|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Dec 2005||Ashley||I am not under 13 but I am just a year older.And the past few months have been really hard for me to deal with and for the 1st time I cut myslef. I felt if i could breath again. Then one day at school I got really stressed and needed a way out, so I went into the girls bathroom and got a sftey pin off my back-pack to cut again. But there was a girl in there so I left, Then near the end of lunch my freinds found me and talked me out of it. There is so much to live for son't try and hurt yourself in any way or from. Talk to your freind, if you don't have a freind then talk to an adult you trust and if you want find another way to express yourself other then hurting yourself. If you want you contact me in someway or form. I am more then willing to help you out and you can trust me I wont tell anybody.|
|16 Dec 2005||Eric||get a hack saw and cut off your lims and roll in front of a car|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I'm back again. I've cut my arm a few times with a razor blade. It hurt, and I don't want to feel anymore pain, but I did it anyway. I've had three glasses of neat brandy, so I'm a bit dizzy. I want to start smoking again - I'll buy a pack tomorrow. I'm sort of indirectly trying to kill myself by smoking. The thing that hurts most is the fact that I haven't been hugged by any immediate family/friends for like 10 years. I'm from the UK and I have a family that thinks hugging is not appropriate for a boy, but i feel so unloved. I just want someone to hold me and say that they love me for the unique person that I am. I've thought about suicide several times but my parents are divorced and i live with my mum, and she would be heartbroken because she has no-one else. I don't want to live and yet I "can't" die. I'm just so fucked up :(|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I am sick to death of life. I get up everyday and hate every minute of it. My parents divorced when I was five, I was bullied at school, I'm gay and don't have a boyfriend. I'm 18 now and the last time someone hugged me was about 10 years ago. No one loves me. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. Just think how wonderful it would be never to feel pain or sadness again.|
|16 Dec 2005||joe||im 27, i asked 100 churches to help me, they all ignored me, so does that mean im supposed to die? did god just spit in my face? ive been a christian for years and ya know what....who cares|
|16 Dec 2005||ALPHONSE||well i do not think i will rgret when i die next week.i have made up my mind to kill myself on the 24th of decmber 2005.when i die i will ruin my the day for my dad and his wife.since mom died life has been hell out here so,why should i live when i have been stoped from going to school.my wicked dad says he has no money.so onthe 24th of december i will kill myself
stay well in this world of pain
|16 Dec 2005||THOMAS SZWEDSKA||as i press down on the soft paper i feel the toxic dump smear off my bum.
as i press down on the soft paper i feel the doo doo butter remenants smear off my bum and on to the tissue slightly tearing and polluting my finger with the great stench.
my curiousioty growing stong. i must know what it tastes like.
... i feelthe gooey substance slide into a thinner coat of butt cheese. however, the consistancy is that of penut butter and baby oil. the warmth of the sticky coating...
as i c the mooshy substance i have the urge to grasp in my hand and squeeze
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???
SOMEONE HELP BEFORE I GO INSAINE AND KILL MYSELF. THOMAS_SZWEDSKA@HOTMAIL.COM
|16 Dec 2005||gemz||i hate teachers they r so fucked upin future if they eva say (get to class)say if u make me I WILL comit suicide after school and if they send u to ur lesson shout fuck off and go tie ur sel 2 a train track and wait 4 a speed train 2 pass by and then u will b minced beef.|
|16 Dec 2005||GEMZ||OK MA DAD HITZ ME BUT I JUS HIT THE CUNT BAK HES A WANKA SO IF THAT HAPPENS 2 U AND U WANNA COMIT SUICIDE GO JUMP OFF THE BALTIC TOWER OR DROWNED UR SEL TAKE AN OVA DOSE CHOKE URSEL SOMETIMES IF U GO 2 SLEEP WITH DA BLANKET OVA YA HEAD U SUFFACATE IF DAT DOSENT WORK JUMP IN FRONT OFA TRAIN|
|16 Dec 2005||troisplusun||faire tous les cahiers de vacances en 1 semaine, sans dormir ni manger.|
|16 Dec 2005||paras kapoor||i m 17 i wanna die . kill urself by consuming poison|
|15 Dec 2005||cat||I am yet not an adult nor a child...I am a young adult. I have many thoughts of suicide. I hate letting people getting close to me. I dont want to leave this world in case something better might come along. I don't have anyone to talk to and i dont like any of my "so called" friends. I have a bf that i am afraid to fall in love with. He is the most this world has given me. I dont live with my parents and i am a very stress-related, angry, depressed kinda person. I used to smoke a little marijuana so relieve my issues. Now, i have left the weed to other people to use. I feel it doesnt work. I have thought about suicide. Tried it a couple times. But then wasnt sure what he best way do it was.. i have never started to cut myself. i have said good bye to everyone in a secret yet obvious way...jsut to see if ne one would notice and try to stop me. at this moment no one has tried to do ne thing. i told my bf we should go on a break so that he doesnt think that when i do commit suicide that it's his fault. i have made it clear to myself when i find the most mentally successful way for myself, that i am gonna do it b4 December 31, 2005. so if ne one out there has ne ideas on how to make it the simplest for me i wouldnt mind your piece of advice...i think hanging myself in my basement is the perfect way for me. one two people live in my house. so when the other person goes away for the night, i am gonna do it. i have two dates to pick from. so i have even written the letter, telling people whats going on. and that this decision was no ones fault...i did it for myself. to make me feel good. instead of running to everyone's feet like a slave.|
