|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|31 Oct 2005||looking for answers||im 17 and i dont know why im here.
and at the moment i wish i was dead.
im not as lucky as some people in that i dont and wont ever believe in god or a purpose to my life. he's let me down 2 much before.... i dont see how neone as powerful as that wud put someone in my place. make me as twisted and as wrong a person as i am.
i swear..... i look around me and the only thing i want in my whole entire life is to be happy. i dont care where or with who. i dont need a fancy car or designer clothes. i dont want the latest comupters and i dont crave some highly paid job.
i just want somebody to hold me at night....... or tell me everything will b alright whilst they hold me close. someone who knows me and understands how i think. someone to be with when u feel like u cant trust urself. someone who trusts you at all. someone who'll believe you when you tell them you love them. and someone you will believe when they say they love you in return.
and yet..... i have the computers, the money being splashed and the holidays to far off places. but they're right. when they tell you money doesnt buy it. it doesnt. so i can sit and look around me and feel so empty and so alone. feel invisible.
i love my parents... really i do. im not sure why. my mum is insane. she'll scream at me for nething.... ive been hit once or twice but its more the things she says. "you make me want to kill myself.... when i look at you i wish i were dead.... you see this knife? why dont i end it right now?.... i hate you... i dont care if you love me i hate you.... the moment u were born u ruined my life"
my dad left home when i was 8 and ive never really got over it. im terrified now that people will leave it. sadly my mum n dad see this and tend to use it as emotional blackmail. "if you tell you dad what i did then ill leave..... if u tell ur friends about or fight ill b gone." sometimes i wish i cud call their bluff. but id never b able to handle being alone. my dad's still around but he has a new gf and she's got 3 kids. i feel replaced. when he gets a new woman he can sometimes not c us for weeks...... but as soon as she's gone he uses us to fill the time. he claims he originally left cos my mum was having an affair with my now stepdad. she however says he was cheatin on her with another woman. im too young to remember and too scared to ask.
my stepdad is ok....... but recently he scares me. he encouraged my mum to have me followed so they could punish me with the evidence. and i also found he had been spying on my at school and at work for over a year. i cant trust him but ive sometimes got nowhere else to go.
i have a little sister but we're different.....she's perfect. sporty, hard working, pretty witty and sweet. she knows how to play the parents. when she does something wrong she merely pulls on the baby face. im not so lucky...... often i find i am crucified for the tiniest things. forgettin something.... saying the wrong thing. im always so sorry. but ive said it so much it means nothing nemore. now im just sorry im still breathing.
im begging and pleading for a way out...... staring at the door wishing i had the strength to leave or end it. but i love them. if i hurt them id b a worse person than i am now. and right now im probably the most horrible and selfish and cruel unkind person you could meet. i hate who i am. but have no other way to be. somehow being this way has always allowd 4 me to survive.
just wish i could die........
|31 Oct 2005||aaliyah||life is something that god gives you and he is da only one who has the right to take it away|
|31 Oct 2005||umair||i just hate my life i want to die because i am depressed all the time|
|31 Oct 2005||A Person With Problems||hey, its me again, and again im offering help. OK here it goes
I do know what its like to want to die, i came damn near to ening it all about 3 months ago. And i have to say im glad i didnt... it was through help from this site that saved me (so you shit heads who say this site is awful can sshove a stick up your asses. And now im tryin to help other people with suicide and shit.
A little bout me: Im 14 i live in hellhole texas, i moved here from hawaii, i hate hawaii so much lol. I recently started antidepressents, which i recently learnd that if i drink while im taking them i could have a seisour... wow my spelling sucks. Im not really popular or anything but for the first time in my lifei have friends.
