|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 May 2006||meliane smith||listen i no what you are alg oing threw because i used to want to kill myself i have took several overdoses and slit my wrists god knows how many times but you have got to believe people wen trhey say it will get better and you will get over it.
at the time i wanted to kill my self i was overweight had no self esteem and thought i was ugly, i had never had a proper boyfriend but i had slept around because i used to think if they want to sleep with me they must like me. but i have changed no with the help of my friends and finally realising that i am worthy of being a love nomatter what anybody says i am supposed to be here for i reason i just wanted to tell you this because maybe you feel like suicide is your only option but it wouldnt it be better if you could go on and tell the people that are hurting you in your life that you are better and will be better than them.
so please listen to the people that care about and you dont need sucicide and for the girls out there that think they are ugly and will never have a boyfriend that isnt true you will find someone that will love you and treat you right and as an equal.
i no this because like i sed i used to be like that but thanks to my friends and my wonderful noyfriend who i have been with for the past 12month i now no that life can be good and worth living to the full.
|04 May 2006||hejebas||hey- im 12 years old and soon turning 13 in a couple of days. i've tryed once before to kill myself but failed. im addicted to hycodan tablets and get sick all the time from it. yesterday i was rushed to the hospital and had like 100 tests. i was there for 12 hours and found out i have a low heart rate. now i have to go back tomorrow for more tests! my mom and dad are seperated and have been for only about 2 years. i left with my dad when he got kicked out and we had no money. we lived in his truck for about a day then spent quite a while in a dirty motel. finally when my dad some money we moved into an okay house. it was douxplex and a young dirty couple that never cleaned lived in our basement. one day i ate his cheese cake out of the fridge after school and he kicked me out. thats wen i moved back with my mom. by then i was a pretty anger kid. i would swere and hit my mom. i smashed two fans and theres a ton of holes in my wall. pretty soon i was hanging around the wrong croud. a bunch of high school kids that did tons of crack. i never did any weed but i did get addicted to hycodan[cough syrup/tablets] i tryed to cut myself one night wen my mom kicked me out onto the street. [she used to be really abusive] she used to hit me all the time and once she even threw me into a christmas tree wen i was 7 or 8. well i have to go now. bye|
|04 May 2006||amy||surely if you're helping 13 year old kids to kill themselves then you're sub-human, dead already. well you are to all us normal functioning people out here. if you were any kind of human being you'd have set up a site that supports these kids, gives them access to help and an understanding ear. do something productive for a change or you'll end up regretting starting this site when some innocent, troubled kid dies after taking your so called 'advice'|
|04 May 2006||Ro||I just cant do it, I want to so much, but I need something easier, I need something i know is painless, like just falling asleep and never wakening, i want to die, someone help me|
|04 May 2006||that is fucking sick there is enough weirdos in the world and your just getting children to play with toys to make them think there killing themselves|
|04 May 2006||Emma||I wonder if any of the suicide threats posted on this site have actually lead to suicide...? I wonder how many poeple actually went through with killing themselves after posting on this site? Thanks a lot, now I'll be wondering all night...|
|03 May 2006||Horror||If you've read my stuff before. My life is screwed. But, I just wanna say..sorry for the most part...and give a bit of advice..to..some people.
Fist person I wanna say sorry for, is all the foster families out there, who tryed to help me, but couldn't because they either died, was killed, or could simply not understand me and my fucked up ways.
And I want to say sorry for my boyfriend. I know I was stupid for cutting myself, thinking that for punishment, but it wasn't. I love you, and me being suicidal, and killing myself, isn't going to help our furture at all.
And to my mom. I'm sorry for murdering you...but it was either that...or getting raped, and killed myself. I'm so sorry.
And for my dad. That fucked up crazy, addicted to drugs, fag. Sorry that you got hit by a car three days ago. May your body burn in hell.
And I'm sorry about what I did to you, Michael...but it was either shoot you in the leg, or me. I shot us both. But at least you died five days afterwards.
It seems...unfair, that we hurt people's lives by being suicidal, cutting, bruising, or whatever the hell me and you do. And yet...look at what they did to us.