|15 Dec 2005||Alex||If you kill youself, you do know all your thoughts and feelings come with you, your are the same person just in a different place.....so there is no point. Tell yourself this everyday. "Iam a person, Iam somebody on this earth, no one iis like me, god made me different that all the other people, if i was to die, i would suffer twice as much.|
|15 Dec 2005||ton||do heroin|
|15 Dec 2005||jenni||either slit ur wrists, hang yourself, drown yourself, or shoot a bullet in to ur head or ur lungs if u want to suffer or slit ur throat- one of them has to work except for me the wrists and throat didnt work- i was helped when i was about a minute away from dying and of course my so called parents had to bring me to the hospital and save me the same thing happened when i tried to drown myself, and i dont have a gun in my possesion- i dont have a reason for living- my first bf was put in juvie for drug abuse and then hung himself and the second one od'd and shot himself in the lungs while he was od-ing-i currently have a bf who said he would help me if i wanted to go but i woulld have to help him kill himself at the same time-i love him and am crazy enough to do that for him- my stepdad hates me and i hate him- i love my dad and my brother and my bf most of the time i love my mom and my stepmom cant keep her fuckin mouth shut and drives me mad i just want to end it i dont want to go on in this life everynight i pray to god and the devil to kill me painfully during the night so no one can stop me and i could just not wake up in the morning- i ask god why he's punnishing me with life and a life that i dont deserve all my friends are pretty much gone or are going to be gone very soon to suicide but the ones who r left and have possesion of a gun wont let me use it i dont deserve such a horrible life if any life at all, the hatrid needs to spill over the side of my heart and make it drive me insane so i have no choice but to kill myself or let the pain and hatrid kill me- maybe i should starve myself- thats a good idea- w.e. if im still alive then u can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org|
|15 Dec 2005||Lucie||aucune, un enfant de moins de 13 ans n'a pas besoin de savoir comment se suicider|
|14 Dec 2005||Alex||The Best, Esiest way, is to.....just shoot yourself......|
|14 Dec 2005||dieguita||i've tried to kill myself many times and i will sound stupid but everything started when i met this guy hector and i fell in love so much that he was my whole world....after 5 years that we broke up im still crying for him, now in college i have lost my all classes my parents are getting divorce my brother wants to kill himself and im trying to tell him not to but it seems that noone cares about what i feel, my friends think im crazy cause im complaning all day about my fucking life. ijust cant be happy for one time, i really dont know what happienes is. I love so much this guy that he is the only thing that make me wake up in the mornings now..he went away 4 months ago to italy......and my life just went down to hell, i didnt wanna eat, sleep, talk, study, i was the most sad person in the world cause nobody can understand me !! why everybody says you dont have strees or real problems when you are your age!!! im 19 years old and i think i can get depress or i can have stress that makes me mad so much that i just want to die!!!!i dont have anything everybody looks so smart and i dont feel smart enough to be in college! and i lodt the love of my life! ......................................after these 4 months he is comming back just for vacations and the little light came back to my heart i dont care anything but him ..but i know in the back of my mind he is not gonna call me or look for me when he gets here, and i dont thing i will cause i tolf him so many things before and i did so many things for him that i dont have a backup plan now...............................|
|14 Dec 2005||K-rys||well i just wanna say that im not 13..im actually 16..i know i have alot to live for and everything..but right now it seems like the only way out..i've been having problems with my best friend which is now my ex-best friend..the only way to resolve this is through cops..and on top of all that..my boyfriend wont even come see me because he's chilling with his EX-GIRLFRIEND..pretty pethatic eh..i've had a pretty rough life..going through depression alone hurts..then finding someone who can actaully help..then they just disapear just as fast as they came..it really sux..i've been thinking about suicide since i was 10..i've even attempted to a couple of times..but didn't succed yet..i seriously think i have nothing to live for..the thing thqat pisses me off the most is not being able to call someone and them being there at the exact time u need them..usually boyfriends are for that..but not mine..he says he's not in love with his ex anymore..but i thik he is..anywayz..all this to say that i'll be done what im suppose to do very soon..cuz im tired of all the shit..anywayz PEACE!|
|14 Dec 2005||tesla||take as much different medications as you can,in the same 5 minutes...then drink heydro peroxid,till you can't breath.|