|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|13 Dec 2005||patricia||l'eau chaude...|
|13 Dec 2005||Error!||First off, anyone who thinks the world sucks or anyone in it....it dosent, some ppl just werent ment to handle it. but if u really want the best way to kill urself, go downtown and leap off a towering building. if u at all hesitate, u really dont want to do it so just back out then, but if ur sure about it, let ur mind go of everything and leap off head first, instant death, and ull have the greatest rush b4 u die an instant death. OD'ing on booze or pills, or hanging ur self is just stupid and painful.|
|13 Dec 2005||will||yeah im not 13 but my real mom left me for crack and my step mom who supposedly said she loved me moved to flordia and my dad treats my sister with the best of manners and kindness but he tells me when i dont want to talk to him because he woulndnt unstand me because i have tried to talk to him countless times and he says hes tired of being my parent i get caught smoking grass and i get punched in the face my sister gets brought home from the POLICE and gets a hug! WTF but yesterday i pressured into doing one line of coke. MY first time and my sister just freaked when i thought she would understand me and try to help me.I was very wrong she just said i was a fucking retard and she smoked my weed with me than later that night she and her freinds said they didnt want me to hit there weed when i let them hit mine. she keeps on trying to black mail me .so im pretty sure i want to drop the hammer and tell my dad befor she does but i would rather just end myself insted of having to keep on keeping on because i feel im underwater and no one wants to save me they all just keep staring at me wacthing me die seeing me gasp for air i cant get there something pulling me down i fell like just giving up and letting my whole body submegre underwater till i cant breath till i cant see till i cant speak.|
|12 Dec 2005||no-expression||it hurts. like its actually a physical pain. ive never understood how something that has no scar can hurt. but it does. so much. plus there's this constant throbbing. i cant make i stop, its always there. i cant figure that out either. there's also the vaccuum. im standing in a crowd but im he only one there. like theres a shield. or a wall, only a clear one. because i can see through it. i can see everyone else. i call them, wait, no, i scream their names. they should hear me right? i mean, they really should. or wait. maybe im not shouting loud enough? ok i shout louder, but still. nothing. and the weight. that i carry around. this unseen burden that seems to grow with every breath i take. sometimes i try not to breathe. maybe if i dont breathe, then it wont get any heavier than it is now. but i cant stop breathing. my body is my enemy in this game. i say stop breaathing, but it continues. and now i dont know. i want to have it ripped out, please, even if it hurts, i want it to be done. then the sun will shine, right? and the birds will sing for me. because right now they are only singing for everyone else but me.|
|12 Dec 2005||victoria just call me vicc<333||hi, my name is victoria, just call me vicc. i live in essex canada. and i am suicidal. not because i have a bad life. actually i have a good life. my problem is i hayte niggers. i know this is wrong but i cant stand them. and it drives me nuts. i pretend to like them. but inside i hate them. i cant take it anymore. january 23th i am going to kill myself. you can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
or at email@example.com
|12 Dec 2005||spazzy||Slit your throat! you may need a little help with this but make sure to lean your head back so the wind pipe is most vulnerable, if this fails just jump off a cliff.|
|12 Dec 2005||SpookyPenguin||Meriella, Hello there. yOU KNOWS
i once tryed to hang myself, many times,
I took many belts and pput them in a chain tyed the last one stood on a red box and put my head in and kicked the box away...
I have alot trouble kicking the boxes. hehe....
