|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 May 2006||terry wasik||hello readers and internet researchers,how are you today ? Best way to kill yourself is too laff so much,that your tummy hurts so much it is killin you...humour is for creating a bond between peeple and life...i have yet to see peeple laff while at a funeral or car accident...to spend your thoughts and time thinking of how to end it all...( well it doesnt end,dont forget peeple have you in pictures,on home grown movies,your report cards and school pix and awards...)and especially on your tombstone . All that does is leave a hole in thee ground and a hole in a persons heart that wanted to laff with you,,,that special person that misses your smile and sparkling eyes...as thee eyes are not only a soul to thee future butt your eyes are thee future !! why chose thee number 13 ?? what is so special about 13...?? please explain more of your thoughts to me,as I want to learn and I need you to teach me (life is too much of a mystery especially when a reader is missing pages after chapters 13) ...luv from cornwall canada|
|28 May 2006||Anonnymous||Actually, about three hours ago i was sitting on my bedroom floor, with my razor attempting to kill myself. I bled but didn't die. I was just so sick of life and everything. After doing that I was talking to my friend. He made me realize that i have alot to live for. And so did reading all about this. About a month ago a girl i knew killed her self. So many people were hurt by this and her boyfriend even killed himself too. Suicide is a terrible thing. You don't know how many people think about you and care about you and once you're gone you can't do anything. Even if you don't think anyone cares about you, they do. Even if it's someone you don't know they care. I care, because taking your life is a horrible thing to do. It is not worth anything. Just live and think of the good, simple things in life. Whether it be music, friends, movies, outdoors, or whatever. Some people think if you're gonna die anyway why not now? But think of it like this, why not experience the greater things in life instead, then wait for god to take your life away at the right time. And remember, everything happens for a reason. Please don't kill yourself. Please. If you need help them email me, at skatergurlieXX@aol.com I will try to help.|
|28 May 2006||whats the point||Oh come on hardly any of you really want to die you just want someone to talk you out of it. if you really felt that bad then you would have done it by now and stop moaning to others about your petty childish problems half of you silly little girls have no idea what real pain is and want an easy painles way to kill yourself - NEWS FLASH you wont find one there will always be some kind of pain but so what if you wanted to die badly enough then you wouldent care about how painful the death is you would just be glad that you will die soon. So stop moaning about it and accept your not going to kill yourself stop feeling sorry for your sorry self and either do it or shup up threatening to do it|
|28 May 2006||JS||Im not 13, I am 18 and I just recently felt suicidal because i consider myself as a failure. I already wrote suicide notes and planned everything I need to do to kill myself.Please help me not do it.. the pain is building up within me. I DONT WANT TO DO IT.|
|28 May 2006||Ellet.||I just realized that i felt this inmense pleasure killing flies. I killed one after another, i terrible envy them , they are dead, why do i have the power to finish whit their lifes and not whit my own? what makes it wrong?
i wish i have the nerv to kill the person that has done this to me, but just the pain im gonna cause her whit the guilt of my death is enough as the revenge i want,i swear im gonna make you suffer , youll regret it.
you dont deserve to have been a part of my life for all this time
youre nothing but a bitch you broke my heart, you know
i fucking hate you
but im missing you so bad.
wish i could sleep...
|27 May 2006||Flora||Some times I feel that I realy want to kill my self! Its cuz I realy feel underappreciated, and the problem is that I always advise people not to commit suicide but most of the time when I'm advicing people not to kill themselves I think of killing myself as I'm typing or talking! I just wanted to talk to someone but no one understands!
