|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 May 2005||becky||O.D on xtc|
|15 May 2005||Natasha||U wacko should be arrested 4 promoting suicide...ur the one who should kill urself bastard! adn shut down this site!! its madness|
|15 May 2005||Brandy||Mouchette ~ I was surprised to get an email from you. Maybe you send that one out to everyone who posts to your site, but even if that's the case, I wanted to answer your question. Did I think my message might encourage someone to commit suicide? No, of course not, that's the last thing I want for anyone, especially children. I have a brother who becomes severely depressed and suicidal time after time, and these are the same things I want him to know: that he is worthy of love and nurturing, that there IS joy to be found in this life, hopefully peace also. That he has no reason to believe he is a failure or that he has failed anyone else. That his life is important to ME, and all those who love him. That it hurts us to know that he hurts in a way that we don't be able to seem to always understand entirely or to be able to fix, no matter how badly we want to. That he is significant and important, and was put on this Earth for reasons, that his life and existence are MEANINGFUL. That I could never get over the heartache and pain of losing him. I wanted to express the feelings of someone who loves someone who is suicidal, so that maybe it would help someone to understand maybe in a way they hadn't considered, how those around them feel about them. I wanted to answer you, from the standpoint of a mother with a daughter your age, in sincere hopes of maybe just reaching one person and helping them to see things a tiny bit differently, for the sole purpose of helping someone to understand that they are important, and worthy of love, and significant in this life, if perhaps they were questioning those things. In regards to your other question, did I think that reading my message would distract anyone? I wasn't trying to distract anyone, that implies an attempt to fool someone. I have no desire to fool anyone, I just couldn't sit by after reading posts from children who are in so much pain, hurting enough to no longer want to live, without expressing love and validations for them. In addition, to all those adults whose posts I read, that actually ENCOURAGE these babies to harm themselves, go pick on somebody your own size. Find an adult or adult website to express yourselves. Your frame of mind is very different from the frames of mind of these children. You come at it from a whole different place, WHAT ARE YOU THINKING??? I hope that you all find reason and cause to embrace your life and make it your own in a way that leads you to happiness and peace, but you need to leave these babies alone, they are BABIES!! They've never even had a chance to be on their own and make their lives their own in a way that brings them joy and purpose. How can you for one second think that's it okay to help steal that away from them? It's NOT OKAY. Mouchette ~ I don't know why you appear to have thought about suicide to this degree, obviously I don't know you or much about you at all, save what I see on this site. But I can tell from this site that you are gifted, talented, beautiful, and intelligent. Anyone could see that. You have so much time ahead of you to make your life whatever you wish it could be. If you don't like what it is now, you'll be in control of it yourself before long, and you can make it whatever you want it to be. Teenage years are hard for everyone, but I know it's more difficult for some than others, I was myself one of the ones it was very difficult for. But things really do start to change as you get a little older, maybe not all at once, but they do change. You begin to feel a little more emotionally balanced, your moods aren't constantly up and down. You get older and can do things like get a job, a car, your own place to live. You can control your life and make it whatever you want to be. In the meantime, if you are in a bad situation at home, like some of the other people who posted to your site, that is the cause for most or all of your pain, can you think of any way to get help for yourself to get out of that situation? I don't know where you live, are there children's services organizations where you are? If you don't know, you can tell me what city you're in and I will do all I can to find out for you, and will post the information here for you to find.|
|15 May 2005||john doe||I wont encourage or discourage any of you-since only you know your lives best. In my life I know I'd leave a very big hole-many people (family/friends) count on me. The trouble is, I have found very little happiness (and a lot of suffering), though I've tried. I wont take up too much space here, but I will say for those who are serious about suicide, research and find a fail-safe method, what you guys described sounds very dangerous. You dont want to end up paralysed or disfigured by trying something that doesnt work. Till you find something that works, love yourself and your body-there's no need to live in agony, while you're looking for a way to die. One method is to breathe compressed helium gas for 5 minutes (read up on it). Its painless and displaces oxygen, so you dont panic when you die. There are drugs that you can overdose on, but I dont know which would be most effective yet. Its not wrong to want to die at any age, but be certain that its a wise decision for you then follow through (or else you'll continue to suffer in misery). I know for instance that I can make the world better, even in a small way, so it would be a loss to humanity to lose good people like me-so its one of the reasons I wont kill myself yet. I plan to try to make changes while I'm around (when I'm in a position to). Otherwise I feel some of my best years have been wasted already (I'm in my 30s now). I've thought about suicide almost every day since I first realized my life really sucks (guess around 12 or so), the misery got 10x worse through university because I took a very difficult program (got pushed into it by my dad-yes I really hate both my parents with a passion). There are suicide clinics in europe and euthanasia groups with smart people on the net. So lots of info out there-check it out. Anyways, hope you all are able to find your peace, in whatever way you choose to find it.|
|15 May 2005||Justin 19 Mn||You guys are fucked up. Suicide is stupid and you all are crazy for even talking about it. Noones life is perfect. Hell mine sux major donkey dick too. Stay away from the people that cause you hate and enjoy yourself. How do you know the best way to kill urself????? I dunno I reckon all the people who found the good way to do it ARENT HERE TO TELL THERE STORY! THERE DEAD! God bless ya all!|
