|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Nov 2005||Pete||I stumbled across this site because I've had a really bad week and I entered the phrase "my life is totally fucked" in google.
I used to think about suicide a lot when I was in high school. My parents were divorced; I lived with my mother who hated men, and a select group of kids in my school hated me before they even met me. I had no one to talk to at all--I tried twice and it was a disaster--and being called faggot regularly at school, sometimes in front of other kids, was very painful, as it was intended to be. I thought that there must be something wrong with me that only other people could see and I scoured outdated medical textbooks, trying to figure out what it was. When I was in grade 11, the same group of kids nearly killed me and laughed about it at school the next day. I didn't know how to be angry at my tormentors so I turned my anger inwards and fantasized about destroying myself. I had lots of friends but I often felt completely alone. Anyway, I survived. I did a lot of therapy to understand what happened when I got older. Even more challenging things happened to me as an adult. I survived them even when I never thought I would. I had many many experiences that I would have never wanted to miss. My life at this moment is very challenging, mainly because of financial problems. Not that I blame anyone--it's my karma. Anyway, I think I'll get through my current disaster somehow and I wanted to share some tools that I use to manage depression. I practice a kind of meditation called vipassana, which is very very helpful. Learn about it at www.dhamma.org. I also know a fair amount about nutrition. Those of you with ADHD, obesity, and other problems might find some answers at my favorite alternative health site: www.mercola.com. I supplement my diet with natural anti-depressants like fish oils, especially in the winter. And, normally, when I have a working car, I exercise a lot. Okay, that's my post. Peace out.
|21 Nov 2005||this site is appaulling how can you put this kind of stuff out for trouble young people makes me sick|
|21 Nov 2005||moth||fall in love|
|21 Nov 2005||wow. mouchette not only do you suck but your site sucks too.
i mean i made several posts over 2 weeks ago and your site remains un-updated.
whats wrong mouchette? are you to busy sleeping with men twice your age such as your father grandfather and uncles or is your site screwed up. i got a web site and my PHP is screwed up. :)
you are a stupid whore mouchette. queen of the biznoutches. i bet you cant control yourself around a male family member. first moment of being alone and whooooop, up goes mouchettes skirt.
|21 Nov 2005||jay||Im 14 and i want to die so bad. Ive slit my wrists and tried 2 slit my throat. it made me feel so much beter, and every since i have tried 2 till my self. I cut mu arms, my legs and my sides regually. Sumone i really care about found out, and he was really upset. I felt SO bad about it. I dnt know what 2 do. I dnt wana stop, but i dnt wana hurt him. What can i do?|
|21 Nov 2005||Asswipe||Jump in front of a truck, train, semi or anything big, fast, snd moving.|
|21 Nov 2005||Twisted_in_the_head||wear a tompon for more then 2 days|
|21 Nov 2005||Simeon||well i dont know exactly what its called. but i was savagely abused as a child and then in my teenage years i saw lots of murders with guns and knives. plus i lived on the streets and ate out of dumpsters as a teen too. i guess you could say i have been screwed in every situation in my life. even in school. the principals screwed me out of an education by bending the rules to benifit them and kick me out.
you know in my heart i have released all my hatered and bitterness. but still i like to see another human go thru the shit and it brings me pleasure. i have no value for human life or human suffering. and dont know why i do what i do. it is what was taught to me growing up. thats what the world and "adults" exampled to me. psycologists say this is symptoms of a psycopath or a sosiopath(spelling) i wont ever tell a shrink my heads inner workings because i will more than likely be hospitalized. and even if you dont want to be my friend thats ok. i dont really like you anyway. but if you like i will be nice to you. just dont call me bad names.
|20 Nov 2005||Your neighborhood wussie||I.C.P!-..........."It a'int no point to me waking up,everbodies time i'm taking up.i got nobody,a'int a shoulder near,i can't stay here and it's colder there.i don't wana look back cuz it's gonna hurt,slice my wrist's and it's gonna squirt.For me everybody holds a hate,i get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake.A'int no roads to take,i'm in a circle drive,bustin' at myself tryan' survive.i'll dissapoint you and i will let you down and i a'int got many homeboy's coming around.You don't understand so don't say you do,i swear i'll put a muthafvcking slug in you.i'm the only one,the lonely one at home loading a gun thinking why not???i got court comin' up,i stole a truck,i got a bitch pregnant and i'm broke as fvck.i wana get high but i got piss test, i'm always first name on top of the shit list.GET THIS,the witch has made my chest it's permanent nightly visiting nest!It a'int no clothes i look good in,i'm the muthafvcking big red train that couldn't.i got no family,i stole they shit,restraining orders and i still won't quit.i hit rock bottom and then i fell in a hole,then i fell through the floor of that hole some more.i been missing for a year nobody's lookin',i got beat down and my shit tookin'.i look ahead and all i see is more of the same or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain.(You and me, together, friends)i dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel,the dreams are gettin' serious,think i'm in trouble.i don't hold memory for more'n hour, i'm tired as fvck n i'm drained of power.i a'int halfway there n i'm all outta time, like a crushed lightbulb all outta shine.i been around the world'n no place is home,i wana see the otherside when i face this chrome.i'm buttnaked jackn' off gettin' drunk, it's my last hours alive who gives a fvck.It don't matter,i'm doin' the shit in tha garage tryan make it easier for 'em to clean my head splaage.This bitch i loved, i hope she finds me still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me.i'm 'bout to do it....." ne ways, imo a nice strong tree and thick rope or a building over 10 stories outta do it, g.l..|
|20 Nov 2005||I have had a shit life till now... I have never been loved. i have no friends. I always thought that doing the right thing, helping people, begin selfless and decenty will allow you to get out of this. finally win a heart. all this got me was disappoinment, a broken heart and a shit load of abuse. so here is my revalation on the best way to kill the live you lead... use your misfortune and TAKE what you WANT. if life is not nice to you, do not be nice to life. look around, the people who are fucks get it all. use all the energy you use to destroy yourself to destroy something else... it defiantly takes your mind off suicide and puts some kick in living.|
|20 Nov 2005||Mr depressed||For all the people who want to commit suicide I hope you suceed because life is shit. I wish I could blow up the world that would be cool.|
|20 Nov 2005||ANDY||do a die hard,,u know stand in the middle of the hood with a sign that says i hate niggers (please note ONLY WORKS IF UR NOT BLACK)|
|20 Nov 2005||this is a sick site and wants closing down u sick cunts|
|19 Nov 2005||why are you offering acinine ways to do this? murder is acceptible but suicide isn't? the things that lead to suicide...fine, committing it, illegal. fuck yourselves.|
|19 Nov 2005||MR. Roboto||ok read this all the way thru.