If your from scotland you can propoble gets drugs and beer fast, you silly rabit! :)
|12 Dec 2005||lonely||overdose, die die die die die die die die die die|
|12 Dec 2005||Niki||Still I dont know which way is the best one to finish my life. I may have an incurable disease. I am afraid of death but I may have no way except suicide.|
|12 Dec 2005||Mil||When I was 12 years old I tried all kinds of pills from my mother's medicine cabinet. Later, when I was older, I tried gas from the stove in the kitchen. I remember sitting by the oven inhaling the gas for a while but my boyfriend came home early and stopped me from finishing the deed. Today, I still think about killing myself. Everyday. The worst is when you have to put up a "face" for everyone. No one understand the pain and the agony in your heart. Everyday is the same. How stupid are they? Can't they look into my eyes and see the sadness in my heart? It is so ironic that people want to stop you from killing yourself but in reality the truth is that nobody gives a damn. Family or friends, they don't have time to spend with you, to give you a hug, or to tell you that they love you, but most important, to listen to you. Really listen. Then after you are dead they have the guts to say that they miss you. What a joke!|
|12 Dec 2005||kristal||ok u emailed me, sheeesh i really dont wanna commit suicide and by reading these and including mine everyone thinks this is some kinda game ok.....honestly if someoen wanted to commit suicide id help them and if they wanted to id say just go sleep with ur best friends bf/gf.....or better yet hit ur mom in front of ur dad......or u kno wut instead of doing all these lame ass answers why dont u just like shoot urself....no gone then go to friggin kitchen and take out a knife....there is no house that doesn't have a knife in their kitchen otherwise u gotta be vegan or somethin IN THAT CASE JUST USE SCISSORS OK OR TWEEZERS OR UR RAZOR BLADE ok just trying to help u cuz u wanna kno|
|12 Dec 2005||Kiki||This is not a joke, suicide is real. No one should ever make um lame ass jokes. Many people I knoe cut and may die soon. You people who think suicide is a joke, ask the people who did commit it. YOU CAN'T! Because they're dead! The eaisest way is to either starve, cut, drown, or be murdered by someone. Watch what happens when you OD and no one knows where to find you...|
|12 Dec 2005||Jordan||ok this is it, life has no point...i dont believe in God cuz everything about him sounds so friken corny...im ugly (pig nose) and have bad habits. Where does it stop? itdoesnt theres no tap to let my pain out! i need to tell sumone but noone will listen...im a smart kid but i cant figure a way outta this and to tell u the truth im scared. I have tons of freinds and im popular at school( im 13 ) but i dont have anything valuable...ive never had a girlfreind or anyone to care about...my parents are fags who dont care about me and all they do is compare me to my straight A perfect sister. IM SICK OF IT!! whys it always me whos shoved under while people laugh at me as i lay dying?|
|12 Dec 2005||mariella - 13/f/scotland||# <3 # i am suicidal and i either wanna die by hanging my self in the girls bathroom in my school or by slitting my wrist and watching the blood slowly drip,out either way its gonna happen on january 15th firstname.lastname@example.org|
|12 Dec 2005||Scor-b||Firstly I would like to say that the post I made yesturday was my only post to incorporate fiction*. All my other posts have been based on stuff that I actually experienced. *This will be obvious to you if you read the post.
I would also like to thank all the people who have e-mailed me over the past months in response to posts that I have made. One of the best things about posting here has been the responses from people who really understand your situation. You should try it. Oh, and for all those of you who have posted without an e-mail, because you will get emailed by 'wankers' I would say, don't worry. - Out of all the emails I have recieved there was only 1 which pissed me off. It was from some relious lady telling me not to kill myself and 'I MUST live' blah blah blahjd.... whatever. Oh well. That got deleted. Apart from that the rest were all great. It's nice to know that there are people who think just like you, and I have learnt alot from the things people have told me; I learnt more about how people think. Which has been great. So, thank-you. I hope I gave good replys. So to conclude, I would like to say God bless* us all. Or Allah bless us, or the devil, or your brother, or whoever you belive in. Oh yeah, and even bless Lucy Bloody Cortina. Who I hate. Haha. *Laughs* Thanks for reading. Scors-b.