|15 May 2005||Jennie||well i have tried a million times to kill myself, I am 15 now but i have been ltrying since i was 7 and i will tell you all my reasons when i was 3 my dad started to rape me and tell me i was worthless which i am, then no one belived me and i started having night mares and when my mom and step dad got together he did what my dad did and the at 11 i gave birth to my son Khristopher and at 13 i was raped in my bedroom with one f my best friends and he is only serving seven yrs for it. i cut myself to release my pain and i have tried to drowned myself and hang my self, if you name it i have prbably tried it and every time i was stopped, i have been to over 50 institutsions for it and every time they tell my family she is just depressed and has ptsd (post trumatic stress diorder), border line persomnality disorder and some other personality disorders, and schizophenia but it is nothing to worry about for most it is the only choose i write poetry and here is one that i have wrote that i want to share
Hanging From the Ceiling
One night I couldn't take it anymore
I was sick of everything
I finallly took a rope and
made a knot around my neck
tied it to the ceiling
and then i jumped, it didn't hurt
I couldn't feel a thing
I knew what i was doing
I never meant for it to be this way
no one ever came
they just left me to hang
I hung for days and when someone
would knock I wanted to scream
"I am dead can't you see,
dead as a doornail"
when the finally took me down
I guess it was cause I smelled
I finally knew no one ever really cared
I'm glad I knew
Copyright ©2005 Jennie P George
i only wrote it about a week ago and i tried but it didin't happen they stopped me and so toay i sit in Heartland when i have free time they let on the computer thinking that i am talking to my family the only path i have to the outside, cause they won't let me have visitors!
|14 May 2005||aaron||well i like to think of trying to get into a fight with the bully and let him beat the shoit out of u how couldnt u think of this im like really stupid but funny but remember the best way is to vist a person in jail get him pissed off and let him kill u|
|14 May 2005||aaron||Ok im a really funny person and come up with lots of stuff to kill urself but never use them so enjoy. Well dont eat for a year or drink.Another thing is to put your finger down your trought untill u puke so much u die take a gun a say enjoy. Another thing is to jump of Mt.Everest (if u can get there)One way you guys nevr said was go to the drug store and steal some meth or cokane or tobacco. I wonder tho if i will accully ever try theses since im only 11. But the last one is to get someone to put a hit on u (a hit is where a mob tries to kill you) But before u die say thank you other wise your just rude.|
|14 May 2005||aaron||Well when your dads not looking take the gun out of his pants and put it in ur mouth and say goodbye. Another one is to watch t.v till u die because u might die from to many commericails|
|14 May 2005||SpriteZ||hiaaa....
u want to commit suicide????
now b4 u take things THAT deep u rele have 2 think.........is life rele gna b bad 4 ever?
u have like 70-80% of life remainig i mean whats this 10% of life mean so much 2 u anyway.......u have a whole life ahead of u u have years 2 come of joy and pride ull find ure perfect partener some day and enjoy money with a good carrer
now i also do feel suicidal i mean yes LIFE SUX but ah wat the fuck who gives a shit with a lil bit of pain 4 a few years anywy i mus b off now and please dont do anything silly there r still those that love u and care 4 u
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|14 May 2005||ti-G||leur desinformations sur la vie|
|14 May 2005||Mahy||My friend killed himself and asked me to watch, I did. It looked painful he shot himself. You know before he died he asked me not to cry when he went so I sat there in the backyard with him in the grass around 6am and we just stared at each other saying nothing. The shoutgun between him and I. " Mah, You know when I die I believe there is no 'other' place.. no god.. I'll just stop being." I told him I believed so also he asked me when I would join him and I told him After I finish H.school (2 weeks from now, he died January)He gave me a jiss on the cheek and said "I guess I wont see you again?" and pulled it.. You'd think someone would go run and call for help? Or just sit there stunned until someone comes find us? No.. not I, I laughed as if it was the funniest thing I have ever seen in my life. Here was my only friend dead on the floor. I thought he wasn't going to do it. I just looked at him and went to get ready for school, laughing the whole day. I don't believe a person like me should be on this earth much longer, I've done too much harm to people I don't want to go into detail about but in 2 weeks time I will do the best suicide there is and drown myself. I already have a pretty blue dress to go with handing on my wall ^^ Funny...|
|14 May 2005||badasschick||Dude What is up wit u seriously. First your giving like ways to kill youself then telling peopl its wrong. I dont get it do u belive in suicide or r u another wannabe. I have 3 friends who commited siucide and well it aint pretty no matter how u do it. No matter how you kill yourself your still hurting people. There is no way to die without someone caring. So get your fuckin facts straight before you preach to other people. Dont think you know anything till youv'e gone through it.|
|14 May 2005||Vienna||Okay, so I'm 18 years old...I had a pretty good life my parents were both wonderful people, until about three years ago my dad slit my mothers throat in front of me and my brother and sister, then he shot himself. Just last year my brother was in a car accident and died. Now, it's just me and my little sister. They tried to take her away from me, but luckily I turned 18 recently, so now she's mine. All I'm trying to do is raise her right, finish high school and go to college next year. I'm a good person, I don't do drugs, or drink, and I never had sex. I want my first time to be with someone special. Of course that couldn't happen. Last month I was on my way to my car when all of a sudden a man came out of nowhere. I tried to fight him, but he was too strong. You can guess what happend next...he raped me, over and over again. This really put me over the edge. Now, I honestly don't know what the point of living is anymore. If it wasn't for my sister I would have killed myself already, but I can't do that to her.|
|13 May 2005||Marty||get cyanide.. itle kill u in less than an hour
or get some anti freeze mix it with some alcohol drink it.. ull pass out in a minit or less.. n die shortly after.. roughly half an hour later if done rightly..
