|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 Jan 2006||Lori-Lynn||Im 16. I've spent weeks in mental institutions. I'm Bi-Polar depressed and suffer from post-tramatic stress syndrome. I've tried to kill myself twice. I'm going to again soon and hope I am successful. I'll start from the beginning which i guess starts at age 5. I was put in a situation of sexual abuse with me cousin of the same age and uncle and aunt. Were not sure what happened but since 5th grade i have had tramatic flashbacks. I was never told about this event so it scared me a lot. My parents divorced 11 years ago. I see my father once a month maybe. I had to raise my younger sister and neice i cooked and cleaned. I have two older half sisters and two older step sister 1 younger full sister and 1 younger step brother. So i never was noticed much due to the fact that my oldest half sister got pregnant at 17 and my second oler half sister slept arond a lot and is a major slacker after being kicked out of college.I have always been over weight. Im 8th grade i started cutting. In the 9th grade i got my second boyfriend he was obsessed with my body and that made me feel good until he broke up with me cause i wouldnt put out from that time on i got the nickname whorey lori cause i didnt care what happened to my body until i met this guy in the nurses office 1 week before valentines day. He made me feel good about myself we dated for 5 months and this upset my ex. one day he went to the laundry mat where i was doing laundry. he grabbed my ass so i turned around to smak him and all atr once he grabbed my wrist and slapped me. i tryed to break his grip he hit me again and said to not try to ever hit him again. from then on he stalked me and sexually harrased me i didnt do anything because he scared me so much. I started smoking and cutting i smoked at first 2 cigaretts a week but then more and more i started taking 6 ibuprofen pills a day for 3 months right after my boyfriend gave me my first kiss and broke up with me due to the fact he was getting married. 1 month before the start of my 10th grade year i met this 24 year old guy and we dated for 3 months and he asked me to marry him i said yes. he then diaapeaered. i started taking 25 pills a day and quit smoking. The cutting got serious and i was sent by the school to get a psych eval at the hospital. i was ent to a counselor and after 2 meetings iwas checked into Silver Hills Hospital for 2 weeks i spent 1 month in a PHP(partial hospitalization program) i was dicharged lastfriday i have since then been told by my grandmother to stop faking and get over myself. i realized i was now a burden on my faimly and have since been stealing advilfrom my mom and hid the siccirs i use to cut in my room. i will die and i will be happier because of it.|
|08 Jan 2006||Matt Anon||Dammit, I was looking here for an easy way to die. I actually just turned 32 today and i am so fucking sick of life. I am still a fucking virgin. My social anxiety is so severe I can't get past it. I was hoping to find a way that would be easy for a 13 year old - would REALLY be easy for me. :(|
|08 Jan 2006||DeadManTalking||I stole the gun...Its actually sitting right next to the computer.. Im still wondering if i should splatter my brains all over the wall.I keep putting it to my head getting ready to pull the trigger but i dont. I dont know why i havent done it yet. I dont know what the fuck i am waiting for...|
|07 Jan 2006||nameless||well this chick is already dead she jumped of a bulding ages ago people! i m sixteen and i always wanted to kill myself when i was 13, 14 and a bit when i was 15. but life still needs to be lived. i guess a good way to kill yourself would be to go herble! the oils and herbal mixture you can make up could be deadly. there a mixtures for abortions and death. you could tip on e and just over hydrate on water. okay the essential oil of pennyroyle in small amount could be deadly if internaly used. It is a very painful death but you are garinteed to die because docters don't have anyway of reviving patshont who have been poisend|
|07 Jan 2006||Mandy||Iwanted to thank the few people who emailed me, it really means alot to me, but little of what you can say can do much more than make me smile for a minute, it changes little, although I understand that you may very well care.
Anyways, for those who have more interest in just telling me, than stopping me, can someone tell me how much asprin I'd need to take for it to be fatal? Even if it is painful, I can just take sleeping pills, I weigh a bit more than 100 lbs. so it wouldn't take too long for 15 of those to knock you out.
|07 Jan 2006||God of Death||I'm 19 and I seem to have these sudden bursts of depression whenever something stupid or crap happens to me, for instance, on New Years Eve I tried selling my Nintendo DS on eBay, which by the way I got for Xmas from my dad, my dad fount out seeing as the account is his, but it didn't sell in the end.
