|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 Aug 2005||Sophie||i waant to die, im confused and...my mums trying to make me get councelling, it wont work, i cut myself and she found out and shes making me, im not going to leave my name, lets just say its sophie, bye, please write back on this site and help me, please...please...please..|
|12 Aug 2005||a depressed kid||Me again = ) I have a question for everyone out their.. How long does it take to die of starvation or die of thirst? Uh like help me out here. O and if u want an easy way to die jump in front of a train. I cant lol because theirs none by me but of course thats my damn problem. I feel alone in this sad pathetic excuse for a world. Oh and also i dont believe in hell god christianaty heave or any of that religion shiat. I mean once your dead your dead and u will forever will be dead. Hmm also taking over doeses of pills DOES NOT WORK!!.. I know from personal experience. The worst thing that can happen to u is that ull get sick so its pointless. Oh and slitting your wrists rarely works because u have to cut really really really deep. If u dont ull just get lots of scars. Oh ya can anyone send me a gun or cyanide. (both 2 very good ways of killing yourself painlessly and quickly) O ya u can also just jump off a building... But make sure that its atleast 25 stories tall if not ull probaly survive and have to live with the damn fact that u failed. Hey u know what i figured out i never had a birthday party b4 and never went to one. Aint that sad.. Ya i know it is it makes me feel real shity. Oh and by the way if ur from bonsack baptist church i h8 u!!! and everyone else who go theirs. You hate me i hate u it all works out ya know..? Hmm time to start my starvation today iff i dont write back it didnt work and ill be really pissed off o well all i do is bitch and moan anyways i should slap myself with a dead fish. Yay go me and fuck all yall motherfuckers i hate u to dont worry hahahahahahahah!!!! byby|
|12 Aug 2005||John Doe||listen to Billy Ray Cyrus' "Achy Breaky Heart" or any Marilyn Manson or System of a Down album.|
|11 Aug 2005||depressed (yep its me agen)||i reaaaaaally need to talk to someone or i will do it pretty soon, please....please someone help me...|
|11 Aug 2005||Georganna-nirvana roks!!||easy... just... hang ya self.. not much chance it will fail if it is from a high place ...|
|11 Aug 2005||Sam||have you ever considered the reality, that this is dead, and that the concept of death and ultimately humans lack of understanding about it has given not only the term death but life also the most drastic and dire manifestations as peoples need to go home. Home is already happening deep inside u. You are already home. Suicide will not get you home, it will veer you off track and you will become stuck in a place far worse then this where the reality of choice will be nothing more then a distant memory dreamed of on some far off planet you may remember as earth. It doesnt matter, which dimension source manifests itself through, existance on any and every level will always be challenging, exhilarating and painful. Take responsibility for life now as u as a single entity bound to everything both here and beyond, because remember, and dont just know it, but look deep inside and feel it, you can only take all ur pain with you to the next incarnation regardless of how the essence of you is to exist after this world, there is no escape from the pain, it is not seperate from you, but of you. You own it, so ultimately you alone must master and tame it. Understand, we are God, we are creating everything, from moment to moment, and just as you have the power and choice to end your physical life, you to have the power and choice to reverse that shit on its head and know that u have all the toolos inside to combat the harshest of realities here and right now. thing is, you will survive, regardless of whether you breathe oygen or not. How can a soul with no beginning and no end cease to be..... my heart goes out to all of you :) smile, even just for a split second, you are not alone in this fight..|
|11 Aug 2005||depressed||please email me im 12 and i need help i just want to talk 2 sum1 plz|
|11 Aug 2005||senor kills alot||when you are under 13, thats a tough one. Dress in very dark colors. Go, to the nearest street where cars are going at least 30 miles an hour. Hide, and just when the car is about to pass, jump face first into the car. See, its like a game!|
|11 Aug 2005||zoe||i hate this world it sucks it fucking sucks my life is gay i was 11 11 when i wanted to commit suicide i mean omd(oh my dog)11 im now 12 and still wanna nothing helps the only reason i cant do it is coz i dont wanna stab myself and i cant get hold oof poisen or a gun. so if u can help me plz do im so fucking deppressed i cry myself to sleep most nights thats how fucking gay my life is my dad swears at me my sister teases my im always hurting myself and now my best friends wants to commit suicide i mean holy shit my life is fucking shit and i cant run away coz i dont no who ill go to and my friends parents probly wont take me in so i got no fucking family in perth there all in belgium it sucks hey when im on da eiffel tower which will be soon ill fling myself off it that a good idea i think so...|
