|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Dec 2005||John||I am sorry that I am not 13 again, I am in my 40's now and had a very hard life, I have met and dated some really nice girls but they all seem to be after something that I have and not want the commitment in having a relationship.
I am now so depressed and past caring for my life. I just want to find the switch to turn off my life.
I have a long length of fishing line set in the back of my car to put around my neck and then just drive till the line comes to a stop! I have not measured it so I dont know exactly when the end will come, I have found a Nice place to do it (a cliff) in a quiet spot and the car will just dissapear into the sea (no trace)exept the fishing line which is so thin that it will just blend in with the green grass.
I am going to do this on christmas eve as the best ever christmas prescent to me.
More reasons for me to go on with my demise.
My wife left me over year ago and taken my two children to another country where i dont get to see them.
I made a friend on the internet who helped me though my problems to do with this but now she has left me, i now won't trust another woman to come close to me, which i think is a shame that all the females in my life have taken everything i have and given nothing back.
It's not that i am ugly or not well groomed, i have a good heart and always had this taken advantage of.
Anyway I have told you my reasons and how I will buy my ticket for my christmas vacation. Jilted John!
|10 Dec 2005||kristal||ummm ok if u want it to be painful and lasting take a razor from home depot taht u would use to open boxes and do long cuts all over ur body to get the blood out.....or drowned ur self...its actually kinda scary cuz i tried it once but i didn't drownd myself and the feeling when all the air is out of ur body and ur trying to breathe and ur head starts to hurt its just scary
if u wan it quick and fast n w/e then take a shower and slit ur wrists but not as to where u about to die and then stick a hair dryer thats on into ur bathtub WHILE ur in it
|09 Dec 2005||molly||hey guyz. its me again. um, i really wanted to ask if ne body becides me seez dead people. i kno it may sound like im lying but im not i swear. ive seen them for along time, and i see different colored lights 2. ive talked to them before, and itz interesting, if ne body else seez them to, would u PLEZ email me, i really want to talk. email@example.com|
|09 Dec 2005||molly||hey, ive known about this web site for along time and ive posted here before.
uh, well, im anorexic, and i cut and im still here because of my friends. They kno i want to kill my self and they try to help me as much as i can. and i cry almost every night because i dont want to hurt them because i love them so much. ive carved things into my arms. and my friends are melissa, jill, and codie ...and if it werent for them i deffinetly wouldnt be here. I wish i wazent. and the thing is is if i kill myself. i kno for sure there will be at least 7 more sucides in the next month if i do that. i dont kno how i can go on much longer. i cant make it stop..a guy from my school molested me, my dad yells at me alot, i cant talk to my mom, and i have memories in my head of all this crap. i dont want help ..yet then i do. i want my friends to keep loving me, and i dont want them to be mad. im soo sorry if have ever hurt them. my pain just gets worse as time goez on. im tired of it and i want to go. im punk/goth, and alot of people think im stupid for that. i want to leave but no one will let me, i just want them to stop loving me so i can go but then when i think about that i cry because my friends meen so much to me. i want them to love me for ever. but i dont want them to hurt if i go. im so confuzed on life and everything i just want to make it stop, i want to make my life stop. if someone would like to talk i would love it. its firstname.lastname@example.org
i love u all thank you for showing me im not alone with feeling like this.
moll aka maggie
|09 Dec 2005||jackie||i can't leave my house. i've become a hermit. i've told every one of my friends that i don't like them, I LOVE MY FRIENDS they're all i have, but something forced me to do this inside of me, then i would stay home and cry every day. i can't go shopping, or to the store, or run a simple errand with my sister or mom. i can only take my dog outside and take the trash out. i can't go to a movie, i can't stand this world. im a misanthropist(someone who has a hatred for mankind) but that's not why i don't leave my house. when i first started feeling like this and still went places. i would have horrible experiences. example: i was at my friends apartment and there were lots of friends there, we were all having fun. then i felt like i was hearing everyone just talking about me, when they clearly weren't because i was standing right there. their lips were moving differently from what i was hearing. then i just freaked out and ran out the door without my shoes or jacket or purse. i ran and ran down the blocks and then opened some random persons house door and locked myself inside. i fell to the floor in the house and started crying. i called my mom and had her come get me. i don't know what's wrong with me. that wasnt' the only time. every time after that i went somewhere, all of a sudden i would just freak out and leave. and now i can't even leave my house. something's wrong with my head. and i have severe depression and anger problems. all i do is sleep, sit on my bed, read the bible and pray day after day.|
