Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
06 Feb 2006 mini bizzle well ive tried 2 kill myself yesterday 05/02/06 n im only 11.the reason waz cuz my brother is always tryin 2 rouin my life.n u no u can only live once.so wen ur dead no1s gonna make u alive.
06 Feb 2006 THE UGLY DUCKLING I feel abandoned and deserted because i feel different. Despite trying to make friends, I am laughed at when trying to make friends.
what is the point in trying anyhing LIFE IS SHIT anyway!!!
06 Feb 2006 i am ugly I am a lonely horseshoe crab. People think I am ugly. But I am not ugly. They run away from me thinks I am cute. I do not want to look ugly. I want to look cute. People go to the beach and take one look at me. Once I was a baby and every one did not run away but now I am ugly. The water is good to me.
She hears that she is ugly. She feels bad.

A band called the Piz has a song with these lyrics:
i'm an ugly bastard
i am an ugly bastard
i am so ugly i am a bastard
i am an ugly ugly bastard
if you see me walking down the street
you must tell me that i am an ugly bastard
i am an ugly ugly ugly bastard
i am ugly
i'm an ugly bastard

"I am ugly" has a literary history: it was uttered by The Ugly Ducking
"I am ugly,"

It is better to be called ugly than to be ignored...YEAH RIGHT!
06 Feb 2006 whatever umm i'm not really sure who this mouchette person is..
i know its not your real name for a start. Because i checked out your site,
but i'm not sure if you that black girl/ now a woman, is you or not.
but i think umm you are just helping people because when you submit this form it says " you have saved my life"

I think mouchette is just a helper helping others?
06 Feb 2006 myself, from the purple ocean To the people who believe this site will make people kill themselves...
Did YOU kill yourself when you saw it? Obviously not. Websites don't make people commit suicide. People who commit suicide are suffering from mental/emotional pain so intense that you will never in your life be able to imagine it. By saying a PAGE could MAKE someone DIE you are showing how ignorant you truly are about the subject.
Now, to answer the question...
Jump from a height. No child is stupid enough to fuck that one up. And they get to play "superman" before dying.
05 Feb 2006 kasarah When i waz 13 i wanted to die. My parents are davorst and my mom put me threw hell she still does to this day. sents i waz born i lived thew hell i waz being beeten all the time with belts fist and chock and smake when i would gasp for air and i didnt know my real dad becuse he waz in prison i wanted to die i would try ways to cut my rist i would try to dround my self till i look at my baby brother that i had to take care of he stop me hes the hero but im 16 years old now and i still feel that way only if someone new what everything waz like in my live they would know why. I live with my real dad now and still not happy still would love to leave this world it would be nice but i look at the lil boy i took care of that waz like my son and i kinda stop trying i just thout. i guess what im trying to say is TRY NOT TO HURT SOMEONE U LOVE BECUSE THAT ONE CAN HURT FOR THE REST OF HIS OR HER LIFE IF NOT TRY WHAT U WANT TO DO. MY LIL BROTHERS MY HERO FIND YOURS SOMEONE U REALLY LOVE SOMEONE U REALLY CARE FOR FIND WHAT CAN HELP U RIGHT POETRY OR SONGS OR EVEN DRAW OR DO SOMETHING WITH THAT ONE PERSON U LOVE SO MUCH THAT U DONT WANT TO HURT THEM BECUSE U MAY BE HURING BUT THAT ONE THAT LOVES U AND LOOKS UP TO U FOR UR HELP WILL BE SO SAD AND END UP DIPREST BECUSE HE OR SHE LOST U AND CANT SEE U OR EVEN SPEND TIME WITH U OR EVEN HANG WITH U SO THINK ABOUT THAT BEFOR U GO DOING ANYTHING. And if i didnt care i would not give u my adives it hurts to know im not the only one out there and u should know that to if u need to talk e mail me at LilKimInTraning@aol.com ill talk
05 Feb 2006 Max Find a friend who is a triple black belt in Karate, and charge at him with a knife.(don't stop fighting until he kills you)
05 Feb 2006 weston there is no good way to kill yourself. everyone on this earth is loved by someone . killing yourself would only mess up the lives of those around you. do not kill yourself. you are NOT WORTHLESS. SOMEBODY CARES ABOUT YOU! STEP BACK FROM THAT LEDGE
05 Feb 2006 PISSED OFF MOUCHETTE:

