|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 Feb 2006||I HATE THIS PLACE!!||No wonder this person,
Does not reply to peoples messages!
its not real.
How can i put it in better words
I think this site is For the fans of the movie Mouchette. I AMNOT SURE MIND YOU?????????????????
Come to think of it now!!
when i first found this place i thought ths " well this is werid why would some sick person make a site where for people who were under age could just come on line and find this place"r
Think about this people it is not NORMAL to have some thing like this on line.
with out it NOT HAVING A WARNING!
TO BE CLOSED DOWN!!!!
"My name is Mouchette. I live in Amsterdam. I am nearly 13 years old. " This seemingly innocent introduction by a child artist hides the shocking content within Mouchette's website. Allegedly authored by a twelve-year-old French girl, "Mouchette" is a complex site consisting of various secret links, electronic interactive texts, and poems that reveal the multiple faces of the artist, along with her fears and obsessions. Loosely-based on the 1937 book by Georges Bernanos and the 1967 Robert Bresson movie, Mouchette, the website seems to expand upon the basic storyline of the film. The movie portrays a girl suffering from the pains of abuse, an alcoholic father and dying mother. Eventually she finds that her only escape from the hatred and sexual abuse in her life is suicide. Not only does the net artist draw several character similarities to the female protagonist of the film Mouchette, but also relates similar thematic ideas. The various subpages of the site use visually-shocking pictures, images of flesh and blood, and interactive forums of taboo subjects to explore themes of sexual abuse, violence and hatred, and loneliness. The anonymous authorship of the site, as well as the user interface, poses an underlying question of identity, leaving the viewer curious what the true nature of the website. By creating an interactive site that encourages audience participation, Mouchette.org challenges the viewer to confront these disturbing themes and make a decision of further conduct.
Since the website launch in 1996, the true identity of the alter-ego behind Mouchette.org has been a closely-guarded secret. By concealing his or her identity, the artist preserves the first-person nature of the site, thus enhancing the thematic power. In this manner, the artist provokes heated debates of contemporary political and sexual issues. Since the artist-moderator behind the site remains unknown and anonymous; the author her/himself is referred to as merely Mouchette (1).
The incredibly complex Mouchette.org site relies on both the audio and visual components. One key aspect of the site is its variable nature; there are many different opening screens, and the noises that accompany the images are prone to change as well. The opening screen is always a close-up of a flower, with flies moving around it. The fly is a visual allusion to the name, "Mouchette," which literally means "fly" in French. If one clicks on the flies to the right of the screen, it leads to the "Blind Jump" section of the site. The fly in the center of the screen leads to two more pages about flies, then the viewer is confronted with a dead end. In the corner of the homepage is either a photo of a young girl, a drawing of a young girl, or a picture of an older woman. When the arrow is on the picture, a passage appears. One can click on either the picture, or the passage, and it will lead to different pages-the passage always leads to a seemingly public bulletin board about suicide, whereas the picture can lead to different pages, dependent upon which picture is displayed. The artist Mouchette claims that the young girl pictured is herself. Next to the picture, there is a checklist that lists certain "facts" about Mouchette, some of which contain links to other pages. There is also a scrolling menu at the bottom of the page, which says "browse me" and contains a number of vague links leading to different sub-sections of the site.
The confusion and profusion of links and subdivisions within the site lead the viewer to become disoriented. One cannot easily navigate the site, nor can one easily re-trace one's steps; the "back" button often leads to random new pages. There is an abundance of subsites within the site, as well as links to outside sites. One subsite is an apparently "public" bulletin board, upon which people respond to the question: "What is the best way to kill yourself when you are under thirteen?"-a question seemingly posed by the "young girl" behind the site. The respondents leave a variety of messages ranging from attempts to save Mouchette, to bitter notes pushing Mouchette (and her apparently suicidal correspondents) to actually commit the final act. Mouchette also prompts each viewer to fill in his own form and respond. Yet, it is unclear if these responses are filtered, and by whom-or, are the posted ones even written by real people? If everyone can be Mouchette, who is the driving force behind Mouchette?
Upon closer inspection of the website, the viewer can join Mouchette's fan club, which empowers the audience with enhanced participatory powers within the site. Uploaded user text and images become a part of the site and users can respond to Mouchette's "personal" email. Thus Mouchette's email identity remains anonymous and arbitrary in content. Who is the artist that moderates Mouchette? This remains a virtually impossible question to answer. However, even though one can "become Mouchette" according to edit.mouchette.org, this does not open up access to all parts of the site-areas are still moderated by the unknown artist.
