|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Apr 2006||shadow||im a 14 year old female who has tried to sommit suicide 4 times in the past year.....many think that im a selfish person to do so but they dont know even half of the story about why it all started i have ppl that talked me out of it and i wish they didnt
any way the best way to kil your self at ay age is to do what ever you want your parents to see last as if you hate ur parents greatly shot ur self in the head it doesnt really matter how you kill your self unless you do it
|28 Apr 2006||TB||did u get my last message?|
|28 Apr 2006||kelli||i think its sad that people try to kill them selfs so young.... there r ways 2 solve problems i took an over dose once but i woke up in hospital lol ... i dont think any of you shouls try to kill ya self mean boi im depressed where i am and how i am but im fighting it and im trying to make plans for the future. i hope none of use r stupied enof 2 take ya own life ....take care ya'll luv ya xxxxxx|
|28 Apr 2006||BOOBS|| Oh I wish I had boobs that would wobble
Mine just stay still in one place
In the breast hall of fame
You won't see my name
For my boobs there would be a disgrace
Sure boobs of my size have their merit
They're easy to fit with a bra
And when I go for a dip
You won't see one slip out
They stay put just where they are
And I'm not one to seek much attention
So you won't find me strutting about
In a boob tube that's trying
by gravity defying
to leave no room, not even for doubt
But I sure envy big breasted women
I've seen them at parties you know
With all confidence thrust
In their mighty big bust
Entrancing the men as they go
Though I've heard from a big bosomed buddy
That it's not all it's cracked up to be
She says in frustration
"Try to hold conversation
When there's only two things a guy sees"
Now if I paid a few grand to enlarge them
To, say thirty-six b or c
Would they still look so natural
And could I class them as collateral
Sorta like home improvements on me
Now I've not taken this boob thing just lightly
I've done quite a bit of research
As I try to keep abreast
In my mammary quest
I've found there's a bit to be learned
There's questions that need to be answered
Like cleavage, how wide and how deep
I can have nipples bigger
But somehow I figured
That could poke Sweetie's eye in his sleep
Oh, I wish I had boobs that were awesome
I'd buy a bright red bathing suit
On the beach I would run
In slow motion for fun
To show off my best attribute
Now don't think I'd just get them for vanity
There's much I'd aspire to do
I could feed many babies
When I was lactating
And for convenience, I could offer drive-thru
In a t-shirt I'd test air conditioning
They could 'see' if they had it too low
And if I stood outside
My breasts pumped up with pride
Police'd use me to stop traffic flow
Well you can see I've a lot to consider
For the big plunge, I need some more time
So I'll keep you updated
But for now they're just fated
To stay as they are for a while
And there's my sweetie who totally accepts me
For he loves each and every little bit
He says "stay as you are
You're the most beautiful by far"
As he gazes into my eyes not my tits
|28 Apr 2006||shanon||my name is shanon....i dont want to kill myself (anymore) but i have been reading the page and i understand where so many of you are comming from....there was a time when hated the world, i hated my family, and i hated myself...thats was when i was about 14 till about the time i moved out on my own. im 20 now. i tried so many things but i never had the guts to do it....i will always suffer from anxiety issues because of a coke overdose i had when i was 17. i think about that point in my past everyday and i wonder why i just didnt do it? what stopped me? was it really fear? or was there a deeper level of sense in the back of my head stopping me? eventually i decided that it was my life and it was up to me to controll it. i could be depressed all the time, feel like shit, fail at everything i tried, let people make fun of me....or i could do something about it......i decided that i didnt want to live like that anymore and i took controll of my life....
if your really think about killing yourself because you have lost all hope...please just e-mail me before you do it and tell me why....maybe i could tell you how i helped myself and maybe i could help you to. if your gonna kill yourself then it wouldnt hurt to try and talk to me first....right? please, you can e-mail me anytime....maybe i could help?
