|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|15 Jul 2006||doctorevil007||I've been investigating ways to kill myself for sometime and it's a bitch. I was maimed by a black gang on Christmas Day in 1999 when I went out for a walk. I am a white male and I was mugged by three black males. One came up to me and pretended to know me. As I turned to leave he tackled me from behind and two of his buddies grinded my face into the pavement with their feet while they demanded money so they could go buy some crack. I gave them $20. Another black punk across the street who watched it happen followed me into a restaurant where I went to get help and he snuck up behind me and broke my jaw just for kicks. I have had three surgeries on my face and I can't eat, talk, or breathe properly anymore. I am in constant pain every second of my life. I have a pain specialist but no medication works. I want a quick painless death. I'm thinking of putting my neck on a train track. It sounds gruesome but actually it is the most humane way to die as consciousness is lost instantly.|
|15 Jul 2006||..||no, see I AM NOT SELFISH. i am suicidal how can you people all say we're selfish because we have stuff going on in our lives. YOU make me sick. just shut up and dont seasrch for this site next time god.|
|15 Jul 2006||lee||STAND ON A TRAIN TRACK|
|15 Jul 2006||anonymous||I am 14 years old. i tried to commit suicide a year ago. i got my moms car keys and went in the garage. i started the car and waited. i was found passed out. my mom rushed me strait to the hospital. and you want to know the funniest part. i still want to commit suicide. i have nothing to live for. my mom died 2 months ago. my dad left when he found out about me. my brother blamed me for my mom dying. he killed himself exactly 15 days after my mom died. i have to stay with my uncle now. hes a jerk. hes never here though so it doesn't matter. i want someone to give me one good reason why i should live. just one. i have been cutting my self. i also have been in a deep depression since i was 10. my uncle said that he is gonna get rid of me because i cost to much money. he told me that i can go live on the street for all he cares. i am not happy and i don't think that i ever will be. so i am open to suggestions. i don't want to go through with it yet but if i don't get some help i will.|
|15 Jul 2006||Dead More Than Three Times||Hey Guyz, i know u r all upset and been abused in all wayz or mayb just cuz of ur parentz. But life is bound to get better and although i came here to see how i can kill myself, i realised that ppl out there r feeling worse than me and that life WILL definately get better for u sooner or later. i actually wanted to die, came so close to death but gave up cuz i didn't have the gutz. i dream about how peaceful it would be.... and the sorrow of the ppl i leave behind... and the happiness i'll feel when i'm there, but all those ppl who make u so angry into killing urself, they'll get something coming for them when they die.... and trust me.... u can laugh at there funeral.... and if u hate them so BLOODY much... u might as well dance on their coffin. So GUYZ, just relax, don't kill urself yet, and, plz just take it easy untill the ppl that hurtz u DIE!! don't be sad... but be happy at the fact that they r gonna go to help.... i'd be glad to help anyone who needs it so if u do need my help... email me at.... email@example.com my hopez r with u.... believe in urself.... trust in ur heart.... Farewell....|
|15 Jul 2006||liz x||When i was a teenager i tried to kill myself by slitting my wrists because i was an alcholic and i hated my life. I was sexually abused by my step father and made to believe it was my fault. I've never met my real dad which has flung me into depression like a yoyo all my life, and to top it off my boyfriend dumped me by txt msg! Looking back i cant believe i was so messed up that i was willing to let what other people have done to me make me risk my own life, to do so would be to let them win, but thats what drink does to you. when your drunk you become a different person and that person becomes addictive, you want to be that person all the time, so you drink some more.I was having suicidle thoughts anyway and i turned to drink to help me forget my tattered life, but it just made me dwell on my past and present situation even more. At my lowest ebb i also took an overdose as i felt i had nothing left to live for. But then one day i met my new boyfriend and he introduced me to Jesus. I know some of you are probably reading this and when you got to this part were realy dissapointed but please carry on reading, because for alot of us the thing we desire most that drives us to the brink of suicide is a desire and need for love. And i want to tell you about the greatest love there is. When i became a Christian my life was a huge mess but through prayer my heart has been healed. The self loathing i once felt for myself and the hate i felt for many others has gone and been replaced with a love that i have never experienced before. Its not just a family love though the church does become as a special family to you, its not a sexual love or any other kind of human love. Its a divine love that heals your mind body and soul and can pull you out of the deepest pitt in your life no matter what if you have faith that God loves you. Some of you might be sitting here thinking God could never love me because i'm a horrible person and not worthy of anyones love but your wrong! God loves you no matter what. God even loved adulf hitler! He hated what he did but as Robbie Williams says so wonderfully, "Hate the sin not the sinner" Please try and understand that Gods love is for everyone no matter what you've done, where you've been or who you are, and if you you want love and to be loved, then right now where your sitting look inside yourself and tell God what you see and what you dont want to see anymore. Ask him to show you his love for you, ask him to come into your life and heal it. I dont expect you to take my word for it so please ask God to prove it himself. Dont expect this to happen in a flash, for some it is a gradual process because you would'nt be able to handle the change in you that God will bring straight away and only God knows when you are ready and he will never rush you or speak angrilly to you. He is a God of love and only love.
