe here I can find someone who will listen and help me sort out what I am going through. I'm afraid I am going insane. Thanks for reading this....|
|30 Jun 2005||Caroline||This is sad. If you think you are doing others a favour by killing yourself you're wrong. Talk to someone that lost a friend, child or whatever, to suicide, their answer may surprise you. Are you only going to think about the shit and pain you are in right now or the pain and trama your family, friends or who ever is close to is going to feel after they find your lifeless body? It is it really worth it?|
|30 Jun 2005||kelsey,jill,moll||MOLL'S-hi i'm 12 and i cut and sum what burn,,,i would love to commit_______,and i think the best way would be to go inside a car and and put a hose in the tail pipe and put through the window and DIE:)
i am already suffering to death from havin to live on this earth oh by the way i am gothic and i see dead people,and i have attemped suicide 5 times in all different ways
KELSEY-i am 13 and attemped suicide 3 times and failed --du,the best way to kill your self is get all your friends to do it with u ,,and put every one in a car and drive in the lake and then there is no turning back by the way am also semi gothic and totly crazy,and i also see dead people ROCK ON TO HELL
JILL--I am 13. I cut and have contemplated suicide. I think that the best way of suicide would be a bullet in the head on Tuesday, long story. I'm in sane and talk to the ghost of John Ritter, along with these other wierdos
please email us,not jill she forgot
if u talk to moll she is sum wat depressed but would love to talk
|30 Jun 2005||April||Get something metal and stick it in a wall socket.|
|29 Jun firstname.lastname@example.org||i feeling more and more depressed each day im fat and ugly and everyones shouting at me and not listeing ! therz only 3 ppl i know who understand the rest just shut me out ! im thinking maybe a rope will do it next time !
im gona draw a picture
im gona draw it with a twist
im gona draw it with a razorblade
im gona draw it on my wrist
im not gonna cry
im not gonna worry
im just gonna die
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||when i was at school i had no friends, no boyfriends,
right so i was all alone.
everyone laughed at me i was a wreak and scared of people,
the threat of being beaten up was always there though.
i have a bad temper now and a bad mood can't talk to people no more.
6 years later i still feel like shit.
why has everything got to be my fault.(look at me like that)
people kept picking on me and picking on and so on,
i wish i was dead i don't know where to turn no more.
people have ruined my life i was ugly as a teenager. Just casue i was ugly
As a teenager.
why do people have to make people worse.
people in my year was not very nice towards me or very nice when bad things happened in my life.
i don't want attention i just want to be left alone.
i have been to the doctor and she told me im depressed ( yeah would not be surprized after all that shit that went on that was not my fucking fault)..
i guess i'm not strong enough to take shit.
I am now a B.D.D suffer something i will always suffer with in life.
And O.C.D is another i will alwaysbattle with B.D.D is another thing i will always battle with too.
i am a nervous wreak now.
very scared of people now.
I don't eat alot now.
I am scared to keep a job going and i have to shop with some one.
want me out the house now.
I'm underdevleoped and i'm alone.
And scared by my self.
why can't my life just of been ok i wias a freak
i have been hurt by people in my family.
Peers before i left school.
had no friends at school at all.
people told lies about me stole money from me.
I still think about my past alot.
always talk to myself.
what's going on in my head man.
i have done a fund rasier and got bullied and intimadated even more for shaving my head.
but i did it for cancer and i'm not scared to help another person.
i shaved down the middle i'm ok with that.
so if you want to kill your self look at my life storys i have written doen on this site.
I was werid looking at school between the years of 11- 13 max.
given dirty looks.
laughed at hated so on.
thats mt life so far and i am still alive.
plus i have cut my arms and legs and face.
Even had fight's too.
that's how crazy my life has been.
now i'm 23 and keep causeing rows becasue of my past.
You see none of this is my fault.
take care be glad you was not a ugly git like me growing up...
ps: there's alot more storys but i won't go on and on and on........
|29 Jun 2005||someone||MY LIFE JUST GOT WORSE I'M THINKING ABOUT MY PAST MORE AND MORE AND MORE HELP ME.|
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||Yesterday I felt self-loathing.. and it was because I can't change what I did. I was right that what's done is done and what's said is said.. because of my attitude for quite some time, I've lost all my friends.. and the worst part is they all think I'm not sorry. None of them call or e-mail me any more, and I haven't seen them in months. They think every time I say sorry that I don't mean it.. because I always fucked up. They got sick of my aggression, impatience, over criticism, over demanding, paranoia and that I never seemed to take their advice or help, even though I ALWAYS appreciated it.. but maybe it was usually due to my fault. I wanted CONTROL out of fear of failure.. I was afraid that being too passive was being in denial that something wasn't wrong. I would be impulsive or not resist speaking my mind (even though I knew it could cause trouble) and say things I regret or wish I didn't tell. No one's perfect and we all have regrets, but we're still responsible for ourselves. I knew what's for my own good but sometimes I was just stubborn.. but unfortunately, my intuition which (rarely, if EVER fails) would sometimes tell me what I didn't want to believe. It lead to confusion and all logic would not have made a difference.. something is either true or not. Worse, I could say it wouldn't matter any more once it's over, but it never is until you learn from it, otherwise you'll just repeat it in the future.
I didn't mean to take anyone granted.. HONEST TO GOD TRUTH.. that's one thing I knew I should NEVER do.. because of all things you attain, people are probably the hardest to hold on to. Even if they don't want to speak to me again, I just wish they would all know how sorry I am.. I hate living in a guilt and shame.
