Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
04 Feb 2006 girl with to much time on her hands I was being stupid like 10 seconds ago when I typed in something with a fake e-mail address and a fake name. When I pressed enter the website I think actually accepted my advice. I said that you should ask a vampire, and i'm right, you should. This way the vampire gets something to drink and you still die. I don't know if you would count it as suicide because you aren't really killing yourself. Maybe with your last few seconds of life you decide that you don't want to die. If your lucky you could ask the vampire just to make you one of the undead and they may accept. I didn't read what everybody said and I just hope nobody already put this!
04 Feb 2006 B-man I am not 13, and never thought about dieing till about 10 years ago, I was hurt badly at work and lost my job, since then nothing has gone right, I try to be good, I try to make others happy, but know one helps me, I am going to kill myself, and as far as my parents go I took out quite a bit of life insurance so they will be taken care of, BUT how to do it so it looks like an accident. I am thinking about falling onto something and having it tear apart my insides, letting an infection start and not going to the doctor till it is to late.. I dont believe anyone can help me anymore and it doesnt pay to feel this way continuously. I hope others fine a way to help themselves and get over it but I want to die,, it isnt a secret in my life anymore. but good luck to the rest.
04 Feb 2006 FUCK THIS SITE i think this is sick. why would you have a site like this? a suicide kit? wtf is that supposed to mean? there are real people out there who are hurting and want to die, its not a game, its real life. I think you are a sick sad person, and if anyone in this world should die, it ought to be you.

