|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|01 Jul 2005||CJ||right now to the serious stuff:
I have just broken up with my one true love who i thought liked me, but i foubd out he never looved me in the first place.
Now i have no one who under stands me.
My parent's keep piss taking me all the time calling me mad etc.
I keep thinking about my past as i feel like i have no future,
I wish i was dead.
i have got so deep now i am O.C.D and A B.D.D sufferer, man what am i going to do?
I am going to kill my self soon i think and stop posting here,
anyway take care all you people,
|01 Jul 2005||me||What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 ?
bore your self to death by being boring.
|01 Jul 2005||Nicks Master||smoke your body weight in weed|
|01 Jul 2005||Harry Carry||take your whole bottle of Riddlin|
|30 Jun 2005||Kristofski||To give up on hope|
|30 Jun 2005||~*~Me~*~||hey,im 14 years old and i have been depressed 4 a year now.it all started when i got diagnosed with rheumatic a heart disease and it was about 2 years ago my parents fellt so bad 4 me..now they hate me what ever i do make a lil mastake i get hit abused emotionally and physically and im tired of it!!my heart problems got worse an i go to see the doctor any more that cuzz my parents don giva a fuck if i die of stay alive..i wana commit suicide but i don kno how??when i get depreseed i cut my wrists hoping i would get better but it always seems to get worse..i also lost a very good friend that i could tell everything and now i don talk to no one i have no friend i feel like every one has turned doen on me..i need to kill myself its the only was i can cope with that pain but i dont kno how to so ppl please if u have any thing to say e-mail me!!|
|30 Jun 2005||why do people do this||i did a fundrasier at school in 1998:
shaved down the middle of my head (hair ) for cancer....
right and i had the fundrasier money pinched out of my school bag..
so be glad your not me.
|30 Jun 2005||I hate my boobs.||To all you girls out there complaining that they wanna kill themselves because they are flat-chested; shut-the-fuck-up. Consider yourselves lucky that you don't have uncles and grandfathers groping your tits. Be thankful that eighty year old men don't oggle your tits in public. Be thankful that men don't see you as 'just another hunk of meat'. Most of all, be thankful that you aren't constantly degraded for being over-mature for your age as i was when i was growing up. I am a double D and would give anything for a reduction but unfortunately I don't, and probably never will have the money for the surgical proceedure. Fuck i'm too ashamed to even have sex because my boobs are so heavy that they sag. I bet all you cruel little fucks are laughing at this, Well it isn't funny.
Man, fuck you!
|30 Jun 2005||cj||Hello! I googled a bit and found this site. I feel like I would like to talk to someone about my problem, but nobody seems to understand. Heck, I don't even understand it myself. I feel stupid and I feel like I am going crazy... and I thought, maybe here I can find someone who will listen and help me sort out what I am going through. I'm afraid I am going insane. Thanks for reading this....|
|30 Jun 2005||Caroline||This is sad. If you think you are doing others a favour by killing yourself you're wrong. Talk to someone that lost a friend, child or whatever, to suicide, their answer may surprise you. Are you only going to think about the shit and pain you are in right now or the pain and trama your family, friends or who ever is close to is going to feel after they find your lifeless body? It is it really worth it?|
|30 Jun 2005||kelsey,jill,moll||MOLL'S-hi i'm 12 and i cut and sum what burn,,,i would love to commit_______,and i think the best way would be to go inside a car and and put a hose in the tail pipe and put through the window and DIE:)
i am already suffering to death from havin to live on this earth oh by the way i am gothic and i see dead people,and i have attemped suicide 5 times in all different ways
KELSEY-i am 13 and attemped suicide 3 times and failed --du,the best way to kill your self is get all your friends to do it with u ,,and put every one in a car and drive in the lake and then there is no turning back by the way am also semi gothic and totly crazy,and i also see dead people ROCK ON TO HELL
JILL--I am 13. I cut and have contemplated suicide. I think that the best way of suicide would be a bullet in the head on Tuesday, long story. I'm in sane and talk to the ghost of John Ritter, along with these other wierdos
please email us,not jill she forgot
if u talk to moll she is sum wat depressed but would love to talk
|30 Jun 2005||April||Get something metal and stick it in a wall socket.|
|29 Jun email@example.com||i feeling more and more depressed each day im fat and ugly and everyones shouting at me and not listeing ! therz only 3 ppl i know who understand the rest just shut me out ! im thinking maybe a rope will do it next time !
im gona draw a picture
im gona draw it with a twist
im gona draw it with a razorblade
im gona draw it on my wrist
im not gonna cry
im not gonna worry
im just gonna die
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||when i was at school i had no friends, no boyfriends,
right so i was all alone.
everyone laughed at me i was a wreak and scared of people,
the threat of being beaten up was always there though.
i have a bad temper now and a bad mood can't talk to people no more.