|11 Aug 2005||a depressed kid||Reading about all these other ppls problems make me feel a little better but i still fell like a idiotic ass hole. I have been considering suicide for some time now and this is why... Im a fauked up 13 year old boy who everyone hates. I have no freinds whatsover and never have. Im the nerd at school and everyone hates me. My girl freind just dumped me and all other girls hate me. I want to end my life but not sure how. Im thinking of jumping in front of a train itd be painless at least. .... I need some serious help.... Could someone like message me on runescape im areyadeadyet and in serious need of mental help or someone to talk to.. Please help me with my screwy life!?|
|11 Aug 2005||yasuiii||theres no easy way to kill yourself but hold your breath for hours...for me, its a the best way for those under 13 to kill theirselves... it wont be a messy, bloodfilled death, ryt?? its easy and painless..
so those who want to kill themselves, start holding your breath right after you read this or even while sitting in the dining table with you family...
"sick! the people who believes in this !!! jerk!! "
"hey!!its nice to be alive, its wonderful and happy.. dont let confusions and consequences take away the life you have..."
|11 Aug 2005||rotten_world||la noyade|
|10 Aug 2005||eugine||with a gun...there's no pain!!
|10 Aug 2005||Rachel||I am just turning 13 I live in hatred of all humans. for years i have attempted suicide, cutting my wrists and throat, drinking iodine (some kind of brownish liquid that is fatal if one drinks to much, jumping off cliffs, sufficating, starving, etc. Every day I go to school, try to tear the throats out of about anyone I see. They don't think I would. Why haven't I? They're faster than me. stronger faster, but not more beautiful, no human can ever be that. They are scared to death of me, I can tell. Those who claim to love me might, but what the hell does that do? I dream night after night, and during the day too of killing them all, then being shot dead but someone trying to stop me. And it's not only them. Call me lazy, I hate all assignments and work. On a scale of one to ten, ten being the best existence or non esistance ever, this life is about a .00000000000001. It just plain sucks. Death aka nothing would be about a 5, not good nessecarily, but definatly not bad. anything higher is impossible. No one seems to think I'll do it, they ignore the slashing everyone can see on my wrists, but and of couse, I can't legally buy firearms... yet. I know existance sux and it wont get any better. One thing has stopped me. Survival instints. God damn survival instints. Everyone is born with them. They are what has kept me body from being found crushed at the bottom of a building. Don't ever think that suicide is "the easy way out." It's not. Oh, sure I've got my share of therepists, who doesn't. But if I ever told them this, they would stop me. I like nature, maybe I would starve, be killed by a mountain lion or finds somepoisonous plants. but every part of it that still exists is owned but someone. I could never go there. One thing is for sure though. The only thing that can stop me from killing myself is something or someone else doing so. I probably screwed this up, put it in the wrong section or something. woop de doo i dont care. As for that post about the dark room, well isnt that amazing. You seem to forget all the other crap of life. I would definatly prefer the dark room with no sound, sight, heat cold etc. I'm suicidal and YOU'E not going to change it.
PS. No I do not want to be "freinds" with you, If you're On this site you probably don't want that either. They dont exist anyway. ANYONE with a boyfreind/girlfreind/husband/wife/whatever is deluding themselves. I would say the best way is to convince your body you're not getting rid of it. If theres nothing after death, wich chances extremely highly are there isn't, I can live with that. Or maybe "live" isn't the right word.
|10 Aug 2005||julia||first of all, everyone has to relax.
you know.. when you think of suicide.. doesnt it make you think that you are weak.
weak because you say you 'cant take the shit anymore' and you 'give up'
makes you weak doesnt it?
why do you want to show others & feel like a pussy by killing yourself. why dont you put on an evil attitude and go round town with an evil grin thinking I can rip you up into pieces so you better fucking stay away form me. have the attitute that you are a fighter. the evil grin is an awesome confidence boost.
with this attitude people usually get what they want out of others. and then they become HAPPY that they are fighters.. after that life gets easier , you feel enourmous & proud. try it. i did. and i love it ahah.
try this or suffer the pain of my fist, bitch.
|09 Aug 2005||whoremoans||It's terrible that I found myself rather amused by what most people have to say here. I was getting a bit of a sick kick out of it.
