|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Sep 2005||me from holland||ia year a go i took 15 sleeping pills it didn't work|
|05 Sep 2005||MOUCHETTE.. U FRENCH BITCH. WHAT THE FUCK ARE U TRYING TO DO, U SICK LITTLE SHIT? ARE U TRYING 2 GET PPL MORE SUICIDAL WITH UR STUPID CRAP INVENTION OF KILLING YOURSELF?
HONESLTY........ U HAVE A DIRTY TWISTED SICK MIND
|05 Sep 2005||Adan||Here is an idea.
First, you will need to be insitutionalized. Get your self locked away in some asylum for a long, long time. Not giving yourself anytime to see friends, family. Even do such extreme things in the asylum to get yourself put in your own room.
This is so you can be forgotten. That is Suicide, to live no more, to be forgotten. And you if you have nothing to say at any point in your life. Do this.
Then, when you realize how wonderful an outside life could be, how even pain is something to live for.
Im 21, I questioned suicide since i was 12 up till i was 18. I happy i never died, life did get better. Rate your happiness on a scale from one to 10, if your ready to commit, your at a One. Make a new definition of happiness at 1. Something will be their....
Basicly: the higher your are the harder you fall.
2. Life wll improve.
3. Do you know what could accomplish? could you solve the worlds problems? Maybe, to the latter, the problem has yet to be simplified for you(ie. 2 +2= 4)
|04 Sep 2005||Justin||I'm 23 and I seem to be the oldest of anyone who I've read posting on here so far. Although, I've only read one page of posts thus far. However, I've been dealing with intense depression and suicidal thoughts since I was 10. The background, well, I was smart. Sometimes I think some of my problems stem from that. But who knows. I was never an attractive guy, I've never had a girlfriend or the like. I was never popular and I never really had any friends until I got into college. Still, high school and junior high were the most terrible years of my life. Every day I thought of killing myself, tried to think of the best ways to kill myself. However, I wasn't one who wanted to pass quietly at home, I wanted to make sure everyone knew that I had died and that they were the ones who had caused it. I fantasized about doing things like hanging myself at school, drinking poison at school, etc. I was in high school when Columbine happened, and for a time I thought that that was what I wish I could do, the ultimate vengeance on those who had made my life so miserable. Still, I never had the guts to do any of it. In the end, I quietly passed from high school to college where things became ever so slightly better. Still, though, without the anti-depressants that I now take, I do not think that I would be alive to be typing this message. However, I am alive and I am typing this message. I have a unique perspective on suicide and death. And if anyone here needs someone to talk to, feel free to email me. I am always available and I do not judge.|
|04 Sep 2005||Melissa||Wow, I dunno why i'm writing here. I'm crying. I hate myself. I really, really hate myself and yet I like being alive and I hate it too. My world is just one big confussion! I am never one way or the other, I am both and I HATE IT SO MUCH. I used to cut myself, I started smoking. But I stopped, for a VERY good reason. My boyfriend. He is the best thing in the world and I love him more than anything. He helped me stop. But howcome I still hate being here. I still hate living and EVERY FUCKING DAY i want to cut myself again. But I cant cos I love him to much and I promised I wouldnt. Now my family are arriving home. WHY CANT THEY STAY AWAY. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!
|04 Sep 2005||Jessica||I'm turning 14 in a little less than a month. This entire summer I have been agonizing, sitting around, watching my 11 year old sister get called by all her little friends watch them play around.
Last year I was bullied, kids would come up to me and tell me I'm a slut or they'd make a website of me and in the pictures section they'd draw male parts on me.
Everynight I'd go home from school crying, I'd lock myself inside my closet and scratch my forhead, HARD. I had a gash about 1 inch deep after one night.
I'm currently taking the maroon "horse-sized" pill, as someone stated earlier. It does nothing.
Last summer as well I was in the hospital for sick children nearly every day, because it was either the cuts, or the drinking. I had started drinking because I thought that it would numb the pain.
School is starting Tuesday and I have no idea what I'm going to do. I was sitting there watching a dance video with my mom and her friends, they kept saying oh look how good my sister is, wow she's amazing don't you want to be her blah blah blah. I swear I wanted to punch them.