He asked me why I was trying to sell it and I came out with this "The reason I'm trying to sell it is because I hate you, the reason I hate you is because you kicked my back in 1996 (I was 9 at the time) cause my little brother (wont say his name) fell over (he was 3) and blamed me, you came in and kicked me as hard as you could on my back!"
My dad looked all shocked, trying to figure out why I was saying all this, the I finished it with "I will always hold a grudge against you for kicking my back."
Then my dad started getting big vains on his forehead and all that, and said "Right! You don't have to do anything any more!"
I've actually kept throwing that in his face whenever I'm pissed off with him, seeing as now he has taken a different approach to discipline, none what so ever, he can't even carry out threats like getting rid of SKY tv or take their Tv outof their room, whereas, when it was with me, I was the one who got the third degree, pocket money taken away, Sega Master System taken away, grounded for weeks on end, even given the soap when I was 7 for saying a bad word which my dad said, it was BITCH, I never swore for 10 years in fear of getting the soap again, this was swearing in front of my mum and dad, oh yeah I could swear infront of my friends, but that was it.
So, back to the prob with my dad, he got sorted out and took my little brothers out and his Girlfriend and her 11 - 12 year old daughter to a New Years eve gig in central London, without even saying another word to me.
So, when it came around 10.30pm I thought to myself "Hmm, I wonder if I could start the New Year, DEAD, on the kitchen floor with a knife sticking in me?" I pondered this for ages and ages and when New Years came around at 12midnight, I was getting sick, peverted ideas into my head about raping his girlfriend's daughter at my dad's house and kill her and myself afterwards?
I then thought, there's no way in hell I would do that, and realised that I had a consiance and compassion for my family and thought "Nuts to this, I will make a go of my life and get my job, car and oriental girlfriend!" Don't date white girls from England, trust me, they're all spongers, they want to trap you with a baby!
So now, here I am, Friendless, they all decided not to stay in contact after college, gays! My dad and I are ok, I still hate my brothers, I'm unemployeed, carless and sexless, oops, I mean, girlfriendless and my dad and 18 year old bro are at each others throats.
If GOD really does exist, he should contact me somehow, I need to know that I should carry on living, even though it's only been 7 days into the new year.
I tried going gay and bisexual once or twice, I didn't like it after getting creamed in the face by two guys, tried manual transmission on a car, got an automatic drivers licence now, wanted a GF, can only get white british girls, damn it, and finally, I tried getting a job, no luck yet.
What should I do peeps, kill myself or carry on living, seeing as god hates everyone and everything.
|07 Jan 2006||kimmi||dont commit suicide if u are gettin hurt just try not to do it last year my boyfriend commited suicide by cuuting his wrist in the bath i was so upset and depressed when i found him i climed in the tub with him n took the razor i cut my wrists n layed there waiting to dye but i just fell asleep and when i woke up i was just layed there still in the bath tub with my boyfriend with the razor back in his hand when we were found he was put in a body bag n i was strapped to a bed n took to the hospital when i came too i was still in my clothes covered in his blood because when they tried to change we i tried to escape and i even nocked a nurse uncosious but when the doctor came he told me if i didnt fall to sleep my boyfriend would still be here as he cut his wrists n fell unconsious n i thought he was dead n when he woke he thought the same as me and cut his wrists deeper but killed his self thinking he would be with me. and now everytime i have a shower or bath i fall asleep and have nightmares about it and the other month i nearly drowned from it now please take my advice and dont do it ive tried too many times n i lost my one true love too it n now i cut and slash my wrists so many times its become a hobby SO PLEASE DONT|
|07 Jan 2006||Faith Bach||Why is this site in French?|
|07 Jan 2006||CONCERNED PERSON||DONT KILL YOURSELF HAVE ONLY JUST REALISED ITS NOT THE ANSWER AND ONLY A VERY FEW AMOUNT OF PPL WHO KILLED THEMSELEVES WANTED TO DIE. ONCE YOUR DEAD YOUR DEAD CANT GO BACK IN TIME I FIND THIS VERY SAD HEARING PPL SAY THEY ARE GONNA KILL EMSELVES AND SHIT YOU OWE IT TO YOURSELF TO TRY AND FIND HAPPINESS WHICH IS NOT BEING DEAD YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE COZ YOUR IN MUCH PAIN BUT DONT MAKE RASH DECISIONS AND ESPECIALLY DONT TRY ANYTHING WHILE YOUR DRUNK AS YOUR MORE SPONTANEOUS THEN.
