|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Oct 2005||Monique||I'm 13 And Already Ive done Drugs Drank have sex I fucking hate my self I'm like The Popluar out going girl that all the guys love but its just I only love one person who doesnt know and I wish I could Die I'm a model and shit but I still Wish I would fuckign die I Feel Usefull I slit my wrists ever dayy about 5 times I'm not scared too die I love the Pain I gett use to it and when the Drips of Blood Runn down my Armm it makes me feel Wonderfull I guess it makes me feel good cause I'm one step away from dying when I was 12 I Got hit by a Car and Was in a Hosbital for a week I almost Died but I guess I was Meant to go on (no one knows how I feel and I know I will Die someday I will Fucking Jump off A Bridge I got a bigg pluse I live right by one )
|05 Oct 2005||regressionanalysis||Realize that the point is that there is no point. We are all alone. There is no exogenous force controlling anything. There are two things that hold true, mathematics and suffering. Ending your life is simply a decision, or a decesion problem. Somewhere in academia or government someone is filling in a spreadsheet with a 1 or a 0 based on your problem.|
|05 Oct 2005||no one important||Under 13? Gun to the temple (if you are able to get ahold of one and use it). Quick, effective, and yes, quite messy, but it's also the best way to asure you'll end up dead and not a vegetable. Besides, who cares about the mess you leave behind?
I wanted to so badly, let me tell you. Trust me on this; if you find the courage, do it while you are young. Do not wait until you are 27, have 3 young children, and are married, like me. The urge remains, but I can no longer do anything about it because me life does not belong to me now.
I'm here to tell you the truth, ladies and gents. I'm not sugarcoating things because I find that to be utter bullshit when it's done to me. I don't want to play the "lalala life is happy for everyone because it is for me!!" game, and I would imagine that those like me wouldn't enjoy it either.
Die while you are young. Don't wait until you are older, and you have nothing but regrets to soothe your pain. Life never gets better. This is an important lesson, so listen up.
No matter how often "happy" things come into your life, something dark and nasty will be there to take them away again. Trust me on this. Happiness belongs to those who can afford it.
I almost died being born into the world, and I wonder why I lived. I was unwanted. To my entire family, I have always been invisible. No matter how hard I have tried to do something that would gain their love, they just don't see me. Perhaps I was born dead, in a way.
No friends for me. Ever. Friends turn on me quicker than one can mutter, "Bwuh?" Teasing, laughter, taunting, and pain were all that welcomed me in school.
I have found that only pain welcomes me, now.
I tried, you see. When I was 16, I planned. I would take my father's 9 millimeter to school and blow myself away in front of those who hated me just so they could see me and my torment, a la Pearl Jam's "Jeremy" video.
Unfortunately, the school found out and sent me away for "help". Which I'm sure most know is a joke.
Life became worse, and it has never gotten better.
No one loves me, and that isn't paranoia talking. No one. I'm fat, ugly, and miserable...why would they? I have been told this many, many times.
Love is only for the beautiful. Don't let those "beauty within is more important" idiots fool you.
Heh, pain is my only friend. Another argument with my loving husband not even a second ago while typing this. He pretends to love me and that he cares, but you see, he doesn't. He's busy with his new "girrlfriend" online. I'm not even good enough to be married to anymore.
No guns, hate blades, pills don't work. Trying to starve myself, but I'm so fat, that's a joke, too.
Learn from me, boys and girls. Love is only for the lovely. Happiness is only for the wealthy.
Please, God...whatever you are, kill me. Send someone to kill me, send me a heart attack, whatever. Death is my only release.
|05 Oct 2005||I am THERE!!||When you feel you need to commit suicide is when your guts hurts to put up with another day, when ur head says enough but u keep going, and when you feel completing helpless and nothing you can do will stop, I tried to loose myself i only felt alive in my dreams, they only way to die when u already feel dead inside is to LIVE!!!!!!!!|
|05 Oct 2005||cindy||blind fold yourself and skip across the moter way|
|05 Oct 2005||Melissa||I'm 14, and I've been thinking about suicide a lot lately. I've always thought about it, even as a small child. I still have a bit of a conscience left in me, so I've decided to wait it out for a few years-I can't leave this place without my rabbit.
I'm sorry you, and everyone else wants to kill themselves. I'm sorry for your pain, if you want to talk you can email me at Qtmlissa@yahoo.com I also need someone to talk to, none of my few friends would understand.
I'm considering taking a gun to the heart or brain, or pills. I wouldn't want a mess to horrify my family.
|04 Oct 2005||alyssa||huh its me again..my worst tragic story was wen my parents had a divorce and didn't even bother telling me but im not at all mad about it because before they had that stupid divorce they were alredy seperated and i havent talked to my dad for about 7 6 years...after the divorce i was pretty pissed but nit that pissed so after ythat i started haveing suicide thoughts and tried some of it but as you guessed it it didnt work then i stopped for i think couple of months..then suddenly big big problems piled on top of eachother and then yes i had suicide thoughts again and i do slit my wrist probably 4 times a day..sumtin like dat..after that i stopped talking to my mom and she would always ask me wat the problem was and my answer would always be "if i tell you would you fucken understand??"and then i would walk away lock myself in my room and slit my wrist and this would go on every fucken day..im kinda sick of this crap that goes on with my life and now after a couple of months my mom sent me to the country were she thought i would change my attitude and it kinda worked but yet it diddnt because i still slit wrist drink and smoke...i guess teh best way to kill urself is to deal wid ur life...
