|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 Mar 2006||Peter||if your parent(s) r out for a bit, take the longest and sharpest kitchen knif and stab yourself in the heart. I have thought of doing it too many times to keep count. Im so angry and upset at the mo i could do it right now.|
|14 Mar 2006||Felicity||I was fucked at 13. Had no friends, started cutting my arm, the top of my hand, my fingertips were always scabbed and i never told a soul. No one knew until i was 14 and i did it at school. I got suspended for bringing a blade ot school, and we moved. after that, we moved again. i got so wound up in it i cut 2 veins in my arm one night, and fainted. i was found in my room bleeding, which saved me. Today i cut myself everynight. its a part of me, but i only do it on the top of my legs. no one but you know about that i enjoy the pain, embrace it now. im half scared it will kill me some day soon, but i feel its too late. i dont want to give it up.|
|14 Mar 2006||ME||Used to feel susicidal in my teens, but have become happier with age. I think you learn how to get the best out of life, and handle the knock-backs as you get older..so don't worry about things.
But depression aint that funny when times are low it helps (me) to concentrate on lifes positives & the fact that there are many millions more worse off punters round the world than myself (& they are too busy concentrating on surviving to worry about how to top themselves).
|13 Mar 2006||pain and suffeing cildren of the world||I havent realy tryed to kill myself but beleve me i have thought of it everyday for the past fore years. I know that there are people that have worst lives than me out there put i matter too. We all matter we can each make a diffrence in the world. im going to try to get into school for my doctorets in psycology. i am realy good at it so far so if ever you need a friends help just email me at email@example.com. i dont want to hear any thing about lost lives. you might feel lost right now but i promis things will get better for you no matter your situation.|
|13 Mar 2006||LizzyBoo||This is sick. i do think bout killing myself but i would never do it. Cause i would leave my mama, daddy, my lil brother and my cousin Hayden and most of all my granny all these people would hate it that i am gone. If you want to kill yourself you have to think bout your family or freainds.Before you do it try and get help cause someone out there does care. I care bout you. Please do not do. these people makeing these sites telling how you do it and whats the best way is a loser they are murders. they cant do it theirself cause they dont have the guts so they wont you to kill yourself. They will go to hell but if you listen to me and dont do it you will go to hevan or either you will get to enjoy life and get a good job and a hot boyfriend or a hot girlfriend. DO NOT DO IT!!!|
|13 Mar 2006||kala||oh my gosh i came across this webisite when i was trying to do i a paper on suicide for skool and i think it's so sad that anyone would ever even think about comitting suicide there is so many people in this world that love you and would give anything just to see you live i had a friend that was thinking about commiting suicide and it was the hardest thing i'd had ever gone through in my life just to see her in pain it made me cry every night and if she would have killed her self i dont know what i would have done so i begging you dont kill yourself go get help because the problems that you have will not last forever and your life can change for the better you just have to want it to go talk to someone or email me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|13 Mar 2006||dead boi||wtf close this web page down its shit!!mouchette u fucking whore stop sending me shitty emails Eeeeerrrrrr|
|13 Mar 2006||ana||drinking HCL potion|
|13 Mar 2006||today is the last day for me to see every 1 and everything so goodbye careful world i know its just the deamons want my soul but i dont care|
|13 Mar 2006||natalie||To endure. To survive. To continue on. Each painful day is another day to experience the urge to rip your skin off and hang it out the window. The best way to experience death is to see the pain in other people's eyes as they look at a survivor.|
|13 Mar 2006||lynn||Ps: from lynn again if you did get my message and are going to post it i just realized that email addresses arent automatically included. if its not too late anyone is free to write me at email@example.com|
|12 Mar 2006||Lee||I'm not under 13. I'm 14. I can confidently say that I have no reason to live.
- My family hates me (no exaggeration, they're all deadbeats, including myself).
- I don't have any friends.
- My grades come close to straight F's.
- I don't have anything of my own other than clothes and this computer from 2001.
- I'm absolutely repulsive, and I'm told that pretty much every day.
- I have no talents other than writing, which not only isn't a strong talent, but it is insignificant these days anyway.
I've tried committing suicide about 4 times. Nobody cared/cares. My family knows and doesn't give a sh*t, and the media drones that stalk me for stupid gossip wish that I had been successful. Soon as I get a gun I'm f*cking blowing my brains out. Overdosing just gives you a excruciatingly painful stomachache.
I would love to see someone try to give a reason for me not to kill myself without saying god this god that all over the place. To save you some time, I'm an atheist. Don't throw that religious bullsh*t at me.
|12 Mar 2006||lynn||I don't know about you, but I am for real. I've been where you've been. Me? I use real pain pills to kill the emotional pain. But I'm over 18 (29)and can take myself to the hospital, plus I've had enough physical crap handed to me (ovarian cysts, ulcers, migraines, shingles on my face, etc...) that i can do that.
It's not the way to go, but, and you'll love this, the ER has actual pain pills they give you to take home. They will give me a hundred prescription slips for my psych meds, but I can't pay for it. Somehow eating those papers just doesn't have the same effect!
The cutting I don't understand, but, I am interested in it.
I say get some help now while your parents still pay for it. Trust me it is crazy ass expensive. It will bury you in debt if you leave their home still ill.
If you can't ask for it directly, write them a note that says you will be dead by the time they read it cause you just took whatever or cut whatever (you don't have to do it, playing pretend is easy if you are that desperate).
