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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 Sep 2005||IceCrystal||Hey .. hi .. etc..
its a forum .. so .. just asking maybe some1 knws how 2 do it then, cuz im like 13 ;D
btw.. like, i mean it seriously .. i don't wanna be waking up in a hospital later .. my e-mail : firstname.lastname@example.org .
how many sleeping pills would do the job ? and where do i get them .. only with doctors premission?
ot sth else not so painful ..
please help ;P
|08 Sep 2005||Mouchette's Bitch||Help! Someone help me. Mouchette has imprisoned me in his bathroom as a joke - he knows I'm claustrophobic and it causes my boobs to inflate. He watches me through the 2-way mirror and laughs at me every day. He thinks it's funny when I can barely breathe because my face is pressed against the wall as my breasts expand.
I am sending this message telepathically via one of Mouchette's brains, as his brains are inside my boobies, and he is only using one of them at the moment.
|08 Sep 2005||kirstie||IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT. I HAVE BEEN AFFECTED BY SUICIDE.A FRIEND OF MINE KILLED HERSELF. HELP IS OUT THERE NOT JUST IN THE FORM OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY BUT IN PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO ARE HAPPY TO LISTEN AND TRY TO HELP. ONE DAY THINGS WILL GET BETTER AS MY FRIEND SAID IN HER NOTE. MY FRIEND JUT COULDNT WAIT FOR THAT DAY. BUT FOR THE REST OF YOU, YOU ARE STILL HERE TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO KILL YOURSELF. WHY?? ONE DAY YOU MAY BE IN A GREAT JOB WITH A GREAT FAMILY, HUSBAND/WIFE ETC AND YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND THINK IM SO GLAD I NEVER DID IT. THINGS PICK UP AND GO RIGHT EVENTUALLY IT MAY TAKE SOME TIME BUT YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING. IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO DIE YOU WOULD HAVE FOUND A WAY AND WOULD NOT BE ASKING WHICH TO ME SAYS YOU ARE HAVING DOUBTS. WELL LET THOSE DOUBTS CREEP IN AND ASK SOMEBODY FOR HELP BECAUSE ONCE YOU DO THINGS WILL LOKK UP XXXX|
|08 Sep 2005||mat|| breaking neck
Time: Should be instant if it does break. See previous if not
Available: Rope, solid support, 10 foot space below, several above
Certainty: Very certain if the rope/support doesn't break
Notes: Minimal danger of discovery (depends on location). Painless if you drop far enough (8 foot is optimum). Make sure that the rope is tied securely to something STRONG!! It has to support your weight MULTIPLIED by the deccelleration. Use a hangman's knot (with the knot at the back of your neck). It doesn't always work this well though, you might get a bust jaw / lacerations etc and then asphyxiate.
|08 Sep 2005||insult ure dog. they allways attack you|
|07 Sep 2005||anyway...||Well, that shit really isn't cool. Cool as in "okay".
Man... what to say? It's funny hey, I have almost managed to kill myself with drugs that I have been taking (ironically, those prescribed to me by a professional doctor) and I no longer want to commit suicide. Even now as I sit here I am not sure that I am going to live more than days or weeks... hah. How fucking ironic.
You know what I realised? Life is precious. Each individual is never going to come back... they are never going to be born again or wake up in heaven... that shit is just the denial bullshit that religious freaks convince themselves of.
|07 Sep 2005||Nigger with a attitude||Go to New Orleans. And be a fucking nigger. The end|
|07 Sep 2005||Claudz||If you're under 13 I'd probably say that if you can get any freedom to get near a bridge, get there and jump. if you plan it well then you'll land on your head and die straight away, watch out for landing on your back because although the chances of dying this way are high, if you're really so unfortunate you're trying to kill yourself, you'll probably end up paralyised for life.
if you have a spare gun in your house, then shoot yourself in the head. just make sure its not just a BB gun.
i am not taking the piss, just attempting to answer the question which no-one else seems to be trying to do.
|07 Sep 2005||Ash||This isn't actually an answer to the forum, but I do have a question.I was born with an illness and I'm in pain and hurting as I type this; actually. Th epain is unbearbale and I was suicidal when I was 13 being 19yrs old now I'm lucky to have evn gotten this far with my illness..I have been discriminated against, bullied, abused, yelled-and screamed at...people frequently use me as their puching bag and their escape-gote. I'm actually not tired of that..I'm tired of my illness..I'm tired of hurting and being in pain and not having any friends because people laugh at me because I carry an oxygen tank with me since I can't breathe to good on my own..I have tons of narcotics in my medicine cabinet that would do it on the spot..though the problem is I have such a high-tolerance to medications that if I took 13 or 17 pills I would be fine..
|07 Sep 2005||Suicide Helper||DON'T KILL YOURSELF 'CUZ NOTHING IS WORTH YOUR LIFE!|
|06 Sep 2005||Ash||My heart goes out to those who resort to extremes such as suicide.
Life has its ups and down, but things will always get better.
And remember- God is ALWAYS there to listen to you. Ask him to comfort him and he will.
If you feel you need someone else to talk to, e-mail me at
SummrAngel777@aol.com (no 'e' in Summer)
|05 Sep 2005||me from holland||ia year a go i took 15 sleeping pills it didn't work|
|05 Sep 2005||MOUCHETTE.. U FRENCH BITCH. WHAT THE FUCK ARE U TRYING TO DO, U SICK LITTLE SHIT? ARE U TRYING 2 GET PPL MORE SUICIDAL WITH UR STUPID CRAP INVENTION OF KILLING YOURSELF?
