|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Jun 2005||alexico beckhoumi||ever heard of the quote SHIT HAPPENS so what if it happens 2 much we just have 2 deal with it,im sure evry1 goes thru shit but aslong as u can say ur a SURVIVOR then thats what counts even when u have no hope or nothing in your body 2 keep telling u 2 live there is always sum1 or sumthing that drives u 2 keep alive|
|26 Jun 2005||SpookyPenguin||Okay i'm under 13 and i've learned that there is no BEST way to kill yourself. Killing yourself is really hard to do even if you got all them fellings telling you you to do it and you really really want to. Taking pills doesn't work half the time because normal pills like Advil, tumbs, and others don't kill you. Dey just almost kill you or make ya feel real sick. Cuting your self or using a knife or blade is hard too. I remember times were i just have tooken anything sharp near me and started cutting at my skin over and over again. I never broke da skin though... Laying on rail rode tracks fucking hurts to... also, you gotta have to be able to live with the fact that you killing your self killed all the people riding that train to. I never have got my hands on a gun I don't know what it feels like to get shot so i can't explain that to you. I sometimes get fucking pissed at myself and the world over the stupidist things... Suicides imposible to describe it's like an emotion with in an emotion. Also when you kill yourself over emotion only you can feel people call you stupid or a "Posuer" or a chiken who can't deal wiht reality ...This really fucking pisses me off some times. There is alot of shit that runs throuhg your mind when you try to kill yourself... I fucking hate it i wish you could just press a button and start a new life and forget about everything...
I found this site by looking up Easy ways to kill yourself on google caus i got really mad and went insane i was like havin a Identidy Chrisis/depression/boredum/low blood sugar. And then looking to google for the fucking answer...
I'm okay now...
|26 Jun 2005||jay||im 15 actually im severley depressed & no one has noticed for 3yrs. ihave a boi friend & he knos hes tryin to get me to get help but i dont want to and to top it off im bi.so idont kno i just kno i want it to end|
|26 Jun 2005||anex serovea|| I dont know what to do my whole life is a failuire.i hate the very existance of me.Everything i do or have possesion turns out to be bogus.Even itried to kill myself it failed.Itried poison myself with poison that come in electric appliance (in my case itried with ac)to ward off mouse the night before my birthday. Ihad planned for amonth before icould turn 14.Ihad dreamt they were going to find me in the bed dead.it also failed as you can see this.again itried topoison my self with lpg gas italso failed .why does everyone hate me even god dosent want me to come heaven or the devil dose let me in hell .i am fed up.really i am becoming mad help me.now ifancy dying like greek soider which again not easy.i want tell so much but icant
NAME \Anex serovea
|26 Jun 2005||Rare-Me||in indonesian language..S.o.r.r.y..
dari umur 11 tahun saya ingin bunuh diri karena merasa terasing dan tersiksa secara fisik oleh orangtua sy. Penderitaan saya bertambah ketika seseorang yang saya sayangi meninggal. Saya tidak mengenal arti cinta kasih dari manusia di dunia ini. Ketakutan menghadapi dunia luar setiap hari dan kebencian bila bertemu orang tua saya membuat rasa sakit di hati dan pikiran saya semakin besar dan meradang hingga sekarang. Setiap hari,bila rasa sakit itu datang,dengan membayangkan menembak tepat ke kepala, saya merasa lebih baik. saya ingin punya pistol sesungguhnya,karena dengan memiliki itu saya merasa kuat karena bisa benar-benar mengontrol sakit saya. Saya tinggalkan teman-teman terdekat saya karena mereka tidak bisa memahami saya. Saya sendiri dan hidup menyendiri di dunia ini.Saya tidak memiliki suatu hubungan yang berarti dengan semua orang yag ada di sekitar saya sekarang ini. Saya sungguh ingin mati. Mati dengan menembak kepala saya. semakain lama sakit yang saya alami semakin menjadi. i need a gun..
|26 Jun 2005||Jackass Joe||Get a group of friends. Eat about 50 cans of beans between you and have a fart party in a tent!