|27 May 2006||Danielle Nicole <3||There Is no best way to kill your self, Honestly i dont think killing your self is the right choice. yeah ive been down a path close to doing it. im still thinking about it but deep down inside i just keep thinking ya know tommarrow is another day. if you upset seek help .. someone is willing to help you.|
|27 May 2006||sharon||right now, im very upset because of a stupiud bvoy that im in love with. i need help&comfort. and i think thats what everyone here needs. email me and id love to help.|
|27 May 2006||Fuck weed||Bash your head through a computer until
|27 May 2006||micah||I am 17 never really had that bad of life, but still life never gave me brakes and this may be the last time anyone hears me. I have to burn,but and some time i drink my self to sleep to get ride of the pain that i feel. My family has no clue whats going on, my g/f either and she all i have to live for, but now life has pushed me to the point to where i don't care anymore i just want to end it.|
|27 May 2006||Lauryn||Rent a hotel room...drink arsenic|
|27 May 2006||Misanthrope||I can't believe how hard to kill yourself is. Most suicidal attempts tend to fail. wtf? if this world doesn't want me to live, why doesn't it want me to die, either?
Sigh. Nothing is easy. Even to die. I hate to be born. I wish my mother had an abortion when she was pregnant.
Not a single soul understands me in the world.
|26 May 2006||weylin||my name is weylin. i have been depressed for quite a while. i started cutting myself half a year ago. i cut myself and watch the blood flow. i hate it. i cant even feel it. i fear i will never belong. i am the only one i know that is like this. i just want people to notice me. im a nice guy but they all think im a freak. i just feel like life isnt worth living.|
|26 May 2006||Winny||F = family destroyer
A = apetite destroyer
T = talkative bug
H = hell lover
E = emits orders
R = retina out of order
i am really sick of my dad i feel like commiting suicide rite now by blowing my head off with a gun.but unfortunately i aint got no gun.i dont wanna hurt anybody physically by intensionally.i feel like doing sumthin stupid like car jacking and tell the hostage 2 call 2 police and call them 2 any bridge or open space where there's free space 2 die then i come out of the car with the hostage and tell the hostage 2 sit on her knees and i pull out the fake gun out of my pocket and police aiming at me and suddenly i point gun 2 the police and police shoot me.this is a great idea taken from my own imagination but there's a problem in this if police shoot on my leg or arm and arrests me then they will send me back 2 my country where i dont wanna go.i mean 2 say i wanna go but i aint got no money back in my country.i am even happy 2 face death penalty in court 4 no reason.i dont wanna hurt any 1 thats why its difficult 4 me 2 b dead.i really dont wanna live any mo.what i thought abou america is totally opposite.its a damn sure that if i get a gun i ll kill myself today waiting 4 nobody wasting no time.i hate my dad so intensely like george walker bush hates osama bin laden.even bush and laden can compromise and b friends but me, in this life cycle life period i am not gonna love my dad or care 4 him it dont matter how much i show care and love 4 my father in front of every 1 but deep inside i am hating my dad.
when i was 2 come 2 america i was having so much dreams abou my father that i am gonna have fun with him each n every moment ask him abou his job when he come backs from work laugh with him give him good gifts,shirts,pants,shoes by surprise from my salary and earnings but everythang my dad crushed himself.he has no respect for my feelings,emotions and what i like and what i dislikes.i dont know why he has changed a lot. i can live in iraq and sudan or vietnam or any place where its very poor living conditions economically very poor people live, with my father if he was a gud person.now i am in america world's most richest and wealthier country but still due to my father's damn brain and behavoiur to us america is becoming worse than hell.i love america i dont wanna leave america.but i am ready 2 die.i told god that i wanna live peacefully and happily in america but due 2 my father i am unable 2 do so.when i die i will request keenly and humbly to god that although u(god)ruined my life but this time give me birth in a very nice family in america where there is no crime peacefull calm quiet gud enviornment.although its gud enviornment here but our family is so harsh so brutal so barbaric and cruel that they will make a peaceful place like yellowknife or maine a living worse than hell.i can live in the fire and heat of hell but i cant live with my dad.i dont know nuthin about my future that whether i am gonna live long or die earlier as i get the gun.my father cant see the real bastards but he thinks that the nice 1's bad may be my death will open his 2 big eyes.but when he comes 2 know about the real truth it would be too late for him as i ll be gone far far away from everybody.