The complexity and navigational difficulties of Mouchette.org challenge the audience's ability to interpret. Several of the sites portray unrelated aspects, linked only by one of the common themes. Sexuality appears as an underlying theme in the site, noticeably in images and sounds, but also in subtle colors and presentation. Obvious sexual references include the subpage of sexual pictures and sounds, and the pedophilic references of the "striped penis" subpage. More understated references include the flower imagery on the opening page and the "secret page" where the artist conveys a sexual mood with the use of such words as "softly," "feel," "touchÈ in the dark," and "penetrate." As the mouse is moved, orgasmic sounds are revealed. Sexuality plays a strong thematic role from the beginning of the first webpage. As the page loads, the site emits crying sounds punctuated by seemingly sexual noises. Similar to the Bresson's movie character, Mouchette, the site identifies the juxtaposition between sexual pleasure and anguish. Although sexual, the site does not convey the imagery on a sensual level, instead associating the sexual theme with violent overtones.
Hatred and abuse also appear as major roles in Mouchette's work. Hatred is expressed on several levels in multiple relationships. Mouchette's underlying hate for her parents proves apparent in the subpage http://mouchette.org/flesh/pere.html (1998). Images of "Papa" and "Maman" etched into pieces of raw meat symbolize the minimal flesh-relationship between the daughter and her respective parents. Although presented in an innocent childlike manner, "I got my parents' permission for the web portraits," the gruesome effect of the sanguine raw meat suggests the tension in Mouchette's parental relationships (2).
Mouchette's own hatred for life exists as the climactic moment of the site. The artist presents the notion of a "suicide kit," innocently questioning the audience on a "way for children to play suicideÖ(as) a new kind of toy" in order to find "best way to kill yourself if you're under thirteen." Using this shocking method of inquiry, Mouchette forces the audience to confront the issue of suicide and respond. She then posts the responses in several categories: recent posts, posts seeking help, offering help, real life experiences, cruel jokes, posts that treat suicide as a child's game, and people that blame the artist (Mouchette). Despite the differences in the responses, most user posts appear strongly emotional, compelling the viewer to consider the veracity behind the messages while making a moral decision, first, whether or not to respond, and second, the content of the response. Mouchette posts her favorite answers, and these are not judged according to morality, but on passion. Passionate answers range from posts celebrating the beauty in life, celebrating the romantic notion of death, and everything in between.
Mouchette.org also explores hatred on the personal level between the viewer and the artist. He dedicates an entire section of the site under "hate," for the audience to voice their loathing for the site and the artist (3). Placed upon a unsettling backdrop-a crowd of people covered in crushed tomatoes that resemble bloody flesh-Mouchette incites an honest response from the viewer. The "hate" responses vary from hatred for Mouchette's seemingly apathetic attitude towards life, to disgust for the audacious manner in which taboo subjects are presented, to personal hatred of the artist.
Hatred is also expressed in its most climactic form, violence. Mouchette.org's "Kill the Cat," first unnerves the viewer with the gaping jaws of a cat, accompanied by periodic bloodcurdling screams (4). The screen shakes violently as it becomes apparent that no peaceful ending is achievable and the only escapable solution is to close the browser or use the back command. Thus this page challenges the viewer's notion of a predictable internet with its abrupt display of violence. Also under the "paintings" subpage, clicking the mouse launches two hands, which violently grab for a pig which is drowning in a spilled bowl of soup. In and of themselves, the images are not blatantly violent; however the juxtaposition of a seemingly monstrous hand looming over the defenseless plastic pig seems to be a threatening imbalance of power. The sanguine color of the soup appears as a blood-like substance violently spilled in all directions.
Mouchette also provides a film quiz in which she highlights the important scenes from the movie. Although this quiz was recently banned from the site due to legal warnings from Robert Bresson's estate, an online mirror site still carries the questions (5). Each question reflects the abusive and depressive nature of Mouchette's short life. In one question, Mouchette provides the following answers: "the hut of the poacher who raped me," "home, where my mother just died," "at the cafÈ, to fetch my drunken father," "the pond where I shall be drowning myself." Mouchette uses each film answer to relate the themes of her website. Sexual abuse, domestic problems of abuse and neglect, and suicide commonly arise throughout the quiz. The backdrop of these quotes is composed of forlorn images of Mouchette, further emphasizing her pitiful state to the reader.
