|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Oct 2005||Michelle||Ok, for one thing, there is no point in killing yourself at all. Any age or reason it is pointless. I agree, life can be hard as hell but just ending it is a big regret you will have, and there is no way possible to change it. I have had suicide thoughts but how I think about it, you never know the out comes of things. For example, I know it's a bad example but I play tennis. The game started and the girl was really kicking my butt, then I lifted my head and said that I could do it. In doing this, I ended up winning the match and I couldn't be more proud of myself. Being depressed is an option people chose. Like I read in a book called "7 habits to Highly Effective Teens" by Sean Covey, people/things do not make you mad/sad/happy, it's all in how you take it. I feel for the people with love problems because I am dealing with some myself. But again, you just never know, this are always changing. Build some confidence in yourself, it's tough but it is possible. Always tell yourself that you look good, you are unique and that you can do anything you want to do. Find someone to relate to and can help support you and visa versa. I love helping people with their problems and I am a great listener. Personally, I feel better even just telling someone, letting them know my worries/problems makes me feel so much better. I will leave my contact info for all who just need a friend or just someone to babble to and I swear that I will not tell anyone. One thing that I don't like about this site is the definition of a suicide kit. There is no fun in death, as many people have talked about losing loved ones on this site and how it depresses them, so why would you make a game of it? That is just my opinion. Anyway, so you know, I am 17 years old and here is my info:
* Best bet is email or MSN but I have to say, I am in school and tennis, so right now I won't be on 24/7 but I am still here to help anyone, of any age. You guys can all make it!
|02 Oct 2005||me||ive been thinking about killing myself. i feel so empty sometimes. and the sad part is no one even realizes it or notices. At school i always smile give compliment entertain people and generally i come off as a nice person. So what i want to know is will they miss me if i'm gone?|
|02 Oct 2005||bethany||i think its quite sad that children... think they have to kill themselves. i dont even get it. i dont think its a game at all. i know im going to die before i graduate highschool this year, but thats because its my destiny. i have made some attempts. every attempt is one step closer, its almost nice to have things worked out that way. i just dont think we should be giving children "kits"|
|02 Oct 2005||ela||I can`t live anymore.So if someone knows a way that is quick and doesn`t hurt so musc, please tell me! NOW!|
|02 Oct 2005||vipco monster||Watch the horror film "Suicide" which should change your mind about killing yourself. Its fucking painful, thats the bottom line.|
|02 Oct 2005||No way Out||I wrote sum days bak, coz i rilly wanted to die,but eventually, i see life full of bright prospects. Some people really feel awfully unlucky due to many unexpected worse experiences. I personally feel that suicide is "NO WAY OUT". It's so true that we've been given a human life, to prove ourselves!Self-satisfaction is the greatest feeling within us. We need to be optimists!Nobody shud feel lonely, neglected or hated, coz sumwhere deep inside us, we know that we hav someone. I'm 18, and I've bin trying to suicide for 6 years, but couldn't do it due to this feeling of HOPE. I always hope that my problems will get solved, and I'll find life easier...or I'll console myself with the fact that LIFE IS JUS A SERIES OF LESSONS,WITHOUT PROBLEMS AND PESSIMISM, LIFE WILL BE SOUR.We do meet deceitful persons, who beguile us unknowingly..but then, we do learn in return. For me, life has helped me to shape my character...I've gone fru many bad times, and I've even nearly lost my own identity...but then, I mustered my courage and struggled progressively against my negative feelings! I do feel depressed uncountable times, but I dont let my tears be a bridge to death.I ket my tears flow sumtimes, to relieve myself. Or I'll jus log on the net and chat...or write poetry..or talk to a very gud fren. There r solutions to ease suffering, but we resort to the most "easiest" way:suicide. But it's the "easiest" way to be condemned by this world, by ur own people, by God. Coz Suicide means cowardice, but bravery. If u want to show ur courage to people, then live this life, n show the people who ostracize u that YOU ARE THE BEST, n u dunt need anyone. Feel like a warrior. :-) c ya all.|
|02 Oct 2005||Greg||I don't really want to die, but I can't continue living like this much longer. Man is my lifa a mess, and the fucking anxiety is overwhelming. I have panic attacks and deep depression. Just plagued with hopelessness.
What I need is medication. I am experiencing anxiety so severe I can't function. I started seeing a counselor 3 weeks ago, but I cannot find a doctor that I can afford. I'm unemployed and the anxiety is so bad I can't hardly look for a job. I would drive 200 miles in a heartbeat if I could just get an appointment. I've made dozens of phone calls with no luck. I guess I'll just have to scrape up 200 bucks and go see someone.
I've been obsessed with suicide for a few months now. I really do hate myself, and this world too.
