Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
19 Jun 2005 Suicide The best way to kill yourself? Well we know so much but before you do....HEAR US OUT....WE'RE HERE TO HELP, OUR SITE IS NOW UPDATED, PARENTS, SUICIDAL TEENS, ANYONE.......it won't really hurt trying would it? ... WWW.SUICIDE.CJB.NET > > > T E E N A G E A D V I S U A L S E R V I C E, all data we hear is kept 100% confidential under the 1998 Data act
19 Jun 2005 Average Jose to the dude who calls himself, "who am i" , don't be retarded man! There is life after high school. High school is shit for a lot of people, but once you're done, people don't pick on you anymore, unless they are ready to take the risk of getting a bullet in their head, or just a serious thumpin / stabbing. People don't have so much trouble with self image problems after high school. Fuck man, high school is bullshit. Just get through it and live a life of your own.
19 Jun 2005 i feel giddy. i have a brazire on me head.
in the mirror i look.
anti-aging anti-wrinkle creame
smeared on me face
oh what shall i do?
as i paint my face as the clown
a burgalar sneaks thru the window behind me.
unaware of my pressence.
when he sees me he utters my favorite phrase.
please dont kill me!!!
i took him to my basement.
we played some peknuckle and ate some sardines.
we drank some tea.
he began to weep.
i gave him a peck on the cheek.
then he beat me.
and i vomited on his cloak.
we laughed until we feel asleep.
when i woke up three large men were holding me down and giving me a shot. i was back in the ward.
19 Jun 2005 who am i? I am totaly fed up with life and my family and the kids at my school picking on me and my teachers making fun of me cuz i dont know the god damn answer to the question.

i fuckin hate life and am going to make mine cease.

I dont know why i posted this on this site cuz i am not tring to get attention or sympathy I am just telling it like it is. nothing else can be done or said about this. i guess i am just looking for closure because i know of not one single soul who has ever been sympathetic twards me even in the least bit on the least topic of my anguish. so fuck every one for being "themselves"

i guess i am just being myself to you bunch of non accepting douche baggies.

i will see you in hell.
19 Jun 2005 I have 1 brown eye an 2 green ones eat some bad sea food and drink one liter of milk.

eat popcorn and spinach.

boiled eggs(25)

two cans of beans.

if this dont kill you you will produce enough gas to clear out a room long enough to get some "you time".
19 Jun 2005 Deux $ Putain you will need one razor blade.

begin cutting around your face so you can peel it off.

after peeling off your face tack it on the wall.

if this is actually a reliable way to commit suicide please write back and tell me how everything went.
19 Jun 2005 eye want to be make a small bomb,

swallow it.

do this in sync with supper and the small bomb's detonation.

this way all your guts and undigested food will be splattered upon loved ones and the room.

ask before it blows up inside you has anyone ever seen a human beings insides?
19 Jun 2005 scam i know that many of you will ridicule me for wanting yo commit suicide.

