|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Apr 2006||Jenny||Hang yourself with a rope by the tree|
|30 Apr 2006||Ro||Well, Ive been to this site twice now, and it makes me even more sad, which i seem to enjoy, Ive thought about commiting suicide when i was about 12, I thought about running in front of cars all the time, I even wrote a suicide note, i always do.
The reason for suicidal thoughts, I was and still am over weight, I am now 16 and weigh almost 110 kg. I remember seeing photos of when i was a little kid, i was skinny, likee every one else. I always here how there are like 50% over weight ppl, i know 3 ppl in my grade of 160 that are fat like me, 4!! I use to get teased everyday, still do, everyday id be afraid to go to skl, my mum used to get beaten by my dad, then he found jesus and my mum got ok, shes always been depressed, shes an alcho i think, and I know her depression is bascially all my fault, she works like 5 jobs and she is 50, she cleans for a living, I know that if i leave, it would make her life easier, she is never around anymore, always at her new bf, she doesnt need me, my sisters i know dont like me, theyd rather a brother whos kool and popular, who girls would actually like to kiss, I am stupid aswell, which makes thigns worse, almost all of my "frends" have teased me, bullied me, ganged up on me, i used to get called pork crackle by everyone, teachers looked at me like a freak, still do, i cant escape looking like this, i have nothing, i know there are ppl worse off, but i dont see whats the point in living, why??? my dad teases me, he doesnt live with me and my mum tho, my mum once sed to me "youve got bigger tits than me" imagine hearing that from ur mum, i went to my room quietly and cried, eveer since then i thought maybe i didnt hear it, maybe i made it up, i wish i was skinny and cool like ppl i know, i wish girls looked at me like they do ppl i know, ive tried about 5 times to commi suicide, im too pussy to actually do it tho, so i smoke weed, which seems to help, well makes me feel good, i felt like talking here, coz i like to talk about it, but not to anyone i actually know, bye bye
|30 Apr 2006||mik jones||ooooooooooo ooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooo oooooooooooo ooooooo ooooooooa suicide kit. who would want that??????ooooooo ooooooooooo oooooooooooo oooooooooooooo ooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo ooooooooo|
|30 Apr 2006||Felicity||FUCK life is SO FUNNY!!
the other night i was HAVING AN "EPISODE" with Tony over the phone right, and then i tell the bastard im bleeding and then he hangs up. (i wouldnt think no less cos he is a faggot) then he breaks into my house (cos it was like midnite and dad was out) he tried to talk to me but acted like i was a total freak, BUT when he went to hug me i slashed his arm by accident
FUCK i had no idea it was that bad, and i totally regret it. but as much as i do regret it, i felt like sayin told you so, cos when i get like that i DONT WANT HELP. i am in that state becos of ME and i hate the help, cos it demeans me
so be warned, cos sum of us tend to sLASH OUT XxX luv flick!! ^-^
you can mssg me if u want, but still "meh" ill die one day!!
|30 Apr 2006||just call me snoopy||hi im one of the young ones who wnt 2 kill my self im only 13 the date 2day is april 30, 2006 my b-day is on may 2 so few days left im turning 14,,i wanted 2 commit sucide because of problems like selfishness my mom wont let me go bck 2 my country for just 1 yr she said u can go back but for only 1 month but i said how about my sisters my cousin my dad
. im so lonely here in london all my friends are al useless i can even talk 2 them about my problems and im telling u i h8 london i wnt 2 go bck 2 my country because its just me and my mom who lives 2gether the rest of my family in philippines and im just so sick of w8ting for almost a year before i can see them im just tired of everything,, an also one of my problems is my school,, my school is surrounded of 9yr old people even though theyre 13 yr old people keep on hurting my feelings and im just so fed up w/ it and my mom keep on saying dnt say ting slike that sh even said that its a good oppurtunity that im here in london because loads of people in my country desprately wnt 2 go here in london but they cant cause some of them dont have enough money but my poins is im just tired of everything makes me feel suicidle
|30 Apr 2006||Everyone rejects me and didn't want me around just because he was ugly. They didn't even look at my other qualities that were inside me. I tried to fit in in many places, but life is like when people don't like other people because of how they look....