if any one is reading this and even thinks about suicide and you need someone to talk to im me on hiprgurl7787 please i am not great at giving advice but i will listen to whatever you have to say and i promise i will be your friend, please just whatever you do, stay away from sites like these, talk to someone, and if you dont have anyone to talk to, talk to me, i promise i will listen.
04 Feb 2006   First of all, I'd like to thank you for creating and maintaining this site. I spent years being told that I should be able to 'just ignore' what was happening to me in school and out of it and when I finally got away from it, I was told to forget about it. I'm glad to see that there is some place where people who are currently going through what I went through, can talk without being given such useless and detrimental advice. I also figured I'd tell my story's because it has helped me to read the posts from other people.
i had money stolen at school. ( it was fundrasing money and other money that got took from my school bag)
at first i was angry then i slowly just let it go becasue that is all i can do.
i think if you never found out who did it theres not much you can do about it im afriad.
yes i will never forget it. neither will you proberly.
Just try to let it go if you can its all you can do in the end.
i want answers why i got picked out and bullied for different reasons.
I WANT TO KNOW TO KNOW WHY I GET BULLIED BY EVERYONE.
i am still waiting for that word sorry to me from the people who bullied me.
04 Feb 2006 my crappy life story Dear Everyone..
to start with all the people who have bullied me are not perfect them selfs.
someone said oh you make things worse for your self
how can i.
once i snapped in class and broke out in tears, it was that bad for me.
i got blamed for that. i snapped at a person which i am sorry for,
i have sooo many issues.
when i was at school it all started.
becasue i was so god dame ugly (don't laugh)
also i was werid looking for a couple of years.
I swear i am not that bad looking now but i know i have got alittle bit better looking but i still get called ugly.
plus at school when i was 16 a teacher called social services on are family like there was something wrong with me,
more on that but i won't say.
why is all this a problem you might be asking.
i am so tired all the time. no energy at all.
11-14 i guess was my ugly years.
i got told day in and dayout i was ugly.
I am so destressed about my past becasue i got badly bullied which left me fighting and you know what happends when people fight i don't want to talk about that.
I also suffered with depression too. which was not a very good experience for me,
i got bullied in the infants for being chubby junior school for have my name taken the mick, it's the high school bullying which really affected my life.
The people who i grew up with are still hanging around being nosey in my life.
I talk to my self more and more.
i have no friends where i live i feel scared to go out. when i do go out i am scared i live with parents. i suffer with B.D.D and social phobia now.
i have no friends where i live. None at all.
I don't know what to do.
no one likes me where i live, i am not very good looking either i don't know what to do.
the people know my past gossip and stuff for all the things good and bad have gone on in my life.
i have done a funrasier and had my money stolen from my school bag yes i grew up alone i am now underdeveloped and i am scared and alone.
but i live with parents i go out with them so i am ok at them moment.
i was a self harmer and other things have happened i don't want to talk about.
I keep thinking about my past.
i feel like a caged animal where i live. i got bullied and i am scared to go out alone now.
people just pick on me becasue i am scared to talk to anyone
what shall i do.
i also have O.C.D and a bad temper now.
i am always on the computer in all my spare time, becasue i have no friend where i live, i am sad i know.
People at school and in my village when i used to talk to them i got told that i was ugly and to get lost and look's which up sets me today.
I cry all the time swear and shout.
I am scared to go places even the doctor.
i went before and she gave me some perscroiption.
i never went back i am too scared of wait rooms don't laugh to go alone.
my parents want me out the house.
i can't do nothing right i am a so stupid and i am werid and so on.
I dont go out unless i need to some days i bath twice a day.
i am soo werid lucky i go shopping so i can get bits i want to stock up when i dont need all those bit's.
i have enough stuff to start a shop right now
I am scared of my neighbours i feel threatened by them
i got intimadated at school laughed at for thing's
the scaredness has never left me,
I am so destressed.
i told on people at school and they carried on bullying me once ran past the toliets at me going ehhhh gross. i had nits and so on, things from my past being brought up.
Now i have no friends in the village.
one boy wanted to go out with me only to use me for one thing to wind me up.
i am just a joke.
i had one boyfriend who used me. not nice at all.
why me.
I am just scared,
full of fear.
people have been talking about me behind my back and gossiping around the village about my past and so on.
thank you for your time
ps: there is just soooo much to write down but i can't put it all down.
I hopeing to move away from here where no one knows my past.
Or will bully me for me being me.
I know being out to get them won't help at all
I'm still like i was all those years ago.
any advice please.
i know one thing while i am alone they will bully me.
i am talking about being judged or what ever you want to call it by older people and younger people people who don't know me.
God i am soo feed up.
i have had my pet cat scared because he is my only friend right now.
Where are all the apologies to all the people who have hurt me.
I don't want to try out like them at all.
when i first went in to school, i got picked on first.
By the student's (pushed, lied about kicked tripped,spat on,laughed at etc) and teacher's... just laughed at me.
ok you might think oh she is being stupid. maybe i am.
But it is the bad past i have to forget and i will try and work on that like you say.
I never really had the courage to start on anyone with out a reason for it.
So i guess i should not of got worked up over being bullied,
It was just soo much stressed and i snapped in fromt of a load of people and cryed.
I guess i did a fundrasier and got laughed at it for.
some teachers money went missing and two people got suspened for it one boy turned his back on us and said i did it ( which i did not) - i think he was trying to get me in trouble i don't like him no more.
I had money stolen from my bag and i never found out who did it.
But no i hurt people i loved the most in my life. becasue a teacher kept asking me you don't look happy do you want to talk to someone.
i said no at first but he kept asking. antill they paid me a visit at home and so on then he blamed me for it..
How can that be my fault.
i never want to turn out like the bullys who hurt me bad.
I let school bully's walk all over me.
I am never going to no school reunion ever.
Then a girl 5 years below me said. i was scareing her, which she got her mum to wait down the bus stop with her. But i did not,
i found out she just never liked me. so there you go.
A girl who got expleled from her other school came in to our school and made my life a misery because i was ugly.
the people i used to hang around with
i found out never really liked me.
I remember once when i was 11 i was hanging out and this boy said to me some thing like " everyone hates you" when i was just 11 years old.
i used to cry things off now i just get angry.
i have done things to my self which might of caused abit of selfish behaviuor, but i never started the bullying when i first went up there i swear.
People where looking at me like everything was my fault.

why has life got to be so hard for lots of people.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
now if someone is nice towards me i think it is trap.
also people in my family think i am aliar too.
but i won't go in to that.
i guess people thnk all this is myown fault.
Why me!!!.
now if someone is nice towards me i think it is trap.
also people in my family think i am aliar too.
but i won't go in to that.
i guess people thnk all this is myown fault.
Why me!!!.
But i don't think i would of got any friends when i was 11- 14 years old. even if i did change school's.
everywhere i went people where laughing at me and just being nasty to me for me being myself.

But i will try the advice it is better than not trying,
i want to thank you all again for giving me advice and taking up your time to help me.

Thank you again.

sorry i edited out before i am just shy in posting.
hope you understand.

i will start off by doing the little things like you say and then build up the big thing's which will hopefull make my life better.
Well i hope my life will get better anyway.