Identity is a central theme in Mouchette's website. Although it is never explicitly explored, it is alluded to indirectly through the user forum. Each post requests the specific name and email address of the author, but uncertain identity is the inherent nature of internet interaction. While browsing the site, the viewer is constantly badgered to post his name and email address, in a sense threatening judgment for any response. This imparts a sense of viewer responsibility for actions taken. The viewer does not know to whom his emails are directed nor does he know who will read them. Messages on each user forum are often disconcerting and upsetting; one does not know whether to take them seriously or not. This emotional distance is essential to the artwork. Though Mouchette presents many upsetting, taboo subjects, she does so dispassionately, in an almost apathetic manner. However, after reading the plethora of charged material from Mouchette and the posted respondents it is easy to become desensitized to the unsettling subject matter. This leads to a moral dilemma as the viewer is confronted repeatedly with the possibility of intervention with potentially suicidal individuals.
Mouchette.org operates on many levels expanding upon the overt themes of sexuality, violence, hatred and isolation, using shocking images and sounds, interactive user forums, and morally ambiguous subject matter to highlight her intended themes. This is layered over a fundamental identity question about the authorship of the site and the responses posted on it. Throughout the site, the viewer is constantly confronted with moral decisions. By challenging the viewer with these decisions, Mouchette.org does not allow the user to remain inactive-the viewer is forced to contemplate and take a position on these taboo subjects.
so you see people thats what this site is all about!!
its SICK i know and i hate this place.
WISH I HAD NEVER FOUND IT!!!!!!!!
AND I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE THE SENSE TO TURN AROUND AND WALK AWAY FROM THIS PLACE TO..
I WOULD LIKE TO SEE THIS POSTED ON YOUR FORUM PLEASE..
but i have not got a clue where this site is really located???????????????????????
and if you don't post this i will post this to you antill you do!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|08 Feb 2006||dannii||pills although some times it don't work it never works with me and i've tried it ten times since i was 12|
|08 Feb 2006||John Michaels||Have this endorsed by McGyver: This is stuff any halfway intelligent kid could get their hands on.
Contents: lots of things for variety
Nail File(in Mom's bathroom)
Tooth Floss(also in Mom's bathroom)
5 cent book matches(next to the birthday candles in the kitchen cupboard)
Gasoline(in the garage)
empty Windex bottle(underneath the kitchen sink)
large steak knife(next to the butter knives in the second to right drawer)
1. Fill Windex bottle with gasoline. Set near where you can reach it.
2. Take nail file and scrape around eyeballs, loosening any attached material. Pull out eyeballs.
3. Use tooth floss to wrap around neck as a tourniquet to keep blood in the head.
4. Squirt large amounts of gasoline into eye sockets. Tilt head back to keep it in.
5. Light match and stick it in your eye socket. Wait a bit.
6. Use steak knife on large arteries around neck. (This is just in case the above didn't work.
|08 Feb 2006||oceania||OF COURSE MOUCHETTE ISN'T A "REAL" 13 YEAR OLD GIRL YOU COMPLETE IDIOT.
This page is to make people THINK and be able to share whatever they feel like sharing.
YOU CAN'T SAVE PEOPLE BY FUCKING EMAILING THEM. I know it makes you feel better about yourself, it makes you feel like a life-saving hero, but don't fool yourself into thinking you can talk anyone out of any situation. What happens if one of them dies? How will you feel then? Judging by the way you write, you are young. Don't try and take responsibility for something you can't handle...you are WAY out of your depth.
p.s. LEARN TO SPEAK ENGLISH. Your spelling mistakes and grammatical errors are testing my patience.
|07 Feb 2006||Demi||dont. thats the best thing. DONT DO IT.
this is a horrible game. please stop showing it. people under 13 shouldnt be thinking about killing themselves! their only children! YOU ARE A SICK PERSON! YOU DESERVE TO BURN IN HELL!
children shouldnt be able to come on the net and see HORRIBLE sites like this one. you should be ashamed of yourself. you sick person. i hope your happy knowing that los of young children are probably killing thsmeelves thanks to you. you FREAK!
