|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|23 Dec 2005||Sami||Well how many ways are there to kill yourself, a million probably. The favorites, hanging, slicing the wrists, gun to the head, pills, gas, walking out in front of a car. I don't know if i'd choose any of them. If there were a way to just push a button, something that allows no time to go back and rethink things, i think that's what i'd do. I don't really have a story, that is to say, nothing specific that has made me feel that i need to kill myself, and though we're supposed to be only answering a question, i think everyone has a problem staying on topic. I'm just at the point where i can't hear one more time, "You're too self concious, you have low self esteem, you need to be more agressive." I find it hard to believe that sticking around through the bullshit in your life just to make others happy doesn't really happen. As if telling me what my problems are is going to make me wake up and be a new and improved person. I had an uncle who commited suicide, my father threatened to. My entire family history is filled with nervous disorders and depression yet no one gets it. No one understands that you can't get help, you can't just do something about it. You want it to go away but it won't and you can't do anything about it. Three people in my family are already on zoloft or some such shit, but it doesn't make their life any better. I don't want pills, and i'm not saying that because i want pity, i couldn't get pity if i asked for it, but i find, that my problem, is not me. It's those around me. Why should i have to drug myself up to become numb to those around me who treat me like shit. My biggest problem, i just want to know why everyone who considered themselves my friends, just totally cut me off. After ten years, i thought that i might have mattered to them a little. I'm not asking for pity, i don't think anyone who is thinking about suicide, or anyone who has completed suicide was. We just want the world to stop saying get over it. If i ever get the courage to go through with it, the only person i will worry about is my mother. She is my best friend in the entire world, and if she goes before me, i won't have a need to kill myself, i'll just die from that. The rest of the world who knew me can go to hell for all i care. There will be no funeral, no service, just me in a pine box, buried with no name. I couldn't get any plain decency when i was alive, why should those who made my life hell be consoled with a funeral, getting to say goodbye, when they couldn't manage to care for me in life. So the best way to kill yourself when you're thirteen, i couldn't say, to each their own. But i say, wait until your at least out of your parents house, you don't really know what life is like until you can make it your own.|
|23 Dec 2005||Anonymous||I have never experienced any of the things that u people who write on here have experienced. I lead a perfectly normal life and I cannot imagine what it would be like to be in your place. I was just playin around on the computer and i typed in google some random words and out popped this website and when i read this, my thoughts were that in my normal sheltered life, i have never read anything like this that has happened to existing people. I cannot imagine what it would be liek to be abused adn treated bad and i really dont no what the point of this thing i am writing is. I guess i just want u people to no that i think that u people are incredibly brave to have lived through all of this stuff forso long, but y stop now, y stop living and fighting now?|
|23 Dec 2005||James||Suicide is not ajoke- it's not funny- it's not some fun game we can play- it IS the most selfish thing someone could ever do to the people who know or love them!! suicide is a real problem and needs to be taken much more seriously than you are all taking it. on top of it all, if you believe that suicide is a release from pain then you are sadly mistaken. suicide is known as the "unpardonable sin"- which means that if you take your own life that you will be dealing with much more pain (in hell) forever!!
okay, so you say that u don't believe in God, and heaven or hell, but is it really worth the risk to find out if you were right?? don't dream of death- dream of life! because believe it or not people all over the world are suffering more than you, it could always be worse!! keep in mind the old saying that it's always darkest before the light -- if you think that you are at your darkest moment, then hang on the light is coming soon enough- just fight through it- pray about it- talk to someone, anyone!!! live on to have children and grandchildren and enjoy what your life will eventually become!!
don't take your life for granted- God put you here for a reason, and you should stick around to find out what it was ( here's an example: say God placed you on this earth to find the cure for cancer, you're the only hope that cancer will ever be cured- if you kill yourself, then you are condemning everyother person who will ever have cancer!). life is not to be taken lightly- and neither is death. there is no honor in death, but the potential for honor through life is endless!! stay strong- live long!!!
you can make it through this!!
|23 Dec 2005||sahara||well i was doing a report on suicide for school and i came accross this web site during my research. my name is sahara like the desert. really i hate doing this project because i am suicidal. my mother hates me because i told on my dad for molesting me. my dad touches me when my mom is gone. and my little brother calob dosent know whats going on. i just go sit on my swing out front and try to stay out of the house. ohh yeah im not 13 i am 15. i guess i am not sad about what my dad does anymore because he has stoped. but i still feel like i want to die. my parents hate me and say i am a liar. i dont know what to do. and now i have to pretend like everything is ok while i am doing this school project. i guess my life isnt so bad i should kill myself. but i still want to.|
|23 Dec 2005||Hoping is Dreaming, to me.||Searching www.google.co.uk for "How to Die" gets you 341,000,000 results (three hundred and fourty one million).
However, not only does google find the web pages for you, it also suggests two other searches: 'how to commit suicide' and 'how to kill yourself'! Google actually gives you these search terms without any warning and without you asking. Isn't that mad?
|23 Dec 2005||Marine||Una bañadera en el jardin, repleta de agua, donde los sapos regocijaban su paladar. temor y aventura.|
|23 Dec 2005||kristian||climb a tree and hang yourselves from the top|
|23 Dec 2005||Candyman||Respect the man in the icecream-van!!!|
|22 Dec 2005||ass||Point a cell phone at a NYC police oficer. 2. Move to Iraq, join the jihad and fight a Marine...|
|22 Dec 2005||Zee||Hm...Jump off a roof, I guess. But not if you don't live in the city.