|27 Apr 2006||Pablo Escobar||Tie a rope to the back of your father's truck and then climb underneath. Wait until he hits the freeway and then let go and just drag for miles and miles. It'll hurt, but not for long. This is by far the best way because it definitely gets the job done, plus if you're father is part of the reason why you're killing yourself then he feels super guilty. Plus at least youll be famous in town which obviously you're currently a nobody so for once in your life...umm death rather...youre the kid everyone's noticing. Isn't that what you really want anyway?|
|27 Apr 2006||Sa rah||I wish i knew....i almost have the perfect live...my mom's a doctor my dad is a stay at home...and i seem perfetly happy..in fact most times i am perfectly happy...but i cant control my emotions i cant deal with pain...and i feel like sometimes i hate my parents and no matter how good they are to me im still mean to them...i wish i could just slice my wrist but i dont think i could take it and pills just seem like the wrong way to go...i loose everything..but yet i am still spoiled... no one even suspects me to do a thing like t his but whenever i sit down and think i hate where i am...but i cant tell my parents..cause they will think im just exagerating...im scared of what killing myself would do to other people and how i know that this is only thw easy way out of my problems...i wish i just new what to do or how i should control my emotions|
|27 Apr 2006||Mike||I have tried to "KILL" myself 5 times. By hanging myself and even jumping into my pool with weights around my ankles. But after a couple years of therapy i have finnaly realized that i shouldn't try to kill my self anymore.|
|27 Apr 2006||carterluver||well i have no idea but i just felt like saying hi, im not like everyone else, haven't ever tried to commit suicide before but i really want to and all i can say is if i ever try to commit suicide it sure as hell is gonna work, and ppl are going to know and ppl are going to notice and so thats whats im thinking right now. and i know this is really weird, im not depressed & come frum a great christian home, but most of this is all carter sligh's fault b/c i love him but he doesn't love me and yes i am just a kid (14) but this isn't just come little kid crush - i love carter and i always will, but i just found out that he likes 1 of my really good friends (beka west) & another 1 of my friends likes him 2 (becca true) and both of them have a lot better chances with him than i do b/c im just 1 of those weird ppl that noone likes. so im just putting my life story on here everyone will know, i really dont care anymore, when i die i know ppl will think what a waste b/c im really smart (iq 153) & all that crap but i just dont care anymore. and i hope carter reade this & knows although now he is ignoring me. an dthis is my last thought - i want to hate him but i cant b/c i love him too much|
|27 Apr 2006||tom||to tim who said no1 in western countries or from good families should be suicidal they r jus selfish and spoilt.
ur attitide is so ignorant its unbelievable. i hate it wen ppl say only starving and poor ppl should be suicidal.
loneliness, lack of love, low self esteem can all be reasons for suicidal feelings and r situations that can exist in western societies. sumtimes depression can be a mental illness brought on jus by a chemical imbalance in the brain as well. At least ppl in poor backgrounds hav lower expectations and will die of starvation or ill health whereas no1 ever died of depression so it can last longer until ppl can take no more. Sum western problems r more complicated to solve and that is wen ppl cant find the solutions and can feel suicidal.
I am pleased u hav overcome difficult problems in ur life but jus cos u hav doesn't mean every1 can. every1 is different.
Do u really believe ur outburst will hav saved a single life or made any suicidal person feel better?
I hope u never volunteer for the samaritans cos u'd be USELESS!
|27 Apr 2006||Gemma||I am fifteen and have been suffering from depression & self-esteem issues for years now. I've missed so much of my life already over this shit. Crying, contemplating suicide, and just being plain fucking selfish and feeling sorry for myself. Talking to my parents get me nowhere because they think that I am totally full of shit and need to "suck it up" and get on with life. These days I try really hard to get up out of bed and go on with life despite the feeling of not wanting to.
All I need is someone to talk to. Someone who can make me see some hope in this miserable fucking world. I try asking help from my parents, but they don't take me seriously. I don't have friends that I can trust, and I have never been one to go share my personal problems with guidance counsellors.
I just pray every night that I will get over this and will start to feel better about myself and get over this trivial shit. I am so sick of wasting my time and my life crying over it all and feeling like there is no hope. I don't know how to do it. I don't know who to go to to give me guidance on how to carry on.
|27 Apr 2006||vicky lavery||hey my names vicky lavery and i'm 17 years old. i've had a really hard tiem the past few months and i can't help think that suicide is the only way out. i've cut myself before and i've tried to overdose with paracetamol and having alcohol aswell. but it doesn't work. it's really hard trying to put on a face at school so that everyone thinks you're ok so that i don't have to explain why i feel the way i do. i had a steady boyfriedn for two years and 3 months and i loved him sooo much i still do. i found texts on his phone not long ago from a girl called honor and i didnt know what to do at first.he denied it and i went on like always and forgave him anyway.then two years down the line he dumped me for her and i felt like my whole world had fallen in. he was my world. i've never loved or cared about anyone as much. not event ill this day. but he chooses to ignore me and go on hating me when all i ever did was care about him.hes the one who makes me feel like i wanna die hes teh biggest reason and i just can't find the best way to do it.to end it all!! i've tried everything.i still love him.but now he doesn't know i exist! anyone got an ideas on how to end it all for me???
feel free to e-mail me aswell...
|26 Apr 2006||dirt4life||hi my name is nick im 18 years old. My girlfriend of two years and i decide to take a break i no more than get back to school a week lata and fight out that my best friend since we were like six is now chasing after her. The only thing he wants is sex and all i want is her back. she says that i broke up with her and dosent want to get back with me and so i was pissed and needed somone so now i have another girl who i dont want who claims she loves me and is stalking me all i want is my girl back|
|26 Apr 2006||Sarah||CONFUSED
Am I the only one falling into the grey abyss?