about three nights ago i was eating mushrooms. you know the psycedelic type. i really had to pee. and as i was peeing on the tile floor in the bathroom everything went slowmotion. i was kinda in a gap between life and the spirit world. everything then got real clear to me. you see i was planning on eating these magic mushrooms and commiting suicide. well when i had my moment of clarity i was watching my pee slowly splatter on the tile floor. and i realized this is how life is. well you see the pee had no control over what direction it went.much like the way we have no control of our lives. then i heard native american indians chanting abd singing and i knew they were praying for my spirit. you see there was all kinds of evil demon spirits around that wanted to kill me. i knew they were praying for me to stay alive. i even heard the beat of thier drum. and you see once again i had no control over my life. it was up to these spirits to battle it out. and then maybe i would live or maybe not. then an angel spoke to me and told me the evil spirits were inside me. and that it was a spirit of self murder. the angel asked me to never try to kill myself again so the spirits wouldnt come back. you see man we cant see the spirit world unless we have some pretty heavy psycedelics and then its still kinda a whole lot to bear. so maybe some of you have a spirit of self murder in you man. being possesed isnt always like you see on TV. they may just be influincing your thoughts. tring to make you kill yourself. so look man. maybe you just need to think about things from a different perspective.
|19 Nov 2005||If you are really serious about suicide you shouldn't be on using this site at all. Make a list of your problems and check them out on google. Find some serious help groups and discuss your problems - see where it leads you and if you can get help.
If after this you still want to die then just do it. Don't make entertainment for the sicko's who use this site.
|18 Nov 2005||kc||really i dont agree with anyone killing them selves but it is a good idea in some cases.my friend did but her life fucking sucked. well please dont be liek one of those kids that thinks their life is bad so you try and cut your wristes sideways and not the LONG way. sideways is jsut for attention, if you actully want to die and this is the easyest thing for you. just try something different, maybe on the news so everyone can think to them selves "i should have been more conciderate to him". hey, now everyone will blame them selves for it and that would make you happy. now what you need to do is light yourself on fire, it sounds stupid but its great. you love fire, you want to die then do this. ride your stupid ass little shit supercycle bike to the nearist with some gasoline in your bag. pour most of it on you then some on the ground where you'll fall. light a match and BURN!!! as you hit the ground the flame from your body will light up the ground around you. you will instantly die from the fall...if not the fire will. you will probly kill some people while your at it.
>easy way!!! simpaly hang yourself, it something kinda fast, no mess and its relaly easy. rope chiar and nothing near you to try to save yourself...its great. please only commite suicide if it is your last resort...down load the song suicide: by Bobby Gaylor ...great song on how death is the only why for you.
|18 Nov 2005||Toby||I think you should do what reflects you and how your life has hurt you.|
|18 Nov 2005||geraldine||I'm currently 20 years old and a second year university student. I've attempted suicide once so far, and have come to several realizations.
it was stupid of me... i told a friend of mine what i was feeling, what i thought i was going to do. i think in some way, i wanted to be saved. i wanted to know that it mattered - but that wasnt all.
i have friends. i have a loving family. there are people in my life that care, but... really its not about that. in the end the decision is yours, because it is your life. if given the choice, i would not have let my friend take me to the hospital, but i knew she left me with no options, and i did not want this riding on her coinscience.
people can force you to live or get therapy, but its not right. my problem is my own mind, and it has been for almost a decade now. its something i dont want to remedy because i dont see a point.
all of you out there that judge us for being selfish, for being too self-absorbed to see the reality of the situation are hypocrites.
to live each day like this... hollow, dead... if you have felt like this before, you will no it is no easy task.
when you people are forcing us to stay here, to think of our families or friends you fail to understand our predicament. we cannot continue to live our lives for others, that isnt what life is about - so far that has been my biggest problem. we have to live for ourselves. ive made this decision for myself. in some way, shape or form i will prevail. this time, i succeeded in only putting myself in the hospital for 5 days. perhaps if i had waited a few days more the organ failure would have taken over... but i was ignorant, and a fool. i wont make that mistake again. good luck to all of you i hope you all figure out what it is you really want.
|18 Nov 2005||matt||talk to strange old men in the park|