I can only think of 2 acceptable ways of doing suicide so far:
1. Gun in my mouth, which requires buying a gun. If I do this I will go far away and do it deep in the woods somewhere.
2. Just today I thought of this. Take several sleeping pills to ensure a deep sleep, then park my car in an enclosed place. Kick back and read a book until I start dozing, then start the car and leave the engine running. Problem here is I don't know where to park, since I don't have a garage.
Slicing my wrists is out of the question I think. Way to gory and messy. I would have to lay there in the bathtub and watch all that blood squirting while I wait to die.
I wish I could get my hands on a lethal substance such as arsenic, or potassium cyanide.
I need to find a suicide forum. I need some advice on how to do this.
|01 Oct 2005||evil bitch||the best way 2 kill urself...................................................i came here 2 find out!!!!!!!|
|01 Oct 2005||Joerg Gel||Hello. I am 27 and I don't want to live anymore because it is horrible to be gay and without a boyfriend. Who has made similar experiences? Mail me: firstname.lastname@example.org|
|01 Oct 2005||Dont want to say||I'm 15 and 16 in 7 days. I've tried committing suicide on several occassions and it isn't nice. Harming your body and yourself is also harmfull to the people around you. I was bullied at school and moved on to a new high school. In my other school, in the month of May, year 9 I taken an overdose. Which obviosuly didn't kill me, because I am here today writing this. Many think that overdosing is harmless, trust me on this one, it's not. Overdosing, is VERY painfull indeed, makes you feel like complete SH*T! It Hurts your stomach, throat, and makes you feel weak! Since then i've had councelling and moved on, i still Harmed my body, but now, I've stopped.
I Just want to say to those out there:
If you are thinking about suicide, then please think again.
You are here for a reason, you might not think that now, maybe because you are depressed, But infact everybody is here for a reason.
If you wasn't meant to be here, then you wouldnt have been born in the first place.
You may feel like SH*T at the minute, but there is somebody out there, somebody who will accept, love, care, hold you close when your cold.
That somebody is out there for YOU and everybody else!
Lifes SH*T - I know.
But if you think positive then you will come out of the tunnel at the bright side.
Being abused aint nice, I know i've been sexual abused!
Bullied isn't nice, I know I've been bullied.
Whatever you are going through, i wish i could sit and talk to you face to face, because being hurt is totally painfull.
To everyone out there that is hurting, if you TRY and believe in yourself, then you will be believed by others that suround you.
God bless you!
|01 Oct 2005||Adele||Mouchette
I have just looked properly around your site, and I realise now that you are just a silly little god playing God. You should seriously think about suicide yourself, it will save many mixed up children from visiting this sad, perverted site, and ending their lives.
|01 Oct 2005||Adele||I understand the need for young people to have a website for when they feel life is unbearable, but having a site called What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 is an insult to the children, their parents and family. I can understand it may what they may put in to find you but hey do you really have to be called this? Also, there are messages on this site from children saying they have actually tried to harm themselves there and then. How do you help and support them then? Children have very irrational thoughts during puberty and I feel you are very irresponsible for putting up such a site when at your own admittance "I have very little experience on the subject". Your little "invention" may be helping to kill innocent children. Please will you reply to this through my website www.fassit.co.uk Thankyou|
|01 Oct 2005||kat||No offence, but that question is sick. Yea people that are 13 or whaever may want to die, but dont encourage it ffs. I've sat and watched my friends go through it, and yea ive cut myself but you can get through it. It takes time, but one day things will get better. You may think that because you feel like everyone hates you tht its the end of the world, but its not, believe me. I was bullied, but im over it. Just remember that you are better than those ppl and dont sink to their level. you are more than they will ever be.|
|01 Oct 2005||Derek||you stupid piece of crap, suicide is in no way funny|
|01 Oct 2005||sharyn shaffer||i have a solution. studies show that people suffering from deppression have less symptoms when they get money. thats all you have to do. get money. then you can change your world by buying things like a new house in a new place. buy some friends. even a dog to keep you company. and if you get enough money you can get a hobbie. i recommend an addictive hobbie so you will have a reason to live. you will always be joansin for that next fix. you will want your drugs so much you will forget all about your problems. that is until a whole new set of problems comes about that overwhelms you to the point of suicide. hey its only a temporary fix.|
