|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Jul 2005||Polly||When i was 11 i tried to kill myself by strangling myself with a wire.|
|03 Jul 2005||brittany||when you r under 13 or 13 the best way to kill your self is to cut ur rists although its not the easiest!|
|03 Jul 2005||Kristofski||A message to all the kids on here who feel suicidal:
You know all that stuff people say about your school years being the best years of your life?
School sucks. School kids suck. Don't worry, life gets better.
|02 Jul 2005||no||seal your self inside a cask of rum and replace the rum with the infumigating odur of vinegar|
|02 Jul 2005||Guest who||i have also been intimadated by people every where i go:
to frighten or threaten someone, usually in order to persuade them to do something that you want them to do:
- They were intimidated into accepting a pay cut by the threat of losing their jobs.
frightened or nervous because you are not confident in a situation:
- Older people can feel very intimidated by computers
- The campaign of violence and intimidation against them intensifies daily.
making you feel frightened or nervous:
- an intimidating array of weapons
- an intimidating manner
- She can be very intimidating when she's angry.
also i have been
unkind words or actions that make someone or something look stupid or worthless:
- She was treated with scorn and ridicule by her colleagues when she applied for the job.
- He's become an object of ridicule (= a person that everyone thinks is stupid and criticizes or laughs at).
to laugh at someone in an unkind way:
- She rarely spoke her mind out of fear of being ridiculed.
- At the time he was ridiculed for his ideas.
stupid or unreasonable and deserving to be laughed at:
- Do I look ridiculous in this hat?
- Don't be so ridiculous! I can't possibly afford to go on holiday.
- It's ridiculous to expect a two-year-old to be able to read!
- Hotel rooms in the city are ridiculously overpriced during the festival.
|02 Jul 2005||BULLYS FUCK PEOPLE'S LIFES UP||Anyhow, Always being different and wanting to fit in, I became a bully''s target, emotionally, and, verbaly to a somewhat lesser extent, physically.
when someone did not like me growing up. I took it to heart really personal.
It was something that really upset everyday, i was scared to go to school.
I lost interest quickly,
If it was not for the bullying i would of done well my time in school I LITTERALLY DREADED getting out of bed early each morning to almost daily suffering and little or no learning in such an environment. dont well in my studys.
Even a certain teachers bullied me in there own way.( they said that i treated people like shit when i did not)
i got bullied for beibg ugly for fuck sake.
While I was lucky enough to make some friends who understood me, I cannot think of ONE family memeber who did not in some way hurt me intentionally. A family member even went so far as to set me up for something he did, in order to see me bear nasty consequences.(becasuse of are mad family) some thing else that really upset me.
Almost all the people I am now closest too are not what society would call family for the mere virtue of not being biologically related to me.
this is how i used to be at school: as a teenager:
My name is Someone and I want to tell you about myself. My name is not important, but I am DIFFERENT in life. I am wierd and ugly to lots of people. They don''t like me, etc. I am wierd and horrible looking. I will tell you I am different
because I have never had a friend or a boyfriend. I am too ugly for anyone. People in general. I don''t like nasty or nosey people. I have to deal with these everyday of my life.
They''re bullies and nasty people and plain nosey. I will never have a boyfriend is what they say. I''m too ugly. They laugh at me as I am ugly. They make me feel small when they feel BIG. Nobody to talk to, only you here. I''m hated because I''m ugly. I hate the people. I''m not their type. Spoiled and horrible is how I see a lot of people here. They are ALWAYS horrible. They always want to hurt the weakest one or something, they are JUST PLAIN NASTY. I don''t know why people are like it. I hate my looks and body. I have no friends because I am a real ugly person. The truth is I have been on my own since I was ugly and I am really ugly now. I am alone and it''s ok with me but I just wanted to let others know if you are an ugly person too with no friendship or relationships. My life has gone from bad to worse etc. I am ugly. The real truth is Noone cares about me. That''s the truth. Plans in my life have backfired and I am full of mistakes. I believe I an ugly because of my mistakes.
When I was a teenager I cut my wrists pretty badly. I never told anyone really. I had no real friends, but I lost a lot of blood. I am starving myself. I am skinny and I want to be thinner because I think I am too fat, even though I am thin. So I am starving myself and losing blood, all because I get bullied in my life. I find it hard to find an on-going job now and keep it. I''m bad tempered too. I am always tired because of life. People say to me get a life, you''re sad etc.
