|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Apr 2006||yuck to me||I am stupid and ugly.
I vent here to feel better.
I am not happy with my life...
who wants to be ugly and stupid..
I guess it goes with being a freak.
I tried to find a job but no one wants me..to work for them,
i cant afford to go to college i am 24 years old and one bif fuck up.
I am really ugly to.
|29 Apr 2006||Sasha||Thank God my three suicide attempts didn't work. Think life is painful? Try burning in excruciating pain in hell with demons chewing on your arms and legs for all of eternity with no hope of recovery.
Everybody feels the way you do sometimes. As time goes by, things get better and better. Especially if you're now young and haven't even experienced life away from the losers at school or away from your parents' control. Life gets better and better as you get older. Why throw it away? If you're just going to kill yourself, why not give it your best, craziest shot first, and go after what you've always wanted without any fear? If you're just going to kill yourself later, you've got nothing to lose, right?
A lot of the time you think you're crazy and you'll never feel better, or that you're horrible and can never change--THAT'S NOT TRUE. It's the devil whispering lies in your ear.
Trust me! On my last suicide attempt, I woke up and called 9-11 because I was roused from the verge of death by Satan laughing at me--he was overjoyed that he had tricked me into killing myself and handing myself over to him. I have never before or after heard voices, so I'm not crazy.
Just remember that everything good comes from God, and everything bad comes from the devil. Seek the light. Why hand yourself to someone who delights in torturing you? He's (Satan) the source of all your trouble, don't let him win. A lot of times, there are chemicals in your body whose job it is to make you feel awful and want to die.
Remember that Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Satan, I rebuke you and bind you in the name of Jesus Christ.
In the name of Jesus, evil spirits be gone.
|29 Apr 2006||jazmin||IT seems that some christians are willing to die (suicide), but what about living?
It is easy to kill yourself to escape the pain you are facing, but what about the miricle that is in the making for you.
God has a special plan for your life, and it does not include suicide.
If you kill youself, you are exalting yourself above GOD.
Let God be God, and you be you.
Also, there is a chance that if you commit suiside, you will be forever lost with out Jesus.
Jesus died on the cross for your sins, and came to give life and life more abundantly.
Why do i write, this week a special someone killed himself.
|29 Apr 2006||Brenton||Listen to me. Do not do this. If you die, you will have no more porn. No more sex. No more spanking the monkey. No more pizza. Dont waste your life. Do not do this. Please trust in me.
All my love.
|29 Apr 2006||something wrong with me||I'm a failure at life. I am incapable of making a serious relationship last, I lose more friends than I keep, I'm fat and stupid and ugly to boot. I look around and I don't see any reason to stay alive. My death would not affect anyone, no one's life would be ruined, and since I do nothing as it is, no one would notice my passing. Everything I have tried to do to improve my life has failed. I'm sick and tired of being alone and of not having anything I can believe in. Nothing in my life, not even religion has been able to be there and never fail me. I have one oneline friend, but if I ever opened up tot her I'd be called a drama queen and get shunned. All I want is an end to the pain and something I can look on and be proud of, and it be worthy of others' admiration. I just want the same life those around me have. What is so wrong with me that I can't even accomplish the same things in life as anyone else? I feel like I'm running out of time to make my life anything worth while. I don't even know what I would do now since I've failed at everything else I've tried to do. Even when I find a group to fit in with, I never fit in enough. I always am wrong in some way. My entire life has been spent on the outside looking in, and I don't know how to be needed or to belong. I see no reason to continue living...|
|29 Apr 2006||fucking hell i have reached rock bottom.
I am 24 years old still surfinf the net to vent out,
What a fucking loser i am..
hopefully one day i will kill my self.