But no one wants me around..
Thats life for a freak!
|30 Apr 2006||yuck to me||I am stupid and ugly.
I vent here to feel better.
I am not happy with my life...
who wants to be ugly and stupid..
I guess it goes with being a freak.
I tried to find a job but no one wants me..to work for them,
i cant afford to go to college i am 24 years old and one bif fuck up.
I am really ugly to.
|29 Apr 2006||Sasha||Thank God my three suicide attempts didn't work. Think life is painful? Try burning in excruciating pain in hell with demons chewing on your arms and legs for all of eternity with no hope of recovery.
Everybody feels the way you do sometimes. As time goes by, things get better and better. Especially if you're now young and haven't even experienced life away from the losers at school or away from your parents' control. Life gets better and better as you get older. Why throw it away? If you're just going to kill yourself, why not give it your best, craziest shot first, and go after what you've always wanted without any fear? If you're just going to kill yourself later, you've got nothing to lose, right?
A lot of the time you think you're crazy and you'll never feel better, or that you're horrible and can never change--THAT'S NOT TRUE. It's the devil whispering lies in your ear.
Trust me! On my last suicide attempt, I woke up and called 9-11 because I was roused from the verge of death by Satan laughing at me--he was overjoyed that he had tricked me into killing myself and handing myself over to him. I have never before or after heard voices, so I'm not crazy.
Just remember that everything good comes from God, and everything bad comes from the devil. Seek the light. Why hand yourself to someone who delights in torturing you? He's (Satan) the source of all your trouble, don't let him win. A lot of times, there are chemicals in your body whose job it is to make you feel awful and want to die.
Remember that Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Satan, I rebuke you and bind you in the name of Jesus Christ.
In the name of Jesus, evil spirits be gone.
|29 Apr 2006||jazmin||IT seems that some christians are willing to die (suicide), but what about living?
It is easy to kill yourself to escape the pain you are facing, but what about the miricle that is in the making for you.
God has a special plan for your life, and it does not include suicide.
If you kill youself, you are exalting yourself above GOD.
Let God be God, and you be you.
Also, there is a chance that if you commit suiside, you will be forever lost with out Jesus.
Jesus died on the cross for your sins, and came to give life and life more abundantly.
Why do i write, this week a special someone killed himself.
|29 Apr 2006||Brenton||Listen to me. Do not do this. If you die, you will have no more porn. No more sex. No more spanking the monkey. No more pizza. Dont waste your life. Do not do this. Please trust in me.
All my love.
|29 Apr 2006||something wrong with me||I'm a failure at life. I am incapable of making a serious relationship last, I lose more friends than I keep, I'm fat and stupid and ugly to boot. I look around and I don't see any reason to stay alive. My death would not affect anyone, no one's life would be ruined, and since I do nothing as it is, no one would notice my passing. Everything I have tried to do to improve my life has failed. I'm sick and tired of being alone and of not having anything I can believe in. Nothing in my life, not even religion has been able to be there and never fail me. I have one oneline friend, but if I ever opened up tot her I'd be called a drama queen and get shunned. All I want is an end to the pain and something I can look on and be proud of, and it be worthy of others' admiration. I just want the same life those around me have. What is so wrong with me that I can't even accomplish the same things in life as anyone else? I feel like I'm running out of time to make my life anything worth while. I don't even know what I would do now since I've failed at everything else I've tried to do. Even when I find a group to fit in with, I never fit in enough. I always am wrong in some way. My entire life has been spent on the outside looking in, and I don't know how to be needed or to belong. I see no reason to continue living...|
|29 Apr 2006||fucking hell i have reached rock bottom.
I am 24 years old still surfinf the net to vent out,
What a fucking loser i am..
hopefully one day i will kill my self.
