|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Aug 2008||Hazel.||For the past year and a half iv been seeing a psychiatrist/psychologist and she just told me that she can't do anything to help me. I selfharm, though I've only cut twice in the past 7months (woo) and only done minimal things on the odd occasion. I have my reasons, but I thought I was moving on, 6months is a freaking long time for someone who did it around every second day for 2years straight. My parents just got a letter through, my psychiartist has reffered me to a mental clinic, and im crapping myself. They've asked for my parents to go with me, which is stupid, coz iv never talked to my parents about anything serious. When they found out I cut myself, we talked about it for about an hour, and that was more than a year and a half ago. When I found the letter, I cried for 10minutes, and don't want to go. I haven't talked to or looked my parents in the eye since I read it, but Im dreading the time they talk to me about it. It's on the 2nd of september, and I don't want to go. Sure it might help, but... whatever.
If there's any christians (or non christians that want to help) i'd love it if you could pray for me. I don't know how I'm going to go through with it, but I know I need to.
Woaw, how positive am I :)
I'm worried, coz my mind is making me want to smoke and drink, thinking it will help, but I wont let it get into my life. I want to be happy and not constantly analysing my life, my thoughts and everything I do/say. Im not satisphied with what I have or am now, I used to be, but something changed.
Please pray for me, it'd give me confidence and maybe help me talk to my parents/ psychiatrist. I'd love to be able to be open and not scared. Please pray, I want to be happy, and not have to worry about not being happy.
You can email me with words of enthusiasm if you must XD
Wouldn't mind it a bit.
|14 Aug 2008||JESUS CHRIST ATTORNEY AT LAW||smoke cigarettes, it's common sense.
|23 Jul 2008||chris||Christ, do I have to be so obvious as to drill the answer into your skull? - Wait, Ill be killing you and that will be putting you out of your misery So here is my second attempt at an answer: DONT COMMIT SUICIDE! Throwing your life away is some mamby pamby, nuevo riche thing that most people think about, and for some reason or other they are still alive and thinking about it and not dead and not thinking about it or not reading this tripe! God, my great grandparents fled Alsace with nothing but the clothes on their backs in 1880 just so they wouldnt get killed in the Franco-Prussian war, moved to America and worked 10 hours a day, six days a week to make a living. Did they think about how bad it was? Did they think of committing suicide? HELL NO!!!! They were too damn busy struggling to put food on the table to think of such crap. They had the balls to deal with lifeDo me a favor kid; find a hobby to occupy your time and forget this suicide shtick before you or someone really zap themselves.|
|21 Jul 2008||Chris Schnieder||Dude, THATS NOT THE QUESTION! When I was your age I thought of committing suicide, then I realized that the question was: When will I get my first kiss (or get some while your parents are away,) go to the Big City, have my first drink while no ones looking, read a porno mag for the first time, look at a dinosaur in a museum for the first time, see an X-rated video, collect my first trilobite while fossil hunting, etc. I suffered from an undiagnosed mental illness until I was twenty four and I made it with the help of my family, friends and psychiatry. Get help, get out of the house and experience life, go to the library, get a hobby, ANYTHING! Life does suck at times but it doesnt improve if you are not living.
|17 Jul 2008||okay this is absolutely ridiculous. suicide is the most pathetic form of dealing with your problems. it solves nothing. for you christians out there who are saying heaven is better than this life, ill enlighten you on the rules of going to heaven. one is, if you commit suicide, free ticket to hell. there is nothing, barring extreme, and i mean extreme PHYSICAL pain, with no end possible. life is such a miracle, such a complex web of absolute chances that it does NOT deserve to be snuffed out because of some stupid event, like ur mom doesnt believe you about something stupid. it doesnt EVER deserve to be ended out by outside forces. life is not something you play with, its a "new toy". fuck all you guys, dont kill yourselves there is always a silver lining, and if u feel that ur life is in the dumps, then it cant get worse. it can only get better.|
|28 Jun 2008||Jan||Take a bath....with a plugged in toaster. Hardest thing about that way is cleaning up the mess afterwards.
best regards jan
|15 Jun 2008||eternal bliss||whilst i was watching transporter two i said something. it has become a famous quote by me.
whats up with this guy and all these rules. have you seen my crow bar?...my back itches. and i swear that crow bar is the best back scratcher ever.
so anyway. back to that guy on the movie. he drives these flashy cars and wears these nice clothes and acts kinda cocky. and i was thinking these things do not please the lord jesus christ. you see god dosent care about what you have or what you can do. he just wants you to not sin. and most people do not want to turn from thier sins. you must turn to him first and be sincere about serving him and letting him rule your life. if you mock him he wont come to you. he is like this because he wont force himself upon you. its your choice. a lot of people have false ideals about god. that he came to make peace on earth. he came to bring a sword.