Thrives in this soul.
Eat away this being.
Paralyze this smile.
Freedom is locked away.
Forgiveness is never forgiven.
Eats away the enamel of this heart
What is this foreign thing that you speak of?
camouflauged by the deceitful disguise of care.
FALSE HOPE, flowing through my body keeping me alive acting as blood.
BROKEN PROMISES and LIES are my cells.
SELF-MUTILATION is my anti-body, protecting me from foreign invaders.
A FALSE CONTENTNESS is my skin.
Dreams that will NEVER COME TRUE are my bones which hold me up.
My eyes are PAST EXPERIENCES, NIGHTMARES, that have become VERY MUCH REAL.
My Soul is writhing in agony as I see their happy faces.
I envy their smiles and laughter.
But deep down inside, I know this is something that I CANNOT have.
WHY am I such a DISASTER?
WHY am I a piece of SHIT?
I WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING.
WHY am I such a HORRIBLE person?
WHY am I PREDESTINED to this life of HORROR and LONLINESS?
WHAT'S the POINT of LIVING if EVERY DAY HURTS SO MUCH?
MAYBE ONE DAY I"LL HAVE THE COURAGE.......
|26 Apr 2006||Devon Pete||Jump off A Cliff in Smithers|
|26 Apr 2006||Joe||u tell me|
|26 Apr 2006||riley||hi i dont thin kthat this suicide page is such a good thing fore little kids to be reading like im in grade 8 and I only went on this to get real life suicide attempt things for a project im doing and when I was reading some of these I was like what is up with them and then I cried in like 2 or 3 well thank you for reading this this site wuld be ok if you didnt fucking tell kids how to kill em selfs/|
|26 Apr 2006||TB||What is wrong with everyone?!?! I was just messing on the internet when I found this sight, never relised how many people were so unhappy!! You only have one chance to live so why waste it!!! I wish I could talk 2 u all!!! I wish I could help u all!! I'm 15, but dont know any1 who would kill them selves, so I suppose im the luckiest girl in the world!! There is always people here to help you!! and people who care, people who dont even know you!!! If you give up on life, its beaten you. So keep fightin and live you dream!! I hav been bullied b4, and it feels like shit, you feel like u dont want to go 2 skul, but everythin will turn out alrite in the end!! KEEP BELIEVING!!! love you all!!! xxx|
|26 Apr 2006||hannah||hi its hannah again i'd just like to say i made it to my 13th birthday but recently i have been havin panic attacks about scholl and personal reasons i used to think the only way out of things was to commit suicide but i can promise everyone who felt like me there is a happeir way that will let youl ive your life how you want it i'm not sayin that there wont be little troubles on the way but i think you should all give it a try and see if it's changd the way you think even just a little. as i said recently i have been havin several panic attakc when evrythin seems to hit me all my troubles and worries are thrown at me all at once. my mum realised that i had , had a panic atak at school and got in touch with the school and arranged for me to be taken out of some classes within reson may i add and if every wednesday for the next few years if i could see the edjucational physicoligist and also she aranged for me to get my own physicoligist up at the hospital. this means i can discuss my worries and cry and scream and tell someone who will keep all my secrets all i want wihtout worrying about her/him telling anybody else its there job to help people like us who don't see a positive way top life i have realised that i need help quick because as every day goes by my life just seems to get more stressfull and harder i am suffering from hair loss which we have been told it's probably alapeshia but i have an opointment up at the hospital on the 16th of may! I;m finaly getting things sorted and i'm feeling a bit better hopefully soon i will get most of my confidence back and be the girl i used to be bright and bubble hyper hannah :)|
|26 Apr 2006||its strange like a year ago i was a normal horny teen hiting on girls people liked me i liked myself.
but now i never go out .i dont think about girls deprshon has taken over my life. not meny people hang out with me cuz im deprssing to be around. my school work is down i dont speak to my mum n dad most of the time im alone it feels like im emosheny numb and i want it to end good bi