So please contact me if you need to talk.. ill try to help
|30 Oct 2005||jennifer||taking a butcher knife and hacking off every limb of your body until you bleed to death|
|30 Oct 2005||sharpshot||I'm 13 and in 8th Grade. I feel like crap right now and kinda suicidal. I have felt this way and even worse countless times and while I have sometimes wanted to kill myself, I never could do it. Not even try. I guess I was just kinda scared of the pain. Sometimes I just try to fall asleep and forget about everything and sometimes I just feel so bad that I just want to lock myself in my room and never come out. I usually feel like crap cause of school. I'm nothing close to a nerd but im not too popular either. It's just that sometimes kids at school can act like bitches. I guess that school is almost the only thing that stresses me out sides my parents being divorced and my dad being a money hogging pig (in nice words). What really pisses me off is when there are like really big assignments and you have very little time for them. Well anyway, back to the point. Actually, I'm not sure what the point is but essentially I finnally figured out that there is so much to look forward to in life.|
|30 Oct 2005||Mad Burd OAFM||I Lost The Love Of My Life (Through My Own Stupidity)He Jus Wanted To Love Me And All I Did Was Pushed Him Away. I LoSt all my friends and so many people want to do me in now so i cant go out the house now so i cant get a job go to college or finish school that in turn makes my mum think im a lazy bastard whos wasting away she just doesnt understand no one does really unless their in the same boat lol I lost my baby a few weeks ago my chance to love something so much and be loved in return i lost my baby boy i'll never see him smile, take his first steps or hear his first words all this at the age of 16 its just too much to cope with yes i know some people r worse off but im a weak person i have nothing anymore im fed up fighting a losing battle Im A nasty person who hurts anyone that choses to get close to me but now i have no friends no love no baby and no family (as in they just see me as a waste of time and want me to get away as soon as possible) in the space of 2 fuking months i lost it all i was at the peak of my life last year i had it all and after one stupid mistake i lost it all, fuk this shit man heroin overdose for me leave in a painless morphine fog and just drift away never took smack before but hey theres a first for everything i was thinking of taking potassium cyanide but its hard to get hold of but yippee a live in glasgow fuk sake no gonna bee hard tae get heroin. Cath yee efter troopz Love you ma stunnin boi! "Goodbye my friend Goodbye my dear you are in my heart Predestined Seperation Promises a future meeting." Sergei Esenin - Couldnt of said it better myself man lol Well Catch Yeez Man x x x|
|30 Oct 2005||cdoanvoirs||I hate this shit allthe fucking stuck up peolpe ar trying to help "you need anti depressints" "you need to go to a special place" well how about this FUCK YOU you have no fucking idae what it like. I hate whaen my dad talks to me all it does is make me feel worse. i've been contimplating suicide for the last two years. I have scars all over my body from cutting. i cut every day to get rid of the pain i feel. the more i think about commiting suicide the more sence it makes. SO FUCKING WHAT? if you friends and family are sad because you died, they are the only ones who will ever miss you. i have figured only about 400 people would actually miss me and only 50 would be Fuck Up because of it. so 500/6 billion people would miss me that isnt too bad. so i dont know maby ill stick it out, and live this fucked up life. maby ill die. i've personally tried to die 10times i have a 67" cliff across the street i know this becaus i measured it to make sure i would i would die. but every time i cant jump what the fuck is wrong with me. well i have to go maby you can read about my death in the news.|
|30 Oct 2005||zac||Rape your sister or shoot yourself|
|30 Oct 2005||how to die with dignity||the best way to kill yourself when you are under thirteen... hmm. well you find a machine gun, make a bomb from fertilizer and chlorine or something, go to school and at lunch time, when everyone is out eating or you see your worst enemy, get out the machine gun, throw a grenage behind you and start shooting everybody you see. even shoot the teachers. then, before the cops get there, pull the pin on a grenade of light the bomb and put it between your feet. Easy!|
|29 Oct 2005||cJmOa||you dont need to kill yourself when your 13..you so young and there a a whole life of there for ya..But if you do just shot your self in the head its dfast and easy and you dont fill the pain becuse come on you will be dead in like 5 sec..|
|29 Oct 2005||Megan Webb||Ride your bike into a busy street.|