PS: HOPES MOUCHETTE POSTS THIS ONE..
04 Feb 2006   Dear Everyone..
to start with all the people who have bullied me are not perfect them selfs.
someone said oh you make things worse for your self
how can i.
once i snapped in class and broke out in tears, it was that bad for me.
i got blamed for that. i snapped at a person which i am sorry for,
i have sooo many issues.
when i was at school it all started.
becasue i was so god dame ugly (don't laugh)
also i was werid looking for a couple of years.
I swear i am not that bad looking now but i know i have got alittle bit better looking but i still get called ugly.
plus at school when i was 16 a teacher called social services on are family like there was something wrong with me,
more on that but i won't say.
why is all this a problem you might be asking.
i am so tired all the time. no energy at all.
11-14 i guess was my ugly years.
i got told day in and dayout i was ugly.
I am so destressed about my past becasue i got badly bullied which left me fighting and you know what happends when people fight i don't want to talk about that.
I also suffered with depression too. which was not a very good experience for me,
i got bullied in the infants for being chubby junior school for have my name taken the mick, it's the high school bullying which really affected my life.
The people who i grew up with are still hanging around being nosey in my life.
I talk to my self more and more.
i have no friends where i live i feel scared to go out. when i do go out i am scared i live with parents. i suffer with B.D.D and social phobia now.
i have no friends where i live. None at all.
I don't know what to do.
no one likes me where i live, i am not very good looking either i don't know what to do.
the people know my past gossip and stuff for all the things good and bad have gone on in my life.
i have done a funrasier and had my money stolen from my school bag yes i grew up alone i am now underdeveloped and i am scared and alone.
but i live with parents i go out with them so i am ok at them moment.
i was a self harmer and other things have happened i don't want to talk about.
I keep thinking about my past.
i feel like a caged animal where i live. i got bullied and i am scared to go out alone now.
people just pick on me becasue i am scared to talk to anyone
what shall i do.
i also have O.C.D and a bad temper now.
i am always on the computer in all my spare time, becasue i have no friend where i live, i am sad i know.
People at school and in my village when i used to talk to them i got told that i was ugly and to get lost and look's which up sets me today.
I cry all the time swear and shout.
I am scared to go places even the doctor.
i went before and she gave me some perscroiption.
i never went back i am too scared of wait rooms don't laugh to go alone.
my parents want me out the house.
i can't do nothing right i am a so stupid and i am werid and so on.
I dont go out unless i need to some days i bath twice a day.
i am soo werid lucky i go shopping so i can get bits i want to stock up when i dont need all those bit's.
i have enough stuff to start a shop right now
I am scared of my neighbours i feel threatened by them
i got intimadated at school laughed at for thing's
the scaredness has never left me,
I am so destressed.
i told on people at school and they carried on bullying me once ran past the toliets at me going ehhhh gross. i had nits and so on, things from my past being brought up.
Now i have no friends in the village.
one boy wanted to go out with me only to use me for one thing to wind me up.
i am just a joke.
i had one boyfriend who used me. not nice at all.
why me.
I am just scared,
full of fear.
people have been talking about me behind my back and gossiping around the village about my past and so on.
thank you for your time
ps: there is just soooo much to write down but i can't put it all down.
I hopeing to move away from here where no one knows my past.
Or will bully me for me being me.
I know being out to get them won't help at all
I'm still like i was all those years ago.
any advice please.
i know one thing while i am alone they will bully me.
i am talking about being judged or what ever you want to call it by older people and younger people people who don't know me.
God i am soo feed up.
i have had my pet cat scared because he is my only friend right now.
Where are all the apologies to all the people who have hurt me.
I don't want to try out like them at all.
04 Feb 2006 hello dopes! someone should point this site to some mental health workers!

04 Feb 2006 Carolina Girl Don't. If you want to kill yourself, then take advice from me. I'm a 14 y/o girl. Since November of 2005, I have been going through hell. My dad mollested my stepbrother while he was drunk and doing cocaine. Now I never get to see him, and can't go over and see my stepmom and stepbrother (and I love both of them to death). My mom does crack and is always coming home from her boyfriends drunk and/or high. I am going through some personal shit, also, with what I think and believe about all these problems going on in my life. And I myself have considered suicide a million times, told my friends and my fave cuz, and they have talked me out of it by saying this:

"If you think your life is so bad, then you need to go on the internet and look at the news. Yes, you might be going through hell at the moment, but soon (or maybe never) it will either be gone or have gotten somewhat better. There are people in this world who are sufffering from much worse shit than what you are going through."