|07 Feb 2006||Mad||drink detergant!!!! 2 glasses or more or a whole bottle it doesnt hurt!!!!!|
|07 Feb 2006||me,myself&i||i'm 17 years old and i really want to killmyself, really. im just too stupid to actually try it, fuck that shit!!! damn im freaking tired of this motherfucking life. im a good student in school, very good one, i have exellent grades, but who the fuck cares. everybody is always sayin''continue school'' blah blah blah. im tired of school, it only gets harder everytime, im freking tired of it.my mom, i love her but hate her so much, omg. she only thinks of money, and only wants to work, work and work to get more money, so im most of the times alone, and i feel very lonely. my father died some years ago, i miss him. so yeah my life is stupid.|
|07 Feb 2006||WISE GEEK||MOUCHETTE IS A SCAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|07 Feb 2006||sad person||hi,
im depressed it may shound stupid my problems but when your really facing them its hard.
i go 2 school and every1 at my school is really rich and snobby and every1 has lots of money, but me
i dont my family is poor i live with my mum and my brother
my mum is depressed and i have to watch her cry all the time ( it did help when my grandad died).
any way im so upset i really dont see the point in life.
if any could tell wat is da point den il live!i need summin 4 mufty i dnt wna get picked on lyk last tym !
|07 Feb 2006||Dreaming of Death||I have no qualification,s
I have no job
I have no bitch
I have no life
I have a small cock
Life is Shit
Suicide is the only way
|07 Feb 2006||remember 1997||mouchette what happened to all the postings from 1997 when this site started?|
|07 Feb 2006||please read||Before You Kill Yourself
Your minds made up
You cant take it anymore,
And suicides the answer to Heavens Door!
Before you kill yourself
Ask the 15-year-old,
Who tried to electrocute himself.
He lived, but now
He must carry on
With both of his arms gone!
What about jumping?
Come see Jack, who survived his leap
From a 10 story building.
He lived, but now
Hell always need care,
Hes a vegetablea mind like a cabbage,
He lives in a fog,
With irreversible brain damage.
But worst of all
He knows he use to be normal!
Come see the All American Football player
Who thought he was cool and bought a gun
And shot himself in the head at 21.
He thought it would be easy
And without any harm,
He lived, but now
He cant feel his legs and has a useless arm!
He lost his dream, his vision and his hearing on one side
But he lived
Through his attempt at suicide!
Then there was this Prom Queen
Who was left comatose
With extensive brain damage
From her drug overdose.
She mixed some alcohol with some pills
It took awhile but it definitely kills.
First, youre in excruciating pain
Your eyes roll back & your skin turns yellow
Its not a pretty sight and its a hell of a way to go!
Who will cut the rope from where you hang down?
Who will identify your body after youve drowned?
Who will scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Or clean the blood off the carpet?
A cleaning crew will refuse the job
But somebodys got to do it!
Oh and that carefully worded suicide note is no help
For the unending pain that is forever felt!
Who will it be? Your Sister? Your Mother?
Your Father? Your Brother?
Those who love you will never recover!
Theyll have to live with regret and with all the guilt
Along with all those unanswered questions.
They love you but down deep inside they hate you
For thinking only about yourself and your life ending decision!
There are people who can help you
Before you decide to put your life to an end,
Call a hotline or call a doctor
Call the hospital or call a friend.
Call a minister or call a priest
Call a family member or call the police!!
They will help you
And theyll give you hope
When your will is down
And you can no longer cope!
You say you dont want to be stopped
Are you definitely sure
You want to commit suicide?
Because if you fail
Youre gonna wish that you were left to die!
So Before You Kill Yourself
Suicide is not always the answer,
Nor is it always successful
Consider your actions
Because living with the results are dreadful
|07 Feb 2006||DEPRESSION IS REAL.||Why kill your body? - it's your mind that is the problem!
Depression is an illness that can be diagnosed and treated.
Depression is like a low point in life that doesnt go away. It can keep you awake, make you physically sick, give you hot flashes, chills or make you sweat in your sleep. It can make you doubt the very essence of all those things that you once loved.
It is like a dark day that doesnt clear.
Depression is more than the blues or the blahs; it is more than the usual, everydays up and downs. When that "down" mood, along with other symptoms, lasts for more than a couple of weeks, the condition may be clinical depression. Clinical depression is a serious health problem that affects the total person. In addition to feelings, it can change behavior, physical health and appearance, academic performance and the ability to handle everyday decisions and pressures.