it has come to my mind, That you dont bother posting all my posts you silly bugger.
05 Feb 2006   mouchette que cet endroit devrait être regardé par les ouvriers de santé mentaux.
04 Feb 2006 girl with to much time on her hands I was being stupid like 10 seconds ago when I typed in something with a fake e-mail address and a fake name. When I pressed enter the website I think actually accepted my advice. I said that you should ask a vampire, and i'm right, you should. This way the vampire gets something to drink and you still die. I don't know if you would count it as suicide because you aren't really killing yourself. Maybe with your last few seconds of life you decide that you don't want to die. If your lucky you could ask the vampire just to make you one of the undead and they may accept. I didn't read what everybody said and I just hope nobody already put this!
04 Feb 2006 B-man I am not 13, and never thought about dieing till about 10 years ago, I was hurt badly at work and lost my job, since then nothing has gone right, I try to be good, I try to make others happy, but know one helps me, I am going to kill myself, and as far as my parents go I took out quite a bit of life insurance so they will be taken care of, BUT how to do it so it looks like an accident. I am thinking about falling onto something and having it tear apart my insides, letting an infection start and not going to the doctor till it is to late.. I dont believe anyone can help me anymore and it doesnt pay to feel this way continuously. I hope others fine a way to help themselves and get over it but I want to die,, it isnt a secret in my life anymore. but good luck to the rest.
04 Feb 2006 FUCK THIS SITE i think this is sick. why would you have a site like this? a suicide kit? wtf is that supposed to mean? there are real people out there who are hurting and want to die, its not a game, its real life. I think you are a sick sad person, and if anyone in this world should die, it ought to be you.

