|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|20 Aug 2005||Maria||I just have just a question for all you people out there reading this. WHAT DO YOU WIN BY KILLING YOURSELF??? Answer: NOTHING. I know because it has happend to 8 of my closes friends. They all comitted suicide by shoting eachother in the heads with a gun. They left a note saying that there families were better off without them. It's been 10 years snice it happend and I still can't get over it. I was 9 years old when it happend and now that I'm 19 I want to help all you people who just don't have any hopes in life. PLEASE IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE REMEMBER I'M HERE FOR YOU I'M WILLING TO HELP YOU.
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|20 Aug 2005||time is up||Hi everyone. I'm 27 and I've had many trials with suicide and life depression. My life has consisted of many good and bad things. I have to be honest - life hasn't been what I wanted. My real problem is that I have a need that I believe can't be filled. That need is love of a woman. I'm very lonely inside even though I am married. I have a beautiful boy and have a good job, and have made significant strides in recoverying from sexual addiction.
I have knowledge that God does live - but I just don't feel His love. I'd have to keep living if I chose to feel it.
Death is really a lie. It doesn't solve the emptiness inside me. Marriage didn't solve it. God has filled it a few times. A girl I loved deeply really filled it. She's gone now - dating some other guy whom it looks like she'll marry.
That is what hurts the most. I feel abandoned and I feel empty. The one person I want ot love me doesn't. Co-dependency is what it is called.
I feel screwed up. The posts here, though, offer a glimpse of no longer being alone. I can relate to the physical and sexual abuse. It really screwed me up.
I guess suicide won't get me the fulfillment I desire. What will?
|20 Aug 2005||fred||se pendre|
|20 Aug 2005||Cassie||OMG! Are yall serious you reallly want to die at 13? Why? If you can look and the mirror and be honest with yourself would you really want to die? Why though you young and have you whole life ahead of you. I've thought about it to i mean shit happens bad shit has happen to me alot but why not try to beat it. You are what you practice most and remember life is a TEST! It is only a Test! So relax and keep going this site is crazy!|
|20 Aug 2005||jo - wanting to do it||Hi everyone,
I need to talk to someone. I'm afraid of talking to people I know, because I'm afraid they will judge me and put me under a weird category. This last week I have enjoyed self-inflicting pain, and I'm scared of killing myself in the near future. Please help
|20 Aug 2005||Jackass Joe||Get your skateboard and grind on the railway track! The train will get rid of the mess.|
|20 Aug 2005||Jackass Joe||Ask the school bully's girlfriend out. The bully will kill you or hurt you bad. Repeat until dead.|
|20 Aug 2005||Jackass Joe||Go to a very high bridge and play Pooh sticks with your own body!|
|19 Aug 2005||Jon||Like most of you, i wish there was an easy way out of life, my mom hates me my brother whos 12 hates me and wants meto leave, just a couple of minutes ago i was beingn ice to him talkin to him about a game we play online and he is nasty to me like he usually is. Im 19 years old iv always been teased made fun off inschool thats why i skipped and eventually dropped out.
Im crying writing this becuase im so hurt inside i dunno what to do anymore. My only way out off the real world is play video games online with my friends. The only friends i have live accros the country. Im lonely. I dunno what to do, i think all this started when my dad died in 98, ever since then i havent been the same, i dont think the same anymore i dont know whats wrong with me, i never spend time with my mom or brother anymore, its like im pealin away, i wish there was so ammo in the house right now for the gun we have cuss thats the only way i think to get away easy.
Iv thought about killing myself for years but it seems no way is painless..