Depression is likely caused by biological and anatomical factors that may increase a persons likelihood of developing a depressive disorder. Depression can run in families. But life experiences and certain personality patterns such as difficulty handling stress, low self-esteem, or extreme pessimism about the future can increase the chances of becoming depressed.
depression can be very serious! Some of us experience only one depressive episode in our lives, while others experience several recurrences. Some depressive episodes begin with no apparent reason, while others are associated with a life situation or stress.
Sometimes people who are depressed cannot perform even the simplest daily activities like getting out of bed or getting dressed; others go through the motions, but it is clear they are not acting or thinking as usual. Some people suffer from bipolar depression in which their moods cycle between two extremes - from the depths of despair to frenzied heights of activity or grandiose ideas about their own competence.
Depression can be treated! Between 80 and 90 percent of people with depression - even the most serious forms - can be helped. Symptoms can be relieved quickly with psychological therapies, medications, or often a combination of both. The most important step towards treating depression - and sometimes the most difficult - is asking for help!
Teens and adults share a problem - they often fail to recognize the symptoms of depression in themselves or in people they care about.
There are numerous causes and numerous degrees of depression. If you are feeling constantly blue or feel like you are down a lot, you should seek help.
Depression can also be brought on by things that are within your control, like your diet, lack of exercise and lack of sleep. Modifying these factors can help. In some instances, medication is required to help rebalance your bodys chemistry, as something may be out of wack that is causing your brain to respond in a depressive manner.
Don't be ashamed of being depressed!.
Depression, which zaps energy and self-esteem, interferes with a persons ability or wish to get help. And many parents may not understand the seriousness of depression or thoughts of death or suicide. It is an act of true friendship to share your concerns with a school guidance counselor, a favorite teacher, you own parents, or another trusted adult. If the first adult you talk to doesnt help or "blows you off," talk to another. As adults, as human beings, we all have things going on in our lives that distract us from time to time. We might not understand the seriousness of what you are telling us the first time. Tell us again, and again, until we listen and until we do something to help.
DEPRESSION IS REAL NOT FAKE AND IT'S NOT SOMETHING TO TAKE THE PISS OUT OF.
lets see if mouchette posts this!
|06 Feb 2006||mary||take a bottle of pills or speedball until my heart busted|
|06 Feb 2006||MESSED UP LIFE||WELL BASICALLY THIS IS THE "DEAL" WITH ME, AND ITS DEFINATLEY NOT AS BAD AS WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE GONE THROUGH OR ARE CURRENTLY GOING THROUGHT.
WELL IM CURRENTLY IN HIGH SCHOOL AND AM FAILING MOST OF MY COURSES. THAT IS BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE FORCING ME INTO TAKING THE COURSES THEY WANT ME TO TAKE. AND IF I TELL THEM I DONT WANT TO TAKE THEM THEN MY DAD WILL FLIP OUT AT ME AND TELL ME TO GO KILL MY SELF AND WHAT NOT. MY MOM IS THE ONLY NICE PERSON. SHE ALWAYS DEFENDS ME AND MOST OF THE TIME ENDS UP GETTIN BULLSHIT FROM MY DAD. MY BROTHER ALSO BACKS UP MY DAD IN THIS SITUATION EVEN THO HIM AND MY DAD DONT GET ALONG THAT WELL SOMETIMES. MY WHOLE FAMILY IS EITHER