you have a problem. your life isnt working. turn to him with a sincere heart and he will help you. if your life is unlivable and you have no answers and you feel empty inside ask him, invite him into your life. that void you feel he will fill it with love.
if you turn to him and obey him he will help make your life livable.
just so you know i am not saying it is possible that you never sin again.
|08 Jun 2008||Rodge||I thought of killing myself once or twice, when I was a lot younger. Then my heart nearly did it for me. A month in hospital gives you a whole new perspective on the world outside. XD
To be honest, I couldn't do it anyway. There's just so much world out there. There are things to do and people to meet and songs to sing and I sound like the end of the Phantom Tollbooth, don't I?
But here and now, where I am, it is 2:28 am on the 9th of June 2008. After today, it'll never be that date again. Enjoy it, because it'll be September before you know it. Then it'll be Christmas, then it'll be 2009 and we'll have another year under our belts.
Why not rack up a few days out in the sun before then? Sitting outside with the sun on my face and looking up at the clouds contrasting with the beautifully blue sky... well, it cheers me up.
I know it sounds like utter bullshit when they tell you to get more fresh air if you're unhappy, but there is something in it. I promise.
Remember that you are loved. By me, if there's nobody else you can think of. Because I do love you. There are people who are glad you are alive. Even if they haven't met you.
|02 Jun 2008||ktnsara||just dont fuckin do it u losers christians are well fuckin sick in fact all religion is fucked up!!!!!!!!!!|
|31 May 2008||chris||ana my name is chris i dont normally email but you remind me so much of my girlfriend she was anorexic as well she killed herself in 2004 it has totally ruined my life i hope you get so help you are so young and have so much to live for if you wana email feel free firstname.lastname@example.org|
|27 May 2008||revalation||gorgie bushs purpose in life is almost over. you see god almighty ordained him to become ruler of the land to help bring true what the holy bible says about the antichrist coming to power. the whole one world government one money system. you see bush is a globalist for reasons of money. he may not even know god is using him to bring about the apocolypse.
even if you dont believe in god or the bible it is an interesting converstaion piece. how many years ago it was written and how the similarities are there that bush could be the precursor to the antichrist.
next up... hilary clinton and is she the antichrist?
(just shoot me in the face)
i would also like to extend my probably worthless apology to the nonamerican world. isnt it ironic how im getting screwed by america but when this country is overpowered im still one of the bad guys and will probably get my head chopped off.
if you are an american now is a good time to consider wholeheartedly suicide. i mean if you are an american you have to look foward to tourture rape being killed. and then more tourture.
did you think the Holocaust was bad?
|17 May 2008||CHRIS||My name is Chris im 21 i have been sick for a long time ive been to the doctor i dont have insurance i dont make much money so theres not much i can do rite now people think im crazy they think its my nervs sucide has cross my mind more than once but im a fighter im not looking for a easy way out of life nethier shuold anybody else just remeber this A HOPLESS DOG IS BETTER THAN A DEAD LOIN!!!!!!|
|27 Apr 2008||Christine||This is crazy to think that you could even think about doing that at such a young age!!!
Ok I have thought about it also but it is not the answer. I know all of the reasons to do it also. I have been there. I was the one that everyone bullied in school, the one who never had a friend or a b/f, and don't even mention the abusive father at home beating the crap out of my mom and us kids. I even got to the point that I had the gun barrel in my mouth and the finger on the trigger. I was only 15 at the time. There is an alternative, facing those problems with people that are willing to help and living to see another day. I am 25 years old now and I have my own house, husband, and a 2 year old to live for. I only imagine that I would have never saw this if I had pulled that trigger and gotten help that day. There is so much more that have been through in the last 10yrs. that it is ridiculos. People are suprised that I have not tried it again. Everything that I have been through would take more than a page to tell. I don't have either of my mom to turn to for help.