I thought about this for a while. And, if you really and truelly think about it, then it is true. There is almost always somebody in this world that is worse off than you. At least if you read this and still commit suicide, it will never be on my guilt. I have told you what I personally believe about this subject. Yes, I still do think about committing suicide, but then I think about all the positive things in my life, which are my friends and family and future. These three things keep me from committing a painful death for EVERYONE.
04 Feb 2006   I am not suicidal. My life sucks and I hate the way I am, but I don't feel the need to
forcibly end it. Life is pretty short anyway, and I'm 23 already, so I don't see what the
hurry is. Forty or fifty more years will go by soon enough. If people lived for thousands
of years, that would seem unbearably long, but I can certainly do 80 years. Besides, I
still have the hope, realistic or not, that someday I'll manage to find some happiness in my life.

Anti-suicide efforts often tend to irritate me, in a way. Society doesn't want people to
kill themselves, but I suspect this is mostly for practical reasons. After spending two
decades raising, clothing, feeding, and educating you, society expects to get many
more decades of work out of you in return. If you die early, everyone else has been
cheated of the payback they were expecting for all that effort they put into raising you.
You can be as miserable as you want, but for God's sake, don't kill yourself.

Now, all of that said, as for what people who are suicidal should do, I can't give you
some well thought out, logical answer as to the right course of action. I can only relate
my own feelings on it.

So I don't want anyone to kill themselves, and I guess I feel that no matter how much
pain someone is in, their pain can be made bearable by talking about it with someone
who cares about them.

Alright now, those last few paragraphs were far too positive and lacking in cynicism for
me, so hit the back button and pretend you never saw them.
04 Feb 2006 SO TRUE Let's assume, for a moment, that there is a God. We may not know the nature of God, or
which religion comes closest to the truth, but we can be sure of one thing:

God does not love you.

Look at all the cruelty and misery in the world, which God does nothing to stop. Right now, as you are reading this, there are children in various places around the world being raped and tortured. Most of us would risk our lives, give up our lives, to save them if we could.
God stands by and does nothing. God has abandoned these children, and clearly does not love them. God does not love you, either.

There are some religions which claim that "God's love is a different kind of love", which is supposed to explain and justify what appears to be God's divine indifference. This is total bullshit. If I claim that I love my neighbor, and then set his house on fire and shoot him in the head, anyone can see that my "love" is not love at all.

Another fallacy along these lines is the statement that, "God doesn't give us more than we can handle in life". This is a ridiculous statement. Go to a mental institution, go to the ward for those who are seriously disturbed, and you'll see people who just sit and rock back and forth all day, staring off into space, or screaming at nonexistant terrors. God has given them more than they could handle, and now they're totally broken.

So you have no loving God watching over you, making sure you get what you need. You don't get what you need in life, you don't get what you want, you don't get what you
deserve. You get what you get.
04 Feb 2006 LIFE SUCKS Life Sucks


We're all trapped.

Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are.

If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you wouldn't need to try.

If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky! Go back to the previous page, you'll find
nothing of interest here.

I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old, or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain all the time.

So you struggle with all these problems year after year, and you're getting nowhere, and
you wonder if anything will ever change. And the unavoidable reality of it all is that, for you, life sucks.

But of course you're not going to give up so easily, you're going to keep struggling to
solve your problems, to change yourself, to find happiness, wherever it is, whatever it is.
But still, life sucks.

And you see all these people out there who are blissfully free of your problems, and if they can do it, there must be some way for you to as well. But they aren't doing you any good at all, they don't understand what it's like being you, and what good would it do you if they did understand?

So, the forces which created you, random or otherwise, have spoken. And they've
determined that, for you, life sucks
04 Feb 2006   The basic steps to making changes are:
* Become aware of the behavior you want to change.
* Examine the reasons you developed that behavior to begin with.
* Have compassion for what you've done in the past.
* FIND NEW WAYS TO MEET YOUR NEEDS.
* Get support
* Begin today!
* Make several tries. (it takes a average of at least 6 really serious tries for a person to give up smoking for example)
* Be persistent.
* If you are unable to make the desired changes on your own, do not hesitate to seek professional help.
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SELF-HELP RESOLUTIONS FOR ALL YEAR