But they don''t understand me. How can they? They''re pretty. People think I don''t try making friends and all bad things that go on in my life is my fault. I''m screwed up. I will never trust people enough to have friends and I will never get married and have kids as I am screwed up inside and
out. I stay in the home most of the time as I am scared that bullying will still go on and it does. I just am one big scared cat. I guess I am just an ugly person. I always will be. Family don''t want me there or maybe I''m just one big baby. I am talking about having NO FRIENDs, not even in the family.
You can''t judge me until you see me. Thank you for your time.
i am not deformed or nothing i am just ugly that what people tell me.
can't beileve people can be so nasty.
look down at me like everything is my fault.
i wonder the people who bullied me are sorry for what they have done in my life.
read the other storys i have wrote doen on this site i will stop posting now.
ps: BULLYS FUCK PEOPLE'S LIFES UP.
NEVER LET THEM WIN THERE NOT WORTH IT OK.
Thank you for your time.
|02 Jul 2005||loco-motive||i just found out i was artificialy insemenated. i dont have a clue who my father is. my mother wanted to remain a virgin her whole life but still wanted to have a child.
all the kids at school make fun of me.
|02 Jul 2005||Kitty Suicide||Write the letters KILL ME NOW on your forehead. Use a permanent marker so it doesn't wash off.
Lay down on a freeway and hope to become roadkill.
Run away, hide in the woods, live in a tree, die of hunger or maybe die from some wild animal.
You know that neck tie your parents gave you as a birthday present? Hang yourself with it as a sign of protest.
Die of old age.....it takes some time, but you'll get what you've wanted in the end.
I fly, therefore, I'm a fly.
|02 Jul 2005||LuLu||Hey my stooges & stoogets. I wrote a poem for you guys.....some might not relate to it, Some might i dunno but it's about me and yeah, i hope you's like it.
Running With No Life
The stabbing pain running in my chest,
Knife in hand,
Blood on my bed,
Worthless thoughts in my head,
Thoughts of life far from my head,
Why didn't they stop him when things got wild,
They alway pushed me outside on my bum,
I always run away from this worthless Life,
I love to solve my anger with a knife,
As i cut through the skin of my fleshy wrist,
I can see my viens throbbing,
With the red flowing blood,
Seeping down my fingers and all ova my body,
Onto my bed,
My arm is pulsating,
My skin turns white,
Then once again i cut myself with that blade of life,
This time i sliced really deep,
Im bleeding to death,
In a puddle of my own blood,
A pump of adrenaline rushes through my body,
Everything in my eye sight turns blurry,
The feeling is like a hit of ecstasy,
Pumping through your head,
The feeling of life is now dead,
The thoughts of all the fucked up shit thats happend to me,
Are now running with no life,
Who says killing yourslef isn't right......
|01 Jul 2005||The Grim Reaper||Dig a hole and jump in it. If possible, have a friend bury you alive. Eventually you will die and guess what? It will save your family the financial burden of funeral costs since you will already be buried.|
|01 Jul 2005||claire||i got bullied at school and i can'tfind a place to forgive people.
If anyone out there thinks i am stupid then, i think you are a fucking stupid coward for bullying me in the first place.
And putting me down for making me think i was ugly.
( fuck you people who bullied me i hate you and i hope you are reading this,)
|01 Jul 2005||The world sucks||Look, I'm not the one with the problem, ok? It's the world that seems to have a problem with me. People take one look at me and go, 'Ahhh... help... run... a big stupid ugly ogre!'. They judge me before they even know me. That's why I'm better off alone.|
|01 Jul 2005||hi||You know, humans, sometimes things are more than they appear. Mmm? Forget it.|
|01 Jul 2005||duloc||Welcome to Duloc, such a perfect town. Here we have some rules, let us lay them down. Don't make waves, stay in line, and we'll get along fine. Duloc is a perfect place. Please keep off on the grass, shine your shoes, wipe your - face. Duloc is - Duloc is - Duloc is a perfect place!|
|01 Jul 2005||HEART TORN|| I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken.
i wish i was dead now.
bang shoot my self in the head,
|01 Jul 2005||CJ||when i was walking around with this one boy once.
som another kid said are you going out with her "yeah you are he said"
he said eh no i am not.
people laugh at the males when they fancy me.
I am a joke..
like i am ugly.
i wish i was dead
PS everyone thinks i am a freak,
what is wrong with me.
people laugh at me because i am ugly.
I am going to kill my self soon.
and i can't wait.
NO ONE LIKES ME.
NO ONE LOVES ME.
|01 Jul 2005||shoot me||I feel everything is my fault and I am stupid, ugly and have no friends ...