HONESLTY........ U HAVE A DIRTY TWISTED SICK MIND
|05 Sep 2005||Adan||Here is an idea.
First, you will need to be insitutionalized. Get your self locked away in some asylum for a long, long time. Not giving yourself anytime to see friends, family. Even do such extreme things in the asylum to get yourself put in your own room.
This is so you can be forgotten. That is Suicide, to live no more, to be forgotten. And you if you have nothing to say at any point in your life. Do this.
Then, when you realize how wonderful an outside life could be, how even pain is something to live for.
Im 21, I questioned suicide since i was 12 up till i was 18. I happy i never died, life did get better. Rate your happiness on a scale from one to 10, if your ready to commit, your at a One. Make a new definition of happiness at 1. Something will be their....
Basicly: the higher your are the harder you fall.
2. Life wll improve.
3. Do you know what could accomplish? could you solve the worlds problems? Maybe, to the latter, the problem has yet to be simplified for you(ie. 2 +2= 4)
|04 Sep 2005||Justin||I'm 23 and I seem to be the oldest of anyone who I've read posting on here so far. Although, I've only read one page of posts thus far. However, I've been dealing with intense depression and suicidal thoughts since I was 10. The background, well, I was smart. Sometimes I think some of my problems stem from that. But who knows. I was never an attractive guy, I've never had a girlfriend or the like. I was never popular and I never really had any friends until I got into college. Still, high school and junior high were the most terrible years of my life. Every day I thought of killing myself, tried to think of the best ways to kill myself. However, I wasn't one who wanted to pass quietly at home, I wanted to make sure everyone knew that I had died and that they were the ones who had caused it. I fantasized about doing things like hanging myself at school, drinking poison at school, etc. I was in high school when Columbine happened, and for a time I thought that that was what I wish I could do, the ultimate vengeance on those who had made my life so miserable. Still, I never had the guts to do any of it. In the end, I quietly passed from high school to college where things became ever so slightly better. Still, though, without the anti-depressants that I now take, I do not think that I would be alive to be typing this message. However, I am alive and I am typing this message. I have a unique perspective on suicide and death. And if anyone here needs someone to talk to, feel free to email me. I am always available and I do not judge.|
|04 Sep 2005||Melissa||Wow, I dunno why i'm writing here. I'm crying. I hate myself. I really, really hate myself and yet I like being alive and I hate it too. My world is just one big confussion! I am never one way or the other, I am both and I HATE IT SO MUCH. I used to cut myself, I started smoking. But I stopped, for a VERY good reason. My boyfriend. He is the best thing in the world and I love him more than anything. He helped me stop. But howcome I still hate being here. I still hate living and EVERY FUCKING DAY i want to cut myself again. But I cant cos I love him to much and I promised I wouldnt. Now my family are arriving home. WHY CANT THEY STAY AWAY. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!
|04 Sep 2005||Jessica||I'm turning 14 in a little less than a month. This entire summer I have been agonizing, sitting around, watching my 11 year old sister get called by all her little friends watch them play around.
Last year I was bullied, kids would come up to me and tell me I'm a slut or they'd make a website of me and in the pictures section they'd draw male parts on me.
Everynight I'd go home from school crying, I'd lock myself inside my closet and scratch my forhead, HARD. I had a gash about 1 inch deep after one night.
I'm currently taking the maroon "horse-sized" pill, as someone stated earlier. It does nothing.
Last summer as well I was in the hospital for sick children nearly every day, because it was either the cuts, or the drinking. I had started drinking because I thought that it would numb the pain.
School is starting Tuesday and I have no idea what I'm going to do. I was sitting there watching a dance video with my mom and her friends, they kept saying oh look how good my sister is, wow she's amazing don't you want to be her blah blah blah. I swear I wanted to punch them.
Well I just find this comforting in some way to know there are other people my age that feel the same way, e-mail me or something if you want to talk. I gets lonely alot.
|04 Sep 2005||ras||im 21 and up until now i was really happy. im about to lose my boyfriend of 6 years, yes ive been with him since i was 15. the reason we are no longer together is because of our religion. im an idiot, being an asain hindu my family dont want me to be with a muslim but who are they to judge. its my life. so i finally told my boyfriend that i dont care about my family and that i wa nt to be with him, only to find out hes going to get married to somone else. says its my own fault, i chose my parents over him. ever since then ive been wanting to commit suicide. today i find out that my best friend is leaving and ill never see him again also my friend lost her baby.im at a very low place at the moment.|
|04 Sep 2005||green||cold.
i feel cold and empty.
i blank out everything until i am just
an empty shell
waiting for things to change which never will.
darkness is so inviting
never to feel again
never to be responsible again
i cant deal with life
and all the trouble i am in.
i think about sliding into
cold dark water.
looking up as i sink into death.
or a pill to take away the pain
drifting away into mist.
i lay here waiting for the end of all things.
darkness is all around
undetected by others, but always here
i.. am.. cold..
i am so scared.
|04 Sep 2005||melissa||I think the best way is to grab your parent's car key and turn on the motor and aircon and just go to sleep. you prob die of carbon monoxide poisoning|