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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|29 Oct 2005||Jason||Its strange, almost predictable kind of. I have felt this way when I was 11. They tell you that life gets better, funny speach. I find the opposite to be true. It is 13 years later and I still feel the same. In fact I feel worse, because now not just being depressed, I have to deal with all the grown-up stuff too and I just do not want to. There is no fair world. I have never asked for a lot in life. I never strove to be rich or famous. All I want is a wife and children. Why is this never what I get? I almost had it once, I was almost married. But the bitch walked out on me. That was 3 years ago and I'm still not over it. There is just really no end to this pain. No matter how far away I may go sometimes the pain is always there. I am so smart, yet I can never get anything to work. The one time I found an OK job, it was stolen from my by a jealous asshole named Dino. He hates any employee lower than him that is smarter than him. He gets them fired. I now have had to pay for his jealousy, move back home with my mother where I don't want to be, in a city too far way from my friends and too far way from a good supply of jobs. I hate it. All I was told was that things would get better. Its a lie. A lie I have lived for 13 years. From the day I first wanted to die to today is 18 years. I have had this feeling dragging on my soul for almost twenty years. I know that seems like a long time for some of you people here particurly if your around 13. I can see no bright light at the end of the tunnel. And if you do it is probably just a train going toward you. I can just see myself living the next 60 years like this. I want it to end there is no point. Everything that has a beginning has an end. Peraps I ust need to make my ending come faster.|
|29 Oct 2005||dope_chick||best way to kill yourself is to hang yourself or use antidepressant drugs if u can get your hands on then but dont bother with the new anti depressants like prozac as they are safe in an overdose if u want to die from an od then take tricyclic anti-depressants ie dothiepin,amitriptyline or imipramine as these are all fatal if you take then at high enough doses but are very ahrd to get your hands on if your under 13 or you could die of dehydration bo equippment needed as all u have to do is stay away from drinking and food for about 7 days an then u will die|
|29 Oct 2005||stephen||you are all fucked, you do not fucking know shit. if you are scared of pain pain you have something to live for, it fuckin shits me, i am a compulsive liar, i have nothing interesting toi live for, just know i cut myself but i really haven;t tried to comitt, i have thought , held a knife , tokk pills overdosed on speed ectsacy, drink badly , fuck you all|
|29 Oct 2005||hope||Suicide is not the answer. Life is too precious to throw away. If you are on this site seeking a way out, realize that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You don't know what you have until you lose it, I found this out the hard way. I attempted suicide at 16 and failed. I'm now 21, a senior in a military college, and have been struggling with suicide since my freshman year. Recently, my life spiraled out of control and my command intervened. Although I did not like the intervention (which involved seeing doctors and being put on medications) I truly believe that their actions saved me from going off the deep end. However, because of this, I have lost everything I came here for--my FAA medical and pilot certifications, and my ability to be an officer in the military. Currently I don't know if I am even going to be able to graduate. That is why I offer this piece of advice and hope: Seek help before you do the inevitable. Whatever pain and tragedy you feel in your life--please realize it is not the end of the world. There is something better out there if you are willing to go after it....|
|29 Oct 2005||Shene' Twomey||Go out with an amazingly hott guy and make him really mad so that he dumps you and your heart will shatter into a thousand peices... and you will either die from your heart shattering or because you'll suicide because of the pain.|
|29 Oct 2005||Jemma Keady||head to the family drug cupboard and take 6-7 panidols then go lie in ur bed and close your eyes and wit for the slumber to come|
|29 Oct 2005||shazza||the best way to kill your self cut your self and sit in the bath fall of water thats how my friend killed her self|
|28 Oct 2005||three strikes.||When the thought of killing yourself comes into my mind i think what the fuck would make someone want to cause harm to themselves.
is it because family life is going no where, and there friends are no where to be found? or they just dont have any? have you experienced a loved one pass on? what is it that makes one want to kill themself?
well in my opinion.
why the fuck would you kill yourself when you can have one last thing you can enjoy. just one last thing.
make something of YOURSELF.
do something you love or try something you will learn to love.
cause havoc, screw up a few times.
thats life for you.
in my life.
here are the facts.
my biological mom died when i was 7.
my aunt when i was 12.
my uncle when i was 10.
my kid neighbor whom i grew to adore and baby-sat.
drunk driving is what got him.
the list continues: and now.
my step mom who has always been mom to me is dying of cancer.
and my other uncle and poppy (grandpa) are in the hospital with diabetes.
those are not my excuses to kill myself.
those are my reasons to live.
you could miss so much by killing yourself.
you could eternally hurt those around you that you never thought gave a shit about you.
in life take chances. take risks.
dont make a risk or a chance to harm your life.
it makes no sense.
and until someone can prove to me that it does.
then realize this..
your seeing the light of day.
for you once were in the darkness and now your in the light.
make use of it.
|28 Oct 2005||The Wonderer|| Well, I dont have my problem as badly as u guys do, but i still have some to say.