i think you are self absorbed and apathetic. not to mention a loser who cant see past his nose.
19 Jun 2005 becca im only 12 yrs old myself. i kno every1 will cal me stupid for wot i say in this nd tat my life has only just started but wot i say doesn't sound like much but to me it hurts so bad. to start of about 5 yrs ago i found out my bro was taking drugs, a yr later my parents found out nd took him to the cop shop but lucky dey let him out after 2 nights. then i was on holiday just to get bk to find my bro was in bed completely stoned. my mum was sat on top of him just hitting him in the face. i was just sat in my room wish all tat was goin on would just stop(memba im only about 6-7yrs old) since then my life has only got worse. iv tryed to kill myself many of times but my bro (hu i get on wiv realli well) has presuaded me not to do it. he himself tried hanging himself at the age of 13.i didn't kno about this until last year wen i first tryed killing myself. just reasently my bro has joined the navy nd gone out to sea for a few months nd my life at home has got worse. i have started cutting myself nd my friends have found out. they asked me if it hurt nd i sed no not realli so they started trying it.for my friends sake im trying to stop the cutting. but i still dont kno how im ment to cope wiv my life at home until my bro gets bk nd i can speak to him about it. o yer they best way to kill urself it prob a overdose or hang urself.
19 Jun 2005 becca im only 12 yrs old myself. i kno every1 will cal me stupid for wot i say in this nd tat my life has only just started but wot i say doesn't sound like much but to me it hurts so bad. to start of about 5 yrs ago i found out my bro was taking drugs, a yr later my parents found out nd took him to the cop shop but lucky dey let him out after 2 nights. then i was on holiday just to get bk to find my bro was in bed completely stoned. my mum was sat on top of him just hitting him in the face. i was just sat in my room wish all tat was goin on would just stop(memba im only about 6-7yrs old) since then my life has only got worse. iv tryed to kill myself many of times but my bro (hu i get on wiv realli well) has presuaded me not to do it. he himself tried hanging himself at the age of 13.i didn't kno about this until last year wen i first tryed killing myself. just reasently my bro has joined the navy nd gone out to sea for a few months nd my life at home has got worse. i have started cutting myself nd my friends have found out. they asked me if it hurt nd i sed no not realli so they started trying it.for my friends sake im trying to stop the cutting. but i still dont kno how im ment to cope wiv my life at home until my bro gets bk nd i can speak to him about it. o yer they best way to kill urself it prob a overdose or hang urself.
18 Jun 2005 Carly My name is Carly. I am 11 years old. My parents hate me because when I was 9, my brother was 18. There was no milk and my parents weren't home. It was breakfast time and there was no milk, so I got my brother to take me to the store. We got on the road and we were half way there. We were coming to an intersection and we had the green. Then came along a drunk driver who ran the red. He slammed into my brother's car. My brother died, but I didn't. My parents blame the whole thing on me because I didn't want to eat my cereal without milk. My parents hurt me, and abuse me. I don't have the guts to tell an adult. I've tried to commit suicide 15 times. I've tried cutting myself, drowning myself, overdosing, but I've always chickened out. I feel like I want to die, but I can't find my innerstrength to. I'm going to try again tonight, maybe jump out my window or something because it's really highup in the apartment building. I hope I don't chicken out.
18 Jun 2005 i'm using a friends email. hello sometimes i can be depressed for months at a time and feel like killing myself then there are these days when i'm in a good mood.. what does this mean... what should i do cause i really hate it when i'm in a good mood...
18 Jun 2005 life is not all I hate. I hate every activity I do throughout the day. right down to posting this thread. i am so self loathing and just plain miserable. i am so depressed i dont even want to kill myself. why even get up out of bed. why get dressed? why eat? why cant I just DIE?

someone please email me and tell me if you feel like me? hghghfb@yahoo.com

I hate myself. i hate my mom and my whole family. and i fuckin hate this salad i am eating. who the hell is cesar anyway?
18 Jun 2005 shrimp scampy w/butter sauce whoever keeps using my email address to post on this site quit or i will call the fucking cops. and find out where you are and meet you in knucle city.
and as for you mouchette you are a cruel person who is personally responsible for the suicides of thousands. you aided in thier suicide with this site by allowing folks to colaberate.
(and the public at large is aroused)

i think you should just hang yourself if you are wanting to commit suicide because all the ones who find you or loved ones or the people who read about it in the paper will be shocked. a hanging is more graphic and inhumane. so 18th century. barbaric, if you will. so you will be remembered as a savage and pity will be poured upon the corpse just like butter sauce.
18 Jun 2005 xxxxx first of all if you want to commit suicide i would say you need to get two suicidal people. and two people who are deathly ill. now have your self a hot sick ass sucking contest.
and the crowd cheers on.....
18 Jun 2005 shoot me i have not had a friend for 15 year's.
I'm now alone thing's have happened in my life that i wish i was fucking dead.

MAN I'M A FUCKING FREAK..