Note: Your friends will die too
|26 Jun 2005||nicola||The best way to kill yourself wen your under 13 is to eat a tub of vaseline then put a flame in your mouth it will pop ure brains|
|26 Jun 2005||CJ||People say i'm ugly all the time.
So if people say "i'm ugly" then fine i am ugly, I am to tried to fight and care any more..
i get bullied for being ugly all the time as well.
If i try and talk to people i get told that i'm ugly and to "fuck off."
people are not my friends there just being nosey in my life.
I am sooooo ugly man i'm a freak.
|26 Jun 2005||CJ||my doctor say's i'm depressed!
i don't know my self any more.
|26 Jun 2005||Jackass Joe||Roll yourself up in guitar string. Attach the string to the top of a bridge and put the string around your waist. Roll off the bridge and when you reach the bottom your body will split in half! and maybe even cause a car pile up!|
|26 Jun 2005||Meh.||Go into the bathroom, lock the door, turn out the light, peer into the mirror and recite the following; Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary. If this didn't work, try reciting this; Candy Man, Candy Man, Candy Man. If this didn't work, smash the mirror with your fist then swallow a shard of broken glass. If this didn't work then you musn't have wanted to die afterall, silly socks:P.
Suicide isn't funny kiddies, life is a whore, deal with it. I was your age not so long ago and I know how most of you feel as I have been through similar experiences to people who've posted their stories on this site. THERE IS HELP. You just need to start looking harder.
Just one other thing, in response to Tala's post about there being nothing after death, I'm not trying to tell you that you are wrong, however, I had an Aunt who recently died of an asthma attack. After the doctors revived her, she claimed that she was literally floating above herself, watching the doctors bring her back to life. This may or may not have been a dream that my aunt was having, but I do know she doesn't lie and she seemed so damn sure. Also she's spoken to other people who have been through a very similar situation...so I guess we just can't be sure...
Don't kill yourselves.
|26 Jun 2005||le douche||SMEAR GRAPE JELLY ALL OVER YOUR BODY.
note: this will not kill you and its not supposed to.
also note: there is no question mark after the sentence. this means it is a command. NOW GET YOUR ASS UP FROM THE COMPUTER SCREEN AND GO SMEAR GRAPE JELLY ALL OVER YOUR BODY.
If no grape jelly can be obtained please use german chocolate cake.
|26 Jun 2005||AJ||Move to any Iraqi city and wait for the Americans to bomb your ass off|
|26 Jun 2005||Sean Briley (Bo-Bo)||I dont want it to seem as though I am wine-ing. I am just stating the facts.
First of all I am a 32 year old man going on 33. I have just recently moved out of my mothers house into my apartment. She is paying all of my bills and I have a two hundred plus dollar phone bill I cant pay. I can't get a decent job due to my past criminal history with drugs. I was in prison and now I somehow got caught again and am on probation. I still do drugs. I have been to re-hab but I don't really want to quit. My wife left me. I never get see my daughter. Most of my family won't even talk to me anymore. I can't get a girlfriend. And did I mention...
I will probably go back to prison very soon. This time my mother will probably not be able to pay to get me off the charges.
Now the whole time you were reading this I bet you were thinking that i am all depressed and going to kill myself, right?
I do have serious problems. However I do not want to kill myself. I want to slaughter myself.
All my life i have been a loser. A total screw up. Even though I am 32 I never grew up.
Listen to me.
Dont be like me. Always being so selfish. Never maturing into an adult yet living in an adults body. If you do problems will encompass you and finaly consume you. This next time i go to prison I will be gone for a long while.
And the worst part is I do want to kill myself but am to afraid to do it. I am worthless as a human being and to socioty. Jail is the best palce for me. Or a graveyard. And now i realize this it is to late.