|29 Oct 2005||Jason||Its strange, almost predictable kind of. I have felt this way when I was 11. They tell you that life gets better, funny speach. I find the opposite to be true. It is 13 years later and I still feel the same. In fact I feel worse, because now not just being depressed, I have to deal with all the grown-up stuff too and I just do not want to. There is no fair world. I have never asked for a lot in life. I never strove to be rich or famous. All I want is a wife and children. Why is this never what I get? I almost had it once, I was almost married. But the bitch walked out on me. That was 3 years ago and I'm still not over it. There is just really no end to this pain. No matter how far away I may go sometimes the pain is always there. I am so smart, yet I can never get anything to work. The one time I found an OK job, it was stolen from my by a jealous asshole named Dino. He hates any employee lower than him that is smarter than him. He gets them fired. I now have had to pay for his jealousy, move back home with my mother where I don't want to be, in a city too far way from my friends and too far way from a good supply of jobs. I hate it. All I was told was that things would get better. Its a lie. A lie I have lived for 13 years. From the day I first wanted to die to today is 18 years. I have had this feeling dragging on my soul for almost twenty years. I know that seems like a long time for some of you people here particurly if your around 13. I can see no bright light at the end of the tunnel. And if you do it is probably just a train going toward you. I can just see myself living the next 60 years like this. I want it to end there is no point. Everything that has a beginning has an end. Peraps I ust need to make my ending come faster.|
|29 Oct 2005||dope_chick||best way to kill yourself is to hang yourself or use antidepressant drugs if u can get your hands on then but dont bother with the new anti depressants like prozac as they are safe in an overdose if u want to die from an od then take tricyclic anti-depressants ie dothiepin,amitriptyline or imipramine as these are all fatal if you take then at high enough doses but are very ahrd to get your hands on if your under 13 or you could die of dehydration bo equippment needed as all u have to do is stay away from drinking and food for about 7 days an then u will die|
|29 Oct 2005||stephen||you are all fucked, you do not fucking know shit. if you are scared of pain pain you have something to live for, it fuckin shits me, i am a compulsive liar, i have nothing interesting toi live for, just know i cut myself but i really haven;t tried to comitt, i have thought , held a knife , tokk pills overdosed on speed ectsacy, drink badly , fuck you all|
|29 Oct 2005||hope||Suicide is not the answer. Life is too precious to throw away. If you are on this site seeking a way out, realize that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You don't know what you have until you lose it, I found this out the hard way. I attempted suicide at 16 and failed. I'm now 21, a senior in a military college, and have been struggling with suicide since my freshman year. Recently, my life spiraled out of control and my command intervened. Although I did not like the intervention (which involved seeing doctors and being put on medications) I truly believe that their actions saved me from going off the deep end. However, because of this, I have lost everything I came here for--my FAA medical and pilot certifications, and my ability to be an officer in the military. Currently I don't know if I am even going to be able to graduate. That is why I offer this piece of advice and hope: Seek help before you do the inevitable. Whatever pain and tragedy you feel in your life--please realize it is not the end of the world. There is something better out there if you are willing to go after it....|
|29 Oct 2005||Shene' Twomey||Go out with an amazingly hott guy and make him really mad so that he dumps you and your heart will shatter into a thousand peices... and you will either die from your heart shattering or because you'll suicide because of the pain.|
|29 Oct 2005||Jemma Keady||head to the family drug cupboard and take 6-7 panidols then go lie in ur bed and close your eyes and wit for the slumber to come|
|29 Oct 2005||shazza||the best way to kill your self cut your self and sit in the bath fall of water thats how my friend killed her self|
|28 Oct 2005||three strikes.||When the thought of killing yourself comes into my mind i think what the fuck would make someone want to cause harm to themselves.
is it because family life is going no where, and there friends are no where to be found? or they just dont have any? have you experienced a loved one pass on? what is it that makes one want to kill themself?
well in my opinion.
why the fuck would you kill yourself when you can have one last thing you can enjoy. just one last thing.
make something of YOURSELF.
do something you love or try something you will learn to love.
cause havoc, screw up a few times.
thats life for you.
in my life.
here are the facts.
my biological mom died when i was 7.
my aunt when i was 12.
my uncle when i was 10.
my kid neighbor whom i grew to adore and baby-sat.
drunk driving is what got him.
the list continues: and now.
my step mom who has always been mom to me is dying of cancer.
and my other uncle and poppy (grandpa) are in the hospital with diabetes.
those are not my excuses to kill myself.
those are my reasons to live.
you could miss so much by killing yourself.
you could eternally hurt those around you that you never thought gave a shit about you.
in life take chances. take risks.
dont make a risk or a chance to harm your life.
it makes no sense.
and until someone can prove to me that it does.
then realize this..
your seeing the light of day.
for you once were in the darkness and now your in the light.
make use of it.