|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|06 Apr 2006||Just Another Suicidal Person||I am 15 years and like many people in the world and most of the people reading these...I WANT TO DIE
I am thinking about killing myself right now. I don't really have a reason i just want to.
I was never raped or abused. My parents are both very caring and still together.I have never really lost a loved one. (Right now your are probably thinking ya thats great stop feeling sorry for yourself your pretty lucky so why would you want to die?) Ya i have depression. Ya i have tried to hurt myself and killed myself. But I went i told my parents and i got help. I go to a theripist and im on meds.
I know that suicide is not a good choice. I know that if i die i will hurt the people who care about me. BUT I STILL WANT TO DIE BECAUSE I CAN'T FEEL. I just feel empty and i don't understand how life can be worth living if you can't feel it.
I cut myslef just to feel the pain, the blood, the scars. I JUST WANT TO FEEL AGAIN but if i i can't i want to die. I don't care how i just want to leave. I think the only way i can feel life....is through death. Im not sure if that makes any sense but that's just how it is for me. I hurt myself to feel the pain and reassure myself that i am actually alive and i might even kill myself just to prove to myself that i lived. I have know idea
I just want to feel again. I just want to live.
|06 Apr 2006||Tia Russell||well im bac and now i wonder if we all have the same feelings deep down inside or if we all r crazy but not noing y ! i think we all need a break sometimes ! i maen who doesn't ! i mean i love rickey but idk somtimes if he will cheat on me or what idk what 2 do i am confuzed and my wrist looks like it needs some new marks right about now so plz e mail me 2 help me im gettin worse ! its Greendayluver00@msn.com plz i want 2 talk 2 sum 1 that can help!!!!!!!!!!|
|06 Apr 2006||sade||I dont know what to do my life is spiralling downwards and i cant do anything to stop it, my family hate me my mum wants me out of the house but my father wont take me, my brothers are never around and my mum cant bear to be around me, my bf is constantly annoyed at me because i dont always do as he says straight away n he gets violent i just feel like i annoy n upset everyone and i cant do anything right, i know i am lucky to have a bf i am so ugly n fat i cant believe my luck i just cant handle having everybody disliking me to such extents please help me im lost...|
|06 Apr 2006||Ashley||I think all of you should get over your life. You are just beginning. I just got caught from overdosing on a pill that wasnt even mine. I really dont know what I was thinking. I say Im a follower but I try not to be. Im afraid to put my ideas out there. And for all of you out there that are my age ( 15 ) or older. Seriously life has just begun. Now im not oing to try to stop you. Because I cant. I dont have the power to. But I do know that you have problems at home,school and wherever else it may be. But YOU need to find a way to get past it. Move on with your life. There is so much more. I am right now under a punishment for what I have done. The pills,caught on school,suspended, might not be able to go back to that school,summer school. I mean there is so much that is happening to me. But I know that my family loves me. Yes I made a stupid choice. But Im learning from it. Thats what life is about. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES. Thats what Im doing. Ya everyone of my family,possibly friends are dissaopointed in me. But Im hoping they will forgive me as well. Maybe yous hould think about how serious your situation is. Is it really that bad to go and kill yourself because something went wrong and you didnt like it. I have thought of a few times where I wanted to kill myself but not intentianlly. Only because I know theres more to life. I hope this helps out for at least someone out there. And if anyone wants to talk to me about anything. Go right ahed.
