Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
19 Sep 2005 E Well this isn't really an answer to the question. I'm 19 and I've never tried to kill myself but life has got to the point where I just can't go on any longer. I'm sick of waitin round for things to get better cos they never do! I hate myself so much and think I'm disgusting! I'm evil and I deserve to die I know I do. So if anyone has any really good way that I could kill myself or an idea of how many paracetomol I should take to kill myself without puking them all up I'd like to know. I've tried to keep on living and I've tried to be positive but I just can't do it anymore. Please email me if you can help me find a sure hopefull not too painful way of killing myself. And if you think I'm being stupid and I do deserve to live and should etc etc etc its just because you don't know how evil I am. I deserve to die.
19 Sep 2005 Chloe I want to kill myself NOW! I'm in love and i dumped my boyfriend for a boy, but now i regret it. My mates h8 me because of it, what is the point in living? I'm 11 and i wanna die. I'm gonna try overdose but if that dont workthen ill stab myself, any peaceful sugestions get back to me!
18 Sep 2005 you don't need to know I no friends, not ever. i've never had sex.. never been on a date.. never kissed been kissed.. Never even had so much as an embrace. i am isolated & alone.. in my own solitude, and trapped in my own head. I have no one who cares for me in any little way at all.. No one who evens knows i exist or remembers my name. I am a ghost. There are times when i think it would be heaven itself simply to touch another.. graze another's arm.. be held in someone's arms.. by someone who truly cared. i'd give anything for that, but it will never happen. i am shy and cannot speak to others. How can you communicate the pain? the solitide, the deseperate fucking needs of this stupid heart. it feels like i'm suffocating.. and all ii want to do is SCREAM OUT AT THEM. i want to be heard. i want to be known. i want somone to tell me they love me. i am ignored by all..i am not loved.. in my whole life only one person has told me i am beautiful. heh, i didn't even know it and still can't believe it. i must be some kind of monster to be treated this way, like a leper. i have absolutely nothing in this world.. all i can do is cry and feel murderous rage.. just this unbelievable wanting to kill.. i've cut myself, but there arew no scars.. there should be, but there isn't.. i don't know how, but recently & imposibly scars heal for me. so know one knows. it's likes something out of the xfiles. Anywaty, i have major health problems. my eyes are photosensitive and they suck, i'm a 'bleeder' with diabetic skin that tears like fuckin tissue paper, and some other stuff that i forget the names too. i never speak.. at all. i've forgotten what my voice sound like it beens so long. females never even look at me. never flirt, never anything, its like everyone are walking death, and i suppose i'm no different.. BUT I FEEL, i feels things others dont, i don't know maybe i am bipolar or something, but this emoathy is a fuckin curse. i just don't want to feel, i am tired of the pain that this simpering hearts tortures me with. the girl i love.. the girl i thought was different is dating this piece of trash. he is a hypocrital piece of lying scum. he is corrupting her, i know it. i'm not going to kill myself, i going to kill him, and if she is not the girls i thought she was.. i'll kill her too. i'll kill everyone. as many people as i can before i get takin out..i wanna eat their flesh & blood, and pose them in funny ways.. mabye i will have sex with her corspe. maybe the only good female is a dead one. maybe the only ones that won;t betrayt and hurt you are the ones you've already killed?

You can't trust anyone.. only those who have been here knows what it is like. only they understand the pain, but still, we're all fucking alone and drwoning in our sorrow. why not indulge in some rage and hated too? why not kill those who have hurt us, and ecven those who have yet to , but surely will because it inevitable because they are fuchjing monkey pieces of trash.

i say kill them all. i say u want love why not take it my force? that;s the only thing they understand. torture trhem, don;t let them off easy. pay them back for every moment ofshit they caused. all u need is corage, or just stop giving afuck. who cares if you are all alone? who cares if you die? who cares abouit your feelings and pain? no one, or if any one does.. not very much, they'll put u out of mind and go about their life, so why not FUCKING TAKE THEIRS?>! WHY NOT FUCKING RAPE AND MURDER NND STEAL AND PILLAGE. ONLY FORCE HAS VALUE, ONLY MIGHT RULES AND IS RIGHT. WHY NOT MAKE THEM SUFFER. WHY NOT LIVE ONLY FOR REVENGE? WE SURE AS HELL AREN'T LIVING NOW.IF I'M GOING TO DIE, I AM GOING TO DRAG AS MANY FUCKING HUMANS TO HELL WITH ME.

I don't know about the rest of yuoy, but I goddam, hoope you do the same, and get media attention, amy be them people would start to change or fucking think, but probably not. at least everyone who made your life hell will be dead. at least uo will get some plaesure before you die. today a serial killer is born. i'm not going to be controlled or restrained any longer. i'm going to do what i will.
18 Sep 2005 a person with problems OK this is the most fucked up post of my life but i thought i should do it.