|09 Dec 2005||ur all fucktards||when u think about it everyone hates themselves in some way and we all at some stage want 2 just die. but think about it. i bet there are times wen u are actually happy. when something makes u laugh. when its a beautiful day. when ur realli stoned and someone just says something so funny u think ur gunna die but in that point in time u actually dont want to. i know there maybe alot less of these times than bad times but get the fuk ova it. ur 13. u hav so much more 2 experience. have u travveled? hav u found someone u realli click with? have u had sex? hav u finished school? have u got a job and a car? hav u experinced that kind of freedom...2 jst get in ur car and go where ever YOU want 2 go and not hav 2 listen to anyone. no u havent. but u still can. so how do u kno ur life will always b shit. it dsnt have 2 b 4ever. suicide is selfish and hurts others.u say ur life sucks but you havent lived yet.if all else fails get some happy pills...my mum takes them.|
|09 Dec 2005||the babe||thallium nitrate, works great in drinks|
|09 Dec 2005||no||all i know is that for the people out there who think you shouldnt kill youself and that your problems arent that bad are wrong. One persons pain is neither greater nor less then anothers pain. pain is pain wheather it comes from being abused or being hurt at the expense of others. Unfortunately for modern medicine docotrs are able to save the lives of people who maybe were never meant to be. Take me for example when i was born i was oxygen deprived i was basically blue and wouldnt have made it. I wasnt meant to be here. If it werent for modern science i wouldnt have had to deal with any of this crap i went through. All i'm trying to say is if your going to do it i understand I might do it here real soon myself I'm just waiting for some answers on a few things which will be coming here real soon. And the thought of it could get better wont be in my mind anymore it's worked in the past but not now.|
|09 Dec 2005||Emily||Don`t.You only have one life with the people you love.I`m only 11 and I`m telling people way older then me to not kill themselves.If you kill yourself when your my age,you will never know what it`s like to get married,to have kids and grand kids.If you are an idiot you`ll kill yourself.If your boyfriend left you or somthing and you commit suicide,Your just being selfish.What about your parents and friends?Don`t you think that they`ll miss you?Just remember: Your a total idiot if you want to,because my uncle did and his family cried for ages.|
|09 Dec 2005||felica rott||Fuck you!|
|09 Dec 2005||I Give Up.||fall in love and then move away so the person you love gets detatched and moves on. this feeling will help you gain the will to do something insane with ease. then cut out your adam's apple with a very sharp knife WITH A HANDLE and you will slowly and painfully choke to death.|
|08 Dec 2005||nikki||hey everybody my name is nikki im 10 and crie myself to sleep sometimes because i miss my friend he killed himself with a rope now every time i see a knife i cut myself to get the pain out!i have so many scars|
|08 Dec 2005||i_h8_maself!||i have a dad who spoils ma big sistaz fucken rotten!!! and i have two lil bro's and sistaz and ma lil bro tried to cut ma arm off with the butcher knife and he said it was me!so i go into the bathroom (stupid me 4 4getting to lock the bloody door) i ran a really deep bath and got in and kept ma head under the water 4 only ten minutes when blood started coming out ma nose i knew i was gunna die which made me happy coz i waz gunna have peace 4ever then ma mum came in and ripped me out balling her bloody eyes out!And to this day i still try as many wways as i can to do it.|
|08 Dec 2005||betina||Fall in love deeply|
|08 Dec 2005||Vampiricgurl||It is true that many people feel xtrimly neglected, mocked at, intimidated by bullies. But dying an unnatural death is the worst punishment on humanity. I wonder y this world SUICIDE was invented in the first place! Wen we r young, and confronted suddenly to this harsh world, we are astounded, and hurt. But instead of healin the wounds, and accept the challenge of life, we tend to run away. Its as if ur in the battlefield, and u dunt wanna fight. I understand how u might feel deep within, being rejected by ur own people, or sum arent gettin friens, or u jus get bored with life. Wen ur young, itz bound to happen!! This is where we learn to live. Life is not meant to b only positive, bkoz one thing u must understand is that we r here to have self-education and combat the hardships! We have to become tacticians, and outsmart the hurdles of life. We shouldnt simple resort to death. Some pple lack attention, and feel the need to get love. This world is damn rude!! N itz pitiles! Instead of seekin love, we shud live our own life. Altruism doesnt work much over here. Anywayz, i'll only say that those who feel deceived n betrayed shud stop expectin and shud stop being hopeful. If u create hopes, u will end up in a desert. N there is no such thing as heaven above. The real heaven can be made on Earth itself, and itz by living the life that God has given us. Me too am going through lots of probs, and I do think of suicide, but I quickly convince myself that problems r the devil's way to attack our self-confident and endurance. JUST BE POSITIVE: life will change~~ n u shud help it to change as well~ contribute to it, rather than spoil the chance for a change. Dunt suicide, itz a wrong way to show ur maturity!|
|08 Dec 2005||jessye||id say a shotgun if you have one as it is quick and painless|
|07 Dec 2005||murf||my son did it cut his wrists my head is done in can u tell me what he had going on in his head he was 27 i miss him so much|
|07 Dec 2005||E Walsh||Help is always there. You may feel like the world is falling away and your standing on a cliff but you don't have to jump. Someone out there loves you, you may not have met them yet but every corner brings a new suprise. No matter what anyone says no mateter how you do it suicide causes sever pain to someone. Families have been destroyed by their children hurting themselves. Suicide should be discussed and understood but think hard before you do something that could destroy everyone around you. You could fail trying to kill yourself and end up living the rest of your life trapped inside your body. You may be suck in the same room for years. Find help, the great thing about life is there are others going through what you are. killing yourself may seem like your only option but do think long and hard don't rush, find your options, join an organisation, find something, anything that makes life that one bit easier but don't hurt yourself.|