The thing is that there are people here to listen. I am one of them. If I could save a life I would do it now. I know the string is short, but if you want someone who has been there, please contact me. Please. You can contact me at email@example.com or firstname.lastname@example.org
|30 Mar 2008||christine||my family and friends suck. i dont think i will be having anyone to help me move..... everyone and everything sucks!!!!!|
|25 Mar 2008||Chris||Now tell me if this is odd. I want to kill myself or die in some other fashion, so I can get out of this world. I hate humans, I hate this world, I hate this life. I really wonder what happens when you die. I don't want to be human, I know that much. Animals are nice, but still... I want to know what happens when you die. And what better way to find out than by killing yourself? I'm sure this sounds odd. But then again we are all a little messed up in the head I think. I just don't like it here, I want to get out of this world, and away from humans. I want to know what happens when I die, and since I don't like it here, I don't want to wait for myself to die in 60 years or whatever. What would really be sad though, is if I died, and came back as a human again. That would really piss me off. But then again, I wouldn't know it. I guess it all depends on what you think happens when you die. None of us really know, and I don't think we ever will. But I wouldn't mind killing myself to find out. Although I am chicken >.< But I'll get around to it some time, I hope. Many people say, if you don't like your life, change it. Well, I would have to say to them, it can't be changed in the way I want it to be changed. This world is completely screwed up. Humans are generally evil, and we are all killing each other anyway. Why not kill myself? First of all, money. What is the deal with money? I think it's the stupidest thing around! Money truly is the root of human evil. People are killed over money. The world is destroyed over money. Money is evil. Humans are evil. You should be allowed to kill yourself. You should be allowed to kill someone who is on their deathbed if they want you to. But noooo. Everyone wants to save you. Everyone wants to save everyone else. They want to keep you alive when your 90 years old and have so many problems your confined to a hospital bed. That is so so stupid. Why? Really... why? Let them go. If someone wants to leave this world, let them leave in peace. Don't try to keep them alive. If they are trying to kill themselves they are meant to kill themselves. Stop intervening. I really am sorry, this seems to have turned into a rant of sorts. I just have a lot on my chest. Things I really don't like about this world and the people in it. This is all why I want to die and leave this place. And since I obviously can't depend on anyone else to do the job for me, I will have to do it myself. But no, I'm not going to jump up, go out, and try to kill myself. I believe an opportunity will present itself in due time. I do not believe in God, Heaven, and Hell. But I do believe there is some type of higher power, as we are higher than animals. And that there is fate and destiny... AND freewill. Your life is planned out for you, but you do alter that plan. So however you alter it, it is still a plan. So for instance, if you want to kill yourself, like me for example, and you do succeed, your life path ended at you killing yourself. Meaning it was MEANT to happen. Anyway, please feel free to email me and talk with me. Please do. I would like to hear from you. chris604gcom [@] hotmail [.] com|
|24 Mar 2008||alex N||hey its been a while since i have last posted on here but i thought i would pop on n say hey.. anyway i just wanna tell every1 now about atlancia and the main reason why i do not want to be here on this planet. but first i just wanna let ppl know that i do not have the coping resurses of the average person cuz i do suffer from clinical dperession witch is meh. but hey i lean to live with it i learn how to survive. anyway what is atlancia. well in a short word it is my planet. its where i wanna b. i belive it is part of limbo (limbovia) when we die we will go there and go 2 any planet there what we wanna, atlancia is a technology/christian planet with christianity and god right at the center. basically there is so much to say but i have no idea where 2 start.. so
atlancia started out about 8 years ago as a kinda space ship lol, and then it was officially made into a planet in 2005, since then its just grown and grown into the huge place it is today not to mention the number of planets connected to it. well that is gods plan,, the new earth. i am the admin well co-creator of atlancia and i have tried to kill myself 19 times to go there, still not got lucky yet. although the next oppitunity will be in august where i wont get stood up i hope. becuase the onli way that i reli wanna die is by gun but i always have a blade on be so if things get that desperate i guess i can just cut my wrists. nyhoo atlancia is miles better than this planet could be. technology makes sure of that, there is no money on atlancia so you are not a slave to it! although you are limited on what you can get each day but all the stuff is repoduced by computers anyway so it doesnt reli matrter, all elci comes from the sun well 6 suns that atlancia has even though the average outside temp on A is around -220c other planets are hotter we are one of the coldest. uhhh there is so much more i could go on about but im not gna cuz i cant think str8, n as 4 this hittin rock bottom thing. i hit that along time ago n then i found god and at leaste he has made me kinda happy cuz i no that when i do die i will be dyin for something amazing.. atlancia (limbovia) the futer of earth, well thats whats been in my head for the last 8 years anyway.. thanks
|23 Mar 2008||alive||I've been reading some of these storys people have written on this site and it's just horrible.
Actuelly I think suicide thoughts is something we all have time to time, some more then others.
I can feel down, depressed and like if life isn't worth this suffering many times, and the sucide thoughs just keep hunting me.
My big problem is mostly the fact that I don't have anyone in this world to talk to about my sorrow.
So ive dun things I regret.
I'm trying to do the best of my life but the one I cared about mostly in this world passed away this christmas, a horse named Chaplin.
I know, a horse... It doesn't sound so terrible for some people. Seems like noone seem tp understand that I lost my one and only real friend... The only one ive ever been able to talk about EVERYTHiNG with.