* Enjoy your own company.
* Be as good to yourself as you are to those you care about.
* Appreciate your abilities; accept your limitations.
* Work to improve yourself; But don't put yourself down!
* Pay attention to your spiritual, emotional, physical, intellectual, and interpersonal needs! ( That would be a pro-active interest, or one that involves putting some time and effort into these areas)
* Act like the warm and loving person that you are.
* Associate with emotionally healthy people. (take some time to do this even if you have to search out some persons outside your comfort zone or who you may think are boring. The time spent with them is worth the good effect it can have on your thinking processes.)
* Accept compliments; refuse requests without feeling selfish or guilty.
* Eat right!; rest & exercise adequately.
* Accept the fact that it is unrealistic to expect everyone to like you!!!
* Take pride in your appearance.
* Define attractiveness on your own terms.
* Ask for help when you need it.
* Remember that the habits and activities you engage in today will greatly influence your future. (that means good activities & habits too)
(P.S.)One of the things that I found helped me was that whenever I was feeling depressed, if I mentally said "STOP!" ..."This is a lie my brain is telling me!" and forced myself to thing either of something more positive. Or if I couldn't do that then something mundane. Like counting the holes in the ceiling tile.
It kind of derails your depression mood. And even if you can only do it for seconds, later it gets easier. And it, with other coping skills retrains your brain synapsis to go up a different path. I know it may not work for everyone. But for many it will help over time. And the longer a person doesn't use a brain pathway, the sooner it dies off. So if you force yourself to think non-depressing thoughts and crowd out the depression. For some, this will over time, and with meds in some cases, help alot. Although I realize not for all.
04 Feb 2006 dreaming of death For all you people who want to comit Suicide just do it. If you think about it more it gets harder. Life is shit and it won,t get better. I know because I,m 30 and my whole life has been shit. The less people there are in this cruel world the better. I wish I could blow up the world.
04 Feb 2006 i hate people. I hate people. I went to see a movie the other day (big mistake). The theater was packed with loud, stupid, obnoxious, and smelly people. There were fat people, thin people, short and tall people. There were girls and boys, old people and young people. Some people were wearing baggy pants with bell bottoms and platform shoes, sporting the latest in fashion and trends; while others were wearing in-your-face No Fear, Mossimo, and Stussy T-shirts. And still others were wearing Billabong T-shirts, Doc Martin's footwear, and Banana Republic attire.
Everyone seemed to have spent so much time on their appearances, making sure their precious brand names were visible. A countless number of pounds must have been spent buying their appearances.

Who are they trying to impress?

Why do they do it?
I think it's a lack of dicipline. These days, politicians, the media, and even teachers are scared to say anything that might be deemed "politically incorrect". Handicapped people are no longer handicapped, but are physically or mentally impaired. Prisoners are no longer prisoners, but are freedom inclined. Opening a door for a woman or paying for a meal can be offensive because it might imply that the she can't do it herself. Strip clubs and pornography are not acceptable because they're degrading to women. It's not okay to torture convicted rapists, murderers, and child molestors because it would be cruel and unusual punishment (as opposed to what they did to the victims?). Eating meat is wrong because an animal had to die. Physically diciplining children when they start threatening lives is not okay because it's child abuse.