A DOCTOR OR A NURSE. AND THEY EXPECT ME TO DO THE SAME, BUT THEY JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THAT I CANT DO THAT FUCKIN BULLSHIT. IT PISSES ME OFF, THEY THINK IM STUPID CAUSE I CANT DO IT, WELL HOW DUMB ARE THEY IF THEY CANT SEE THE FACT THAT I CANT DO THE COURSES BECAUSE ITS TOO ADVANCED FOR ME. THERE IS JUST TOO MUCH TO SAY BUT I CANT SPEND ALL THAT TIME HERE TYPING IT BECAUSE WHEN MY DAD SEES ME ON THE COMPUTER DOING ANYTHING OTHER THEN WORK, HE FLIPPS OUT AND USUALLY THREATONS ME. THIS ISNT THE ONLY REASON WHY I WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE, THERE ARE ALSO PEOPLE THAT HAVE MADE MY LIFE HELL, I DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO THEM AND THEY HATED ME FOR NO REASON, I THINK I MIGHT WANT TO DO SOMEHTING TO THEM BEFORE I DO TO MYSELF. BUT I DONT KNO IF I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE CAUSE IM TOO DAM SCARED, AND I CANT STAND THING ABOUT HOW MY MOM WILL FEEL. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT DOING IT SOO MANY TIMES BUT NEVER COULD BECAUSE OF THE PAIN I WOULD BRING TO MYSELF AND MOST OF ALL TO MY MOM. I MEAN MY LIFE IS HELL TO ME, BUT AFTER I READ THIS ITS NOT AS BAD AS YOURS BUT STILL I DONT THINK I CAN LIVE THROUGH THIS LIFE, I WILL EITHER RUN AWAY FROM HOME OR RUN AWAY FROM THE WORLD. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, I WISH ALL OF US WERE TOGETHER AND COULD DISCUSS THIS AND BE FRIENDS KNOWING THAT WE ALL GO THROUGH THE SAME FUCKIN BULLSHIT, FUCK WHAT THE FUCK DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS FUCKIN BULLSHIT...I WISH I KNEW. PLEASE TO ALL THE PEOPLE THINKING ABOUT SUICIDE, WAIT!!!!!! AND THINK ABOUT UR FUTURE JUST LIKE IM DOING. THERE ARE SOO MANY PEOPLE YOU WILL HURT OTHER THEN YOURSELF. AND MAYBE IM JUST TYPING THIS BECAUSE I JUST GOT BACK FROM FIGHTING WITH MY DAD ABOUT MY COURSES BECASE I FAILED THE SAME MATH CLASS FOR THE 2TH TIME. MY DAD IS ONE OF THE CHEAPEST PEOPLE I KNOW, HE IS A FUCKING DOCTOR AND HE COULDNT SPARE TO GIVE ME A FEW DOLLARS. ISTEAD I WAS FORCED TO STEALING. WHEN I ASKED HIM IF HE WOULD GIVE ME SOME MONEY HE USED TO SAY, THAT HIS DAD ONLY GAVE HIM A DOLLAR WHEN HE WAS LITTLE, WHICH WAS LIKE 40 FUCKING YEARS AGO, A DOLLAR HAS COME A LONG FUCKIN WAY. I DONT KNO MAYBE I COMPLAIN TOO MUCH.
ANYWAYS I WANNA SAY TO THE GIRL THAT NAME HER STATEMENT
"my crappy life story"
, I WENT THROUGH SOME HARD BULLYING TOO, I EVEN HAD AN ASSHOLE WHO I NEVER SEEN OR TALKED TO IN MY LIFE COME UP TO ME AND PUT A GOLF CLUB TO MY FACE AND THREATON ME, I WISH I WOULD SEE HIM NOW, I WOULD FUCK HIM UP! BUT ANYWAY I WISH I KNEW YOU, AND COULD TALK TO YOU BECAUSE I KNO SOMEWHAT OF WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME PLEASE DO TALK MY MSN IS BLING_BLING67@HOTMAIL.COM AND YOU MIGHT THINK THAT IM JUST TRYING TO TRAP YOU BUT PLEASE BELIEVE ME IM NOT. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL BECAUSE I WAS ALSO CONSIDERED UGLY IN GRADE 4-6 AND AM STILL SOMEWHAT CONSIDERED UNGLY. BUT PLEASE TALK TO ME IF U NEED OR IF ANYBODY NEEDS TO TALK, I KNOW I SURE COULD USE SOME1 TO TALK TO. IF YOU WANT TO TALK, DO IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I WILL BE HERE FOR.
|06 Feb 2006||EVERYONE THIS IS SERIOUS PLEASE READ SCAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!||hey does any one no really KNOW what this site is ABOUT OR FROM?
i was searchIng for mouchette ON GOOGLE and found something,
mouchette is not real she is Based in a novel by George Bernanos, Robert Bresson's ill tell you a little about it.....
MOUCHETTE tells the tragic story of a 13 year old girl whose existence is so empty that death seems preferable
to her life.