When i was 15/16 (Im 18 now) I was a hardcore cutter. You'll never see scars like mine. I couldn't count them - and they're deep. I'd literally use shards of glass or exacto knives or whatever. I even almost killed myself when i was *on* the psych ward right under the nose of about 20 nurses and 4 shrinks.
The interesting thing is- My suicidal thought worstened as they upped the dosage of the medication. I was taking Effexor XR. It's a big maroon tablet, looks like a horse pill. After I nearly OD'd, they took me (and anyone else on the ward under 18) off the meds as they saw it was clearly unfit for the maturing brain.
For the last year and half, I haven't been on medication at all. Most people couldn't possibly believe i was suicidal, minus the physical evidence. I had even slit my throat.
I'm alive, and well, and couldn't be happier.
Furthermore, there should be absolutely no circumstance to kill yourself (especially if you're under 13). If you are 70 years old and dying from some terrible cancer and you're becomming a vegetable, by all means, get it over with quick. If you've lost the ability to communicate and you're trapped inside your own head, I can imagine that it's not really worth it at that point either.
Anything short of that however, is unacceptable.
Life is beautiful, you just have to change your perspective if you don't see it that way. Go lie in a bed of flowers, or pet your cat or your dog... or make funny faces at a little baby and watch them smile with the purest glee.
|09 Aug 2005||Lisa||In my opinion, there are two reasons why you might want to kill yourself:
1) You hate life in the sense that you don't like the situation you're being put through
2) You hate life just because it's life, no relation to your situation
If you're killing yourself because of #1, then I don't think you don't really want to kill yourself. Why should you be drived to do something that you don't want to do? Consider it a conspiracy, if you must, and believe in yourself. It's easier said than done, but your world is your world, it's the best you can make out of the worst.
If you're suicidal because of your philosophy on life, then I believe that your reason is justified. You REALLY want to kill yourself because of the nature of your own world. You might be labeled as a psychopath or just mentally ill, but if it's your world, and if it's REALLY what you want to do, I don't think anyone should stop you.
At age 13, the second reason would be extremely rare. Please ask yourself though, do you REALLY want to die becasue you want to die? If the situation gets better, would you still want to die? If and only if you answer "yes" to these questions would (in my opinion) your desire be justified.
It's quite ironic, how people whose life is worse than ours want to live SO badly in their poor conditions, while we sit around here, destroying the earth and playing with death.
Humanity. What can you do about it?
|09 Aug firstname.lastname@example.org||please dont kill yourself. i will give you three wishes. i am a genie. email me and you will get three wishes. only one rule. you cannot use any wish to wish for more wishes.|
|08 Aug 2005||Dying to be Dead||why would you say life gets easier when I get closer to dying each day that passes?|
|08 Aug 2005||Sad Sad Sad Guy||Reflections on Suicide: version II
No more pain * 100
No more joy * 1
No pressure to achieve * 100
No more achievements * (negative) 500000000
No more hatred * 281493
No more (rejected) love * 10
No more dark nights * 364
No more splendid sunrises *1 (the only time I see the sunrise is if I stayed up all night crying and thinking about death, pain, and crushing lonliness, after which time I will go to sleep, dream horrific nightmares as the day, and my life passes. By the time I wake up, it is sunset and the day is gone, leaving me with nothing but another night alone with all my pain. Pain is my life, it's all I have.)
I'm not saying suicide is a good option.... I'm just sayin'..... this is how I feel.......... really bad. Peace to you all.
I'm REALLY sorry to post three times, but I wrote the wrong email last time!!! SORRY!!