if any one is reading this and even thinks about suicide and you need someone to talk to im me on hiprgurl7787 please i am not great at giving advice but i will listen to whatever you have to say and i promise i will be your friend, please just whatever you do, stay away from sites like these, talk to someone, and if you dont have anyone to talk to, talk to me, i promise i will listen.
04 Feb 2006   First of all, I'd like to thank you for creating and maintaining this site. I spent years being told that I should be able to 'just ignore' what was happening to me in school and out of it and when I finally got away from it, I was told to forget about it. I'm glad to see that there is some place where people who are currently going through what I went through, can talk without being given such useless and detrimental advice. I also figured I'd tell my story's because it has helped me to read the posts from other people.
i had money stolen at school. ( it was fundrasing money and other money that got took from my school bag)
at first i was angry then i slowly just let it go becasue that is all i can do.
i think if you never found out who did it theres not much you can do about it im afriad.
yes i will never forget it. neither will you proberly.
Just try to let it go if you can its all you can do in the end.
i want answers why i got picked out and bullied for different reasons.
I WANT TO KNOW TO KNOW WHY I GET BULLIED BY EVERYONE.
i am still waiting for that word sorry to me from the people who bullied me.
04 Feb 2006 my crappy life story Dear Everyone..
to start with all the people who have bullied me are not perfect them selfs.
someone said oh you make things worse for your self
how can i.
once i snapped in class and broke out in tears, it was that bad for me.
i got blamed for that. i snapped at a person which i am sorry for,
i have sooo many issues.
when i was at school it all started.
becasue i was so god dame ugly (don't laugh)
also i was werid looking for a couple of years.
I swear i am not that bad looking now but i know i have got alittle bit better looking but i still get called ugly.
plus at school when i was 16 a teacher called social services on are family like there was something wrong with me,
more on that but i won't say.
why is all this a problem you might be asking.
i am so tired all the time. no energy at all.
11-14 i guess was my ugly years.
i got told day in and dayout i was ugly.
I am so destressed about my past becasue i got badly bullied which left me fighting and you know what happends when people fight i don't want to talk about that.
I also suffered with depression too. which was not a very good experience for me,
i got bullied in the infants for being chubby junior school for have my name taken the mick, it's the high school bullying which really affected my life.
The people who i grew up with are still hanging around being nosey in my life.
I talk to my self more and more.
i have no friends where i live i feel scared to go out. when i do go out i am scared i live with parents. i suffer with B.D.D and social phobia now.
i have no friends where i live. None at all.
I don't know what to do.
no one likes me where i live, i am not very good looking either i don't know what to do.
the people know my past gossip and stuff for all the things good and bad have gone on in my life.
i have done a funrasier and had my money stolen from my school bag yes i grew up alone i am now underdeveloped and i am scared and alone.
but i live with parents i go out with them so i am ok at them moment.
i was a self harmer and other things have happened i don't want to talk about.
I keep thinking about my past.
i feel like a caged animal where i live. i got bullied and i am scared to go out alone now.
people just pick on me becasue i am scared to talk to anyone
what shall i do.
i also have O.C.D and a bad temper now.
i am always on the computer in all my spare time, becasue i have no friend where i live, i am sad i know.
People at school and in my village when i used to talk to them i got told that i was ugly and to get lost and look's which up sets me today.
I cry all the time swear and shout.
I am scared to go places even the doctor.
i went before and she gave me some perscroiption.
i never went back i am too scared of wait rooms don't laugh to go alone.
my parents want me out the house.
i can't do nothing right i am a so stupid and i am werid and so on.
I dont go out unless i need to some days i bath twice a day.
i am soo werid lucky i go shopping so i can get bits i want to stock up when i dont need all those bit's.
i have enough stuff to start a shop right now
I am scared of my neighbours i feel threatened by them
i got intimadated at school laughed at for thing's
the scaredness has never left me,
I am so destressed.
i told on people at school and they carried on bullying me once ran past the toliets at me going ehhhh gross. i had nits and so on, things from my past being brought up.
Now i have no friends in the village.
one boy wanted to go out with me only to use me for one thing to wind me up.
i am just a joke.
i had one boyfriend who used me. not nice at all.
why me.
I am just scared,
full of fear.
people have been talking about me behind my back and gossiping around the village about my past and so on.
thank you for your time
ps: there is just soooo much to write down but i can't put it all down.
I hopeing to move away from here where no one knows my past.
Or will bully me for me being me.
I know being out to get them won't help at all
I'm still like i was all those years ago.
any advice please.
i know one thing while i am alone they will bully me.
i am talking about being judged or what ever you want to call it by older people and younger people people who don't know me.
God i am soo feed up.
i have had my pet cat scared because he is my only friend right now.
Where are all the apologies to all the people who have hurt me.
I don't want to try out like them at all.
when i first went in to school, i got picked on first.
By the student's (pushed, lied about kicked tripped,spat on,laughed at etc) and teacher's... just laughed at me.
ok you might think oh she is being stupid. maybe i am.
But it is the bad past i have to forget and i will try and work on that like you say.
I never really had the courage to start on anyone with out a reason for it.
So i guess i should not of got worked up over being bullied,
It was just soo much stressed and i snapped in fromt of a load of people and cryed.
I guess i did a fundrasier and got laughed at it for.
some teachers money went missing and two people got suspened for it one boy turned his back on us and said i did it ( which i did not) - i think he was trying to get me in trouble i don't like him no more.
I had money stolen from my bag and i never found out who did it.
But no i hurt people i loved the most in my life. becasue a teacher kept asking me you don't look happy do you want to talk to someone.
i said no at first but he kept asking. antill they paid me a visit at home and so on then he blamed me for it..
How can that be my fault.
i never want to turn out like the bullys who hurt me bad.
I let school bully's walk all over me.
I am never going to no school reunion ever.
Then a girl 5 years below me said. i was scareing her, which she got her mum to wait down the bus stop with her. But i did not,
i found out she just never liked me. so there you go.
A girl who got expleled from her other school came in to our school and made my life a misery because i was ugly.
the people i used to hang around with
i found out never really liked me.
I remember once when i was 11 i was hanging out and this boy said to me some thing like " everyone hates you" when i was just 11 years old.
i used to cry things off now i just get angry.
i have done things to my self which might of caused abit of selfish behaviuor, but i never started the bullying when i first went up there i swear.
People where looking at me like everything was my fault.

why has life got to be so hard for lots of people.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
now if someone is nice towards me i think it is trap.
also people in my family think i am aliar too.
but i won't go in to that.
i guess people thnk all this is myown fault.
Why me!!!.
now if someone is nice towards me i think it is trap.
also people in my family think i am aliar too.
but i won't go in to that.
i guess people thnk all this is myown fault.
Why me!!!.
But i don't think i would of got any friends when i was 11- 14 years old. even if i did change school's.
everywhere i went people where laughing at me and just being nasty to me for me being myself.