all i wanted was to live peacefully my life this was the only crime or one can say a big sin i was to commit in this bad world.this place america is heaven in matter of fact the whole world is heaven but due 2 bad people in this world this world is becoming hell or has become hell.i dont know why god is giving birth to bad people.on 1 hand god is saying this world is heaven earth is very cool place for humans and on the other hand he(god)is giving birth and sending devils and demons 2 earth so that humans shouldnt be or humans should not live peacefully and happily.why god why .why r u doin this.would u pleeez explain this to me.i am sick of this shit sick of everythang everything aaww god oh my lord oh shit what should i do i am dazed and confused.pleeeeez help me. i dont know where 2 go whom 2 ask whom to tell my feelings my words and my thinking of my heart.even i am ready 4 heart attack.i cant jump in the river for drowning as i am scared of water but not scared of death.i cant even jump in front of 18 wheeler coz there is no guarrantee that it will definately kill me i can survive also and if i survive i can b handicap and if i am handicap i ll b unable 2 die or get gun i cant even jump from apt. building from fifth floor as 4 the same reason as i mentioned earlier.i cant even eat poison there's no guarrantee that i will surely die.the people who r responsible for my this stage will swearly never b happy even after their death.happiness will go millions and billions of light years away from them.the people who have done my life's this damn thing r surely gonna pay today or may be some day soon.god's never gonna forgive them.the people who cant be happy in america can never b happy in any other part of the world they r making me curse them from deep down the real bottom of my heart.and i am waiting 4 some saviour or god's messanger 2 give me death as a god's beautiful gift and then i ll be free from all the worries and of course this life that is worse than anything in this world,worhless life.
i jus dont wanna suffer bad consequences due 2 my father's ill behaviour towards some special people,good people.i cant handle the punishments but instead i can face death happily.dad always sayin that a person is handicap without computer in america i wanna ask him that how much he knows abou computer huh.....how much the other punjabi people knows abou computer who r way way much richer than us in short time period.always ordering us or showing us that we r the only stupids in america and they(daddy) r the only people who can use their brain in america.dad say i should study i should do college i wanna ask that u r also a college graduate with degrees what have u done in america u have been living in america 4 six years what have u achieved that u r tellin me to b a graduate.the punjabis livin in california r so rich that they got their own private jets without studies or any graduate degrees.dad always dominating or 1 can say becomig a dominator over us.i jus wanna die so dat i should b able to get a rebirth in some very good family.
aawwww man navrose's father he so nice so good 4 navrose even navrose consider his father as a friend.i ve seen it.and rohan he jus push his father with his hands out of the room tellin him that he is talking to his freinds(me and nilesh)so pleez go 2 the other room his father wanted 2 talk 2 nilesh but he pushed his father out of the room,oh god,i was surprised at that moment if it was me in place of rohan and my father in place rohan's father oh damn it was to b a mayhem,a tornado was to come in the whole family,the entire family was after me with the sharp shining new swords of words trying to kill my freedom and murdering my heart and its emotions.this rohan nilesh navrose r so lucky sometimes i think why am i not born in their place or in their family.talking abou family,family of djn(nilesh)is so good not only family but the relatives too,when it was hard time 4 me but some of the golden days of my entire life till today,i went with nilesh's family to his relative's house aww man they were mo conserned abou me,abou my fun,abou me to get entertained and i was first time meeting them its not coz of america that they were so nice to me they knew nuthin' abou me.i still remember the lunch with them the rice with dal and mango pickle and that thing for digestion that tasteless thing may be iranian thing i liked that stuff.and nilesh's grandmother oh she is so nice i ve never heard and seen anybody's grandmother like that.why isnt my grandmother like that. i am so unlucky that i jus dont know nuthin' i jus wanna die so that i can b lucky like my friends.its all happening and thinking of me like that coz of my father's crappy mind.the real persons who changed my dad's mind r really gonna suffer and not only suffer but suffer real hard so hard that they will go through hell living in america and after death too.suckers.i hate them and i hate my father too.