Im a freak i hate my self.
18 Jun 2005 i'm a ugly fucking piece of shit Yesterday I felt self-loathing.. and it was because I can't change what I did. I was right that what's done is done and what's said is said.. because of my attitude for quite some time, I've lost all my friends.. and the worst part is they all think I'm not sorry. None of them call or e-mail me any more, and I haven't seen them in months. They think every time I say sorry that I don't mean it.. because I always fucked up. They got sick of my aggression, impatience, over criticism, over demanding, paranoia and that I never seemed to take their advice or help, even though I ALWAYS appreciated it.. but maybe it was usually due to my fault. I wanted CONTROL out of fear of failure.. I was afraid that being too passive was being in denial that something wasn't wrong. I would be impulsive or not resist speaking my mind (even though I knew it could cause trouble) and say things I regret or wish I didn't tell. No one's perfect and we all have regrets, but we're still responsible for ourselves. I knew what's for my own good but sometimes I was just stubborn.. but unfortunately, my intuition which (rarely, if EVER fails) would sometimes tell me what I didn't want to believe. It lead to confusion and all logic would not have made a difference.. something is either true or not. Worse, I could say it wouldn't matter any more once it's over, but it never is until you learn from it, otherwise you'll just repeat it in the future.
I didn't mean to take anyone granted.. HONEST TO GOD TRUTH.. that's one thing I knew I should NEVER do.. because of all things you attain, people are probably the hardest to hold on to. Even if they don't want to speak to me again, I just wish they would all know how sorry I am.. I hate living in a guilt and shame.
The only way to get over it is to CHANGE.. to be more calm, passive, patient, trusting and forgiving and NOT EXPECT so much of others and out of life.. just relax.. keep things casual, cool, compassionate and simple.. go with the flow and everything comes out better naturally in its own good time. If you really want something, be confident, pursue it and do what you need to do it.. but YOU CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH.. so wait and let the rest fall into place. If you fail, learn from your mistakes and TRY AGAIN.. patience, perseverance, and persistence is THE KEY.
18 Jun 2005 SHAWN DRAKE DIVE OFF THE TOP OF YOUR HOUSE THATS WHAT IM ABOUT TO TRY
18 Jun 2005 Emma DEPRESSION-MY HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE:

Good God I hate my life. Seriously guys, if you think you've been through a tough ordeal, you better read this and think again. Today, I was eating my cornflakes at the kitchen table, thinking about how unfortunate I am to be alive when suddely I spilled milk all over my brand new sweater. I was so distraught i got a butter knife from the kitchen draw and attempted to slice a vein. Mother came in and begged me to go to the mall so I could get a new sweater but when we got there, they only had the pink kind left. I was so depressed I ran to the toilets and attempted to drown myself in the toilet bowl. Mother convinced me not to by giving me $200 to spend on whatever I wanted but GODDAMN, there was too much cool stuff to decide on. Instead I bought a rope and went down to my basement. Just as I was about to hang myself from the rafters, father came rushing in. He threw his arms around me and told me that he loved me more than anything else. I pulled away and nearly gagged. He was wearing GREEN! "If you really loved me" I shouted at him "then you wouldn't keep wearing green!". Suddenly mother called from the kitchen "Dinner is ready!!". I was so starving by then (suicide attempts can really make a girl hungry!) that I rushed upstairs without a second thought. As I sat at the table, mother brought out 3 delicious looking pizzas. After I took the first bite, I nearly fell off my chair in disgust. "This isn't reduced fat cheese!!" I shrieked. Then I proceeded to father's wallet where I retrieved his keys. I then pushed them hard against my forehead. This caused a hidious red mark. "Look what you made me do!! Now I'm ugly!" I screamed. God I hate my parents. They make me so depressed.

To all you kids out there who are being abused or raped, just stand back and think about how lucky you are that you didn't spill cornflakes on your brand new sweater.

My life; Emma.
18 Jun 2005 Ruben I Was Happy….

I was happy once I reached this world,
This land of life and ocean too….
This ball of beauty shook and swirled,
Losing puzzled pieces of my life with you……

I was happy when you cradled me,
In triumphant arms that lost no fight……
Whispering words of unlived stories,
Staying with me through each starry night…..

I was happy when you loved me,
Despite the weakness I have shown….
Your heart, that loved so passionately,
Is one of the reasons how I have grown…..

I was happy when you stayed nearby,
As a parent, and, as a friend……
When there were no tears left for me to cry,
You held my hand until my heart could mend….

I was happy for each day that came,
I knew you’d be around……
These pictures will remain the same,
All memories of a love my heart once found…..

I was happy when you promised me,
“Son, I’ll see you soon tomorrow.”
And drove away smiling back at me,
Leaving beads of love and drops of sorrow….

I was happy when tomorrow came,
But sad since you did not…..
I’m here alone to face my pain,
And loneliness abandonment has brought….

I was happy when I tied the string,
Around my neck real tight…..
Forgetting you and everything,
You’ve left me here to fight…….

I was happy when you gave me life,
But sad you took it from me too fast….
Draining the thing that kept us both alive,
A love you said would always last…..



I was happy once I reached this world,
But sad to leave this soon….
This mysterious ball of life, it curled,
Its lifeless fingers around the sleeping moon….

By R.L.N
June 15, 2005
I was Happy….

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