HELP IS OUT THERE JUST KNOWING SOMOEN CARES A COUNCELLOR OR DOCTOR OR NURSE WILL SLIGHTLY MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER DONT KEEP HOW YOU FEEL BOTTLED UP INSIDE LET PEOPLE INTO YOUR HEAD ABIT I PROMISE IT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO HOW BAD YOU FEEL if you wanna chat then meessage me ill try an understand an maybe help you xx
|07 Jan 2006||Mandy Looking For Answers||I'm not sure that my last answer came up, but, can anyonetell me if alot of asprin can be lethal, andif so, how painful would it be, and can that be at least partially solved by sleeping pills? Please reply or email me, I'm just, I don't know...|
|06 Jan 2006||Mandy||I wish I knew latley, I'm guessing overdose, but I have no access to drugs right now, medications of all kinds though. I don't want to sound like some angtsy, dramtic idiot teen chick but death seems like a really good option right now, I'm tired of dealing with life, it's all so pointless. My best friend and boyfriend was hit and killed by a drunk driver, and my best friends moved away. I litterally have not one tangible friend anymore, I'm kinda weird, but I like it, it's just who I am, but it sets me apart from cliques tremendously, and makes it hard to make friends. I have a few very close friends via internet, and they are the only thing that keeps me going at all. I know a guy named Mike who liked me, but by the time I knew him well enough, and returned the feeling, he'd moved on, and now he's dating a girl who doesn't love him and is cheating on him, it pisses me off so much, makes me just want to die. Actually, I lied, my friends arn't all that keeps me going, I alsofind a little hope and inspiration in music, I love Thousand Foot Krutch, that band's music has kept me from going crazy or doing somthing stupid so many times...|
|06 Jan 2006||leah||id like to say thanx to everyone who helped me on this site i couldnt have dun it without yall and i wanna say that i love you riley and i can help you get through this....im glad this site brought us together....also anyone who needs help dont be afraid to email me. times are bad things go wrong just remember life goes on. hold on i did and even though life sux sumtimes it gets better and you never no who loves you more then you think. im 13 and im cut free for 2 months!
email@example.com or lil_joel_madden_lover@yahoo
|06 Jan 2006||Carmie||the ezyst way 2 kill yourself is 2 get realllllly high and/or drunk then go in2 mommys medicen cabnet and take all the pills that u c.take the blue ones,green ones,hell drink a bunch of rat poison. then u call me wen u start foamin from the mouth,but u don't care because they have pritty colors from all those luvly pills u took.|
|06 Jan 2006||bloodysinner||Take a walk out in the woods at dusk durring a snow strom. Find a quiet, secluded spot, take off all of your clothes and and lay down in the snow. You'll eventually go into hypothermia and fall asleep and freeze to death.|
|06 Jan 2006||EGboy||i'm new here and i really didn't bother reading the forum rules coz i was busy making this ummmm thing and i'm plannin on killing myself today.. oh and plss spare me all da "dont kill urself" stuffs because i've had enuff of does.... i just really need some to know if this would work
i have the drink right here infront of me now.... but i really don't know if it would work though.. so i need some help
here's it is:
[i]Nicotine (Rewritten by Calle)
extract from 100g tabacco? 40-60 mg pure.
Several hours, coma may set in much earlier. Much quicker
if taken in large doses.
Fairly certain, given a large enough dose.