I for one, have to go to this fucking physco warp, and guess what? Everyone is fine...everyone doesn't have to have the fucked up rubber room. You wanna know something? That rubber room is mine! I stay in there, they give me food, I don't eat. I don't care. They can kiss my ass! All they do, is give me a knife(which I'm thankful for), let me tear up my arm, then three ARMED police officers go in, take me to the next room, stick my arm through a hole in the wall, and hold on to it as tight as they can. Guess what's on the other side of that wall? A guy. I guy with rubber gloves on, flicking your bruises, your cuts, your gashes. He makes the pain get worse and worse. To tell you the truth, I don't even know if I have an arm! But guess what? I'm happy. Happy, that I don't have to hurt myself, when they can do it for me! I've lost...tons of weight...tons! Who cares? Not my foster parents. they said I needed it. I AM 12! I AM STILL GROWING! You don't just...water a person, and watch them grow! they have to have food. Once, they tryed shoving a tube down my throat, when I was in the rubber room. I was in a corner, biting my arm, chewing on it, hoping something food wise would come out of it. Some guy walked in, with a one of those police sticks, and tryed to shove a tube down my throat! How fucked up is that?! And when I stood up, and put both hands over my mouth, he took the stick, pushed me to the ground, and started hitting my back with it! Then, they tied me up to a chair, called me the Physco girl, and four counslers where talking to me, asking me questions, listening, then doing it all over again! When I wouldn't speak, you wanna know what they did? DO YOU?!
I'll tell you what they did...they took, my one...and only sister...that had stayed alive for all these years, and starting beating her with that fucked up police stick thing. What did I do? I talked. I told them everything. I told them my ideas for death, my ideas about everything. then, when I was finally allowed to go home, they told my parents not to believe anything I said, also, they told my foster parents, that we were Self-injurying, that's why we were all bruised up. If you've read my other life story. Add this son of a bitch too it. I have...a..screwed up life.
(I love you, Mouchette, your so cool!)
|03 May 2006||zoidburg||listen man you may feel as though your life sucks and theirs no point of living.get high or somthing man dont just kill yourself.if you alredy get high then just do the twelve steps. if you really and truley want to change your life then try it out.|
|03 May 2006||james||well im 16 and ive wanted to kill myself for about 3 months. i have tried to drown my self twice but i think the best way is to overdose, however i really dont know ebough about the subject so can someone tell me about it - how many do u need to take? wot kind of pills? does it hurt? how long before you die? - and what about car fumes - i mean i have looked into it but im uncertain about it really plz help me. i hate my life so much. to some people, my life may not be so bad...but im weak. i feel so small i jus cant carry on. i get scared right at the last minute though. no one knows how i feel. i do not think its selfish, unless you want attention, and i dont want attention i just want to kill myself. by the way who ever writes these sick things on here are fucking evil and u deserve to be shot - i mean some are about raping people, and one said - do it do it i dont want you here anymore anyway u winy bastard or summit like that - fukin evil twat|
|03 May 2006||Justice||Wow! Is all I can say. Someone told me about this website that he happens to go here. I wanted to check it out and see what it was all about. I've had a couple of really good friends do it. and I had a person I was in love with do it. That ripped my heart out and for the longest time I felt what the hell could I have done to help. But during my studies of suicide the best thing I learned was to be there for someone who wants to listen. Almost everyone I have talked with has had the thoughts or tried the act such as myself growing up in a hick town who looks down on my sexual preference. I got thur it and started a carer to help people such like myself. I know that I don't have all the answers. I've went thru a lot of hell being gay and living in a hick town. A lot of HELL! But what i have is experience and gone thru just as much or more than a lot of people but I'am someone to talk to. If any of you just want someone to talk to e-mail me at email@example.com. It's your choice you choose.. Justice|
|03 May 2006||Manda2009||Hi im 15 and ive been want to kill myself for the past 6 years. i dont understand why doctors put us in hospitals to get help i mean if we want to die just let us! i mean they would save soooo much money if they didn't have all those hospitals and therapists and such!|
|03 May 2006||Erikaaa||Wow, seriously...A couple of days ago i overdosed myself...I wuz in skool..I felt real dizzy,i wuz shaking,i felt like i wuz about to passout nd throwup..I went to the bathroom nd fell...I hurt alot ov my friendz cause they knew what was happining..I got tookin to the emergancy room. MY parents and family didnt find out why i was like this.SO i sit her today..Knowing im a sucidal failure...I mean really im 12 right now going on 13 in septemeber..My parents are caring my brother is too ! Ive been failing my classes...Im in the graffiti game...Ive been held by the cops twice..MY best friend is not eating alot..A close friend of mine died..And i'd rather risk my life for someone out there who is dieing..Im scared of death...but if thats what i want...then idk..im so confused..Someone help me.!!!|
|03 May 2006||kate hall||get gang raped by twenty 80 year old men that have every std known to man|
|02 May 2006||me||Dont be scared that if you die you will go to hell BECAUSE YOU WONT GO TO HELL there is NO god the bible is one big lie started because this guy whos supposedly called jesus was a schizophrenic and had delusions an hallucinations (but at the time noone realised this) so they all believed him or afew ppl back in that day believed him and he got crusified there is NO GOD and if you people choose to believe this then so be it but there is no evidence of god or heaven an hell. There is evidence of evolution so dont b scared to kill yourself because of some silly book called the bible why believe what some man believed years an years ago its all delusions and not real in any way shape or form. trust actual evidence you WONT go to hell if you take your own life just wanted to clarify this and tell everyone who was unlucky enough to have been brought up to believe all this crazy nonsense|
|02 May 2006||Jojo||Okay so i've been trying so hard to kill myself just mostly slitting my wrists but i think i'm going to go farther I know a way..
