|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|26 Aug 2005||Cari||Hi, I used to want to die all the time, I use to cut myself a lot cause I wanted to hurt and part of me wanted to die but another part didn't. I only tried it once for real but obviously it didn't work. I just wanted to let you know if somehow you can get through this it might very well be worth it. I am forty now and finally happy and finally free to live my own life. It got better little by little. 20's were still kinda hard, 30's were much better. There is lot's of help on the web too. Try suicide.com. Good luck beautiful people. I hope your pain stops. Cari|
|26 Aug 2005||Victoria Ross||I hate my life!!!
The next time my dad molests me I am going to burn down the house while he is asleep.
I can't stand my life. I have to die or he does.
|25 Aug 2005||Jill||I am 13 and have contemplated suicide and cut myself. I know how you feel and want you to know that if you need someone to talk to, I urge you to e-mail me.I know from personal experience that one thing that keeps you alive is someone who cares, someone who understands. My e-mail is Peace_Lover_91@hotmail.com. I just want you to know that someone cares and when all seems to be lost, think about the people you're leaving behind.|
|25 Aug 2005||Patricia||I'm not too sure how to start this. I guess I should let all of you know that I'm twenty seven. Suicied has been a struggle for me for over twelve years now. If you want to talk about "dark days", feeling that no one sees you or listening, that no matter where you go and how many people are around you you feel just alone....I've been through all of it (and still do).
The amount of times that I have tried to commit suicied is so numerous that I don't even try to keep track anymore. The thing that I find is the most difficult is when I wake up in ICU a few weeks later with a tube down my throat and machines running for me because I've been through heart failure, lung failure, kidney and liver failure. The last time, I found myself with several seizures along with that list.
Waking up from an ordeal like that is not a reality that anyone wants to experience. Everytime that happens, I'm garenteed to be commited in the psychiatric unit for a few weeks at least.
From my last few bouts of depression I've learned that I have really bad times however oncee in a while, I do have good times. I hope that my good times last longer than my bad times and sometimes they do. The doctors are still trying to balance out my medications, which has been going on for twelve years, but my diagnosis changed from clinical depression to bi-polar and anxiety dissorder.
I've read what some of the other comments have been, some of them I may not completely agree with and some of them have a lot of truth to them.
Two things that you should always remember. First: Any kind of day your having, always make an effort to do something. If it's to get out of bed, shower...anything, at least you got that far that day and the next day you set a goal a little bigger. Secondly: Any type of exercise helps. If you don't feel like going out that day, take a walk to your mail box and back. Excercise helps to increase the endorphins in your brain, the "feel good" hormones. Thirdly: If you don't feel good and you look it, you send that energy out to others which meens that in a crud way your repelling other people. Clean up, dress like your someone important, someone that is valued. Do this even if you feel like shit. Others will see the difference but most of all, you will start to feel the difference. Sometimes it's true: You need to fake it to make it.
I truley hope that when that dark tunnel becomes so dark and starts to suffocate you, that you reach out and ask for help. When you do, you have control over this illness and you learn to manage it over time.
Hugs to all - Tricia
|25 Aug 2005||Wisdom for your pain?||Those who suicide are required to come back again and battle the same ordeals-this is why suicide ultimately is a waste of time and just brings additional pain.
It is better to understand why you are suffering and to learn about how to eliminate the causes that will produce more suffering in the future.
Life is a place of learning, just like school, and we are here to learn our lessons, even when we think they are 'bad' and even when they really hurt.
U can email me via hotmail.
|25 Aug 2005||nosam etahi||Have Masons or Satanists for Parents...Dont do it.|
|24 Aug 2005||Morgan||can people please stop using god as a way to motivate someone not to kill themselves. hello chick in the darkroom...next time u see michael then tell him to maybe unfuck the world. and why r people so intent in committing suicide? can't u guys just hold it off at least until uv experiinced sex (rape doesn't count) and hav had at least one moment in ur life that u would never trade for anything. well i know what it's like to hit low...i just wait until it's over, this site my friend found really got me interested in something - www.thegarage.tk
anyway, i guess it's just stupid wen people dont give life a chance
|24 Aug 2005||x-girl15-x||our world is fuked up. people u love die..u get illness/diseases heartbreak people doing/saying bad stuff ot u n it just brings u right down to feel like lifes not worth living. i still dont get wot the point in living is. u live to die. u work ur ass off at school college wotever to get a job to wot? get muny to retire to die :S wot is the point in tht really. in 100 years or so ull be forgotten. all this n i still dont think death is the answer. for all we no this could be a test from god. whoever lives without doing anything really bad (e.g murder) or killing themselves goes to heaven? just a theory but if there is a heaven i cant imagine God letting in people who destroyed the life they gave them in it. also think of how many people you would hurt by killing yourselves? parents should never see their own kids die its not the way its meant to work. all im saying is think of the possibl consequences be4 doing it ...n think of all the things u could do in your life and all the dreams you could accomplish. x x x x|
|23 Aug 2005||Jesus||I just want to take the time to say to everyone here..... BOO-FUCKING-HOO!!! Oh so my dad raped me in the arse! Oh gee whizz who gives a shit?? Oh so you were beaten and molested as a child! Waa-waa-waa! Seriously, if you listen really closely you'll be able to hear the violins playing in the background. Seriously, listen. I can hear them. They are playing the saddest song in the world just for you. And it goes Waa-waa-waa.
This is how God wanted the world. He made it this way for a purpose. Everything was done by his design, every insect, every movement of every strand of the hairs on your head is watched by him (including when you masterbate in the shower, you sick fuck) so all this whinning is just like giving two fingers to God's plans. And let me tell you, God doesn't take kindly to people giving two fingers to his brilliantly designed plans. He'll be like Cartman and be like *GODDAMNIT, I'M SO PISSED OFF!!!*. And gee whizz, you don't want to piss off God. You will have 2 million right-wing redneck Christian American's coming down on you like... two million right-wing redneck Seppos. Heh.