Why cant mylife be normal why do i always get teased, even my 12 year old brother is bully to me
|19 Aug 2005||Louise||i draw a pretty picture
i draw it with a twist
i draw it with a razorblade
i draw it on my wrist
|19 Aug 2005||LIFE IS HARD I KNOW THAT BUT TAKING UR OWN LIFE AWY AINT NO SOLUTION.JUST LEARN TO LIOVE WITH IT AND DEAL WITH IT UR NOT DA ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT HAS PROBLEMS TO EVERYBODY DOES BUT THEY LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT AND THEY LEARN TO COPE WITH IT...IN SOME TIME SOON ULL LEARN TO SOLVE IT BY NOT HRTING URSELF AT ALL IN ANY WAY...|
|19 Aug 2005||AL||Im only 13 but ive committed suicide more than 3 times and it never works and i'am also a cutter, smoker and a drinker.I do this to help myself release my anger and pain because this is the only way i can think of to relinquish my pain.I started doing this ever since my problems piled on top of each other and i coul'nt think of any oher ways to help me solve it so i did this but this is not the only thing i also did dis because of my parents,dey gave me such pain dat inside of me i just wanted to fukin' scream and bleed to death to show dem how much pain im sufferring.I cant control myself everytime i cut myself and eveytime i smoke because i just wanna go on to release my anger..........|
|18 Aug 2005||glenda||I think when you're that young, anything goes, even a bullet in your brain. I dont believe in hell, just my soul wondering around pple's houses. HEY! I get to see you naked! But yea, I hate pain, blood, heights, throwing up pills so I dont know whats the best way. I was thinking injections of air, or clorox, seltzer water in my veins would be cool no? Even injecting my fave perfume would be fragrant..ha! BTW, the ingridients for lethal injections are sodium and chlorine, its good stuff.:)|
|18 Aug 2005||Mad Ad||Well what ever way u decide to end your life make sure you die, as i have found out it is nearly impossible to kill your self in an adolesent psychiatric hospital (as i found out) i was 12 when i first tried to kill myself. I tried everything but people would find me and then i would get treated for cuts, or have my stomach pumped or what ever. i spent a year and a half in this shitty hospital with other nutters just like myself so i would personally suggest kill yourself where no one can find you, and make sure you die.|
|18 Aug 2005||Pathetic||Why would you waste your time with such a pathetic question?|
|17 Aug 2005||alex||i have no idea.......what your site's about.all i know is am going crazy.and i dont think i can take this anylonger.nobody listens, nobody cares .............as i sit here writting this and listening to music which i belive is my only companion...........i think you all full of shit....u just dont know how bad life can be for some people.fuck you all, go find someother pass time.cause some of us really just wanna end it.................................................|
|17 Aug 2005||help||hey i am 19 now going on 20 and i have been suicidal since i was 13.. i flunked out of high school and dropped out thinkin it was the best thing for me.. ever since then all that has been on my mind is how i could end my life painlessly .. could someone please try n help me.. i have never been so serious about wanting to kill myself than i do now.. its like as im getting older everything is getting worse.. i don't remember what its like not to be depressed and suicidal..|
|17 Aug 2005||Francisco Sanchez Jr.||blow a hole in your head quick and painless i think|
|16 Aug 2005||julia||i dont what what is wrong with me.
i am terribly scared of death AND LIFE.
when i think of airplaines & crashes, i freak out and start crying hysterically.
and then come all these thoughts and visions of pain and fear the people are going through. i dont know how to escape. i realised that suicide will get me no where.. apart from straight to hell, where i do not want to go. life will get you till the end. to a problem-free world. heaven. so the only road is to live.
if you die in an accident, then i guess you are dead for a reason. so you dont goto hell for taking your life yourself (suicide)
THE HARDEST THING IN LIFE IS TO LIVE IT.
i dont want to die. never. im ever scared to live too!! every moment i think. i am in the world. any minuite it can collapse and break. i will choke & die.
scream & yell, but it will be over eventually.
people are selfish. we were given a planet and we fucked up. we polluted, didnt care, didnt feed the hungry, didnt make peace with the angry. rebel.protest.destroy. we brought too much bullshit. we fucked up real bad. and now we will pay. we had one chance, and we ruined it. the pain is starting now. plane crashes, earthquakes, tsunamis, wars, WHAT NEXT? WHAT NEXT?
Thats all i have to say.
i am depressed, somewhat suicidal. somewhat bipolar. fucked up in the head. confused.lost. i need guidance. i need to stop crying.get myself together, and breathe. but this sorrow in me is driving me crazy. i cant think straight. cant spit out the emotionals i keep inside. this anger bottled up, i cant unscrew the lid. i cant figure this out.
|16 Aug 2005||Rachel||Ok... Mouchette, who the hell are you????
by the way, starvation takes months, dehydration takes days.