|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Mar 2006||yoHannaHoy||Mais t'es déjà morte Mouchette! Tout le monde te tue tout le temps... C'est que t'es éternelle alors... C'est pour ça que t'es triste? Que tu veux te suicider?|
|22 Mar 2006||Samantha||I think the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 is to probably take as many pills as you can then cut your wrist.(remember when cutting your wrist cut down not across)|
|22 Mar 2006||Twisted BITCH||Call 10 0r 11 Chavs Goths|
|22 Mar 2006||XYZ||I love this guy for him I left my house and evrything. whenever he gets pissed he screams at me beats me. He abuses me of having illicit relations with my previous friend. I am sick of my life. Please help me someone. I have lost all the zeal to live. I have tried talking to him but nothing helps. I go through this every week or maybe evry alternate day. I can't leave him cause I still love him and got converted. There is nothing I can do. He is stressed out has lost one job and recently got another job after a gap of 5 months. I don't know what to do. How to convince him that I am faithful. I don;t even know where the previuos person is. Why does he blame me everytime for these reasons. Am still a virgin but he feels that I have slept earlier I swear by GOD I haven't done this anytime before. I nedd help plz help me. How should I convince him. I love him and I know he loves me too but he is very short tempere. There is nothing that I can do except end my life. I have tried drinking insecticide he came to know andbeat me up for doing that. I don't know what to do. Help me or else let me die.|
|22 Mar 2006||Fluffy||This site cracks me up. People from the US are so cute, all of them, their english is so funny, their way of thinking is so similar, their troubles are so expectable. It makes me want to hug each and every one of them. Strange thing is that all the tragic stories people tell here are somehow "bigger than life" like everything is the US, and resemble hollywood, there are no subtle, unique cases, no people that contemplate about suicide because of their individual subjective world views, thoughts, intricate and complex innter states, out of the ordinary life stories, only stuff like "raped", "mistreated", "unpopular","unloved", "poor". People here are somewhat dull. No one has interesting and deep thoughts about existence or about death. This REALLY looks like a forum of 13 year olds talking about suicide. But one thing is sure - people here make up for this by being american-like sincere, cuddly and funny. This forum is a good leasure time reading.
Anyhow. I also have been thinking about killing myself. For a long time now. Had a bad, sorrowful life, porobably have no future, and suffering. It's not like I am planning to do it in the next few days, but wondering what could be the best way. I am not getting into details about my situation, don't know where to start even, I dont have the ability to concentrate and think straight anymore. Maybe I will elaborate later. Anyhow, if someone wants to converse with me, ask for an advice or to give one, seeking or offering support, please feel free to do so and contact me via my email.
|22 Mar 2006||coronerscorner||What you do to your live body is your business. What happens to it after is mine. Please be considerate. Dramamine 1/2 hour before prevents vomiting. Slit arteries in the groin NOT wrists, best in the tub. CO2 will liquify tissues in 48 hours..NO CARS!|
|21 Mar 2006||Chris||When you know that you're the cause of all the problems in your and your family's life, it becomes a whole lot easier to justify|
|21 Mar 2006||Inspiration||Ok, I was just reading a lot of the personal stories posted on here and I started crying because in a way I know how you feel. No, I was never sexually abused, my family has been great and very supportive of everything I do....but that doesn't mean I've had such a great life. From an early age my mom told me her and my dad could tell there was something "off" about me, I felt compelled to tell them every single thought that came into my head...true or not, hurtful or not....I had to say everything. skip ahead 8 years, many appointments with psychologists (with no diagnosis seeing as I was such a "sweet" girl they thought there could never be anything wrong with me ) I was always a doormat but the day I decided to get my hair cut was the last time anyone saw me happy for quite a while. A simple bad haircut was all it took to have the entire school laughing and mocking me....I had girls attempt to light my hair on fire, pull it until i thought my scalp would rip off...refuse to be class partners with me. I was the loser. I started acting out at home...whenever I was asked to do something I would freak and try to hit my parents...on several occations I had to run from the house to hide from the police. I eventually got taken out of public school and put in private for a year before moving on to a highschool in a nearby town. Funny thing is that I was never teased there...I wasn't exactly popular but I had friends and did well in school....this was the time however I decided that killing myself was the best option. I'll never forget the day I told my mom that it was over for me, there was something wrong in my head...I could never control my feelings, I was afraid of everything and hated to look at myself in the mirror ( I had developed body dismorphic disorder and wore a winter jacket to hide my body even in august) my mom sobbed and begged for me to change my mind, I simply ran from the car. She found me right before I was going to take the pills...I was so close...crying harder than I ever had but knowing that this was what I had to do. I was talked out of it and decided to go on antidepressents. At first I told myself I was alive because i couldn't bare to hurt my family...but now I know it's because a small piece of me knew that I was meant to be alive for some reason...and who am I to decide when or where I'm going to die? Don't get me wrong...life is still not exactly easy for me...I was eventually diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder...depression, ocd etc. were the domino effect from not getting treated for the first. I have had problems with some antidepressents...some big problems but I simply got off the ones that were bad and tried something new. I have gone thru stages where I was too afraid to leave the house for fear that my family would die and it would be my fault because I wasn't home to save them...I still put the weight of the world on my shoulders. Just recently I have been going through an eating disorder...I eat now but I obsess over how much I weigh (I am 5'10 118 lbs) I still have dismprphic disorder so it's really hard for me to look in the mirror and see the person ppl tell me I am. Look....if you say you want to die, fine..I believe you...but what I don't believe is that there is no way out...there is ALWAYS a way out...and for those of you who think you're ugly and fat...so was I but guys...the ugly duckling does come out on top in the end....if you can try to live your life and work on yourself you can turn into a beautiful swan. I have been approached for modeling (I have no clue what they see in me) have a gorgeous brilliant man I'm going to marry and am actually back in university and doing well. I'm not bragging....just showing you what the fat ugly suicidal girl can do.