Anyway, the point is, this is what God wanted, AND DON'T FUCK WITH GOD!! He ain't no bitch. He ain't take shit from a slut like you. And let's face it, you ARE a slut, because otherwise why the hell did you let yourself get molested?? It's your fucking fault that it happened, you slut!! I bet you liked it!! It's people like you who give the world a bad name, and let me tell you God knows this.
So stop getting yourself molested all the time and listen. Just listen as I play you the saddest song in the world, just for you.
Just for you.
And how does it go?
|23 Aug 2005||empty4evr||ive tried twice to end my life i and i don't have anyone,"At least 5 people in this world love u so much they would die for you, " i dont even have 1 person who would...no one gives a shit about me now why would it matter when i'm gone...
i guess i'm just to lazy to work through all the bull shit i've already given up i'm just waiting for ppl to go away far enough where they cant try and save me
|23 Aug 2005||Your mam on crak cocain||papercut your wrists along the main artery and then pour vinigar into the wound. This will make your blood infected and you will die.|
|22 Aug 2005||Jeremy||I want it all to end and I want it to wnd now. The pain is more than anyone person can understand because it is my pain and only my pain and it hurts beyond understanding. I lost my wife my son, who I love more that anything in this world, people might say that it is seflish to do something OD but I dont care what others say I want it to be over I dont want to feel anymore pain or suffering. I am no longer scared of dying and tonight within the hour I will eat every pill I can find to include a ton of valium so I will just pass out. I might call 911 and I might not its all up to the Lord if that happens. One last thing, peace out I am gone, see everyone else in hell if you fallow.|
|22 Aug 2005||uhmm||ohkay im not going to say my name cause i know someone that goes on this site. Im 14 and ive been cutting for about a year and i have sevre depression. and when i go to high school...this girl says shes gunna kill me and so im scared and im thinking of over dosing on E. I smile but i fake it. I really need help|
|22 Aug 2005||shawn J. AKA slater||the best way is to drink bleach then take a bottle of sleeping pills and hang yourself.|
|22 Aug 2005||jean le bon||Mais il faut vraiment être con ou inconscient pour poser ce genre de question.....et surtout essayer d'y répondre !!!!!!!!|
|21 Aug 2005||Brent||hi myn name is brent. i am 13. i am haveing somany problms with my life. i just want to die. i cut my self a lot. if i am gonna die i will slit my wrist and cut my vain. please somebody...i need someone to tlk to. i am so scared. i need help...please|
|21 Aug 2005||K||i think that this website was a very good idea even if you didnt mean it to go the way it has.
Im sure that it has helped a lot of people in there quest to find happiness, even if all that is helping them is getting things off their chest. it has also helped me through reading some of the answers and me realising that things could be worse. Another thing is that I came on this website very low, I wanted to kill myself, but from reading the answers, I was turned off suicide, mainly because I thought that pills would be easy, I learnt that they are not.
so i suppose this is a thank you, for making this website.
p.s Oh yeah, I dont know what the best way is to kill yourself, I wouldnt, I have never succeeded.
|20 Aug 2005||Maria||I just have one question for all you people out there who are thinking about comitting suicide. WHAT DO YOU WIN BY COMITTING SUICIDE??? Answer: NOTHING.
I lost eight of my closes friends. They all shot eachother in the head with a gun, till this day I still can't get over it and it happend 10 years ago when I was only 9 years old. They all left a letter to there parents saying that they were better off without them. That to me wasn't a reason at all. Now that I'm 19 years old I want to help stop people young and old from comitting suicide. THERE IS A BETTER WAY OUT!!!!
PLEASE IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO PLEASE SEND ME A EMAIL I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND, SOMEONE YOU COULD COUNT ON WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE.
REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MORE THAN WILLING TO HELP YOU.
MY EMAIL IS:
|20 Aug 2005||Maria||I just have just a question for all you people out there reading this. WHAT DO YOU WIN BY KILLING YOURSELF??? Answer: NOTHING. I know because it has happend to 8 of my closes friends. They all comitted suicide by shoting eachother in the heads with a gun. They left a note saying that there families were better off without them. It's been 10 years snice it happend and I still can't get over it. I was 9 years old when it happend and now that I'm 19 I want to help all you people who just don't have any hopes in life. PLEASE IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE REMEMBER I'M HERE FOR YOU I'M WILLING TO HELP YOU.
REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO YOU COULD COUNT ON.
PLEASE SEND ME A EMAIL TO:
|20 Aug 2005||time is up||Hi everyone. I'm 27 and I've had many trials with suicide and life depression. My life has consisted of many good and bad things. I have to be honest - life hasn't been what I wanted. My real problem is that I have a need that I believe can't be filled. That need is love of a woman. I'm very lonely inside even though I am married. I have a beautiful boy and have a good job, and have made significant strides in recoverying from sexual addiction.
I have knowledge that God does live - but I just don't feel His love. I'd have to keep living if I chose to feel it.
Death is really a lie. It doesn't solve the emptiness inside me. Marriage didn't solve it. God has filled it a few times. A girl I loved deeply really filled it. She's gone now - dating some other guy whom it looks like she'll marry.
That is what hurts the most. I feel abandoned and I feel empty. The one person I want ot love me doesn't. Co-dependency is what it is called.
I feel screwed up. The posts here, though, offer a glimpse of no longer being alone. I can relate to the physical and sexual abuse. It really screwed me up.
I guess suicide won't get me the fulfillment I desire. What will?