The only way to get over it is to CHANGE.. to be more calm, passive, patient, trusting and forgiving and NOT EXPECT so much of others and out of life.. just relax.. keep things casual, cool, compassionate and simple.. go with the flow and everything comes out better naturally in its own good time. If you really want something, be confident, pursue it and do what you need to do it.. but YOU CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH.. so wait and let the rest fall into place. If you fail, learn from your mistakes and TRY AGAIN.. patience, perseverance, and persistence is THE KEY
|29 Jun 2005||Anthony||I have beeen depressed for a bout seven years now and have had many thoughts about suicide.
i am seeking good psycological help and if anyone would be kind enough to email me and let me know where some can be found i would travel even to another continent to seek the help.
|29 Jun 2005||me||i did a fundraiser for people.
i shaved down the middle of the head for cancer and i got bullied for it can you believe it...God i hate people sometimes so be glad you are not me in a fundraiser.
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||I dont know why i posted this on this site cuz i am not tring to get attention or sympathy I am just telling it like it is. nothing else can be done or said about this. i guess i am just looking for closure because i know of not one single soul who has ever been sympathetic twards me even in the least bit on the least topic of my anguish. so fuck every one for being "themselves"
i agree with that mate.
i know what it is like to be picked on bullied and never forget it,
my bullying experences have fucked me up i am B.D.D when you think your the uglyist alive when your not.
Some thing i will always battle with man.
im 23 year old female who thinks i'm ugly all the time i can;t see my self for who i really am anymore.
Nobody cares that the real life man
all people are are them selfs and it fucking sucks.
So yeah fuck everyone for being them selfs.
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||Also you think you have it hard.
i did a fund rasier and got laughed at for it really bad.
plus i am really ugly you should be grateful your not me.
i am soooooo ugly.
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||LOOK'S DO MATTER,
i am soo ugly all the time, that's what people tell me.
Nobody want's to know me.
I feel so alone like no body loves me or care's about me or likes' me.
I don't know what to do.
I feel like a ugly freak where i live.
When i was grwoing up i was really ugly i got bullied for it.
i remember having friends who was not friends. People would pick fight's with.they would win,
I had my face bleed becasue of fight's.
i cut my arms and legs too,
The girl's would kick me give me look's be a bitch towards me.
The boy's wwould push me about laugh about laugh at me. be a bastard towards me.
Call me shitty names like that ugly girl; with thick black hair stuff like that.
The teacher's did not care. they laughed at me.
I got bullied by,
peers, family, neighbour's and the fucking rest.
i am now aloner with no friends.
when i was at school people would tell me Nobody want's to be your friend no body will date you your an ugly fucking freak.(minger)
When a teacher got social services on my family.
my brother said your not going to tell them i had a go at you are you.
People were blaming me for that.
So was the teacher.
he said i don't beileve anything you say anymore.( even though it was his fault)
I Hate my sle fnow,
becasue what really made me worse growing up.
when i used to go shopping people would laugh at me in the shops, And say things like i never going to employ her becasue she is ugly.
( who want's someone like that working here) - i have lost people in my family to being a social phobia freak.
Plus people used to say that i had a nice time in my life. which was not true.
ALSO today after haveing everyone blame my for the spocial services thing that is my fault.Also people have never liked me. No one like my family becasue it's like my fault i am born,
i had some say to me like do you like her. plus she told a little boy don't go near her.
People used to run away from me at school.
i cry all the time now.
I hate that crew i grew up with now.
the social services was not my fault a teacher kept asking my question's .
you don't look happy do you want to talk to someone,
So how the fuck can that be my fault.
Also when i went visting people in my family ago.I got dorty looks and they said do you have any other friends to go an be with( these are the ones that call me a liar )
I hate some people in my family.
WHAT i said earlier.
i hate the teacher crew from that school now.
No friends and aloner because of being ugly.
sorry to go on and on,
|29 Jun 2005||jimmy||use stolen needles from the docters ofice fill them with ever clear it will be peaceful and death will only take 5 min this is how i will kill my self next friday after work good luck!
see you in hell bye.
|29 Jun 2005||andrea||okay i know i already wrote but i i do not want any one to kill themswelves on my watch. I promote the use of cutting. I know it may sound sick but having a sharp razor helps me. You do not need to press hard. It depends, use something dull if you like the pain but if like me, i like cutting and seeing the blood slowly seep through. I push a sharp razor gently enough to cut and leave a scare(brings me comfort) but not deep enough to where ill have to get attention. It should be for you not any one else. I want people who relate to e-mail me.|
|29 Jun 2005||Andrea||Wow! what to say. Im pretty drunk right now now but when im drunk i feel my most free- real self. I did not feel suiocidal untill i think 15 or 16. i justy turned 22 and i get relief from cutting myself with razors. i just bought new ones and tonight. it is not the pain or anything because it does not really hurt, it is watching the blood slowly seep through. i would love to be able to pass notes with someone who knows they are depressed, but knows they could not commit suicide because of that annoying feeling for everyone else over their own. Seriously e-mail me email@example.com.|
|29 Jun 2005||THIS PISSES ME OFF||Mouchette, why the fuck aren't any of my answers in your favourites section???!! I have worked so damn hard on those posts and I have done everything I could possibly do to contribute to this fucking sick and perverted site. If I ever see you, I will flatten you like a waffle with my fly squatter you dirty freak!|
|29 Jun 2005||One-Eyed Munkee||Walk into a bank with a toy gun and act like you are robbing the place. If the cops don't shoot ya, at least you get to walk away with some cash. Maybe then you could pay someone to kill you...it'll save you so much trouble.|
|29 Jun 2005||Ryan||That was rude of you IMPOSTER to use my email without asking. I do agree with what you said in your post but I am still mad at you for trying to be like me. And since you did that, I will go jump off a bridge because all my friends are doing it and I don't want to be left out. GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD!!!|