now that my father is hiding nearly every single thing from us i wish to leave this place forever this bloody hell i dont cry from outside but i am crying always from inside and i dont want to live any mo now i am sick this shit.oh god please save me from the hell by killing me giving me death providing me the very good fruit to me and that is death.now i hate my father intensely now it dont matter that my father changes his attitude i will never forget what he did to me at this stage he put me that i am asking and praying for death and i will never forgive him never ever it dont matter what happens my decision is final i will try my level best to stay away from my father.i jus dont wanna live thats it.sick of everythang.my father is a very very and i mean very selfish person and i hate selfish people and people who lie to their beloved ones or to one whom they care for even 1% care.and i hate my father 4 all those things mentioned by me above may b couple of things i must b missing which i cant remember that reasons to hate my father.
in each n every talk to us my father lie's he thinks that lying 2 his familia is a very clever thing he is doin' he dont understand a simple thing that by lying to us he is loosing us and loosing the respect.how dumb ass is he people r giving award to michael jackson as the most stupid person of the year well i think my father is the most stupidest person in the whole universe and 4 the coming next millions and billions and trillions of light years.i'm never ever gonna forget the date 12th february 2006 when i saw my father's real soul of selfishness and liar thing in the next few days.it was the most bad experience of my life worse then the hard time when i stayed at my friend nilesh's place
|26 May 2006||simon||Sorry I am not under 13 I am 33 I have attempted suicide twice when I was 18 and 19 years old. The first time I set light to my car with myself in it. I bottled out but just in time as I jumped out the petrol tank exploded. At the time I didn't think much about it.
the second time I took 100 tablets. I was found in time yes in time. I didn;'t think that at the time but now I am thankful. Hey life isn't always good but it is what you make it. I have traveled half the world having 2-3 holidays a year. I have made lots of friends and have had a good life style. I have even lived in Canada for a year. Looking back if I had committed suicide then I would never have enjoyed these special moments in my life. It is easy to tell someone not to attempt suicide but if you are really serious about it you won't listen and sadly there isn't anything we can do but if you are reading this site then you are thinkoing about it but not sure we can help you. If you feel so low to take your own life please phone an organisation that can help you talk through your problems. When you become an adult then you will see things differently you are treated different by people. All I aSK NOW IS STOP AND THINK WHAT YOU ARE DOING. Think what you want out of life and turn your life around and aim for that like travel or owning your own business what ever you think you may enjoy focus on that and aim for it. Good luck simon
|26 May 2006||Colin Kemp||Lock yourself in a cupboard with an insurance salesman.|
|26 May 2006||Dreaming Of Death||Suicude is the only way|
|26 May 2006||I Choose "NOT TO BE"!||try to get contaminate by a fatal disease. at least that's what i am going to do. yeah. I am too young. I hate to wait 60 years. I want to die NOW.|
|25 May 2006||That one guy umm...||You can die by anything and anyway, life is full of the oppurtunity to die and seek death..as well as to live.
Yeah, personally there are thousands of people who've losted loved ones, who are below the poverty level, and have nobody taking care of them. But those people still cling onto life. Look at it, in third worlde countries, many of those people want to live...and they got less than the shit we got in the modern world.
Come on, everyone already knows that suicide is not the way to go, but when you're a typical teenager..which means you're not gonna be the main character in the movie...then you're gonna be the one to think with your emotion just like the stereotypical teen. Thinking with your emotions will not solve a thing, many love relationships break up and so do friendships and life.
Though, I won't blame anyone for thinking or attempting it. EVERYONE WILL feel some sort of depression in their lives. Think about it, H.G. Wells, Abraham Lincoln, Tupac Shakur, they all thought of death and suicide...but they decided there was something to live for, and I'll tell you...EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR. Even if it's that damn plant growing through concrete, and you want to take care of it so it can live through the troubles and cement and grow to be different and strong.
|25 May 2006||Holly||shoot the cashier at mcdonalds... you're sure to get the death penalty|