|06 Apr 2006||DL_NIGHT||its 4-6-06 and i feel like comminting suicide..i lost the one person i loved the most because i got too damn jelous over something completey stupid..even tho there going out now. and its only been not even 2 full days since we've broken up. i donno if its a sign for me or something else...i felt like this before, for 5-6 months straight and its hard to walk passed her in school. its hard not to cry because its all my fault and i know i cant have her back. i just want to do it fast and with out pain and if someone reads this, im known as DL_NIGHT. i dont want to leave a real name because its point less ill just be told there a reason to live. go to people to talk to about it even tho they cant fix my probems. so if i do decide to do it i know people will miss me i hope i fix this before i make my mind up.|
|06 Apr 2006||bohemianmoonkittie||Best way to kill yourself is by living through junior high, high school, and college... Learn about the good and bad in the world. See a few places, and you eyes may wonder to more achievement. Personal achievement or good you would have lose to a cut, or amt of pills... I've hit my breaker a few times...|
|06 Apr 2006||GO AHEAD AND KILL URSLEF NO ONE WILL GIVE A SHIT
BUT AS LONG AS UR LIVING PRESENCE LINGERS U CAN MAKE PPL GIVE A SHIT'
THE THINGS U ALWYAS WNATED 2 DO, WNT HAPPEN IF U COMMIT SUICIDE
BUT GO AHEAD
IF U WANNA COMMIT SUICDE THEN DO IT
THEN EVERYONE WILL BE LAUGHING AT UR DEATH CAZ IT WAS SUCH A STUPID THING 2 DO
|05 Apr 2006||Peter||Overdosing is the best way to go if you're under 18 period. You can't get a gun, but you CAN pretend you're not feeling well so your parents or guardians give you pills. Make sure you take the whole bottle (2 if you can) to make sure it works. It's good to make sure because if it doesn't, you'll most likely end up in a hospital with severe liver damage. If that does happen, hey at least you won't be feeling the pain you are right now right? I overdosed on a whole bottle one night and it didn't work. I cried so much that morning when I realized I was still alive. So make sure you take 2 or 3.|
|05 Apr 2006||BLOODY TRUE||I know alot of people think this site should be shut down but i dont think it should be actually people who are depressed sometimes just need to write their feelings down and think about sad things and read others sad posts and after awhile of thinking about DEATH + SUICIDE for along time you can get so bored of thinking/writing/talking about it that you just want to change the subject and watch tv or something else and forget about it for awhile. Which is a good thing really this site wont help anyone to die but it might help people to live and get help|
|05 Apr 2006||CONCERNED||OH MY GOD MELISSA REED DONT GIVE OUT YOUR TELEPHONE NUMBER THATS JUST ASKING FOR SOME WEIRDO TO CALL YOU AND START STALKING YOU OR SOMETHING GOD HOW NIAVE CAN YOU BE GIRL THERE ARE WEIRDOS AND FREAKS OUT THERE SO DONT GIVE ANYONE YOUR NUMBER IF YOU DONT KNOW THEM AN TRUST THEM. THATS ALL|
|05 Apr 2006||DEBBIE||THIS IS A SAD SITE YOU ARE SICK NO ONE AT AGE 13 SHOULD BE THINKING ABOUT SUCH STUFF LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE IT WILL GO FAST I LOST SOMEONE TO SUICIDE I BET YOU NEVER DID YOUR AN ASSHOLE THIS SHIT IT REAL AND IT HURT PEOPLE AND DESTROYS LIVES|
|05 Apr 2006||malak||im just so sick of life... yet so scared to leave at the same time.. at least not now.. or not this way...|
|05 Apr 2006||SUICDEKILLER||first you take ectasy then u swalaow 5 asprins and drink gas. then u slit your thoroat in the bathroom and wathc urself die|
|05 Apr 2006||Daniel Vierros||I'm 13 right now and I need to kill my self Please help me how to kill my self. If you want to know why I tell you! I am very small (135 cm) and I'm weak everyone is killing me in school somebody nearly killed me and the teacher's only gave him a note 30 minutes to sit in there! everyone has beten me up and teased over for 5 years and I't still won't stop! Please help me.
Writen by Daniel Vierros from finland in the year 2006
|05 Apr 2006||Dreaming of Death||Life is shit, Bad things will always happen its a mathmatical certainty. Life will never be ok. Kill youself I am. firstname.lastname@example.org
|05 Apr 2006||JOE||We watched a lot of TV programs and know the best way to kill yourself is to drink poison. No pain and is quick and not bloody. But what poison works well and can you get it somewhere easily or make it yourself??\
By the way, I am allergic to broadbean and nearly died !!!! because of it.It happened twice (4 years old and 3 years old)when I have no idea why people kill themselves. NOW I UNDERSTAND!!!