Well I just find this comforting in some way to know there are other people my age that feel the same way, e-mail me or something if you want to talk. I gets lonely alot.
|04 Sep 2005||ras||im 21 and up until now i was really happy. im about to lose my boyfriend of 6 years, yes ive been with him since i was 15. the reason we are no longer together is because of our religion. im an idiot, being an asain hindu my family dont want me to be with a muslim but who are they to judge. its my life. so i finally told my boyfriend that i dont care about my family and that i wa nt to be with him, only to find out hes going to get married to somone else. says its my own fault, i chose my parents over him. ever since then ive been wanting to commit suicide. today i find out that my best friend is leaving and ill never see him again also my friend lost her baby.im at a very low place at the moment.|
|04 Sep 2005||green||cold.
i feel cold and empty.
i blank out everything until i am just
an empty shell
waiting for things to change which never will.
darkness is so inviting
never to feel again
never to be responsible again
i cant deal with life
and all the trouble i am in.
i think about sliding into
cold dark water.
looking up as i sink into death.
or a pill to take away the pain
drifting away into mist.
i lay here waiting for the end of all things.
darkness is all around
undetected by others, but always here
i.. am.. cold..
i am so scared.
|04 Sep 2005||melissa||I think the best way is to grab your parent's car key and turn on the motor and aircon and just go to sleep. you prob die of carbon monoxide poisoning|
|03 Sep 2005||This site used to be entertaining...what happened?|
|03 Sep 2005||Allison||Sometimes I think we live through things, just to say they happned. Not to someone else, it was to me. Sometimes we live to beat the odds. We live through hell for someone other than ourselves. Sometimes I think it's so we have a story to tell, a sense of pride. Sometimes life can only really begin with the knowledge of death, that it can all end, even when you least want it to. The important thing in life is to believe that while your alive it's never to late. No matter how bad things get remember it always looks better when your awake than it does when your asleep. Once you die there is nly one thing that you want to happen...you want to be back again.
I recently talked one of my good friends out of commiting suicide. If you need help I will always be here. email: SourSweetie025@aol.com sn: Sour Sweetie 25
Psalm 37: 23-24
23If the LORD delights in a man's way, he makes his steps firm; 24Though he stumble, he will not fall, for the LORD upholds him with his hand.
You haven't fallen yet, he's got you. Even if you don't believe he's there, some things are there whether you believe in them or not.
|03 Sep 2005||Christine Dobreva||Life's definitely a miracle...I'm happy with the person I am now...But I'm surely not happy with the things that surround me. No one can truly understand. Even my fiance seems to be too shallow and non-thoughtful, he doesn't even try to see in me, that hurts. I'm again in a strange condition between happiness and sadness, between love and death. Not that I'm thinking of suicide, no way. I think I finally got rid of those thoughts. Forever. I've promised it myself and I did keep the promise. I feel much better now, somehow my mind has been cleansed. But my soul's still dirty...it needs to refresh. Who's gonna give me their helping hand?|
|03 Sep 2005||Phillip||Here's a good one how about sitting down with yourself then looking into the mirror and saying if I commit suicide will I really be accomplishing anything, when you did its not like you'll go to a magical place and be whatever you wish, which is probably distorted by the media's portrayal of a perfect person (news flash being rich and famous doesn't make you satisfied) you have to deal with the things you were put into this life with. It was none of your choices to be put on this earth, life is basically a test to see how well you can make sense out of the impossible. Shit doesn't work out for a person in the right way every single time and whoever believes that there is something special about a person on TV is dead wrong, sure there are good people on TV, but doesn't feel good to you when you can look at them knowing they are a bunch of pussies who are paided by a faggot in a suit to make money for them. There is no reason to end your life, its not an easy way out, its only that you think for some reason your worthless when really you have the potential to be 100x greater than the people you hate. Nothing was ever worth while was ever won without true effort and if you want to let some obnoxious faggot on TV, or the person in the school who consistantly puts you down, or your parents who think you ammount to nothin win.....then I think you have to convince yourself something, THAT YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN ANYTHING PUT ON THIS EARTH IF YOUR USE THE MIND YOU WERE GIVEN AND THE DETERMINATION THAT RESTS IN YOUR HEART TO MAKE YOUR GREATEST DESIRES AND LIFE GOALS A REALITY!
anyone who reads this and still has doubts please email or instant message me at: firstname.lastname@example.org
|02 Sep 2005||Scors-b||There are many, many ways that you could try to kill yourself. But first, I would say try to 'live yourself'. Most of lifes problems are solveable if you give it long enough... and the ones that are not solveable can usually be worked around.