Dont let your life pass you by as I did mine. Only to find that there isn't much of a life I can live.
|26 Jun 2005||The Grim Reaper||eat a bowl of apple seeds. you will surely die of cyanide poisoning. did some research on it and thought its a pretty cool way to go :) Cheers Every1|
|25 Jun 2005||Not telling my name||I am under 13 and i sometimes wanna suicide and sometimes not. I usually do because i no that my mom and dad met had sex and broke up in the same night wich means i am a creation of beer not love.
It is total crap i wish my life was over but there is a person i no i would KILL if i did. We have talked about it i asked her and she said if i suicide she would to. But for everyone else i wouldnt care and everything is so painfull it sucks. I used to cut but now i stopped i am thinking about it right now. On some nights i take sleeping pills to get to sleep. I dont wanna drown myself and i dont think i can stand the pain of stabbing myself. I dont have a rope do hang myself. I dont have the pills to overdose. And i dont have a gun. I thought of like haveing a lot of wd 40 or w.e. Plz Email me plz
|25 Jun 2005||jimmy||over dose + une balle dans la tete|
|25 Jun 2005||Tell your mom you hate her for having me out of wedlock|
|25 Jun 2005||Suicide Survivor||"Suicide only makes sense to the suicidal." Specht
"Pain is only bearable if we know it will end...not if we deny it exists." Frankl
We grieve for our loss and for our inability to spare each other a pain so deep and so wide that words fail to express its true size.
When sorrow has no words it expresses itself in the body.
Memories are bitter treasures, when each one is clue.
Who knows the battles they won before they lost the war?
So I find words I never thought to speak ~ T.S. Eliot
"My brother shot himself.
He is dead.
I am a survivor of suicide."
~ Me. (Marna)
Pain so deep and buried within that we don't find out until we bury them. ~ Nancy Hodges
How Many Suicides Does It Take to Change the World?
Oysters accept pain and make of it a pearl.
We should all be wealthy beyond our dreams.
So these are the words of Suicide Survivors. Please take some time nd visit http://www.1000deaths.com Each person who takes their life die one death, but those lest behind die a thousand deaths trying to put the pieces back together. We must learn to understand why so many turn to suicide as a last resort...we will never understand if we condemn them for making such a decision and we will never understand if we haven't walked in their shoes. In the words of a dear friend of mine: "You don't know hell until you've walked a mile in my shoes on a good day." Calling them selfish, cowards, and weak makes no difference in this world at all. It only proves that there are much weaker people out there who think it is okay to kick people when they are already down.
After all, it is the strong who don't survive. They are lead to believe that they should just 'grin and bear it.' Try treating cancer by grinning and bearing it!
With that said, think twice before you call someone a coward. Who is the real coward? Help someone out of the hole they are in instead of covering them with dirt.
To those of you in pain.....if you have no one to talk to, email me. I will not condemn you for even thinking of suicide. I know how it feels to die alone and to live in pain....alon. Since my son too his life, I am left to keep his legacy alive. So email me if you need any support at all. Every life is a treasure. Don't forget to visit www://1000deaths.com Thanks for reading this. Happiness will come tomorrow if you let it.
|25 Jun 2005||JON||OK GET SOME PIANO STRING SOME HEAVEY DUTY ROPE TIE THE PIANO STRING AROUND BOTH SHOLDERS AT THE TOP OF YOUR LEG BY YOUR P P NOW TAKE THE HEAVY DUTY ROPE TIE IT AROUND YOUR NECK BOTH WRIST AND YOUR ANKLES TIE ALL THE STRINGS TO A BRIDGE AND JUMP IT WILL BE MESSY AND YOU WILL DIE QUIKLY AND IF YOU DONT TIE THE ROPES TIGHT ENOUGH YOU FALL AND SPLATTER ALL OVER THE PAVEMENT AND IF YOU DO IT RIGHT AL YOULL BODY PARTS DANGELE AND WHEN PEOPLE SEE IT YOULL PROBLY CAUSE A20 CAR PILE UP WELL BYE-BYE|