|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Sep 2005||emily||for everyone who thinks this site is disgusting and shit.. okay well people have problems andi have some of the same ones. and we dont just go and pull the fucking trigger because people do sometimes wait for it to get better, but at the same time cutting/ popping pills.the best way to kill yourself is to wait untill you get high, laid and drunk and by then you maybe will be able to drive, and then you can go crash into a tree.|
|25 Sep 2005||Shaunus||emo emo emo emo emo emo KILL KILL KILL ATTENTION PLEASE IM GONNA FUCKIN' DO IT angst angst|
|25 Sep 2005||Ashley McCoy||swallow pills,hang your self,cut your self,jump from something high...|
|25 Sep 2005||Akira||Hey guys, I'm sorry to hear all of this stuff that I'm hearing. I know how all you guys feel though, but I have never thought of suicide. I don't give up, If I go down, I'll go down swinging, I wouldn't take myself out. Anyway...My dad left me when I was six, then came back when I was 14, and beat the fuck out of me before leaving again. I've been picked on, I've even been stabbed in the stomach by a kid at school and you know what? Those mother fuckers laughed at me, even when blood was dripping on the floor. I had to crawl to the fucking office to get help. It filled me with anger to know that if i did anything to the kid who stabbed me, he would just stab me again. I was helpless. But you know what. I'll be honest; No bullshit. I took 6 sticks of hash and went crazy on him. And I knew before I took the hash, I was going to do it. The hash was just to make sure I wouldnt back down. Anyway I took a rock to his head and when he was crying and beging me to stop, I kept pounding it on his head, until his skull cracked. He survived. but now he is mentally ill and I feel terrible. I went to jail. (Basically, jail for minors actually) and i just got out a year ago. I'm now 23 and I can't believe all the shit I was missing out on as a kid. I enjoy life now. And I want other people to enjoy the pleasures of throwing tomatoes at cars, getting drunk with friends, sex, love, loud punk/emo/ska music, awesome cars and clothes, staying up and watching the stars until two o clock with the girl/boy you have always dreamed about. If you are thinking about suicide, at least im me. I'm always there, online every day, and at the least, you could just iggy (ignore) me. Thanks for your time.|
|25 Sep 2005||E||I don't want to die, I don't think, I just want to end all the hurt and pain and I don't know any other way. I feel such a horrid person and I hate myself with utter contempt. I've never attempted suicide but I did come very close yesterday.|
|25 Sep 2005||lost||Just wondering if any of you try an overdose i thought you'd like to know that 15 painkillers doesnt work.|
|24 Sep 2005||candice||hi its candice ,i havent been on in a long time....well anyway ill get to the point,the csa is involved now, cuz i wanted my friends t leave me house but they would so i took 3 pills 1 hour later they left,and 1 hour n a half later the cops show up at my door they said that they called n i took 12 pills THAT WAS BULL SHIT so now i cant be left alone anymore i fucking hate them all.....I wish everyone will just leave me alone....I cant take it anymore.... anyway i seriously need to talk to someone so anyone want to talk? just add me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|24 Sep 2005||Doug||I killed myself with sleeping pills and the devil took me to a black cave and stuck spikes into me so i could not move then he had sex with me. Then he made me come back to life and every morning he wakes me up and tells me to get fucked. he is very bad and i want to go to god not the devil|
|24 Sep 2005||Annomous||I cant beleive you guys/girls are actually thinking of this. Suicide is a horrible thing. Imagine all of the people you are hurting. I mean, my friend just called me and she said that she had nothing to live for. That her father vocally abuses her and that her siblings beat her up. She recently got in a fight with her boyfriend, and she has had a spike of medical problems since thursday, Wednesday the 21. ME and one of my best friends are trying as hard as we can to get her to stop, because we care. There are ALWAYS people that care, and you may not realize it. Don't do it|
|24 Sep 2005||Janet||I think that you people are just freakin insane. I've been so sucidal that I was in a hospital for a month, and under a sucide watch for six days. Kids need to be kids, they need to stay innocent. Some people have serious problems and could have taken everyone's advice seriously. If so, your responsable! how will you live with your self? I know what depression in the worst kind is, I knwo what it's like to lay in bed all day because you don't have the mental capilitity to deal with the world. So, STOP MAKING A JOKE OUT OF THIS, SOME PEOPLE TAKE IT SEROUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|24 Sep 2005||Ewan||First, about me: I'm 23 living in Aberdeen, Scotland. The most traumatic life experience I've had was my parents separating when i was 15. Other than than that, my life has been filled mostly with good times. So, needless to say, I've never been suicidal.
I did get a bit down at my time at uni (5 years resulting in zero qualifications!) but my girlfriend, weed, and ecstacy ensured that the good times were really fucking good.
Now I have a job working on oilrigs that a monkey could do but pays me a reasonable £22,000 a year. So, I,m kinda stuck there for the money.
Now, back to the question at hand.
First decide if you really want to do it. If you really want to do it for fuck's sake do it right. The people on this site who claim to have attempted suicide more than twice are either: a)some of the thickest people on the planet, or b)don't really want to commit suicide and are just stupid pussies who think the world should try harder to make there life easy.
I mean come on, if you fucked up the first suicide you have absolutley no excuse for fucking up the second. Unless of course your just a whining little shit doing the "call for help" thing.