Goes and takes a look
|29 Apr 2006||Daniel Stahl||the best way is to tell your family that your gay (you really are)them being godly freaks. they'll probably perform an exersizim on you. you'll die from there rejection.|
|29 Apr 2006||gabrielle||I dont get it do you want them to kill themslefs are not|
|29 Apr 2006||Laura||I don't know what is the best way? Maybe no one should die. Just think, If you die you're letting everyone else win! Why not stick around a few years longer and annoy the people who want you to go away? That would make me feel a lot better seeing them get so pissed off just because they are trying so hard to make me commit suicide and I won't. I carry on fighting knowing that one day I could end up being a lot better than them. Also, don't you want to see what tomorrow brings, or the day after that? Theres a wide range of opportunitys out their for you! Plus, theres people who care, who love you, who think you're incredible and would die just to know you and be you're friend and they would praise the ground you walk on. You're the one who needs to find them. You think no one likes you, I kno no one likes me but I kno why, because I'm not like everyone else. Im an outkast I'd rather be different and be laughed at all my school life then be someone who blends in. People look at me more often because I stand out. People pick on me, because there bothered about me, they make excuses to come near me, If they hated me they'd keep well away! I enjoy going to school everyday and standing out, one day people are going to love me for the way I don't care I have people who do now. I just think positive and listen to all the great things people say about me. You know like everyone thinks Im a good singer so I focus on that, Im going to make something out of that one day. Im going to fight untill I get there, I have felt suicidal but I now kno whats the point? Life is a gift that you might never get again, so make it as long as you possibly can! Lawz xx|
|29 Apr 2006||edna||jump off freeway bridge onto traffic|
|28 Apr 2006||AZA||Hello everyone.! I hope you can read this.. I gues l have to say l've thought about suciding myself since i was 15, but the fact is that l never tried it, I'm so damn week to do it. All l know is that all the ways to commit suicide are really painful, ( If you really want to die just get a gun and shot yourself) that would be the easiest way.. BUT.. PLEASE MY FRIEND don't do it.. there is a lot of people out there waiting for you, THEY LOVE YOU..Belive me , they do love you..Your mother, your sister, your brother.. your uncle, your best friend even your father... They will suffer too much if you die.. Or if you don't have anyone to care about.. Fuck it. that's better.. just care about yourself and live life every day like the last, do some sports, walk around your towmn and see how wonderful life can be.. WELL this is my story, I'm 19 years old,, was born in Latin america, i came to Canada 7 months ago and l just learned to speak english (i still have some mistakes) I have dreams and one of them are to become a famouse Rapper,.. Right now all i know is that life is very complicated,, But that;s the beauty of it,(Let's Play with life and show that we can make it)Back again, i've been thru many problems, money, i'm here alone, no friends no family, when l need someone to talk to , nobody is there.. i'm getting kind of desperate, today l went to buy some beer to get so drunk and after that l was planing to get myself hit by a car.. ( They didn't sale been afeter 12:00 ) so l returned home so sad. and started reading some of this stuff, it really helped me a lot, now l am just writing this to let you know that you are not the only one feeling a pain.. We all feel pains.. We all think "fuck the world" we all want to die. but we are still alive.. so let's see what is coming for tomorrow.. the only person that can make our life happy is ourselfs, don't wait for soemone to do it for you... Well my Friend.. I gotta go.. But one more time " DON't KILL yourSELF" Please give you another change... GOD BLESS YOU...|
|28 Apr 2006||Aly||I just swallowed my medicine cabinet. It is surprisingly easy to swallow so many pills. I am sad that my boyfriend is going to come home and find me. We had a son. He was born with problems. I was so careful my whole life. Fuck it. Oh, and if you can get your hands on potassium cyanide that takes 10seconds before you loose connciousness unlike this slow process which hurts actually. I recommend that. Or, hold your breath. Don't make too much of a mess for the paramedics... you don't want to f them up too. anyway.|
|28 Apr 2006||Aly||Hold your breath.|
|28 Apr 2006||Christina||well their are a number of best ways it depends on if the person wants a beautiful corpse or if they don't care Over doses are good but the classic slashing of the wrist isn't to bad either then drowning but that takes to long but the best way would have to be something suttle something no one would suspect then at the very end right before they die they should write or carve in thier arm or on a wall in blood saying I killed myself yahhhh!!!! but really the best way is just to make it painful there are to many ways for an under ageman to kill themseleves for thier to be a best way.|