Slitting your wrists. Yes. It hurts at first but a lot of people find the loss of blood relaxing.
|22 Dec 2005||alice||im 14 now but from bout the age o f ten i was sssssssooooooooo depressed i didnt no mi dad and mi mum got remarried!not noin ya dad is hard i was allways wonderin who he was and wat life he lived,in about easter time i contacted his solicitor to find him !(i hated myself 4 doin it 2 my mum)but my mum and me dnt get on theres no talkin bettween us i cook my own food buy my own clothes so i4t i had a rite to know!!wen my mum found out she went mad and musta hit me bout 100 times ND I COULDNT TAKE IT I HIT HER BACK knocked her out and ran away for 3 days i wished id of neva dun it!she now understands my hurt and pain i had id often starve myself to feel betta or cut myself wat else could i do!my mum is my best m8 now i love her soooo much neva give up hope make em realise how much theired miss you!xxx|
|22 Dec 2005||fried chicken||lame. thats what i think. all you snivelling little whimps. oh oh my life is so horrible and i am going to kill myself...
good. fucking do it. because you decided to have a mental breakdown, because you decided you cant take it anymore. your mind is weak. and it didnt snap. you wernt so depressed you couldnt go on to try and make things better. to do the right thing. to do the thing everyone else dose in life.
newsflash: life isnt fair.
so. you wanna killyourself? good do it. and quit whining. quite frankly you are making the human race weaker. and as soon as all you weak links are exterminated those of us that are strong can enjoy a higher quality of life. without listening to your spoiled mouth. and we wont have to keep turning around looking over our shoulder tring to protect you from yourself. so shut up and bleed you muther fucker.
and that goes for all you folks getting on here and saying how sick this site is. if your not a part of the solution you are apart of the problem. and this site is dedicated to "the soloution".
|21 Dec 2005||DOODLE FACE||HEY DOES ANY1 HAVE ANY PTHER COOL SUICIDE WEBSITE I CAN LOOK AT SO I CAN BE ENTERTAINED MORE?
|21 Dec 2005||napoleon dynomite||HEY SLUT JUST KILL URSELF AND GET IT OVER WITH WHEN ARE U GONNA DIE I WANT U TO DO IT THE MOST PAINFULL AND BLOODY WAY.|
|21 Dec 2005||simon||OMG the besxt way is to take a knife and slit you troat open and bleed to death in pain..
i did it and now im dead...at 17 at 22/12/06
|21 Dec 2005||simon tremblay||If you read this this mean im already dead,im 17 not 13, my life is crap.
no one loves me and i have a learning disibelly or what ever it spell, this make even worse, i comiterd suicide on the 22/12/05.
|21 Dec 2005||christey||OMG HELP ME!!!!!!!! I M SO FAT I JUST WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!! I JUST TRIED TO HEANG MYSELF BUT I WAS SO FAT I WASNT ABLE TO GET OFF MY FAT ASS AND DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP LIFE IS MISERY AND ITS NOT MY FAULT IM FAT IS MY MOMS CAUSE SHE LIEK FEEDS ME TO MUCH AND EAT OREOS!!!!!!!!!! PLZ HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|21 Dec 2005||All allone in agony||OK, im only 15, and yet iv tried to kill myself too many times to count, and with no availl. im tired of this world treating me the way it does, i was beaten and abused for 7 years by my own schoolmates, it got so bad that i changed schools and moved, ive also had serous depression since ii was about 8 years old. sometimes i cut myself to see just how much it bleeds, that pain helps to make me forget all my other problems. im tired of living, its really over rated, people only focus on the good things, and not on the bad thhings, which usually greatly outweigh the good. no one really relizes what true pain really is till they loose all that makes them happy, so that all they have to focus on is the bad. try never having anything good to block out the bad. the only thing that ever made me happe was my girlfriend, but we broke up. and now theres nothing, nothing to keep me sane. people dont ever really relize how they affect you with there hate, not till ur gone, and they have to think back on what they did to you, and how they affecte you, and visa-versa. ive become acostome to keeping my emotions all bottled up inside, and when you hold it in for as long as i did you start hearing all the thinngs that you hold back yelling in your headand soon you see that theyve become your worst nightmares.I never let them out till i finally just snapped, which has happend on more than one occasion. No one ever really takes me serously, or understands my problems, not till they get slapped in the face by the real truth. the truth is never pretty, but in any case people deserve to know.|
|21 Dec 2005||Scors-b||Happy Christmas Everyone.|
|21 Dec 2005||Felicia The Great||It seems I have major fans. Nobody knows what it is like to live on the rim of extinction. Billy the Freak is back, Lucy Cortina is in full swing with her knockers, Just a Girl is in hiatus, and as for me, I am just yammering away and reading these posts from the unfortunate and the too fortunate.
I will explain to you what a suicide kit is. A suicide kit has ten digits and a brain. At the present moment, as you are reading this post, your brain is functioning at will. In 25 or 40 years you will develop memory loss. You will die eventually some day, it could be tonight, it could be tomorrow. So stop making attempts in killing yourself and let nature take its course. Don't fast forward your life ending it with suicide because its too much work.
Would you find it too much work to do something thrilling like sky diving? Or surfing? Or working on occupations that are life threatening? If you plan on taking your life, why not enjoy it by helping others? You can save another person's life by risking your life. I see people everyday on a death wish. Their thoughts are to help the unfortunate.
As for me, being a dog groomer has its death wish too. You can be mauled to death by bathing a Pit Bull, Mastiff, or Rottweiler. Or get an infection from a fear biting Shih Tzu and die from it.
Death is all around you. Make the best of it. It only gets worst when you wallow in the "Woe is me" mentality mode. Has it occurred to you that there are mysteries out there you really should know about?
I salute to Billy, Lucy, Just a Girl, and the people that helped warm up this website, despite the cold, cold world.
And for you, I would like you to remember this that you are not alone and your life is not over. Feel free to email me whenever you can or simply submit to this seeking help posts in this website.
With Love Always,
Felicia The Great