|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|18 Dec 2005||caroline||i don't know the answer
i just want to die
my mom makes me cry and i rather die than suffer
|18 Dec 2005||Antonia||Hola soy Antonia, te voy a decir la mejor manera. La mejor manera es una inyección letal. Sin dolor, ni sangre, ni gritos....|
|18 Dec 2005||The Dude||Damn u ppl get off of mouchette's case so what if he made a web site bout suicide it's helped me i use to live for this site(yes i know pretty pathetic) and it was originally intended for a joke. mouchette isnt doing anything wrong so get off his fuckin case and btw mouchette how old r u?|
|18 Dec 2005||i'm gonna kill you when i'm satan||All you whiney little brats need to either:1- tell the police what your parents are doing to you, or 2:- get a fucking job and see how shitty life really is.|
|18 Dec 2005||Rizz||check out http://ash.spaink.net..
I hope to be dead by the end of this fucking year i've had enough.
|17 Dec 2005||vicc<333||hi my name is victoria. but my friends call me vicc. i live in Greenfield park in Quebec. thats in Canada. well i am a lezbian. and i want to have sex with guys before i kill myself. so if any guys are interested just email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
i dont care how old you are.
i am going to kill myself becuase all my friends hate me and my family is mean to me. my dad takes my clothes away and makes me sleep outside in the shed when its real cold. they all hate me cuz i am a lezbian. my mom says i am going to hell. i dont care. i just want to die. but first i want to see whats so hot about being with a guy.
|17 Dec 2005||jeniffer||im not 13 im 15 turning 16 .. muh life iz hell has been hell since i can remember. ive tried suicide already like 2 times both by odin on pills. i cut ive been cutting since i wuz 13 .. see in 8th grade well from 5-8 grade i wuz bein abused by muh babysitters husband and in skool i wuz jus a loner .. no one would talk to me not even the geekz .. then i got to high skool i thought it wuz goin to get better but it didnt in 10th grade i started having problems with some girl and now in 11th grade once again i have no friends and the "friends" i dont really think they are friends .. they alwayz put me down and alwayz just make me feel worse than i do .. see im not that pretty and the friends i have are gorgeous .. well now muh best friend the only person i could trust has a girlfriend and now we are enemies because we dont agree on things that hez doing.. in 10th grade i fell in love with a guy named victor and he broke my heart ever since then itz been hard to actually keep a guy .. today i jus got dumped by muh boyfriend again and muh first boy ilost muh virginity sayz that the only reason he wuz with me wuz because he knew i liked him and that he jus wanted me for pussy ...well now in skool everyone iz callin me a hoe and itz jus another hell that i walk into every single day ... at hom me and my mother are alwayz fighting because my grades have been dropping and im just not happy with my life .. i want to die .. i mean wutz the point of living if ur jus goin to be alone ... and no one iz going to care anywayz .. soo can someone tell me how to kill muhself like tha fastest way possible email me at babyfly90@Aol.com thanx !!!|
|17 Dec 2005||Mark||Listen, all you depressed and sorry people. When I was 15, my mum hated me - she made my life hell. I had no brothers and sisters and i put my dogs lead around my neck and was about to jump when someone came up the stairs - so i stopped.
I had no-one to get to, but I stuck it out. I grew up and left home - now my mum loves me and is really nice to me. Realise this - whatever your position - life can get better and you can help it. Don't take the easy way out because if you do, all those who know you will live for many years thinking it was their fault and grieving for you.
Talk to someone first.
|17 Dec 2005||john||Kelly, Millie and others out there.
I do think of my family,relatives and friends, I am beyond caring for myself.
I am a farther of two children and they were taken from me by my wife who had visions of starting a new life with another man, my children are below 8 years old and have no idea who i am now.
My wife has left me in so much debt that i cannot keep the roof over my head and now i have resorted to rooting in bins for food! you my think what am i doing on the internet with all these problems? i set up a contract with a internet company to able me to keep in touch with my children but my wife has stopped them from getting my emails and i cannot afford to phone them being in another county.
sometimes it is the only way to go! and that is my way ahead, i cannot go on and nobody can bail me out of this.
dont tell me that there's someone who can help because there is'nt.
their's no god and no more fish in the sea and nothing new around the corner for me, sorry there is just one thing new for me!
|17 Dec 2005||*Ellen*||For a lot of the kids writing their soul pain in blood on this site, I've sent this mail out to a couple of you .... but it's aimed at ALL of you, cause I love you truely ....
I was reading your words on http://mouchette.org and just had to write too ya.
Please don't hurt yourself, the world is hurting you enough right ?
I'm just another stranger in your life, I know ... I'm just a passing ship in the night..
But I'm one who cares, I love you, I love the wounded and the scarred, because I'm wounded & scarred myself.
There was a time when I was hurting like you do ... but I kept on living.
And I'm so glad I did ... there's so much beauty & love surrounding you, I know you don't feel it now, but it IS here.