When I was 13, all I could see was problems, and in many ways I was right. I didn't think that I could live unless some devine power got rid of the bad parts for me. And even though these problems never went away, I have learnt to live with them because other parts of my life got better.
I'm not saying that suicide is never the answer, because it can be, but 99% of the time there is a workaround. For example, with me it was depression. It sucked. Every minute of every day truely sucked. And even when it went away, i still had other things.
My physical disfigurements, family problems, my social introvertedness, my fear of meeting new people. And it still does suck, I guess. But I don't mind so much now. It's taken me this long to come to terms with my life... but I feel it was worth it. It really can be 'liveable' if you give it a chance, I promise :)
If you have read this far you probably want to know more about something. How to commit suicide? About me? Or depression? Well, you can send anything you want to know to my email address (just click my nickname) but please tell me a bit about yourself aswell.
ps. heres a site, pretty self explanatory-
suicidemethods.net .... but please dont do anything you could regret in 10 years time :) Much love, Will
|02 Sep 2005||ben||exhale until you die|
|02 Sep 2005||Kl||I never thought of myself as the suicidal type.. but just days again.. I told my boyfriend's wife about him. He had planned to leave her at the end of this year but he just wanted to spend some time with his son.. Then I started seeing smses from her to my bf that she loves him and it really drove me crazy.. I really love my bf a lot and he's the most important thing in my life. He's spending his days consoling her and thats when I felt that life wasnt meaningful anymore.
I was thinking of a drug overdose... Cause I dont really dare to cut myself.. Blood just freaks me out. Hope someone can give suggestions...
|02 Sep 2005||Is suicide becoming a trend or what?|
|02 Sep 2005||That's really low, to make up something to end other peoples lives. You may hate yourself but leave other people alone. I have depression too, doesn't mean im going to drag everyone else down with me, thats just so selfish!!! Why dont u get a useful hobby, or if u cant find one, why not use ur invention, but for real, kill yourself and stop dragging everyone else down with you! you selfish pig|
|02 Sep 2005||HEY GUYS! I would love to help and support you guys who are feeling low. Feel free to email me on email@example.com
Get out there and just erupt out your feelings. U can be anonymous, and I'll keep ur stuff secret.
Anyways I would like to hear from you, and I hope you guys all have a good day!
|02 Sep 2005||mercedes||OKAY MOUCHETTE PUT THIS ON THE FRON PAGE!!!! OKAY??? I DEMAND U 2.
EVERYONE IF U COMMIT SUICIDE IT WONT BE THE END OF UR PROBLEMS. OKAY... IN LIFE THERE IS ALWAYS A HAPPY TURNING POINT. IT WILL COME, I SWEAR TO YOU, THAT IT WILL. JUST WORK AND MAKE AN EFFORT FOR IT 2 COME.
OKAY TAKE MEDIACATION, THAT MAKE U HAPPY (I'M NOT TALKUNG ABOUT DRUGS)
MEDITATE, HAVE SEX WHATEVER THAT WILL MAKE U HAPPY, BUT MAKE SURE OTHERS DONT HURT BY THE PROCESS. OH YEAH WATCH COMEDIES AND STUFF. OR GET SOMEONE TO HYNOTIZE U TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPIER..... TRUST ME THIS IS EXTREMEYLY EFFECTIVE
OKAY I HOPE U HAVE A HAPPY DAY
OKAY GUYS HOLD ON..... LIFE WILL BE BETTER SOON OR IN THE NEAR DISTANT FUTURE