But i will try the advice it is better than not trying,
i want to thank you all again for giving me advice and taking up your time to help me.

Thank you again.

sorry i edited out before i am just shy in posting.
hope you understand.

i will start off by doing the little things like you say and then build up the big thing's which will hopefull make my life better.
Well i hope my life will get better anyway.


PS: HOPES MOUCHETTE POSTS THIS ONE..
04 Feb 2006   Dear Everyone..
to start with all the people who have bullied me are not perfect them selfs.
someone said oh you make things worse for your self
how can i.
once i snapped in class and broke out in tears, it was that bad for me.
i got blamed for that. i snapped at a person which i am sorry for,
i have sooo many issues.
when i was at school it all started.
becasue i was so god dame ugly (don't laugh)
also i was werid looking for a couple of years.
I swear i am not that bad looking now but i know i have got alittle bit better looking but i still get called ugly.
plus at school when i was 16 a teacher called social services on are family like there was something wrong with me,
more on that but i won't say.
why is all this a problem you might be asking.
i am so tired all the time. no energy at all.
11-14 i guess was my ugly years.
i got told day in and dayout i was ugly.
I am so destressed about my past becasue i got badly bullied which left me fighting and you know what happends when people fight i don't want to talk about that.
I also suffered with depression too. which was not a very good experience for me,
i got bullied in the infants for being chubby junior school for have my name taken the mick, it's the high school bullying which really affected my life.
The people who i grew up with are still hanging around being nosey in my life.
I talk to my self more and more.
i have no friends where i live i feel scared to go out. when i do go out i am scared i live with parents. i suffer with B.D.D and social phobia now.
i have no friends where i live. None at all.
I don't know what to do.
no one likes me where i live, i am not very good looking either i don't know what to do.
the people know my past gossip and stuff for all the things good and bad have gone on in my life.
i have done a funrasier and had my money stolen from my school bag yes i grew up alone i am now underdeveloped and i am scared and alone.
but i live with parents i go out with them so i am ok at them moment.
i was a self harmer and other things have happened i don't want to talk about.
I keep thinking about my past.
i feel like a caged animal where i live. i got bullied and i am scared to go out alone now.
people just pick on me becasue i am scared to talk to anyone
what shall i do.
i also have O.C.D and a bad temper now.
i am always on the computer in all my spare time, becasue i have no friend where i live, i am sad i know.
People at school and in my village when i used to talk to them i got told that i was ugly and to get lost and look's which up sets me today.
I cry all the time swear and shout.
I am scared to go places even the doctor.
i went before and she gave me some perscroiption.
i never went back i am too scared of wait rooms don't laugh to go alone.
my parents want me out the house.
i can't do nothing right i am a so stupid and i am werid and so on.
I dont go out unless i need to some days i bath twice a day.
i am soo werid lucky i go shopping so i can get bits i want to stock up when i dont need all those bit's.
i have enough stuff to start a shop right now
I am scared of my neighbours i feel threatened by them
i got intimadated at school laughed at for thing's
the scaredness has never left me,
I am so destressed.
i told on people at school and they carried on bullying me once ran past the toliets at me going ehhhh gross. i had nits and so on, things from my past being brought up.
Now i have no friends in the village.
one boy wanted to go out with me only to use me for one thing to wind me up.
i am just a joke.
i had one boyfriend who used me. not nice at all.
why me.
I am just scared,
full of fear.
people have been talking about me behind my back and gossiping around the village about my past and so on.
thank you for your time
ps: there is just soooo much to write down but i can't put it all down.
I hopeing to move away from here where no one knows my past.
Or will bully me for me being me.
I know being out to get them won't help at all
I'm still like i was all those years ago.
any advice please.
i know one thing while i am alone they will bully me.
i am talking about being judged or what ever you want to call it by older people and younger people people who don't know me.
God i am soo feed up.
i have had my pet cat scared because he is my only friend right now.
Where are all the apologies to all the people who have hurt me.
I don't want to try out like them at all.
04 Feb 2006 hello dopes! someone should point this site to some mental health workers!