Is it really that hard to end one's life?... I thought not.
If you need help with your life then ask for it using words. There are people who will help.
If you are are truly certain the death will be the only way out then, well, I don't even have to say it do I?
|23 Sep 2005||John M.||What would really be ironic if the person who runs this web site had a kid and that kid killed him or her self at the age of 13 - You'll suffer for the rest of your life. slow stomach cancer is what I hope you get.|
|23 Sep 2005||OP||fils de putain de ta mere k est cke t apren au pti enculé de ta race de bou de caca va doiter une tortue au lieu de faire de la merde|
|23 Sep 2005||nigger||suffocation|
|23 Sep 2005||paul||i tried 2 once and my gf was realy upse and i cudnt go through seeing her when she woz upset so i didnt try again but if i every become lonbely i will try again so no 1 who luvs me will care|
|22 Sep 2005||horny Kitty||the why to die is to die wail your havin a orgasem ^_^|
|22 Sep 2005||Lo||13 year olds have too much that can change positively in the future. There is no way a 13 year old should try to commit suicide, except maybe just on paper. Write it out like a journal, get everything that makes you mad, everything that has gone wrong. Write what you would do about it. After a while this should make you feel better... or go get some antidepressants. Doctors like to give them out.
I have a story.
I'm not a teenager anylonger. I did not try to kill myself, I just wanted the pain to go away.
I'm a failure at everything I do.
I have no friends.
I constantly get ditched.
I get made fun of.
The list goes on and on.
I have a drawer full of medications.
I decided to down a bottle of anti-depressants.. ironic, huh.. If you're dead, you can't be depressed.
The pain was so strong it made me swollow all of it.
A few minutes later, I heard my little niece yelling for me, she had come to visit. Turning point. I made my mom rush me to the ER, where they checked me and made me drink that charcoal. The taste of that charcoal is something you will never forget. Now, if I ever think about doing something stupid like that, I just think about the charcoal. Makes me throw up. Just goes to show you, it may take a tought time to reveal what is actually good in your life. Don't risk it or lose it.
|22 Sep 2005||DeadKid||You all say how this has helped you. Seek help, get on medication. I'm on medication, will that stop people saying shit to me? Will the "help" make people like me? I'm gay, that's all there is to it. No one likes gays, I didn't choose to be gay, but I can choose not to be. If I just end my life, it will all be done with. No more having to worry about some kid wanting to beat the shit out of me because I said something, or they found out I'm gay, no more having to worry about what people think of me. I've locked myself in my room for three days, no food, no water. The third day my family finally came down. I could have been dead for two days, and they wouldn't of known. I cause so much pain and stress to all the people around me, that if I kill myself, yes, it will cause more, but after that, everything will be back to normal. I've had friends have members of their family die, or best friends, and they do eventually get over it. Me killing myself will bring nothing but good. I just want to find the quickest way possible.|
|22 Sep 2005||shud i die?||hi everybody,am 18.jus 2day, I had this very desire to finish myself by hanging. I've always wanted to suicide because of familial problem, n even emotional ones..I was abused wen I was very young, yet I forgave that person just to live n let live.Then, everyone I've loved has gone far away from me (death,gone abroad,betrayed). I had a circle of frens, n each n everyone of my frens left me.My sister n brother, whom I luv a lot, left me for abroad...n am alone, here, with my aged parents.I saw many violent sights in my life, due to wich am quite traumatised. My grandma n granpa died...they used to care so much for me...even I was separated from my aunty, who brought me up from birth till I was 9...n then, weneva I had a crush on sum1, my luv or infatuation(woteva) was so reciprocated..n finally, I luvd a guy..we wer together for 3 yrs..we shared so many intimate moments..he was my life, everything to me. He used to be my hope to live...I had so many dreams, but he left me for another gurl, swore at me so much, n put a slur on my character..I was always sincere to everyone. I made mistakes too, but I rectified them. I fell very guilty for havin luvd my bf so much..now that he isnt here, I dunt feel like living. I live with my loneliness, and it's so true that SILENCE IS THE ONLY FRIEND WHO NEVER BETRAYS..that's y, i feel like dying..I have my exams in 1 month, but i cant even revise..I kip on crying..am getting depressed gradually. I wish for death so much..just like u all, I wonder y God hates me so much..I've seen positive sides too, but only wen I was wid my bf..d prob is dat, even if sumday he wants to patch up, I cant accept him, coz he's hurt me verbally a lot..it pains too much.n wen i fink dat the person I had truly luvd so much has left me alone, i cant live..I dunno if there's any good moments ahead, n i dunno if i'll liv to see them. shud I die bkoz my bf has left me?|
|22 Sep 2005||britney hilton||YO LUCY CORTINA UNLESS U ARE A LESBIAN HU IS OBSESSED WITH BOOBS THAT GROW HOLES OR SUMTHING - DID U KNOW MOUCHETTE IS A GIRL?????? SO I THINK U SHULD STOP RITING STORIES ABOUT MOUCHETTE EJACULATING ON UR BOOBS.
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OKAY WELL HAVE A GOOD DAY MOUCHETTY AND I HOPE 2 MEET U ONE DAY IN POLAND OR WHATEVA.