Goes and takes a look
|29 Apr 2006||Daniel Stahl||the best way is to tell your family that your gay (you really are)them being godly freaks. they'll probably perform an exersizim on you. you'll die from there rejection.|
|29 Apr 2006||gabrielle||I dont get it do you want them to kill themslefs are not|
|29 Apr 2006||Laura||I don't know what is the best way? Maybe no one should die. Just think, If you die you're letting everyone else win! Why not stick around a few years longer and annoy the people who want you to go away? That would make me feel a lot better seeing them get so pissed off just because they are trying so hard to make me commit suicide and I won't. I carry on fighting knowing that one day I could end up being a lot better than them. Also, don't you want to see what tomorrow brings, or the day after that? Theres a wide range of opportunitys out their for you! Plus, theres people who care, who love you, who think you're incredible and would die just to know you and be you're friend and they would praise the ground you walk on. You're the one who needs to find them. You think no one likes you, I kno no one likes me but I kno why, because I'm not like everyone else. Im an outkast I'd rather be different and be laughed at all my school life then be someone who blends in. People look at me more often because I stand out. People pick on me, because there bothered about me, they make excuses to come near me, If they hated me they'd keep well away! I enjoy going to school everyday and standing out, one day people are going to love me for the way I don't care I have people who do now. I just think positive and listen to all the great things people say about me. You know like everyone thinks Im a good singer so I focus on that, Im going to make something out of that one day. Im going to fight untill I get there, I have felt suicidal but I now kno whats the point? Life is a gift that you might never get again, so make it as long as you possibly can! Lawz xx|
|29 Apr 2006||edna||jump off freeway bridge onto traffic|
|28 Apr 2006||AZA||Hello everyone.! I hope you can read this.. I gues l have to say l've thought about suciding myself since i was 15, but the fact is that l never tried it, I'm so damn week to do it. All l know is that all the ways to commit suicide are really painful, ( If you really want to die just get a gun and shot yourself) that would be the easiest way.. BUT.. PLEASE MY FRIEND don't do it.. there is a lot of people out there waiting for you, THEY LOVE YOU..Belive me , they do love you..Your mother, your sister, your brother.. your uncle, your best friend even your father... They will suffer too much if you die.. Or if you don't have anyone to care about.. Fuck it. that's better.. just care about yourself and live life every day like the last, do some sports, walk around your towmn and see how wonderful life can be.. WELL this is my story, I'm 19 years old,, was born in Latin america, i came to Canada 7 months ago and l just learned to speak english (i still have some mistakes) I have dreams and one of them are to become a famouse Rapper,.. Right now all i know is that life is very complicated,, But that;s the beauty of it,(Let's Play with life and show that we can make it)Back again, i've been thru many problems, money, i'm here alone, no friends no family, when l need someone to talk to , nobody is there.. i'm getting kind of desperate, today l went to buy some beer to get so drunk and after that l was planing to get myself hit by a car.. ( They didn't sale been afeter 12:00 ) so l returned home so sad. and started reading some of this stuff, it really helped me a lot, now l am just writing this to let you know that you are not the only one feeling a pain.. We all feel pains.. We all think "fuck the world" we all want to die. but we are still alive.. so let's see what is coming for tomorrow.. the only person that can make our life happy is ourselfs, don't wait for soemone to do it for you... Well my Friend.. I gotta go.. But one more time " DON't KILL yourSELF" Please give you another change... GOD BLESS YOU...|
|28 Apr 2006||Aly||I just swallowed my medicine cabinet. It is surprisingly easy to swallow so many pills. I am sad that my boyfriend is going to come home and find me. We had a son. He was born with problems. I was so careful my whole life. Fuck it. Oh, and if you can get your hands on potassium cyanide that takes 10seconds before you loose connciousness unlike this slow process which hurts actually. I recommend that. Or, hold your breath. Don't make too much of a mess for the paramedics... you don't want to f them up too. anyway.|
|28 Apr 2006||Aly||Hold your breath.|
|28 Apr 2006||Christina||well their are a number of best ways it depends on if the person wants a beautiful corpse or if they don't care Over doses are good but the classic slashing of the wrist isn't to bad either then drowning but that takes to long but the best way would have to be something suttle something no one would suspect then at the very end right before they die they should write or carve in thier arm or on a wall in blood saying I killed myself yahhhh!!!! but really the best way is just to make it painful there are to many ways for an under ageman to kill themseleves for thier to be a best way.|