hope my pathetic story helped you...
|04 Oct 2005||t-vo||Welll.... I wouldnt commit suicide but i can relate to the deep depression & emptyness. I am also the "mr. smiles" at my school. I cant help it. I'm called stuff like bitch or faget and i have to just laph it off. in my opinion, society sucks. we abide to rules that try to control us. now back to suicide.... i would rather goinsane and try to kill as many as i could. HA HA AH. skrew the inocent, they need to be liberated from there life. Then they wont have to work. :-) but srsly, stop listening to emo and listen to punk, id suggest nervous breakdown by black flag|
|04 Oct 2005||sarah||try having sex for one week straight|
|04 Oct 2005||TeaRs||I feel so alone all the time, i dont have many irl friends, and i dont talk to them much. People just seem to ignore me, so they wouldnt care if i died, right?
I have been thinking about this for some time now, i once tryed to jump out of 8th floor window but couldnt. This time i wont chicken out. I have been depressed all week and i cant find anyone to talk to. Almost anyone, i talked to this girl i met online, shes cool and all. And when i was about to jump she told me not to, but after that she forgot me again.
So i ask, why should i live on if everyone forget me in 5seconds?
I wonder what will happen if i jump, i hope ill black out before i hit the ground, dont want to feel the pain. I just wish id fade away and seese to exsist. Then i would be finaly out of my misery....
|04 Oct 2005||Dead_to_the_world||I don't really know. I think the most affective way to kill yourself is overdose on sleeping pills.|
|04 Oct 2005||fallen angel||i want to die, give me tips email@example.com|
|03 Oct 2005||Nobody||I have read alot of the postings on this site, as I can see there are alot of people out there like me. I am not going to tell you what the best way to commit suicide is, it is for me to know and you never to find out. I have tried a couple and unfortunately they involved way too much pain to bring it to a conclusion. I dont think there is any way to do it without pain involved, both yours and everyone around you. The only thing I want to say is that at 13 I dont think you should be thinking about suicide.I know you have problems and confusion and all these bad feelings but at 13 you haven't even lived yet. At 13 you can get help. Dont keep thinking of all this suicide shit, just get some help, otherwise you will end up like me, in your 30's, still feeling the same way, still thinking the same things. You will get married to a beautiful loving wife or husband, you will find out your going to be a father or mother and you wont be able to enjoy none of it. You might be like me and even debate if you should stick around to see the birth of your child. You will miss all the beauty in life and the friends you could of had for WHAT? Instead your going to be thinking about suicide. Your going to try suicide. Some of you will never experience any life if your sucessful. So for all you teenagers just go and get some help instead of killing yourself slowly. As for me I will decide my fate on my own terms. To borrow a line, Don't cry for me I'm already dead, and for my friend and anybody else wanting to help I leave this,
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away, goes away
In the end.
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
And I would let you down
I will make you hurt
|03 Oct 2005||Jeddifer||eat apples and cheese together|
|03 Oct 2005||Jed||eat a banana|
|03 Oct 2005||Jed||Close your eyes and walk onto the street.|
|03 Oct 2005||K.D.Lang||Sodimize yourself with a cheesegrater, with each stroke, get a bigger cheesegrater.|
|03 Oct 2005||well alive||oh you naughty little children... you should all be in school experiencing the joys of education instead of the madness... your parents should be locked up for letting you on such stoooooooooooooopid website... i came across it quite by chance and was disgusted with its content... really, i ask you...?!|
|03 Oct 2005||Joanne||I hate life I am always depressed I might wake up in the morning and be happy and then i just become sad and I cry for no reason I just reflect back on my life and feel like shit I have good friends but everyhting they say to me makes me feel depressed even when they say something like you have a bit of dirt on your face so i go to the toilets and cry to myself my family gangs up on me at times and i get blamed for everything I try so hard to stop myself from doing something stupid cause maybe in a few years i will feel better becaus eas i red earlier lots of people have this problem at this age but it hurts and it makes me feel really bad i feel like none loves me everwhere i go i just see hate I dont want to die so i guess i am really looking for advice to help me not do it but this is th eonly website i could find|
|02 Oct 2005||N..||Im 15 and right about now i really want to kill my self.. When i was 12 i took an overdose of pills and you know what? Im still here unfortunately. How do you deal when life gets tough? I've been through alot
Sexual abuse by a neighbour since i was 8 till i was 12- no one even believed me when i told them what was happening, it was so hard.. i can't even have a relationship with a guy in highschool because 1) i think im extremely ugly - which ive been told is a fact from the bullies n 2)i get flashbacks from the incident when i start to get close to a guy like starting to trust them n the relationship doesnt work. I dont know what to do.. I just hope my life isnt like that when i'm an adult. I always get bullied for something mainly b/c im fat and ugly and i just can't stand it any more. I've tried cutting.. it doesnt do anything for me it just makes me feel worse rather than better.. rite now im thinking of taking an overdose of a whole lotta pills which just happen to be conviently sitting in the draw and there would be like seriously a few thousand pills there.. surely if i take all of them i wouldn't wake up? i just want it to be ova and done with. Reading all of the stories here that made me think twice about it but really i dont think my life will get any better..