|12 Dec 2005||Tamlyn||If i knew that answer I certainly would not be here today. Send me an email when you get the answer.|
|12 Dec 2005||SARAH||BELIEVE THAT NO ONE IS BOTHERED, THAT URE USELESS, THAT EVERYTHING IS HOPELESS...U DON KNOW IT BUT URE SLOWLY KILLING YOURSELF...I THINK WE ALL HAVE A CHOICE WHETHER TO LISTEN TO EVERYONE SICK COMMENTS AND CRITISISMS - SOME ARENT STRONG ENOUGH AND DO LISTEN AND FROM THEN ON START SPIRALLING...FALLING...|
|11 Dec 2005||shawty713||There isn't any reason 2 kill ur self b-cuz my best friend has been thinking about it and it has been killing me inside b-cuz she is a very blessed person and she doesn't realize how many people care about her especially me. I don't know what i would do without her. i would put my own life on da line 4 her|
|11 Dec 2005||stacy||This web site is so sad, I cannot beleive that there are so many depressed youngsters out there. it is disgusting that you are incouraging this way of thinking and treating it like a game it is sick!!! To think of anyone playing suicide breaks my heart, I hope you never have to experiance loosing someone to suicide. I suggest you see a profesional about your obvious obsession with suicide.|
|11 Dec 2005||J. A. T. C. D (Messenger)||Anybody suicidal out there should know that in this lifetime all the good people are gonna have to put up with alot of shit, while the bad ones seem to have it all. That's it. I get pissed alot, real depressed to, I always searched for answers to my problems, but now I see that the only person that can save me is myself. How? By improving myself. Usually depression happens when you are not really being yourself, usually cuz you feel nobody likes you when you are yourself. I say FUCK THEM ALL! Speak your mind, EX. A bitch cuts infront of you at the line, hey grab her and go all out. Depression is what happens when you hold in anger for too long. When you are scared to let it all out, you start saying things like oh man what if this happens, blah, blah, just go and DO IT! Cut depression off at the first signs, usually it starts with you putting yourself down, or letting yourself be put down. I say let the anger out, BUT with justice. Don't go barkin at every little thing. I said to God that I am gonna live life which ever way I am forced to, if it happens to be evil or whatever society puts it to be, fuck it. Why? I might go to hell. What if I said I am already living in one. But hey when I die and I go into judgement, why would God not let me into my home, I came from him, why would he reject me? He said he is the only perfect one, so I say God definitely understands any choices I make in life. I am not perfect, I don't have luck either, God just feels sad for me and gives me a break. But it's aight. I entertain my mind with things. I am always looking for ways to better myself and hey it must be helping, even a lil, if I am still alive. I stopped lookin for happiness in other ppl, you have to learn how to be happy on your own. Lovers, family members, etc. are just sent to you to teach you life lessons, they aren't immortal. Next time you feel like shit, just analyze (breakdown) the problem, go deep down and see why you feel that way and how you can change it. That is my problem, I tend to mask all my emotions and head off to the devil's ideas, YEAH!!, that is him making you think all that. He wants you to kill yourself and make it look like there is no way out so then when you do do it, he takes you and makes you suffer more,when the whole idea was to end the pain. Hey when suicide comes to mind program yourself to think how you are letting this cruel world win. Don't stop, play the game out. Like they say only the strongest survive, don't be a punk ass bitch!! Go all out, fly through whatever obstacles come your way. If you don't wanna do this and none of this helps, then let me just say the words YOU WANT someone to tell you, kill yourself. Before you do, let me just recommend that you read the Gospels of Thomas, the real sayings of Jesus Christ, whoever finds their meanings will not taste death. By death, Jesus means spiritual death, haha, you won't become like a vampire or something along them lines, but hey if you do kill yourself physically atleast maybe your soul can be saved. In those last minutes of your life when you commit suicide, you are really scared and feel a horrible cry for help but you can yell it cuz your bright light is now fading, yes cuz u once were a shining star, whether nobody told you you were one or if you never felt special, you are. That is why you gotta stay alive and prove it. Just think of all them ppl that died young and wish they were in your position, that they even had a choice whether to live or die. No, medicine is not the answer, that is exactly what the government and doctors want you to think, it all helps the economy to go round. Medicine they give you actually goes killing you off slowly. Making you into a zombie, so dependent off them. I know why I say this. Dont you realize that all the signs of some sickness in commercials tends to always match with what you might have. Do you feel sad, lonely, worthless, nothing seems to interest you anymore , yeah, them advertising folks are slick muthaf*ckers.|