When I was 9 I first told my parents that I wanted to kill myself. I am now 14, and these years have been a living shit hell. To start off, I am obese, have ADD and ADHD and asthma and Obssesive Compulsive Disorder. I kinda have no friend and HAVE A MAJOR CASE OF PARANOIA. Obssesive Compulsive Disorder and my huge case of Paranoia are killing me here. But especially my paranoia. I really cant have friends for a long period of time. Usually I can hold a friendship for just a couple of months. Sometimes, if i'm lucky, a year. But thats top. A year.
The thing is, because i cant hold a long term friendship, my paranoia makes me go crazy. Because I cant hold long friendships, I usually stay with my new friend for so long and stick to them and be around them so much, that it annoys them and they back off of me. I always have this paranoing thoughts that I have to be EXTREMELY nice and EXTREMELY friendly so that my new friends would like me. Also, after my hang out with the friend is over, my Obssesive Compolsive Disorder kicks in along with my paranoia. I get thoughts of, " did i do or say something that might get them to hate me or stay away from me?" these thought usually last non stop up untill the next time I see them, when i try to understand from them if they were offended or whatever from the day before.
Also, I have never kissed a girl, Never even had a girlfriend, never hugged a girl from love ( have hugged as an aquentence hug), never had been invited to a party, and was many times left out from like times when my friends hang out but never invite me.
I guess i am kind of sad, but i still have some hope. But very often, i lose that hope, and am then considered to be depressed. I take Zoloft, and many other medications that have hard names, but over the years i have taken possibly every medicine on the market, and they made me happy, really. But that happyness never lasted for a very long time. A while ago I got so upset, that instead of taking my prescribed 2 zoloft pills at night, I took 5. That really made me feel good, but it felt kinda wrong. But it was relly relaxing, really.
I am not always full of hope, but i am at least once or twice or even alday somedays. Usually when i am busy, my mind doesnt think about suicide or depresion. But since i have no friends, i am often not busy and do tend to think about suicide. I have never cut myself, because i dont know what it does. I do want to at least once in the near future smoke pot and thats something i intend to do.
At my sad or depressed moments, which happen usually twice or three times a day, I hate myself and want to die. At those moments, i am my own worst enemy. But thank god, im usually sad just a couple of times a day, and for just 10-30 minutes.
Im not trying to cheer u up by what im gonna say, but im just gonna share my goals for life: I would like to really feel my turning point in life, which everyone says happens right after your teenage years and then live my life in peace. I would also like to have a girlfriend, and I would also like to finally kiss a girl. Also to have sex. Also, to marry a girl, and have kids with her.
I just hate sitting around all the time being alone and upset, so this year i joinned a few clubs at my school, and am doing activities to find some friends and have some fun. I guess what im really trying to point out here is that i actually try to help myself. And deep down I know, that even though I sometimes have suicidal thoughts, I will never have it as far as actually killing myself. And even if I have a gun loaded to my head, I know i will never have the guts to take my own life. I just try to stay positive and try to do as much as i can do...
|28 Oct 2005||suicide_confidental24_7||The best way to kill yourself when your under 13 is to electrocute yourself while in the bath....but first take benedryl...ok so heres how it works.All you need is a shelf,toaster and water
1.Plug toaster(or electric item of your choice)
2.Put item of choice on shelf or near tub
3.attach string to item, and tie to limb of choice
4.drink benedryl..as much as possible
5.fill tub with water and get in
After you fall asleep, your limbs will most likley go limp, and since the string is connected to it, the toaster(or other appliance) will fall into the water, and you will get electrocuted.Since you will be sound asleep due to the benedryl, u should only be woken up at the last moment of ur life.