|01 Oct 2005||chameleon||i think i may have figured out my 15 year plight. you see at a young age i discovered i had to wear glasses because of my poor eye sight. they seem to have always been a bit lop sided. well just the other day i was getting out of the shower and as i finished drying off i gazed upon the glory of my testicals. i was fixed upon them. watching as they just dangled there in the mirror. i noticed one was dangeling a bit more than the other. i began to meditate upon this and then it dawned on me. its true just as everyone had always told me. my glasses were in fact straight. as was my head. its just no one else can see it because they are lop sided as well. trapped in this paradox. however due to the extra sag it has thrown off my whole universe in which i exist. its not just my glasses or my single testical. its not just the words on a page as i read. i have discovered what really is the center of the universe. it is my own family jewels. and since one of them is off centered so is the whole universe. so when you see something leaning a little to the left (northern hemisphere) you wonderfull people who have read my post will know why. i would like to formerly appologize to each and everyone who finds this an inconvenience. i am terribly sorry. however this is not entirely my fault. i plan on having corrective laser surgery to fix this matter so the universe can once again go back to normal. and there can be balance in all our lives. this may also be a major factor in someones brain being in someone elses boobies. im not sure about that though.|
|30 Sep 2005||Farah||REASONS TO LIVE
Because you deserve to live
Because your life has value, whether or not you can see it
Because it was not your fault
Because you didn't choose to be battered and used
Because life itself is precious
Because they were and are wrong
Because you are connected to each and every other survivor, and so your daily battle automatically gives others hope and strength
Because you will feel better, eventually
Because each time you confront despair you get stronger ... you can't know now what you will ultimately be able to do with this new morsel of strength, what future battles you will be able to win
Because if you die today you will never again feel love for another human being, or trust, or gratitude
Because you will never again see kindness and compassion in another's eyes
Because if you die today you will never again see sunlight pouring through the leaves of a tree, or a bird take flight, or feel the quality of light in winter
Because the seconds do not cease their passing
Because even if it feels like time has become an unbearable heavy stone, it has not, and you only have to endure
Because you have already won ... you have known the cleverness and resiliency and courage and stubborn will to make it this far, and no one can take that away
Because the will to live is not a cruel punishment, even if it feels like that at times: it is a priceless gift
Because your inner children need you, they have no one else and their need is so great, and
Because they deserve more than anyone to be healed and comforted, they are true heroes against impossible odds.
Because you owe your inner children, they are the reason you are here. If you die today you will erase the meaning of their suffering and incredible endurance, and that is too great a loss
Because you already have the skills to find your healing path, you have proven this over and over again
Because we need more warriors against this evil
Because we need survivors to offer testament against this horror and despair,
Because no one knows better than you the meaning of suffering, and the agony deepens the heart
Because you deserve the peace that will come after the battle is won, and it will be won, but only minute by minute - we must learn to let go of the unconquerable
Because we can all come together in later years to laugh in their faces
Because we will be able to show them that even though they had all the power and strength and ruthless cunning, even though we were only helpless, innocent dependent children, we will have beaten them at the game they so smugly thought they had mastered
Because I am furious that we have to suffer the pain of another's evil and filth
Because you too will one day feel fury
Because it is critical that you survive.
... by Mari Collings
|30 Sep 2005||Ira||I am 30 years old and being that I've had suicidal thoughts myself as a teenager I understand that part. I also see how my life has greatly improved now and am happy that I am alive, have two wonderful children, and will re-marry soon. Life CAN be so beautiful when you grow up. It has nothing to do with your childhood. Life is what you make of it.
If someone told you that you would be happy some day, wouldn't you want to stay alive? Well I am telling you that you will be happy. You are a fighter, but you are unable to recognize it at this point. Your struggle points out that you're squirming and trying to fight back. Aren't you curious to see what will happen tomorrow? Well lovely things will happen. It sucks to be a teenage child, I know that. But it's so good to be an adult. No more insecurity, you don't depend on other people, you love and respect yourself for who you are and you make your own choices. Life is beautiful. Not always, but very often. There is a lot of pain and joy at the same time. Please don't kill yourself! If you think nobody cares about you... I assure you, I do!
|30 Sep 2005||Audrey||Dude, hey. I'm a 13 year old girl I'm turning fourteen in a couple of weeks...I am suicidal too...chh but I cant go through with it. I would say the best (and most peaceful) would be slitting your wrists or something. messy deaths dont really stand for much, sure you'll get a bunch of attention, but people will not think well of you, or feel guilty. just my opinion. awesome site!|
|30 Sep 2005||Mo Mo||<big><big>
My Life is...
sad cause i feel that i have friends but they are all derpessed some for no reason and it's just this year and people were happy last year but now everything is downhill. Everyone's think is fucked up and one of my "best" friends sent me this site cause he wants to commit suicide and he is the only one that understands me more than me and the one person i can go to who will not think my thoughts are or my problems are pointless he will try to help me or just collect as much information as he can so he can think about it. He says my other best friend makes him sad and she makes just about everyone around him sad. And he used to cut himself and i think he might still and now he wants to commit sucide and my life just <big><big><big> sucks ass <little><little><little> <br> i hate it
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