Mouchette lives in an isolated
rural village with her alcoholic father and sick
mother, where she is forced to do all the housework
and take care of her infant brother. At school, the situation is just as horrendous, since Mouchette is
mocked and ignored by her fellow students as well as her teacher. One night, after becoming lost in
the woods during a rainstorm, she is discovered by
Mr. Arsene (Jean-Claude Guilbert), an alcoholic,
epileptic game poacher. Confused as to whether or not he has just murdered a man, Arsene convinces Mouchette to stay with him, giving him an alibi for
the night. But when she tries to leave, he throws her to the floor and rapes her. As tragedies
continue to pile up, she decides to TAKE HER LIFE INTO HER OWN HANDS!!..
THIS SITE IS BASED ON A FUCKEN NOVEL AND HAS CAUSED PEOPLE TO COMMIT SUICIDE WITH SOME PEOPLE ACUALLY THINKING THAT THIS PERSON IS REAL!!!!!! AND GIVING INSITE INTO THERE LIVES!! PLEASE GET PROFESSIONAL HELP AND DONT GO ON HERE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOEVER CAME Up WITH THIS FUCKING SICK SITE DESERVES TO BE HUNG OH... ACUALLY THAT WOULD BE TO LENIANTE BETER STILL THERE SKIN PEELED OF BIT BY BIT UNTILL IT REVEALS THERE BLOODY FLESH AND THEN THERE THROWN INTO THE DEEP OCEAN WHILE THERE STILL ALIVE!! AS WE WATCH THEM SCREAM AND BEG FOR THERE LIVES WHILE ABOUT 100 SHARKS FEAST ON HIM UNTILL THERE IS NOTHINGNESS JUST THE BLOOD STRTCHING OUT INTO THE OCEAN!!!! LOL THAT WOULD BE FUCKING FUNNY BUT STILL NOT ENOUGH I THINK FOR THE AMOUNT OF PAIN THEY HAVE CAUSED PEOPLE!!!!!
i get emails from the so called "mouchette"
saying she can help me when i dont even need the fucking help!! SAYING THAT SHE LOVES ME AND NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME LIKE SHE DOES!! AND ASKING ME TO OPEN SOME LINK WHICH I DIDNT SO FUCK YOU!! YOU CANT SUCK ME IN!!
SO IF ANY ONE GETS SOMETHING LIKE THIS DONT OPEN IT ITS A SCAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the fuck it was doing my head in to think that someone obviously has a lot of time on there hands THIS IS ALL FAKE PEOPLE "MOUCHETTE" ISNT REAL GO GET PROFESSIONAL HELP OR TALK TO SOMEONE NORMALL ON THIS SITE IF YOU CANT FIND AWAY OUT!!
PLEASE THERE ARE SO MANY NORMAL PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THAT ARE WANTING TO HELP IM CURRENTLY HELPING 6 PEOPLE AND THEY ARE DOING REALLY WELL IM SOO...HAPPY I HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE AND 2 OF THE PEOPLE ARE OLDER THAN ME!!
|06 Feb 2006||JaniNe||everyone was given the same thing
we all end up at the same place.
how you get there is entirly up to you (i promote cyanide) it really makes no difference what you do or how you feel. get over yourself
|06 Feb 2006||Jc||A plastic bag with no child safety holes nearly worked for me when i was 6 but my teeth made grown and i managed to chew my way out at the lastg second (year) . Managed to cut my left hand off but the blood seeped thru the floor boards on to my parents bed when 8 and its been tricky since. I move out when 9, fucking social services and their supervised hostels, and they kept me hearing the voices since. They took my teeth out last week to stop me chewing my leg off. Pricks! Just stop breathing and if you can do that then you deserve to die.|
|06 Feb 2006||Maria||To all those reading...I used to want to kill myself and hated life.I was bullied for no reason and didn't have any friends. I was abused by my step-dad and never really had a parent to guide me. In my step-dad's eyes I couldn't do anything right but couldn't figure out what else I could do to make myself better. I was scared to go to school yet even more afraid of coming home.
Now I'm 30 and thank goodness I never did kill myself! Life was hard but I was on my own by the time I was 16 years old. I used all those things that took me down to make me a better, stronger person. I went to therapy and now see a psychiatrist. I don't care if people know that I take zoloft....at least I'm doing something about it instead of just being miserable and bitter! Life is definately worth living, especially now that I have an intelligent, gorgeous 3 year old son. If you kill yourself you may never get to see yourself in your childrens eyes. I have to say that having your own child love you is the best feeling in the entire world. Also: If you kill yourself you are going to HELL! No if's and's or but's about it! Anyone can write to me if you want to talk....
|06 Feb 2006||why would any of you people want to die for?|