if u want, im me at Summergurl65845
i no it sounds girly, but i made it up when i was 9
|28 Oct 2005||Kevin||To wait until you die of old age. this site is wrong, im not christian nor religious, but i pity you who wrote this. I hope that some day you will look back on this, and feel guilt.|
|28 Oct 2005||ali||hey:) im 14 nd mi life is pretty fucked up, n in the past ive been depressed, and tried to kill myself a lot of times.. because of what people have done to mi. my dad is sexually abusive. ive been raped countless times, once by mi ex- boyfriend and the other times by mi dad and his friends. it makes me feel sick and dirty and ashamed and i hate them for it..and wenever they come round i no whats going to happen later and im so scared all the time. im all twisted inside and im scared of.. men (sounds silly) i have friends- im not a goth or nething, but i hate going out, i bunk school and no one really cares.. its fucked up..no one understands because im too scared to tell anyone about whats happening to me.. i'd love someone to talk to.. im nice! jus wanna tell some1.. this sites handy for that:P thanks for reading! ali|
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|27 Oct 2005||a person who thinks u people r FUCKED IN THE HEAD!!!||U FUCKING SICK CUNTS Y THE FUCK WOULD U WANT TO PUT THIS ON THE FUCKIGN WEB U POEPLE NEED TO GET A FUCKING LIFE U R SOO FUCKED IN THE FUCKING HEAD !!!! YOUNG PEOPLE WILL SEE THIS AND PROBABLE READ IT U FUCKING SICK CUNTS!!!!!!!!|
|27 Oct 2005||jess||I think you are all pathetic... if you serious need to write this revolting load of crap to feel good about yourself!|
|27 Oct 2005||kate||YEAH I HAVE A SUGGESTION!!! GO DO OTHER THINGS WITH YOUR STUPID TIME OTHER THEN FILLING YOUNG POEPLES HEADS WITH STUPID WAYS TO KILL THEMSELVES...YOU NEED SERIOUS HELP!!!|
|27 Oct 2005||GAYLORD FOCKER||GOddamit i cant fucking die. i have been trying so hard i need serious help. i hate life y did it have to occur. y did i make it before all those fucking sperms. can u belive everyone beat hundreds of sperms to get to the ovaries first. fuck.
im just going to dorchester in massachusetts and yell NIGGERS ARE DUMB!!!!!!!!!
|27 Oct 2005||The one no1 wants to be||Well, here's my story. Back when I was 10 when me and my family were on a trip to the east coast, in our hotel room's bathroom, i told my mom i wanted to kill myself. And that idea came after 2 years of shit and fuck. I am now 14, and still thinks about the way i will kill myself someday, IF I WILL EVER.
So here is a little shitty facts about myself:
I am obese
I have no friends
90% of my class hates me
i have obssesive compulsive disorder
I have ADD and ADHD
I have never had a long term friendship with eny1
I have never had a girlfriend
I have never been kissed or hugged by a girl
i am pushed around and bullied in school
My own parents have steriotypes about me which are ba
My own parents do no listen to me EVER
I am the biggest loser in my town
I have tried getting drugs and am still trying
I am never happy for at least a day
I get upset and suicidal everyday.
I am afraid that if non of those things change in my life SOON, I might actually and for real kill myself.
About the drugs, I just think Well, if i'm gonna die, if i'm gonna kill myself I should take some drugs. At least die a happy death.
So basically, i have a fucked up life. I do not believe its worth it to take that pain and sufferage that seems to be getting worse over time. ANd just remember that this thought of suicide has been with me since I was 10. 10!
Again, basically, I hate myself and want to die.
But again, I dont know when or how or if I ever will Kill myself. But what I do know, Is that things really go worse as they seem to, and get seriously worse like they seem to, and if i have no resistence against it from any1, I might just do it.
JUST REMEMBER that im not psycho or anything. I was born with all of these disorders. I have tried so many different ways to help myself, but they all fail, and they're not worth trying.
Yes I am a depressed teen! Fuck this world. I am just not like other people.I dont know how to get along with people like most people do. im just different. Different in a bad way. Ohhhh very bad way. I am not meant for this world and cannot keep up with it. THER IS SO MUCH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND PEOPLE AROUND ME CAN DO TO HELP ME. BUT THEY ALL SEEM TO IGNORE ME. I HATE THIS SHIT. WHY AM I THE ONE WITH ALL THESE PROBLEMS? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO THAT I'M GETTING SHIT FROM ALL? FUCK THIS SHIT.
|27 Oct 2005||Katherine||no one needs to resort to this.Though life has its hardships there is alot to be grateful for even the hard times which can make us stronger people. God is always there if you feel like there's no one else. Try God out . Ask Him to help u and make u believe in Him, to help you when you are feeling hopeless. Trust me please, He will and can do it!|
|27 Oct 2005||kathy||someone e-mail me about how to kill myself with some over the counter drugs...|