Now I am considering buying a bowl of broadbean in the chinese market, but not sure if they have it and if it works for me because I am too lazy to go and buy it.
|05 Apr 2006||Shusu||well when i got really depressed once i went into the basment andd got my dads gun, and put it to the roof of my mouth, wne i went to pull the trigger the bullet jamed on me, so i lost my chance|
|05 Apr 2006||happy||i was searching for a site to put my last words on and i think this one is as good as any.
i have a few words to say to anyone who cares to read them. i am weak for commiting suicide and i know that but i just don't have enough to live for anymore. i lost the love of my life. i have always been depressed. i hate my life and don't have many friends. why do i tell you this? i don't want your pitty. i don't want you to feel bad. i just tell you why i kill myself. to kill myself will finally make me happy. i already have the knife out and on my wrist. and i am smiling for the first time in a long time. i don't know what's after death, i just know what i believe. i might make a few people sad but i might make a few happy as well. with that i leave these last words of wisdom.
be strong and don't take your life like me unless you do it with a sincere smile. i am happy to let death embrace me. i have nothing left in life but life itself. by the time you read this chances are i will be dead. don't feel sad for a happy person like me. i die sad and broken but still it makes me happy to die.
to anyone reading this i want you to know to keep living for whatever you have in life. i love you whoever you are and don't feel sad for me, i don't even give a real name on here and how can anyone cry for someone who's name they know not.
|04 Apr 2006||purpose finder||ya know, readin all this is kinda made me feel alot of emotions. i have tried to commit suicide a few time and i'm only 17. started about when i was 12. i was born into a good family, went to church, was okay in school. no one like this could consider suicide, but i did. why? why do i live? i still ask myself this. i must have a purpose to live but i see none so why don't i die. i have been so close to death so many times by accident and on purpose that he should remember my name. i guess i was being watched by god and he wouldn't let me die even when i begged. i have scars from self inflicted cuts and bruises from beating myself. i have a scar across my wrist with seven stitch marks from an accident. i was less than 1/10 of a millimeter away from my vain and lost so much blood that i passed out in the hospital waiting room. almost every week i had a knife to my neck or wrist or at my heart pushing until i started bleeding from pushing and with one motion i wouldn't be writing this. maybe this is a purpose in life, to stop people from killing themselves. i have done drugs and over-dosed before, but a good thing about drugs like marijuana is that it is close to leaving this world without killing yourself. i have started rambling so i'll just say a little more words of wisdom i have found. at least live until you've found your purpose and if you don't like your purpose then screw it all. i still look for my purpose and to help some drugs keep me sane until i can find it. it's like using a crutch to get where you're going.do drugs if you can't stand life anymore. they may say your weak for it but at least you'll still be alive. and i say to live and be weak than dead and seem strong is better any day. if someone really loves you they will understand. i know this seems confusing but i one person understands it and is saved then that is an accomplishment.
also don't slit your wrist it
|04 Apr 2006||GEORGINA CAPE||You know that you're pretty sick whoever is doing this!
Give children a chance in life(don't try to take it from them).
I was suicidal for many years, and actually don't know why I didn't die. Eight years ago I wanted to die "I THOUGHT" and ended up in the hospital in intensive care unit and was medivaced to another city by plane because they did,t think U would live another few hours.I lived, and am happy that I have lived,. When I was sent back to the towm a month later by the same medivac plane. Yellow as a lemon because I tried someting horrible, and being in so much extreme pain from it, nobody could believe that I survived what I ahd done to myself. Ans that is the main conclusion--"I did it to myself." I believe that I felt sorry enough for myself and didn't think of anyone else. As of today I still cry and feel left alone, but it isn't worth your while to hurt you or anyone else. In the long run we hurt only ourselves.I am a bit older, but be sure I have been through hell in my life and probably back again. I am not very pretty or have a good education, or am I not rich.
As far as I am concerned life has to go on no matter what. Todaay I do like myself much more because I feel even when I think things are really bad I have to go on. Life is precious, don't give it up no matter what. If you need to contact me please do. Love yourself please!!!! I have beeen throigh this since I was five years old. Now I am older!!! email@example.com