Kids these days get away with too much. They dye their hair, pierce their bodies, dress up like freaks/tarts experiment with sexuality and drugs, they disregard tradition and rules, and disrespect anyone that might "cramp" their style. Sure, they'll sit around and smoke,drink do drugs, and have sex while complaining about the environment, but when it comes to doing anything about it, they're too infatuated with their image and what's politically correct to actually change anything.
I'm not saying people shouldn't be allowed to dress up in their trendy rubbish. If you want to be a clone, fine. If you want to dress up in black and paint your face white and pretend to be a rebel, fine. If you want to be a tart fine, But do it if you want to. Not to make some stupid point. Nobody cares. I tell you, people are becoming WIMPS. Dress in clothes that you like to wear. If you do, you should never have to look through your closet and say "I can't believe I wore this..". If you liked certain clothing at one point in your life, and you are an individual, you should always like that clothing. I don't think that all these people wearing the same clothes all dress that way because they like it. I think it's because they have very little or no individuality.
"Get with the 90's" - I hate that phrase. I hate this generation x label, I hate pepsi's generation next campaign, I hate it how people think life is happiness. Life is not happiness. I hate it how some people go through life with little or no regard for the things that make their life worth living, and instead focus on bi-products of them. I hate it how companies like Disney produce a stream of non-stop garbage that gives children unrealistic ideals from a very young age, so that when those ideals aren't met, they grow up to be resentfull and bitter. I hate things that are soft. Everything should be sharp and painful. I think that Disney movies should all end with everyone dying in them for a change. If stupid little kids cry about it, TOUGH. The world doesn't need another tree hugging sissy-marie. I think Disney should make a movie where the group of kids from "The Sound of Music" go on a field trip and get in a car wreck in which everyone dies. The End. That's how life is sometimes. Everyone dies. That's what kids should learn. Not that they can be a stereotypical little arab peasent boy that can acquire all gold in the world, a kingdom and a princess (aladdin).
You know what else I hate? Mimes.. they just piss me off. It's a sad state of affairs when someone can make a living as a mime, while even one person with a college degree remains jobless. I hate people.
04 Feb 2006 SHUT UP MOANING...... Any body got any cheese? We got plenty of wine. Why don't you all find something else to do besides whine like how about get a job and pay some fucking taxes. I can't believe there is actually a web site for people to bitch!!!!!!!!
I bet it made your day when they came up with that one! And for God's sakes stop fucking crying.
04 Feb 2006 I HATE YOU ALL.. Hey. I fucking hate people too. Very much so. I don't trust anyone but my family. I hate fucking white trash rednecks and dumb ass niggers. Not black people, just niggers, you know who you are. But hell, I hate everyfuckingbody. I don't care what color you are. I don't care where you come from, I hate you. I hate the fucking drama that people try to create. I am extremely uncomfortable around people. You know why? Yes of course you all do. I fucking hate people. We need a tidal wave. I even hate my fucking self. I pray everyday for God to kill me. Take me off this stinking filthy rotting planet. I've never seen so much evil in all my life.
I think these people who don't understand why I hate people should contribute more to my ears and solve all of my problems by telling why I'm a bad person, how since I don't like people, I'm a bad person. I say solve the worlds problems M.Y.O.B.
I hate people too, and I don't think I care about anything alive either, including YOU. Now, why do we hate so much, this is not a difficult question to answer. Come on: self hate is more about it than anything else: projecting on others is a sick consequence of our inability to love ourself or even appreciate our complexity. WE ARE THE PEOPLE WE HATE!
aight..i got alot ta say...4 one thing i love animals n if i had a choice ta save an animal or a human i'd choose tha animal ova tha human...i kant stand ppl...u kno wut else i kant stand? wen ppl like mah so kalled friens kall me ta talk ta me bout their lives n experiences bullshit...i hate it...im not interested in it...i don talk ta ppl nomore...thas how badd it got..i hate gurls n i hate guys...i wanna b alone..i DONT have a bf,.....i hav social anxiety disorder...don like tha site of ppl...don kall me...thas all i wan...jus leev me alone...i fucking FUCKING hate!!!!! PEOPLE!!!!!
HATE THIS PLANET I HOPE EVERYONE GETS A DISEASE AND DIES, I WANT TO RIP OUT PEOPLES HEARTS AND FILL ME BATHTUB WITH THEM AND BATHE IN THEIR BLOOD WHILE LAUGHING AT THEM AS THEY DIE. I HOPE THAT THIS FUCKING EXCUSE WE CALL SOCIETY FUCKING ROTTS AND BURNS IN HELL. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE,I'm sick of stupid ignorant people who make this world hard when it doesn't have to be. There are so many stupid people I see every day. I just want to go up to people and beat the shit out of them for being morons.
04 Feb 2006 Spooky Penguin People are the only Animals along with pigs and dolphins that acualy ENJOY sex.
Strange isn't it...
03 Feb 2006 David Smith Hello, I am a sixteen year old, but I thought it would still be able to post here. Let's hope I can, eh?

Anyway, first, I would like to thank Mouchete for putting this site together. It took alot of time and effort on her behalf to do it, and Thank you! Now, down to the good stuff, eh?

