|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Sep 2005||Scors-b||There are many, many ways that you could try to kill yourself. But first, I would say try to 'live yourself'. Most of lifes problems are solveable if you give it long enough... and the ones that are not solveable can usually be worked around.
When I was 13, all I could see was problems, and in many ways I was right. I didn't think that I could live unless some devine power got rid of the bad parts for me. And even though these problems never went away, I have learnt to live with them because other parts of my life got better.
I'm not saying that suicide is never the answer, because it can be, but 99% of the time there is a workaround. For example, with me it was depression. It sucked. Every minute of every day truely sucked. And even when it went away, i still had other things.
My physical disfigurements, family problems, my social introvertedness, my fear of meeting new people. And it still does suck, I guess. But I don't mind so much now. It's taken me this long to come to terms with my life... but I feel it was worth it. It really can be 'liveable' if you give it a chance, I promise :)
If you have read this far you probably want to know more about something. How to commit suicide? About me? Or depression? Well, you can send anything you want to know to my email address (just click my nickname) but please tell me a bit about yourself aswell.
ps. heres a site, pretty self explanatory-
suicidemethods.net .... but please dont do anything you could regret in 10 years time :) Much love, Will
|02 Sep 2005||ben||exhale until you die|
|02 Sep 2005||Kl||I never thought of myself as the suicidal type.. but just days again.. I told my boyfriend's wife about him. He had planned to leave her at the end of this year but he just wanted to spend some time with his son.. Then I started seeing smses from her to my bf that she loves him and it really drove me crazy.. I really love my bf a lot and he's the most important thing in my life. He's spending his days consoling her and thats when I felt that life wasnt meaningful anymore.
I was thinking of a drug overdose... Cause I dont really dare to cut myself.. Blood just freaks me out. Hope someone can give suggestions...
|02 Sep 2005||Is suicide becoming a trend or what?|
|02 Sep 2005||That's really low, to make up something to end other peoples lives. You may hate yourself but leave other people alone. I have depression too, doesn't mean im going to drag everyone else down with me, thats just so selfish!!! Why dont u get a useful hobby, or if u cant find one, why not use ur invention, but for real, kill yourself and stop dragging everyone else down with you! you selfish pig|
|02 Sep 2005||HEY GUYS! I would love to help and support you guys who are feeling low. Feel free to email me on firstname.lastname@example.org
Get out there and just erupt out your feelings. U can be anonymous, and I'll keep ur stuff secret.
Anyways I would like to hear from you, and I hope you guys all have a good day!
|02 Sep 2005||mercedes||OKAY MOUCHETTE PUT THIS ON THE FRON PAGE!!!! OKAY??? I DEMAND U 2.
EVERYONE IF U COMMIT SUICIDE IT WONT BE THE END OF UR PROBLEMS. OKAY... IN LIFE THERE IS ALWAYS A HAPPY TURNING POINT. IT WILL COME, I SWEAR TO YOU, THAT IT WILL. JUST WORK AND MAKE AN EFFORT FOR IT 2 COME.