What is perhaps even more important is the fact that when you die, it's just your body that dies ... you, the real you with the same hurting and pain, will still be around..... in a diffrent place in time yes .... but it will still be you.
It might be hard to accept from a stranger like I am ...but there is a way out without ending this precious life you've got.
You should meditate and read about Buddhism, it will learn you a lot about pain, and why you don't have to suffer at all.
If you feel like writing me, then please do ... I'll be here waiting.
Love & Light,
|17 Dec 2005||megan||the best way could be trying to kill yourself then your parents find out and want to kill you for even thinking about it.|
|17 Dec 2005||Dana||I'm a fifteen year old, and a freshman in highschool. My family is wealthy and i have many very good friends. I do well in school and play many sports and am a very talented pianist. There has still always been something wrong. There isn't a name for it and I feel like a selfish bratt for hating life like i do, because there are many people who have had much worse lives and still continued to live, and to love life, and fought for something better. But after thinking about this for my entire life (i became suicidal in 1st grade) I have realized that the only thing wrong with me is me. I am bisexual and scared that everyone will hate me if i tell them so i've had to deal with it all myself and i've only told my best friend and my brother. I still barely feel like i can talk about it though. My parents don't understand me, and my sexuality frustrates me and that i can't tell them, so i can't explain. I don't know how long i can handle any of this any more. I've long ago lost my will to live and i'm just barely hanging on now. Even when times are good, and my friends are great theres still the screaming in the back of my mind telling me that it will all slip away again. I don't think that i can do this anymore and i hate life. The only thing that has ever kept me from killing myself is that i want to be famous, but everyday i wake up and that dream becomes less and less of a possibility, which was a slim one to begin with. I don't feel like there is anything left to live for and i'm begging for someone who's dealt with this to tell me that there is.|
|17 Dec 2005||pcatpurrs||strangulation|
|17 Dec 2005||Miranda||hi, my name is Miranda and i'm 11. ever since i left home, i've been depressed. i've been wanting to kill myself for a long time...im so twisted....i feel so lost|
|17 Dec 2005||Matt||i am 22 so obviously i am not 13. Thing is, my actual life isn;t all that bad at all. Its just my brain thats fucked. I have a severe hate of myself, and because of this I have taken to cutting myself. Life just seems like a hopeless cause. I dont want to commit suicide or anything, but i often do want to put myself through pain, be it emotional or physical, to atone for the wrong I have done. I cannot stand when people compliment me or say good things. It just makes me have a strong desire to hurt myself
Oh, and people who want to commit suicide. it does get better. Just wait it out. Don't kill yourselves. What if this is the only chance you get? I would never take that risk. I hate hearing it but the saying is true "you have your whole life ahead of you". I hope you guys don't tear apart your families like this.
|16 Dec 2005||Constantin||Notes about Suicide:
CO, CO2 poisoning is feels the exact same way as choking/hold your breath.
Painkillers ARE painful. You tox yourself with something called acetaminophen. It kills you over time due to Liver damage.
From what I know you feel pain at about 300 MPH. So if you want to kill yourself painlessly, you need to use something that will go faster than that.
|16 Dec 2005||Ashley||I am not under 13 but I am just a year older.And the past few months have been really hard for me to deal with and for the 1st time I cut myslef. I felt if i could breath again. Then one day at school I got really stressed and needed a way out, so I went into the girls bathroom and got a sftey pin off my back-pack to cut again. But there was a girl in there so I left, Then near the end of lunch my freinds found me and talked me out of it. There is so much to live for son't try and hurt yourself in any way or from. Talk to your freind, if you don't have a freind then talk to an adult you trust and if you want find another way to express yourself other then hurting yourself. If you want you contact me in someway or form. I am more then willing to help you out and you can trust me I wont tell anybody.|
|16 Dec 2005||Eric||get a hack saw and cut off your lims and roll in front of a car|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I'm back again. I've cut my arm a few times with a razor blade. It hurt, and I don't want to feel anymore pain, but I did it anyway. I've had three glasses of neat brandy, so I'm a bit dizzy. I want to start smoking again - I'll buy a pack tomorrow. I'm sort of indirectly trying to kill myself by smoking. The thing that hurts most is the fact that I haven't been hugged by any immediate family/friends for like 10 years. I'm from the UK and I have a family that thinks hugging is not appropriate for a boy, but i feel so unloved. I just want someone to hold me and say that they love me for the unique person that I am. I've thought about suicide several times but my parents are divorced and i live with my mum, and she would be heartbroken because she has no-one else. I don't want to live and yet I "can't" die. I'm just so fucked up :(|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I am sick to death of life. I get up everyday and hate every minute of it. My parents divorced when I was five, I was bullied at school, I'm gay and don't have a boyfriend. I'm 18 now and the last time someone hugged me was about 10 years ago. No one loves me. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. Just think how wonderful it would be never to feel pain or sadness again.|