Sometimes I really just wish I had someone to talk to... The other say I thought about contacting one of does firms or I dont know what to name it like, but where they help teens and childrens and stuff.
But Im afraid of makein a fool out of my self by not havin any actuelly important problems... I don't know why I'm even writing this.
Don't kill you self.
Wanna talk? ;; The_PinkPuppet@hotmail.com
|19 Mar 2008||Al||Chris,
I am so sorry to hear about your girlfriend's passing. My heart is with you. Please, don't kill yourself. You still have a purpose for being here, you have a reason, and we need you to be here and do those good things you are here to do. Honor her memory by living a great lfie. I would love to hear more about her and what you're going through. Please email me. My name's Al. BigAlOh8@aol.com
|13 Mar 2008||chris||my name is chris ive had enough my girlfriend killed herself on 23/05/04 i cant cope anymore life was getting better then i just get kicked down again ive had enough i dont even want any help anymore i just want out life is shit|
|11 Mar 2008||Are friends Electric?||Hi. My name is... well lets just call me Marilyn Monroe. Oh fuck it, my name is Liz, i'm 16 going on 25, and i'm just so fucking through with life. Is it bad to want to stop living becuase of certain things you can't control? I have a weired take on life. I am hot when i am cold (if that makes sense) I mean, I'll get to school (a society of it's on, main brainwashing facility for us 'pre adults' that don't know what we want) and i'll sit in class, surrounded by human beings that are just on a different planet than me. I hate them all so much, i can't relate to any of them. say one word and they'll act like your best friend, then bitch about you behind your back. They think they're cool if they sit with me, or pretend to dig the same style or music that i do. I can see right through them, and at the end of the day they all just think i'm a freak. And home aint to much better. I'm stuck in this shit hole of a town, and i hate every fucking one. I guess the problem is the generation, i can't relate to them. What i would give to have been a 50's teenager, or 70's, or anything but now. I can't exactly explain why, people where just so much more real then. There was less socialogical rules and people wern't trying to be something that they just wern't. Then again, people are still people. And abserd circus, a pathetic wasteland for the filth of humanity. And i feel trapped, trapped in a bad town on a bad planet in a bad generation. and i read all of your problems,and they don't compare to yours. Kids that have been abused, raped, they have cancer, they are homeless. but in the end, that's not really the problem, is it? and i can't imagine anyone else on earth feeling the way i do becuase i feel as though there is only one occupant on this planet of mine. abserd i know. and i feel so very angst filled. I mean, i'm the only person i can rely one! no one else, becuase everyone i love goes away in the end, and i can't take the heartbreak. You know, i like the foreplay.. i will play with men, sweet talk them, let them hear exactly what they want me to say, i'll play it cool, act my part all to feel wanted and loved, and then i'll puysh away before i fall for them. and why?.. becuase i'm fucking scared! and i can never really be happy becuase i will never let myself be loved. I just feel hopless, there are no words to describe it. and yet, i find myself sitting here typing madly hacking away ay my keyboard snarling. I suppose i feel like this world holds nothing for me, as much as i complain about this town and the peple in it, i wouldn't know what to do if the world was mine. I can't stand to be alone with myself, but i love it all the same. I need salvation, I need something absolute. something real to hang on to. I've tried, oh elvis fucking christ i've tried! standing infront of a train track, freaking out last minute. I guess i hate the thought of giving them all the satisfaction. they'd all make up some bullshit reason, like i was 'misunderstood and confused' or 'lonely and depressed' probably make me seem deep, along with being a local fucking legend, more so thani am now (people are amused by me, they think seeing a busty blonde in 4 inch creepers, bright red lipstick, psychobilly 50's style black button up and cats-eyed sunglasses is.. oh what was that word.. 'totally sick bra' pssh) oh they are so mornoic. and i'm not depressed, i'm not insane. i'm more sane than anyone else! I just can't justify living in this world that seems so pointless. i mean, we are all born to die. no denying it, what happens in the middle make no difference to your fate, so why bother trying to slow it down? i'll just never find what i'm looking for, becuase everything i believe in is fiction. books, movies, songs, bands they are my only friends. put on a vinyl and i'm not so lonely. but is it enough to keep me going? what happens, when your future is clowded and uncertain, and i can't figure myself out! how am i supposed to live with myself if i can't figure myself out?! SO FUCKING ANGRY AND MAD AND FUCKING SAD! i don't even know what i want, it's all so meaningless! i can see through everything, like fucking cellophane. dying won't help, and if i end up living it will only be out of curiosity. But a part of me is numb, and a part is feeling way too much for me to handle. I don't know what i fcuking want, i just want out of this world...|