|13 May 2005||Levi||life's a bitch then you die !!!!
so get a life. Find someone who cares because I DON'T.Get laid!!!
|13 May 2005||simone||Hi im 15, i havnt been diagnosed with depression but im sure that i am, why else would i think about dying everyday? I've been in love with my best friend for a year, i told her how i feel a month ago... she made it pretty clear she doesnt feel the same. About 3 hours ago i took 26 tablets.. i dont know what they were, just hoped that i would die from them, and obviously i havnt! I hate my life, im doing shit at school ive got my exams in a week and im shittin myself, ent got a clue wat i wanna do wen i leave school either. I drink regularly.. and everytime im drunk i tend to cut myself. My mom doesnt care about me she thinks im useless.. i wish i was fuckin dead! My best mate dont care that im in love wiv er.. she thinks i should speak to someone, 'oh i'll come with you if you want'. NO fuck off and leave me alone. If i cant be with her i might as well not live cuz she means everything to me, she's the only thing i care about in this shite world. By the way im a girl lol.. and yes i love another girl.|
|13 May 2005||i have read most of these storys and yea i feel bad onyl because i havent got that sad of story im jsut fucked up i ahve no excuse y i am and i dnt mean by ne way to offened ne one plzz dnt be offened all i ahe to say is that my mum was taken away from me wen i was abotu 6 and i was told i wud neva see her agen and i cud not keep in touch with her in ne way. after that i became very very depressed becuase i was 6 i didnt no how o hurt my self soo i jsut started to steal things as i became older becuae i no im not preety i wdu get t4ease for being an guly dog every day as a i go to skool every one is the eand popular pretty girl and i....i am jsut me...theres nethign special or interesting...jsut me...its like if i did go thro with suicide no one wud miss me....no one.....y i am very dumb ugly and has no self assteem so that leves me with nething.....i dnt execpt u to reayd this coz im fuckin ungrateful because fuk yea do people have it worst then me and i wish that even the slittest good thin g in my life cud be taken away from me and given to thsoe people...i am writing this after a gy that yea was preeety gud looking started to talk to me like relly talk to me....we were close and then after he started to those eggs t me agged my house and spreaded rurs called me names...coz yea i dnt hav e ne frends wen i was alone he wud bashed me up and take my money and my fne then after he sed he had a dare the dare ....was me....to talk to me...be my ''frend'' make me think he even thought we cud be mroe then frends he sed he got paid quite a bit dnd it was alll worth it coz he could take thigns out on me coz yea i wa slike nething no one relly love me and even knew me sooo ther u ahve it i ahve enthign else to say execpt for.....i hope u ahve a gr8 life an d follow ur dreams.....even tho im a apthetic loser u dnt no....do it for me...so that i may jsut pretend that was me....and that atleast some one is having a gud time...if i cud do enting in this world i wdunt become popular or preetty but i wdu widsh that everyone cud jsut fuckin get anlong and not be so crule wen u hear abotu the momment i jsut mentioned that happened to me u mite feel sad wen u readd it but wen ur in the situation words cant explain how much pain ur in....ur gonan read this anfd think pffft look at her she thinks shes got it bad look at that gy hes taken drugs....coz yea i no i ahvent got it that much worst off but i still got it preety bad and i hope that those peopel otu ther that are hurt soo hurt i hope that u do ahve a gud life and get thoguh the hard times and that ur alrite.....well u dnt have to read this but u have read msot of it now...all i can say is dnt die wondering...if u wanna be a star dnt die wondering wat it wud of been like become a star and find out...and before its ur time to go.....make sure that u ahve made the word a betta place some how doesnt matter wat as long u have done someting....|
|13 May 2005||Jessy||Im 15 and have tryed to commit suicide but people found out both times.First ill give you backround.Two years ago I realized my dad was cheating on my wonderful mother and she does nothing about it. This past December my best friend commited suicide she ahd 4 children who were also like family to me.That broke me down.I was cutting my wrist before that though i found that wasnt very effective.My mom kept catching me so she sent me to a therapist well that didnt do much cuz right after the session I took pills round the house i really thought this was it wrote a suicide not and everything but yet again I failed at my attempt and then my father cussed me and my mom out for no reason ill prolly try a few more times just need better ideas|
|13 May 2005||Ben||Just go up to a bunch of cops and take a fake gun out and pretend you about to shoot them, then they were would force themself to take there guns out and shoot you.|