OKAY TAKE MEDIACATION, THAT MAKE U HAPPY (I'M NOT TALKUNG ABOUT DRUGS)
MEDITATE, HAVE SEX WHATEVER THAT WILL MAKE U HAPPY, BUT MAKE SURE OTHERS DONT HURT BY THE PROCESS. OH YEAH WATCH COMEDIES AND STUFF. OR GET SOMEONE TO HYNOTIZE U TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPIER..... TRUST ME THIS IS EXTREMEYLY EFFECTIVE
OKAY I HOPE U HAVE A HAPPY DAY
OKAY GUYS HOLD ON..... LIFE WILL BE BETTER SOON OR IN THE NEAR DISTANT FUTURE
|01 Sep 2005||max||etouffé par l'amour de ses parents|
|01 Sep 2005||J||i only wrote this so someone somewhere will remeber me! (Goodbye)|
|01 Sep 2005||hanz||GOOD BYE CROWL WORLD GOOD BYE GOOD BYE GOOD BYE....|
|01 Sep 2005||Suicide Helper||Hey! I'm 18 and I've thought of killing my self a so many times I can't even remember how many, and once I even put a knife on my wrist but "lucky me" my best friend called me at the "right" moment! And after thinking about it, I knew that nothing (and i mean NOTHING) is worth killing your self for! although I've thought about killing my self a couple of times after that but I didn't get that far! Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that before you do anything, just think about what you are going to do, what you're going to lose and what you're about to gain from killing your self! And I'm sure that if you are fair to yourself, you won't do it! So I guess that's all I have for now! And if you need any help or want to ask me any question, Contact me @ Suicide.Helper@Gmail.com! take care and keep on living your life!|
|01 Sep 2005||Nana||I see this life as a prison. It might be a wonderful thing for someone but for me it is a great burden. I do not think that i have the strenght to live, it sadens me more to see all the horible things and know how many heartless people there are. I am not mad, but just upset and scared. I don't see the light in the end of the tunnel or how ever you might what to put it. I do not know how i am supposed to live with the pain and the tears it hurts! i don't see a way out...whats so great about this world?|
|01 Sep 2005||Ehron||I am not sure where to start. I've always been a person who struggles with seeing the positive side of things. I am a perfectionist, and guilt myself with anything and everything. I am not suicidal, but I am very depressed. It comes and goes, some good days and others not so.
The reason why I have stumbled across this website is because my former "best friend" emailed me recently because he wanted to talk.
I am sitting here trying to think what I would say to him since his suicide attempt Jan 25th, 2004. That night was horrible, I didn't know how to understand the things that happened. So much happened that night.
I thought he wanted to have sex with me, then I thought he was going to be raped by someone who had just grabbed him in the neck to choke him. I hit that guy, we (as in 2 on lookers and I) hid the 4 oz. of mushrooms.
I held him to the floor for 45 minutes so he couldn't hurt himself anymore. The ambulence attendants told me that he was acting differently than what someone on mushrooms would be if they took too much. But I guess that taking 9 grams and being Bipolar isn't a great idea... he was never diagnosed until after this situation.
That night, I was telling him anything and everything I thought he wanted to hear so he wouldn't leave me. I don't even know what else to write. I am so numb from the events... I have gone over and over again what I could have done differently to prevent this... and now it just feels like a nightmare... like it didn't happen but it still hurts me. I don't know what to say to him now...
All I can say to any of you is that the people around you are hurting because they can't help you. Nothin they do is right for you because you tell them so, or no response is given.
I dropped out of college, lost my job, and sat in my apartment wanting to die but I couldn't give up. I don't want to hurt others as I have been hurt. Life DOES move on.
There are other options, just keep your eyes out for them.
He left me in the dark, and I died inside thinking it was my fault. I have been too proud for councelling, its something I think about humbling myself for. A chance to leave this pain in my past.