Drinking bleach.. I doubt that i spelt it right we don't have bleach in this house or a gun.. just knives and pills i cannot find.. Blah.. i want those fucking pills.. -.- can all pills just about kill you??.. ;S blah..
|02 May 2006||kali angel of death||I'm 15 & @ the moment i h8 myself. I have a gr8 life! A beautiful mother, a wonderful Brother, an amazing Father and a funny step dad. I've never been beaten, raped or been cruely treated. So y? God i feel so selfish writing this, i feel so fucking UGH! I jst want 2 end it all. I've never had a b/f wot dus tht say about me? Thats not normal is it? I'm so lonely. All my friends r there & my families always there 2 talk but yet i feel so terrible. I'm short, skinny & bulemic. & i supposse a n attention seeker. I don't wonna b but i can't help it. I think i need help. Anyway wot i was gonna say was even tho i contemplate suicide, i cud never do it. I now no that ther is sum1 who wants 2 b wiv me & i shud liv 4 ME. I do h8 myself but i can get over my depression jst plz DON'T kill urself. I cry 4 the people who have been through hell & i hepe they can rebuild there lives.
|02 May 2006||Evie||Well it´s may 2nd so just wanted to say "Happy Birthday" to Snoopy...you know who you are. Hang on in there, it´s crap being young but life gets better I promise. Thinking of you xxx Evie|
|02 May 2006||steph||im not under 13. im 16 and have visited this site for over a year. this site is amazing. the last time i was on this site i wanted to die. i had the tablets ready and was going to take them and i was just saying goodbye to my friends. i started reading this site and got so interested in the posts that i was reading for over an hour. it makes it easier hearing other peoples problems because theyre always people who are worse off than you. i would love it if people from here who feel the same way as i once felt and still do sometimes would email me on firstname.lastname@example.org i would love to help. i used to cut myself and take small overdoses of paracetamols anf ibuprofen and anything i could get my hands on. i would love to hear from you because it might help us both. theres always help out there for you. even if it is by email. love steph xxx|
|02 May 2006||hannah||i dnt know the best way i kinda wanna know but i feel sick sayin it because my life is great i have a carin family and m8s and my skools gd but i h8 myself cause i an evil bitch hu only thinks of herself i mean how selfish do u have 2 be 2 kill urself??? ur leave loadsa peeps scarred 4 life but i dunno i just h8 me nd im wiv me every second of every fuckin day den ders da kids @ skool hu must think teens hu wanna kill themselves r attentio seekin freaks but well im nt i wanna disappear nt 4 peeps 2 notcie me more. kk i prob borin u no ramblin on nd on wen im a actually a lucky little bitch hu is sad anough 2 h8 herself. anyways i dnt no if killin urself is da best idea cause peeps will be scarred 4 life no matter how much u think no1 cares dey fuckin do nd i no it would kill dem i had an uncle hu killed himself after gettin divorced on his note he wrote nobody cared but i could c how much dey do dat was over 5 yrs ago nd my mums still cryin over it so wot im sayin i no its hard but maybe we should just live 4 thos round us. anyways ir c wot my decision is 2night luv ya all and if u do i will cry cya xxxxxxxx|
|02 May 2006||Sorry but all these people who are saying this is website sick or whatever, surely they are insulting themselves as they are actually reading it...just a thought to think about. Also suicide is not sick, if people are really that unhappy, that depressed, then suicide may be the only way out and lead them to eternal happiness in heaven.|