I noticed that somebody mentioned that it would be good to inject oneself with air using a needle, DON'T DO IT. I'm not saying don't commit suicide, I'm saying, don't inject air into your system. It is truly horrible pain, and the likliability that it will induce death, is slim to none. Read:
"Based on my knowledge of this method, injecting air into a vein or artery (I think it's the vein, because it gets to the heart sooner) causes a heart attack. Therefore, as noted already, it'd hurt like hell. Aside from that, I know nothing. I may have heard somewhere that the blood vessels may collapse, too… "

Now, I will go into a few different methods, and then, if I remember to, post a site as well.
Anti-Freeze: When you first take it, after about a half an hour, you will begin to feel sick to your stomach, not the greatest thing, but when you are about to die, oh well, right? Then, after 12-72 hours (note that it takes quite a while to actually work) you will begin to experience hypertension, tachycardia, and tachypnea. Then, after all of this, there will be severe abdominal pain and death. I am sure that the more you drink, the fast you will go through these steps. Next method.

Cyanide: What a truly wonderful chemical! If you can find some. I don't know exactly where to find any, but I know that it is used in photography (Don't know where at in it though) and jewelry making (If I remember correctly, it is used for cleaning gold or something) Now, all you need is 1 to 1.5 grams of it, don't go over, or else you might not like the consequences. ;) . Stir this into some warm water, and WAIT! It is quite important that you wait, or else the cyanide will not have time to interact with the water, and change. You only have to wait for five minutes though, so don't worry. Now, after these five minutes are up, chug it! Of course, it should last for up to 3-4 hours after you first mix it, but why wait? You will live for about a minute after drinking the concoction. Nightey night! Next:

Overdosage on pills: I would not reccomend this either. The main reason why, is because the pills themselves will make you throw them up, before you die. That is the last thing you want, right? So, just stick away from them, but if you must, be sure to take something to keep yourself from throwing up, and of course, alcohol and sleeping aid(s). Next:

Carbon Monoxide: Ah... Good old CO. This stuff is pretty good, from what I hear. If you don't already know, Carbon Monoxide is the stuff that comes out of the exaust pipe of your car. Now, you can't just stick your mouth up against it and hop for the best, you have to feed a hose into the car, preferably. Now, a garden hose probably won't do that great though, you would have to go get a professional hose doo-dad, and some muffler mending tape, to attach it securely. If anybody asks why you need it, say it's because you work on your car in a garage, and you don't want to pass out from the fumes. -wink wink- Just feed it into the car, and start up the engine. Give yourself about a half an hour to live, and nighty night! Only problem is, it won't work in many of the newer cars, so, make sure you use an old one or something. Next:

Inert Gases: Two good inert gases to use, are Helium and Nitrogen. Now, I am sure you know what helium is, you use it to fill up baloons so they float. Did you also know that most of the air you breathe is nitrogen? But it's not 100% nitrogen, and that's what you need. So, you have to get yourself a tank of the stuff. Either one, not both. A good size would probably be the 100 one. So, once you have your tank, make yourself a tent! To make this tent of yours, you will need A large garbage bag, a cardboard box (or other container) large enough to fit your head into it, a heavy blankt/sleeping bag, and perhaps some duct tape. What you do, is put the box inside of the plastic bag, then drap the blanket over the box and bag. This should create a sufficient seal, but if you like, you can use the duct tape as well. Now, just feed a line from the tank of gas to your tent and crawl in. I would suggest taking some Nyquil or something else that you know will make you fall asleep, because your body will probably want to get out, as a natural instinct. This is how I plan to go. :D

Well, there are many other methods, but that's good enough for now, i will probably be back to post some more stuff. Now, yes I remembered, the website.
http://www.satanservice.org/coe/suicide/guide/

I think I ran across this on google one day, it is The Practical Guide to Suicide. It goes into detail about many different methods, as well as a section at the top you should go through first, regarding being ready, and last minute preparations. I have printed out the entire thing, and recently my 'mom' found it. She, needless to say, was less then pleased. So, I had to hide it, but I sill have it on the net!

One last thing before I go though...
Please, please PLEASE read the first section of the URL I posted. Please make certain that you are READY for your suicide before you do it. I know I'm not, but I also know that I will kill myself in the future. Just got to wait on the Nitrogen tank... :D Well, I think I'm going to head on out now. Please, if you have any questions or comments, email me! ds530001713@yahoo.com I am always online. Well, not always, but everyday. I get quite bored, and lonely. So, if you have anything you want to say, SAY IT!!! David Smith, signing out.
03 Feb 2006 Demon (Aley) when your parents are away, swallow pills and put bleach and a little bit of pop together and drink it.Then drink four whole beers or as many as u can before pasiing out.
03 Feb 2006 Sivert Date my EX for two years...

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