|01 Sep 2005||Will Snow||I want to say something important to everyone. Well last week i took an overdose of some anti depressants. I did it to seek attention. I didnt do it to try and kill myself. Well all was fine until the next morning when i got up and i didnt feel too good. I had a cold sensation go through me and my heart raced at a very hard pace and i was struggling to breath. After 10 mins, it wore off and was able to get up. At this point i was very shaky. The following days it was the same and i just couldnt do much at all. Well on the tuesday this week i had to see my doctor and he told me that i have damaged my heart in the fact the rythym is now beating wrong and thats why ive benn bad. It was to do with the medication and its one of the many possible side effects. So now i have to take it easy and not do any exercise. He also told me that my heart could have stopped and that i should have gone to hospital to have my heart checked overnight. Thankfully it should right itself after a month or two, but it has given me a hard lesson. I actually had a fear of dying, no matter how hard life is.|
|01 Sep 2005||Ainslie||in this world that surrounds us
we sometimes break and fall
those who stand above us
can make us seem so small
we tremble under the weight
of the problems that hold us down
and when we start to collapse
there seems to be no one around
we try to fight in this world
that seems to always to fight back
sometimes we are not strong enough
there are so many things we lack
we'll hide away in corners
put upon ourselves pain
but there's no escape from this life
we all must suffer the same
but although we may struggle
and yes we all do fall
i'll stand by your side
i'll stay through it all
and even if you start to tremble
or even brake down
im your sholder to cry on
i'll always be around
we all hav our faults
are up and downs
we cant all smile all the time
everyone has a frown
no, no one is perfect
and no one is the same
we,re in this world together
we all play the same game
if we stick together
no matter whats to come
with a little faith and hope
anything can be done
we all get those bad times
each and every one of us
but i promise it will get better
just dont you give up
but when you feel you want too
please remember thins
you can die at anytime
but it takes a strong person to live
|31 Aug 2005||ummm ok were do i start i know first of all wen ppl are writing they cannot say iv commited suicide coz if they did they wouldnt b writing these bloody articles would they it is attemted suicide coz that meens it didnt work out and commited means it did work so get ur facts strait people u attemted suicide u did not commit suicide get it fucking write|
|31 Aug 2005||SpookyPenguin||Hey Mouchette... I've been posting a lot of B.S. on this... I'm really sorry...
I feel real bad everytime i make a joke about "Cutting" Or "Suicide" and "Rape"
You know i've cut myself... twice... but when i make jokes about it i feel real fucking stupid Caus i know how it feels to be depressed and want to die...
I'm really sorry mouchette.
|31 Aug 2005||psychologicalgrl89||LIFE SUCKS! but all the messages posted has made me realize, maybe my life isnt so bad after all...life is bad if u make it bad...so if u want a good life....try to make it a bright happy one...(it may take all ur strength but it's the way things happen) i'm 16 and i feel as if i'm still 7...some say i even look 9 or watever they say. BUT WHO gives a fuck about wat others say about u? however u feel about urself, go ahead and feel that way cuz if u dont, no one else is going to. I hate my life, I hate the process of life itself, I hate being social, my family, i hate everything...But there's still hope that things will get better. So GOD! i pray that you watch out for me and thank you for bringing me to this web site. You are truly amazing and i pray that you give me the strength, the smarts, the brains to keep moving on, to forget about the past, all the dark stuff and just be there. Help me get through this lesson of life. AMEN!|
|31 Aug 2005||contemplating||the best way ive heard of commiting suicide so far is the 'breathe in helium for 5mins' cuz its painless - i mite giv it a go.|
|31 Aug 2005||Nancy||I'm just 13 years old, but i tried to commit suicide a few times. I tried to hang myself, but it didn't work out. I dunno WHY I am so depressed, but when I am thinking bout my life I can just see how senseless it is. This Routine will be contuined till it's over. Maybe my 'friends' are the reason. Or my dad. My friends always give me the feeling that I am unwanted, and that bother them. I never got real friends, cuz I am different. I don't like make-up and designer clothes. They will never undestand me. My dad left us (me, my younger sister and my brother) when I was nine. It was after the birth of my brother. After a year we found him again, I was so happy and tried to forget about the time he came home drunken and he tried to hit my mum. He promised to buy me nice things and never leave us, but everytime he broke his promises. Again and again he disappoint me. Now got married. Sometimes when I am in school and sitting in the class i imagine that I run amok in the school. Maybe they will see me, maybe they will see that i have feelings too, that I need someone who understand me, someone who listen to me. But I think there will be nobody in my life who understand me.
The only thing that help me to bear down this Pain is music. The lyrics put my feelings into words. And when I am singing I can turn this pain into hate. It's easier to hate than to feel like bleeding fromm your soul.
A week ago I decided to kill myself on an other way. Step by step, day for day. With drugs, alcohol etc. When I am 21 I will take some sleeping pills and quit this annoying life. For me this life is a game and you can't press pause, or start another game. But you can quit the game whenever you want.
You can write at email@example.com if you want to contact me. i will answer if i am still alive.