|28 Apr 2006||shadow||im a 14 year old female who has tried to sommit suicide 4 times in the past year.....many think that im a selfish person to do so but they dont know even half of the story about why it all started i have ppl that talked me out of it and i wish they didnt
any way the best way to kil your self at ay age is to do what ever you want your parents to see last as if you hate ur parents greatly shot ur self in the head it doesnt really matter how you kill your self unless you do it
|28 Apr 2006||TB||did u get my last message?|
|28 Apr 2006||kelli||i think its sad that people try to kill them selfs so young.... there r ways 2 solve problems i took an over dose once but i woke up in hospital lol ... i dont think any of you shouls try to kill ya self mean boi im depressed where i am and how i am but im fighting it and im trying to make plans for the future. i hope none of use r stupied enof 2 take ya own life ....take care ya'll luv ya xxxxxx|
|28 Apr 2006||BOOBS|| Oh I wish I had boobs that would wobble
Mine just stay still in one place
In the breast hall of fame
You won't see my name
For my boobs there would be a disgrace
Sure boobs of my size have their merit
They're easy to fit with a bra
And when I go for a dip
You won't see one slip out
They stay put just where they are
And I'm not one to seek much attention
So you won't find me strutting about
In a boob tube that's trying
by gravity defying
to leave no room, not even for doubt
But I sure envy big breasted women
I've seen them at parties you know
With all confidence thrust
In their mighty big bust
Entrancing the men as they go
Though I've heard from a big bosomed buddy
That it's not all it's cracked up to be
She says in frustration
"Try to hold conversation
When there's only two things a guy sees"
Now if I paid a few grand to enlarge them
To, say thirty-six b or c
Would they still look so natural
And could I class them as collateral
Sorta like home improvements on me
Now I've not taken this boob thing just lightly
I've done quite a bit of research
As I try to keep abreast
In my mammary quest
I've found there's a bit to be learned
There's questions that need to be answered
Like cleavage, how wide and how deep
I can have nipples bigger
But somehow I figured
That could poke Sweetie's eye in his sleep
Oh, I wish I had boobs that were awesome
I'd buy a bright red bathing suit
On the beach I would run
In slow motion for fun
To show off my best attribute
Now don't think I'd just get them for vanity
There's much I'd aspire to do
I could feed many babies
When I was lactating
And for convenience, I could offer drive-thru
In a t-shirt I'd test air conditioning
They could 'see' if they had it too low
And if I stood outside
My breasts pumped up with pride
Police'd use me to stop traffic flow
Well you can see I've a lot to consider
For the big plunge, I need some more time
So I'll keep you updated
But for now they're just fated
To stay as they are for a while
And there's my sweetie who totally accepts me
For he loves each and every little bit
He says "stay as you are
You're the most beautiful by far"
As he gazes into my eyes not my tits
|28 Apr 2006||shanon||my name is shanon....i dont want to kill myself (anymore) but i have been reading the page and i understand where so many of you are comming from....there was a time when hated the world, i hated my family, and i hated myself...thats was when i was about 14 till about the time i moved out on my own. im 20 now. i tried so many things but i never had the guts to do it....i will always suffer from anxiety issues because of a coke overdose i had when i was 17. i think about that point in my past everyday and i wonder why i just didnt do it? what stopped me? was it really fear? or was there a deeper level of sense in the back of my head stopping me? eventually i decided that it was my life and it was up to me to controll it. i could be depressed all the time, feel like shit, fail at everything i tried, let people make fun of me....or i could do something about it......i decided that i didnt want to live like that anymore and i took controll of my life....
if your really think about killing yourself because you have lost all hope...please just e-mail me before you do it and tell me why....maybe i could tell you how i helped myself and maybe i could help you to. if your gonna kill yourself then it wouldnt hurt to try and talk to me first....right? please, you can e-mail me anytime....maybe i could help?
|27 Apr 2006||Pablo Escobar||Tie a rope to the back of your father's truck and then climb underneath. Wait until he hits the freeway and then let go and just drag for miles and miles. It'll hurt, but not for long. This is by far the best way because it definitely gets the job done, plus if you're father is part of the reason why you're killing yourself then he feels super guilty. Plus at least youll be famous in town which obviously you're currently a nobody so for once in your life...umm death rather...youre the kid everyone's noticing. Isn't that what you really want anyway?|