Its only been a little more then a week since my last post, but since then i tried to die twice, of course no one noticed. I guess is makes me luckey. I then asked for help from my parents who i thought didnt give 2 fucks. I WAS WRONG. They imidiatly took me to a docter got me some meds and schedueld me some appointments with a shrienk. But thats not why im posting. I am posting to offer my help. Ok im 14 older then some of you younger then others but i know what it feels like to be teased relentlessly. I also know what its like to have everything going great and still want to die.

ANYONE THINKING OF SUICIDE, email me i will listen, if you dont want me to try and talk you out of it i wont, but just haveing someone who understands can make a world of diffrence. It did for me, and i am also willing to help you talk to your parents. I am willing to give them advice or even email them for you to tell them what your planing so you can get help.

Please read this and please dont do anything youll regret.

email me at a.person.with.problems@gmail.com

oh ya one last thing all you shitheads who are saying "this site is disgusting" or anything like that SHUT UP this site saved my life. And mouchette if you need help running this site, i can help im good with html and stuff.

Peace apwp
18 Sep 2005 Katie When I was 13 I was cutting my wrists and overdosing on pain killers and vodka. I'm now 18 and still cutting. Honestly if you find the best way to die, please let me know. I'm still interested.
18 Sep 2005 Arunas I am over 13.I want to die as soon as possible fast and painless.
18 Sep 2005 snk u born to kill ur self ....
think about ur family and ur friends...
are they gona be happy ...
sure not...
17 Sep 2005 i was just like you all hello visitors of mouchette..all of you looking for a good way to kill yourself...i was just like you...i hated everything and i hated myself..the first time i posted on here was in february asking for ppl to email me if they have good ways of killing themselves. many ppl emailed me and i got to be best friends with one of them..she really helped me and i helped her.. i even went to met her in august for the first time..she lives like 5 hours away..i WAS JUST LIKE YOU! i even tried to kill myself twice..i had a good method....btw slitting your wrists is the worst method in the world..and FYI LSD will NEVER kill you..if overdosed on it will just make u retarted..like literally brain dead....oh yeah i tried to kill myself by asphyxiation..i took 23 pills of both sleeping pills for insomnia and pills for blood pressure..then i wanted to put a bag over my head and tie it with a belt but i passed out too quick before putting on the bag and belt...i spent a week in the hospital and got my stomach pumped...now im okay..i dunno how i got better...but im telling you..stop blaming the world...life isnt what happends to you..its how you take it..so please think about it before you do it...i know what im talking about..
17 Sep 2005 dont type go kill yourself you lilly livered cock sucking pussy Shoot yourself in the head with varmit shot so you know that its 100% sure that you will die because the varmit shot will make your head explode into a ton of pices making sure that you die... That is what i want to do but nooo my fucking parents wont let me get a gun so that is out of the question even though it is the best way to kill yourself. I think i am a uninformed geek who has no social life and is abused verbally and physically by my parents and people at my school. now as i write this i think what the fuck am i doing and i have no idea why so i guess ill just continue but i definetly dont want to have read any of this crap that im typing. by the way here are some tips if you dont want anyone to find out that your commiting suicide. if you dont like these ideas it means your some punk ass wuss who is just crying out secretly for someone to help them. like most people who have posted on this site i mean seriously if your gonna commit suicide dont bother typing just fucking off yourself and if you arnt you should just call 911 and say help me help me im gonna commit suicide. ok so this is what you do. continue all your normal activities like usual indicating no change in what has been going on. then if you care about people and your going to leave a suicide note do not i reapat do not let someone find it before you die which is the last thing you would want because someone would come and stop you. notice i am not commenting about my own sorry little life like all these other pussys are who just want help or to help someone and arent really gonna kill themselves. no im just making a last statement before i kill myself my own special way with no regret in the world that im gone and im never gonna come back and say how depressed i am i need help talk about my life or anything gay like that because thats what most of these losers who post on here do. so im just saying goodbye to a bunch of other geeks and losers and hoping that some ohter people will acutally get the guts to kill themselves instead of going on and on about how sad they are.
17 Sep 2005 Bobby Can someone post tips on how to write a suicide note?
17 Sep 2005 FUCK A NAME & EMAIL Dam yo somone actually suggest some ideas so I can kill myself. Preferably make them quick and painless.
17 Sep 2005 Gods Hand In Asia, suicides are commonly carried out by the burning of charcoal and subsequent generation of carbon monoxide within a small, sealed room. A small bathroom, a hot water bath, some scotch and an old hibachi should suffice.
17 Sep 2005 thabdoolb kill all the motherfuckers that who hate. then make a bloodbath out their organs and insides. quickly drown ur friends and then urself in ther bath of blood.
17 Sep 2005 GOT THRU IT I have had serious depression for nine years,since before I was thirteen, and i want to take this opportunity to let anyone vunerable who has stumbled onto this frankly dangerous site know that with proper help i was able to turn my life around within a year, i know the help isn't always obvious or even there at the moment but anyone can get through anything if they hang on in there, yes its hard, but yes, it is worth it, you have to give yourself the chance to live a happy life, it is certainly never going to get better if your not here for that to happen. If there is no one there for you now, that doesn't mean there never will be, and there are people out here in the big wide world that would love to be with you now to help you through.I believe in peoples ability to overcome there problems, think of a place in this world, a situation that you would like to be in and get there, no matter how long it takes.If your alive you have a chance.please think twice before you give yours upx
17 Sep 2005 mom The best way to kill yourself is to wait until you grow up so you can realize what a stupid idea it was in the first place. You can look at your beautiful children and hope they never feel the way you felt as a child and how horrible it would have been for you parents to lose you as it would be for you to lose your children.
17 Sep 2005 bloody mary swallow toy soldiers
17 Sep 2005 caz hi my names carmen if you want any help just email me please i've tried killing myself but deep down inside everyone has something to live for please you want help you got it just email me princess-c@hotmail.co.uk
16 Sep 2005 rock chic I have tried to kill myself twice...the first time i was withdrawling from herion and i took 90 of my grandpas tegratol (an anti-sezuire) medication. I inturn had seziures for over twentyfour hours while my dad held me down thinking it was apart of my withdrawl...he didn't want to call an ambulance because i had warrents and he was afraid i would go to jail. I ended up in the hospital in a coma for almost two weeks and i am here living to tell the story, so dont try to do it with your parents medication, it usually leaves u worse off than u started. Then a year later, i slit my left wrist with a double edged razor blade. I pused so hard i cut through 2 of my tendons and had to be rushed in to sugery. I had passed out when i seen the blood, and my inside of my arm, a i fell so hard it alerted my grandma to c if i was ok, i proably could have been gone right now if I had been alone, so I would sugesst slitting ur wrists, expecially if u r squimish! Cause then u will pass out and not feel a thing. I still think about it all the time...how do u think i found this website?