Helpless, hopeless, worthless, guilty, hate myself ...
PLEASE SHOOT ME
|01 Jul 2005||CJ||I am ugly, how can I ever hope to become anything in life? I am 23 and I've never had a bf, don't have any friends. I'm a nerd and I play alone at weekends, CS all day after work. My grades arn't any good so I don't have much of a future. I look like a fricking ogre, and I am not afraid to admit it. Picture the hunch back of notre dame. What can I do? I'm ugly and I will always be, and I'm not smart enough to make up for it. People always tease me about the way I look. Is there anything I can do?|
|01 Jul 2005||me||I don't like myself. 2. I am disgusted with myself. 3. I hate myself ... 3 I feel
that I am ugly and repulsive looking
I am Ugly.
That's it, I've resigned myself to the fact that I am one ugly son of a bitch. There's no getting around it, the facts are there and I have to face them.
It's not the weight. Men can be handsome and be overweight. I'm not talking Jabba the Hut overweight. That's just disgusting and ridiculous. I'm not talking the kind of overweight that fools your friends into thinking that there is a solar eclipse everytime you walk into the backyard for a barbeque. I'm talking about run of the mill, extra pound carrying overweight. Hell, some men look better when they are bigger. Me? Well it just doesn't matter with me. Thin, fat, short, tall, big, small, whatever. I am just plain ugly.
Yes, I fell out of the ugly tree and hit all of the branches on the way down.
Yes, my wife has to tie a pork chop around my neck so that the dogs will play with me.
Yes, I was so ugly when I was born that the doctor slapped my mother.
Yes, I could walk into a haunted house and come out a minute later with an application.
Hell, I make Jack Elam look like Clark Gable.
Yes, I've heard them all before.
Damn, I'm ugly.
Men stare at me in disbelief that god could be such a cruel and unforgiving lord. Women avoid me as they would a nice, ice cold Vaginal Specula. If it wasn't for what I call "BMD" (Big Man's Disease), I probably would never have had a date or even had the chance to get married. Big Man's Disease is an affliction whereby a woman gets all hot and bothered by a man's size. The bigger he is, the hotter she gets. It really doesn't matter what the man looks like as long as he is big. About fifteen percent of all the women in the world suffer from this. I'd say an easy fifteen percent. I believe the term some people use for this is "Chubby Chaser." Whatever. It is still a reality.
It's a real bitch being ugly though.
Hookers charge you more.
Restaurants seat you in the back so you don't scare off the regular clientele.
Little children scream and break down into tears at the sight of you because the stories their parents told them of the boogeyman or beast under the bed have finally come to life before them. I never get enough of parents telling their kids "If you don't behave I'm gonna tell that man over there to come and put a stop to your bad behavior" only to have the child look over at me and faint dead away in fright and revulsion, overwhelmed by the fear and despair created just from looking at me.
The only time of year I feel comfortable is Halloween.
My brother and sisters are good looking. My children take after their mother, for which I thank god every day. I'm looking to maybe start a new organization for ugly people. I will call it "CMA" or, Cracked Mirrors Anonymous.
"Hi, my name is Mike, and I'm ugly."
I'll be the richest goddamn ugly bastard in the world.
I'll show you.
I'll show you all. My face will be plastered all over ugly billboards across our nation. I will go on talk shows and appear at benefits. The stigma of ugly will disappear and everybody in every nation will embrace the ugliness in us all. The world will truly be a better, more ugly place.
An ugly guy can dream, can't he.
I am Ugly.
|01 Jul 2005||cj||Kids always talk about me behind my back and I can't tell who my real friends are. Please help me!
I have bipolar disorder and I hate it so much.
I have a lot of depression! Me and my mom get in big fights and I cry all the time because I feel as if I can't accomplish anything.
I'm always depressed, and it doesn't take a rocket scientist to know it. One day I'm all sad and not saying anything, then the next day I'm all grumpy and mad. Also, I'm always saying things to myself like, 'I hate myself, I'm worthless and ugly,' and I'm always saying 'I hate...I hate...I hate' at the beginnings of most of my sentences. I always feel down and think I'm worthless all the time. I'm very sensitive and often feel offended or touchy. I think I'm cursed with a miserable life. It's like nobody understands me. Once at school, I was feeling down and my friends and classmates thought I was sick, like I was going to throw up instead of depression. I try to talk about it to my friend, but she just said, 'Whatever' and tried to talk of something else. Also I can't talk to my mom because I REALLY know she can't help. Well, back to my miserable life."