6 years later i still feel like shit.
why has everything got to be my fault.(look at me like that)
people kept picking on me and picking on and so on,
i wish i was dead i don't know where to turn no more.
people have ruined my life i was ugly as a teenager. Just casue i was ugly
As a teenager.
why do people have to make people worse.
people in my year was not very nice towards me or very nice when bad things happened in my life.
i don't want attention i just want to be left alone.
i have been to the doctor and she told me im depressed ( yeah would not be surprized after all that shit that went on that was not my fucking fault)..
i guess i'm not strong enough to take shit.
I am now a B.D.D suffer something i will always suffer with in life.
And O.C.D is another i will alwaysbattle with B.D.D is another thing i will always battle with too.
i am a nervous wreak now.
very scared of people now.
I don't eat alot now.
I am scared to keep a job going and i have to shop with some one.
want me out the house now.
I'm underdevleoped and i'm alone.
And scared by my self.
why can't my life just of been ok i wias a freak
i have been hurt by people in my family.
Peers before i left school.
had no friends at school at all.
people told lies about me stole money from me.
I still think about my past alot.
always talk to myself.
what's going on in my head man.
i have done a fund rasier and got bullied and intimadated even more for shaving my head.
but i did it for cancer and i'm not scared to help another person.
i shaved down the middle i'm ok with that.
so if you want to kill your self look at my life storys i have written doen on this site.
I was werid looking at school between the years of 11- 13 max.
given dirty looks.
laughed at hated so on.
thats mt life so far and i am still alive.
plus i have cut my arms and legs and face.
Even had fight's too.
that's how crazy my life has been.
now i'm 23 and keep causeing rows becasue of my past.
You see none of this is my fault.
take care be glad you was not a ugly git like me growing up...
ps: there's alot more storys but i won't go on and on and on........
|29 Jun 2005||someone||MY LIFE JUST GOT WORSE I'M THINKING ABOUT MY PAST MORE AND MORE AND MORE HELP ME.|
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||Yesterday I felt self-loathing.. and it was because I can't change what I did. I was right that what's done is done and what's said is said.. because of my attitude for quite some time, I've lost all my friends.. and the worst part is they all think I'm not sorry. None of them call or e-mail me any more, and I haven't seen them in months. They think every time I say sorry that I don't mean it.. because I always fucked up. They got sick of my aggression, impatience, over criticism, over demanding, paranoia and that I never seemed to take their advice or help, even though I ALWAYS appreciated it.. but maybe it was usually due to my fault. I wanted CONTROL out of fear of failure.. I was afraid that being too passive was being in denial that something wasn't wrong. I would be impulsive or not resist speaking my mind (even though I knew it could cause trouble) and say things I regret or wish I didn't tell. No one's perfect and we all have regrets, but we're still responsible for ourselves. I knew what's for my own good but sometimes I was just stubborn.. but unfortunately, my intuition which (rarely, if EVER fails) would sometimes tell me what I didn't want to believe. It lead to confusion and all logic would not have made a difference.. something is either true or not. Worse, I could say it wouldn't matter any more once it's over, but it never is until you learn from it, otherwise you'll just repeat it in the future.
I didn't mean to take anyone granted.. HONEST TO GOD TRUTH.. that's one thing I knew I should NEVER do.. because of all things you attain, people are probably the hardest to hold on to. Even if they don't want to speak to me again, I just wish they would all know how sorry I am.. I hate living in a guilt and shame.
The only way to get over it is to CHANGE.. to be more calm, passive, patient, trusting and forgiving and NOT EXPECT so much of others and out of life.. just relax.. keep things casual, cool, compassionate and simple.. go with the flow and everything comes out better naturally in its own good time. If you really want something, be confident, pursue it and do what you need to do it.. but YOU CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH.. so wait and let the rest fall into place. If you fail, learn from your mistakes and TRY AGAIN.. patience, perseverance, and persistence is THE KEY
|29 Jun 2005||Anthony||I have beeen depressed for a bout seven years now and have had many thoughts about suicide.
i am seeking good psycological help and if anyone would be kind enough to email me and let me know where some can be found i would travel even to another continent to seek the help.
|29 Jun 2005||me||i did a fundraiser for people.
i shaved down the middle of the head for cancer and i got bullied for it can you believe it...God i hate people sometimes so be glad you are not me in a fundraiser.
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||I dont know why i posted this on this site cuz i am not tring to get attention or sympathy I am just telling it like it is. nothing else can be done or said about this. i guess i am just looking for closure because i know of not one single soul who has ever been sympathetic twards me even in the least bit on the least topic of my anguish. so fuck every one for being "themselves"
i agree with that mate.
i know what it is like to be picked on bullied and never forget it,
my bullying experences have fucked me up i am B.D.D when you think your the uglyist alive when your not.
Some thing i will always battle with man.
im 23 year old female who thinks i'm ugly all the time i can;t see my self for who i really am anymore.
Nobody cares that the real life man
all people are are them selfs and it fucking sucks.
So yeah fuck everyone for being them selfs.
|29 Jun 2005||CJ||Also you think you have it hard.
i did a fund rasier and got laughed at for it really bad.
plus i am really ugly you should be grateful your not me.
i am soooooo ugly.