SEX, DRUGS, ROCK N' ROLL,
SPEED, WEED, BIRTH CONTROL
LIFE'S A BITCH
AND THEN U DIE
FUCK THHIS WORLD
LET'S GO GET HIGH
16 Sep 2005 bill allen what is the best way to destroy your brain stem
16 Sep 2005 5 days time I am 13 and I have decided to talk a bit before I am gone. Just 2 days I had cut my wrists just to relieve some pain and what do ya know it didnt. Then the next day being so depressed I took a load of pain killers hoping to die but god damn I didnt. It so happens that overdoesing doesnt usually work. Ive tried two times and both of them I have ended up vomiting all of them up. Atleast I missed a day of school. So I was at peace no preps no bullies (see someones post "bullys fuck up peoples lives" very true I think.) Oh yeah and no fucking gothic skateboarder kids making fun of me every second of the day. So now I have decided to try killing myself with the slow process of starvation & dying of thirst. I decided to get a sweatshirt to cover my slit wrists and arms for the meantime so no one will find out at school and try to fucking stop me. And to waste away the time from my fucked life I listen to the best music group ever "simple plan". Almost all of their songs reflect me. I think ill list some for ppl to look up say damn strait my life sucks its just like the lyrics of those songs. So... me against the world, im just a kid, perfect world, worst day ever, welcome to my life, god must hate me, and lots lots more if you look simple plan up. Intresting names dont you think? Oh well fuck that. Time is ticking and im gonna be gone soon. And im not leaving no fucking email adress so none of you fucking "nice" ppl can contact me and convince me out of it. Hey you know what i think ill post some of my favorite songs lyrics.... I hope you like reading cause I hate typing Oh well heres Welcome to My Life "if you feel like the lyrics thats my life".

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Long song i know but who the fuck cares it true and I think I should be going now. Oh and if any of you go to WBMS in vinton fuck you cause you are probaly some fuckin prep and I hate your guts so everyone just get fucking off me cause in about 5 days time ill be "offing my own fucking self" and their is absoubtlutely nothing you can do about it. ,,!,, (-.-) ,,!,, SCREW YOU HIPPIES!!! God Must Hate Me for me to being this Lyrics:

Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home

Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again

I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up every little thing I ever try to do
I'm born to lose
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

God Must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God Must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in Hell and
I wanna go home

So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?

God Must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God Must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in Hell and
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
You can't save me
God Must hate me now
FUCK YOU ALL AND REMEBER IF YOU GO TO WBMS In vinton virginia forget this post and SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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