04 Feb 2006 Carolina Girl Don't. If you want to kill yourself, then take advice from me. I'm a 14 y/o girl. Since November of 2005, I have been going through hell. My dad mollested my stepbrother while he was drunk and doing cocaine. Now I never get to see him, and can't go over and see my stepmom and stepbrother (and I love both of them to death). My mom does crack and is always coming home from her boyfriends drunk and/or high. I am going through some personal shit, also, with what I think and believe about all these problems going on in my life. And I myself have considered suicide a million times, told my friends and my fave cuz, and they have talked me out of it by saying this:

"If you think your life is so bad, then you need to go on the internet and look at the news. Yes, you might be going through hell at the moment, but soon (or maybe never) it will either be gone or have gotten somewhat better. There are people in this world who are sufffering from much worse shit than what you are going through."

I thought about this for a while. And, if you really and truelly think about it, then it is true. There is almost always somebody in this world that is worse off than you. At least if you read this and still commit suicide, it will never be on my guilt. I have told you what I personally believe about this subject. Yes, I still do think about committing suicide, but then I think about all the positive things in my life, which are my friends and family and future. These three things keep me from committing a painful death for EVERYONE.
04 Feb 2006   I am not suicidal. My life sucks and I hate the way I am, but I don't feel the need to
forcibly end it. Life is pretty short anyway, and I'm 23 already, so I don't see what the
hurry is. Forty or fifty more years will go by soon enough. If people lived for thousands
of years, that would seem unbearably long, but I can certainly do 80 years. Besides, I
still have the hope, realistic or not, that someday I'll manage to find some happiness in my life.

Anti-suicide efforts often tend to irritate me, in a way. Society doesn't want people to
kill themselves, but I suspect this is mostly for practical reasons. After spending two
decades raising, clothing, feeding, and educating you, society expects to get many
more decades of work out of you in return. If you die early, everyone else has been
cheated of the payback they were expecting for all that effort they put into raising you.
You can be as miserable as you want, but for God's sake, don't kill yourself.

Now, all of that said, as for what people who are suicidal should do, I can't give you
some well thought out, logical answer as to the right course of action. I can only relate
my own feelings on it.

So I don't want anyone to kill themselves, and I guess I feel that no matter how much
pain someone is in, their pain can be made bearable by talking about it with someone
who cares about them.

Alright now, those last few paragraphs were far too positive and lacking in cynicism for
me, so hit the back button and pretend you never saw them.
04 Feb 2006 SO TRUE Let's assume, for a moment, that there is a God. We may not know the nature of God, or
which religion comes closest to the truth, but we can be sure of one thing:

God does not love you.

Look at all the cruelty and misery in the world, which God does nothing to stop. Right now, as you are reading this, there are children in various places around the world being raped and tortured. Most of us would risk our lives, give up our lives, to save them if we could.
God stands by and does nothing. God has abandoned these children, and clearly does not love them. God does not love you, either.

There are some religions which claim that "God's love is a different kind of love", which is supposed to explain and justify what appears to be God's divine indifference. This is total bullshit. If I claim that I love my neighbor, and then set his house on fire and shoot him in the head, anyone can see that my "love" is not love at all.

Another fallacy along these lines is the statement that, "God doesn't give us more than we can handle in life". This is a ridiculous statement. Go to a mental institution, go to the ward for those who are seriously disturbed, and you'll see people who just sit and rock back and forth all day, staring off into space, or screaming at nonexistant terrors. God has given them more than they could handle, and now they're totally broken.

So you have no loving God watching over you, making sure you get what you need. You don't get what you need in life, you don't get what you want, you don't get what you
deserve. You get what you get.

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