This is what Mike wrote:
"Soak 100 grammes of tabacco for a few days. You get a
brown mess. Strain off the tabacco, then simmer slowly
until most of the liquid has gone, leaving about 2
teaspoons of brown treacle-like stuff. Add it to your
night-time drink, and never wake up. Someone said the
other day that 150mg of pure nicotine would be fatal in
seconds. See the "plants in general" entry."
It is correct, as far as I have found out. It can be
added that the effects include violent convulsions and
that the direct cause of death is respiratory failure.
Smokers should use larger doses than non-smokers.[/i]
i found it here ash.spaink.net/methods.html
and i've mixed the "treacle-like stuffs" with ummm chocloate milk (i hope that doesn't change the effectiveness) and i've put alot more than two teaspoon...... anyway i'm living with my family atm and they dont know anything but i did have some GREAT GREAT quality times with them though before doing this, u might think that if i have a great family then y would i kill myself... well it's not really them bah i just dont wat to talk about it.
i just need to know if it would work coz i dont want to sleep with a suicidal note on my hands expecting to die but instead get woken up by my mom shouting at me about comiting
anyway pls let me know what u think about the nicotine thingy
|06 Jan 2006||Moment of insanity||? Not really sure who this is helping or is spost to b helping lol suicidal teens i guess i dont know sorry but my ex boss's wife killed herself last year and did it by jumping off the orwell bridge in endland well its pretty instant an painless if you have the balls and maybe alcohol would help cure the nerves|
|06 Jan 2006||john||I have tried to kill myself since I was 8. It has been crap. To be honets somebody up there wants to keep me alive as a joke I guess. I used to when I was very young try and sofocate myself under the cover, cos my mum would tell me if I slept with the blanket on my face I would not be able to breathe. Anyway, it progressed to overdosing myself at 14 and ending up in the hospital having my tummy pumped, done the same a few times afterwards, then drinking bleach, for it I still suffer a bit. Slashing my wrists but it was to painful so I put ice to numb the pain..........then jumping from a 5 story building and just breaking my ankle, and of course, due to the impact soiling myself and not to finish....locking the car in the garage and starting it and just passing out but not getting killed. so tonight I feel like shit, want to die etc..... give me an efficient painless method PLEASE|
|06 Jan 2006||already dead||I've decided to do it. There is nothing left here for me. I have the balls and the will. what a waste at firstname.lastname@example.org.|
|06 Jan 2006||WHO IS MOUCHETTE AND WHO MADE THIS SITE||ERMMMM AM ABIT CONFUSED AS TO WHO THAT GIRL IN THE PICTURE IS? LOL MOUCHETTE MEANS FLY IN FRENCH ATLEAST I THINK IT DOSE? ANYWAY I DONT THINK THAT THE GIRL IN THE PICTURE IS THE PERSON WHO STARTED AND IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS SITE. ITS ALL JUST TO FAR FETCHED AND ALOT OF THE STUFF "MOUCHETTE" WRITES ABOUT IS SIMILAR TO A FILM MADE AFEW YRS AGO
SO WHOEVER YOU ARE WHO CREATED THIS SITE YOU HAVE DONE WELL AT CONFUSING ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT NOONE ACTUALLY TAKES YOU SERIOUSLY. UNLESS THEY ARE CLUELESS AND UNAWARE. THANK YOU FOR READING.
|06 Jan 2006||life is pain||i know ill never kill myself straight out but i also know that id rather die then feel the pains of life. im anorexic... i cut myself... im drugfucked im an alcholic and im branded a slut... i dont care... i wake up somedays covered in bruises.... i dont know where they come from... all i know is that i deserve them... i constantly hurt myself purposely... i do stupid shit like hit myself over the head with cast iron saucepans and i overdose on panadol i have been to hospital 5 times this year for it and it makes me feel im getting what i deserve...also ive been this way since i was 13 i am now 16... i believe that if ur gonna live u have to be prepared for all the pain life brings upon us and to answer ur question... the best way to commit suicide is... slowly... feeling the pain and punishing yourself for it... the suicide that is...|