So I'm guessing you're going to just be annoyed. Say I don't understand.
Want the REAL truth?
People that are ready to die have nothing left. It's called apathy. Maybe sadness, hopeless, worthless, pain, despair, empty, hollow, blank, lost...
Buy certainly no anger. No Fight. And they won't give you an opinion. Theirs simply doesn't matter.
|12 Mar 2006||Katie||Suicide is not an answer. Trust me. I was raised in one helluva home where I was damn near beaten every day. I tried 87 different ways to committ suicide before I was 12. They didn't work. No matter how bad it gets sometimes you just have to learn to power through your pain. I am a stronger person because I lived. I am able to help people by sharing my experiences and my solutions to the pain. But suicide is not a solution, it just creates a bigger problem. There is always someone that you cna talk to. Maybe it will find awhile to find someone you truly trust but you can, and will. Life is one of the most precious things that man has ever been entrusted with. Don't destroy such a beautiful gift.|
|12 Mar 2006||Scors.b||Dear Mouchette and Readers,
In 2-3 three weeks time I am planning to take my life. The method I have choosen is 90% reliable, so I might not get to write here again.
Thank you mouchette. Thankyou to all the girls (and two guys) who have emailed me since I have been posting on this site. Your sweet words filled my heart up with gratitude, when I had nothing.
People critise this site, but it saved me. I gave me a way out when I had no one to talk to, when no one understood me. I read the stories and I understood the pain. It got me through my hard times and my studies, and I gained two good A Levels (an A and a B grade).
I can't stay long, but I wanted to say thankyou. I hope the suffering stops for you guys. I have to go now.
|12 Mar 2006||Jordan||Jump off the empire state building|
|12 Mar 2006||alyssa||im not gonna answer this question because i think its not worth it..i stmbled into this site several months ago and i like this site..this site tells me that im not alone..im not the only one that has a shitty life you know..im suicidal ive committed suicide alot of times and never did succeed..people tell me that life is special that you only have one life and this is a gift from god so you should take care of it but i dont think that's true there is no god there is no life...if there was god would you think that he would let eveybody suffer in this world??i dont think so so please dont tell me that there is a god..anyways getting back to the point dont kill urself just because you think its the only way out of this miserable world though im not saying its not..to some people it is and to the rest its pathetic...|
|12 Mar 2006||The Bitter End||""If you are christian, It is a sin to commit suicide and you will go to hell."
Some dude posted that earlier,not true.Once you're a christian you are always a chrisitian,unless of course you don't want to be,in which case God will leave,but only if you want him to."
I'm afraid they were right. If you're a Christian and you kill yourself, you go to Hell. The rule is that God is the only being allowed to take life, as He is the only one who gives it. Killing yourself is taking a life which you do not have the right to do, and you are not able to repent this mortal sin, so you go straight to Hell.
All mortals sins are punishable with "eternal damnation" unless you're truly sorry, and it doesn't matter that you "stay a Christian", because if you take a life and don't repent, you go to Hell anyway.
Says the girl made Roman Catholic against her will, and forced into eight years of religious education, with qualifications of said religious education.
But hey, we're all going to Hell here, right?
|12 Mar 2006||Girl||There is no good way to kill yourself, and you shouldn't even consider it. If you think there are no people who care about you, think again, because there is always one person in this world who does. If you stick around long enough, you will find that person. If you are religious, or at least believe in God, know that God is that one person, or being who does care about you and loves you. I don't want to sound like a sap, I may not know you...for those of you who feel no one cares, but I care enough about you all, that I don't want you to feel as though you have to end you life, because things can get better.
If it makes you feel any better, people who are making you feel like you are worthless, or they make your life miserable, they pick on you, that talk about you, whatever, make you feel like shit, just think about it, those people are worthless, you are better than them. And they are ignorant, and have low self worth, so it makes them feel better to make someone else feel worse than they do. This is the truth.
And not only that suicide is stupid and selfish...and you will not go to paradise or have a better life...it will not happen. Since you really don't know what will happen, its best not to try and find out. And who knows this site could be a joke...and this is all the more reason to ignore anyone trying to be or remotely be pro-suicide!!!
|12 Mar 2006||Dusty|| "If you are christian, It is a sin to commit suicide and you will go to hell."
Some dude posted that earlier,not true.Once you're a christian you are always a chrisitian,unless of course you don't want to be,in which case God will leave,but only if you want him to.
First off,anyone thinking about suicide right now,don't do it.I'm saying this as a person who was teased in all grades from 7-10,until I switched to in grade 10 to homeschooling.I thought about it everyday and even started counseling in the 7th grade where I was diagnosed with severe depression.Now,I'm still haunted by depression,but it's better.My situation right now is pretty bad.You guys don't know how easy some of you're situations are compared to mine.But that doesn't mean you don't feel just as bad.The only thing I have to say,and that my therapist said is "It'll get better." Give it time and it will.
Another thing that has helped me is God.It takes time,but when you develope a relationship with God you begin to rely on Him with your problems,and He is the reason why I'm still here.If you want the basics on christianity,just read 2 books in the bible,John and Romans.
Remember,life is a gift,right now it might not seem that way,but it is.Life is a gift that just takes a while to get to the really good parts.If anyone wants more things to read in the bible just send what subjects you'd like the verses to be on to firstname.lastname@example.org