|07 Dec 2005||Malik Bey||First, I will have to say that there is no best or good way to kill yourself at thirteen or any other age. Technically you should not consider this. It is not an option. YOur physical self is needed to BE. Therefore you can't really BE dead or anything else. What makes you YOU or what you BE doesn't end with death.So instead I offer another more Do able solution that does involve DEATH. At 12 and 13 i experienced a very similar situation only i was already too dead to kill myself. I was so finished and just dead to my world that I ceased to exist. If you need to know what sparked it I really don't know exactly and I can bet its not as bad as what you might be experiencing right now but here goes. At 12 i was arrested and accused of assualting and robbing the same young man whom i had just helped get away from some young bullies. They threatened him on a public bus. His parents notified police after he was mugged by the same young bullies the following school day. The boy came to my school with police. He was visibly nervous and he probably only recognized my face from the bus. I was arrested and sent to an adult jail where i spent 2 days before my mother picked me up. Now although the case was dropped by the boy and i wasn't sent to jail, my world would never be the same. Although i was a good kid, no one really believed that i didn't do this. Since then, the climate of my life has never been the same. Its around this time that i would also endure my mother turning to crack cocain and abandoning my self and my two brothers , one would later die of aids,the other is also emotionally disturbed, leaving me in a sort of hell. We werent rich so things got crazy. My brothers, who both hated me and beat me when ever convienient, were already getting in police trouble so i guess i was my mothers last hope. I would spend the next couple years husltlin around on the streets and avoiding people who knew my family prior to the wreck, before we lost the house and were homeless. Thats when i went numb and with no choice but to either end it or go on living in hell. Ive been shot at, arrested(for crimes i did commit),my neighborhood bulldozed over and all of my child hood friends would later also be defeated by dead or jail. We all felt the same pain. Nobody cared nobody loved us. And though we would later rob and steal and hurt people. Thats not what we wanted. Ive seen some of the most dangerous men in our contry cry pools of pain. Pain that never healed.Many of them were killed because THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO DOIT THEMSELVES. Im 30 now. I never hurt anyone and I have yet to hurt myself. I still think about how much I want to end it because i just get so tired. Then i remember what got me out the last time. And the time before that. It certainly wasnt't just about dying back then. Without any therapy I realized that life goes on. The life i want to end is the life that doesn't belong to me.Its the life that belongs to THEM! These people (mom,dad,stepdad,etc..) who don't even see me! They don't even know im alive!!They dont even see me in pain. Thats when i planned my escape. In three long years i would be 16 going on 17. I didnt runaway from home, although home was a drug den and later couches in other peoples home,I involved my self and enrolled my self in every possible thing i could for free. I stayed away from some people, avoided others, and tried supporting my mother while in and out of rehab (although i knew she didn't think much of me anymore).I hung around new people. I called relatives i never knew I had and i disappeared into the new images of ME that i sometimes created. From then on i worked and saved up enough money to leave my urban chaos and go to school across the country. For the 1st two years of college I didnt have to work much with loans and all. I was afraid a bit at first because i was always so antisocial and anxieity ridden when around un familiar people. But i sware, all of the energy that people put into mistreating, misunderstanding, and abusing me gave me the energy to just GO! Get out. Somewhere out there youll find someone who loves you and cares about you and most important someonewho sees you.KILL your OLD self. Give birth to someone new. Change your name. If possible move or move in with a relative(Dont trust any stranger).LET EVERUONE KNOW THAT YOUR NOT HAPPY.Forget'em if they dont like it than they can come KILL YOU. If they cant do that than they dont exist to you anyway. As humans our species is actually made up of many different others. One being reptillian or snakes. Now, as we all know snakes shed theyre skin. Your no different. I threw myself into dreams. I GAVE MYSELF SOMETHING TO LOOK FOWARD TOO once i was away from them pain. Once i was out i was free. No one expected it. They expected me to be a bum or a drug addict or dealer or just KILL MYSELF. I hated them so much i never gave them that satisfaction. They hurt me so much that i in turn made them wanna kill themselves. Its a little bit harder to get even with the system and the police and they still want me dead. They still want me to KILL MYSELF. But i aint dead yet. I still cry alot. i still feel hurt and disappointed in the people who i thought were suppose to love and protect me.I still feel like that 12 year old boy and its hard being alone out here but I can't DIE. Why because I deserve to be HAPPY and ALIVE. I wont stop until thats achieved. I still hold on to the faith that there is somebody out there whos just like me. Looking for love and friendship. Together we can survive all of the ugliness.|
|07 Dec 2005||chris||get a scarf and spray deodrent on it for 30 sec then tie it round yours nose then go to sleep and you wont wake up|