Please don't let the evil ppl in society win...we are the ones who should take over the world...we know what it's like to feel pain...and if you live long enough to experience true happiness...nothing can touch you.
|21 Mar 2006||the fucktardetttt||well im 13 and iv been thinking about killing myslf because atleast ill b able to gt out ofthis fucking nightmare i mean friedns ar efin but my family OMFG anyhow i kinda have three ideas, take alout of asprin/tylonal/ w/e else or jump in front of a train and jump off the highest bridg in your area|
|21 Mar 2006||Ryan||im 15 if u want someone to listen to you add me il listen without saying ure fucked up cause no1 is.. the only fuck ups are those who make jokes about it.. my msn is email@example.com|
|21 Mar 2006||creazymonkey5212||ok b4 when i told u my email was firstname.lastname@example.org there was a typo its email@example.com, soo plz if u want to talk u can email me day or night. just talk to me b4 u do nething bad to urself.|
|21 Mar 2006||Little Timmy||The best way would be to cut your wrist and other body things and then if your still alive with your hands on you can cut off your own head.|
|21 Mar 2006||NObody Knows who Mouchette is of course.
We never will know.
we proberly may never ever know.
there are more than one links to mouchette.orgs.etc.
Mouchette is very very well hidden artist,
who has done a good job in confusing alot of people.
with this web page.
who can believe whatever they like about mouchettes web pages etc.
Invisible is what mouchette is and invisible is how mouchette shall stay.
keep up the confusing work mouchette.
i would not say blamers are stupid, there more like careing people,
who are trying to help others! etc.or angry people trying to take out there
anger on mouchette..
theres always the helpers on here to help others who are really down!
seeking help and offering there help.
the real life experiences can comein handy to help others with there storys!
the children games and cruel jokes i find rather sick!
But i don't think there supposed to be taken seriously!
the favourate answers are cool to read!
Judged as the best answers by The one and only Mouchette :)
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to all you people!
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about this web page,
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|21 Mar 2006||tralala||to kill myself when i am under 13...... to go in the forest, in January, to hide myself and to wait until it is too cold and to fall asleep last once of cold there|
|20 Mar 2006||Such awesome songs you can get include Ill Nino, Mudvayne, Disturbed, Deftones, SLIPKNOT, KORN, Sum LINKIN PARK, behind blue eyes is AWESOME, 28 days, just to name a few. dedicate your mind to your music and live with it, use what you can. Live to hate LUV TO HATE|
|20 Mar 2006||felicity||Hi its me again. I still cant help anything, nothings changed, but i wont kill myself. Ill find my purpose and more, but i wont give up what i feel gives me hope, cutting keeps me going. If you feel you need to kill yourself to fulfill your purpose, whats that going to prove to the world. Im sure you have someone you need to make the ultimate FUCK YOU to, but my saying is DOTN GET MAD, GET EVEN! DONT GET MAD, GET EVEN!! DONT GET MAD, GET EVEN!! DONT GET MAD, GET EVEN!!!
to get me through the pain when i need more than what i should give out, i listen to my MUSIC it makes things easier to understand in your head, and it fills you wiht the energy you need to get out and hate, turn that hate and use it to live on.
|20 Mar 2006||JaniNe||today the doctor said i can't expect to matter to anyone eles if i don't matter to myself. Try that on for size.|
|20 Mar 2006||jenny||take pills|
|20 Mar 2006||Lodemai Ashes||Slit your wrists.. its simple and effective. Although I wonder why an under 13 would want to kill themselves. Back then.. I was still an innocent little thing. I wonder if I had the choice I would return to that? I don't know.|
|20 Mar 2006||Bullet.For.My.Valentine.rock.my.socks.off.||I have been reading what people have been writing, it makes me sad, i can see why people feel this way i have empathy for them. personally never experisensing this emotion of wanting to die but i can see why people want to. I think if i gets so bad that you feel this way then nothing anyone is going to say will help, but i hope it never get this way for most people.|