If you want to know God tell him you are sorry for the bad things you have done and ask him to come into your life and help you change.When you pray ask of it in Jesus' name, and put amen at the end of course :o) Thankyou for reading my story if you let it i promise it will help.
|14 Jul 2006||Alizea Stewart||Drink Poison|
|14 Jul 2006||kirsten BBB||uggh......
im fuckin fed up rite now.......im sick of this fuckin bull shit its fuckin over.....
if i had a fuckin gun.....id fuckin shoot myself....my life is so gay i cant stand it......i hate ppl feeling srry for me....cuz it makes me seem so pathetic and i hate it.......i dnt feel srry for other ppl.....so yea.....get over that/....i have realized that i am compltetly lost in this wrold and have no clue which way to turn or who to ask for help......i hate it wen ppl ask how r u and u ay not so good and there like wats wrng.......and ur like o nuthin....and then they keep fuckin botherin ya......obviously i dont want to talk about it or else i would have said something....
i dot like to talk about my life to ppl.....i have...adn only to the pne person in my life that i love dearly and trust....Karla.......god how i miss her......my life has been even more fucked up ever since i moved....
so yea.......but hey wat am i gonna do about it.....after all im only a kid u cud say.....but then again kids make a difference........
i am suicidal but i figure the only way i will kill myself is with a gun....yea i cut...so wat....i do it for control....and i like to watch it bleed.....it amuses me.......i like ro control my pain...jus tlike i like to control my eating.......yea.......i wouldnt say im anorexic.......but i kinda am.....im still fuckin fat.....but since about 4 months ago i lost like 40lbs frm not eating....so yea....rite now im jus so fuckin bored and depressed i c food but it sickens me........
well i g2g before my mom gets home and bitches at me and shit that im on the computer......wat else is new......BYE
|14 Jul 2006||im 14 years old i have never tried to kill my self but i have heald the gun to my head on many ocasions but have never had the balls to pull the trigger sometimes i wish i could it would make everything so much easyer i think of all the people who would miss me there are about three people and the wouldent even care that much i have alot of friends and alot of famly but no one cares i am a drug adict and an alcaholic the only time i am really happy is when im so fucked up i cant think about my life the best way to kill your self is to overdose preferably on morphine, vikadin, heroin, pretty much any pain pill i have overdosed on alot of pills and it is painless u just black out u dont feel anything and if u wake up just do it again|
|14 Jul 2006||someone_on_here_antill_i die||I will tell you something!
I have no friends, No relationships, And i dont have much of a job!,
My family dont want me there and i think i was never ment to be, never!
I am a total werido, I might become one soon werid and strange and then Ugly on the inside too.
I also have O.C.D and other effects of arseholes!
I am also ugly to, Noone wants me,
So why am i still alive, Well i don't know!
I guess i dont really have the guts to kill myself just yet!
But hopefully one day i will have the guts to kill my self.
I will see what will be the best way to do this!!!!
|14 Jul 2006||Sam||Im 15 ive been counciling now for years ive been suicidal for long i don't belive in quick answers or all that normal people bullshit they treat us like we're abnormal but we're not we the normal ones if u need help or just someone to chat bout how fucked up life is or answers to ure qeustions contact me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|14 Jul 2006||Axel||It's up to you. Don't wait for something to fall in your lap and instantly fix everything though-nothing will do this, not even religion. Happiness and self worth is something you choose.
No matter what position you are in you have the ability to make someone else feel like they're worth something though--a long time ago I thought "my life sucks, but maybe I can keep someone else from feeling this sad" and tried to be happy and giving for the sake of other people--whose lives still mattered to them. I surprised myself by discovering this made me happy, and was also surprised to find I could be of value to others. Try to find someway to help someone-and you'll find worth.
And what does life achieve? Joy
|14 Jul 2006||Bezzly Horror||all this talk of boobies and mouchettes
but what, what of the cliff jumping, wrist slitting and "to go down swingin'?"
lets all just stay posi!!
|13 Jul 2006||dave||i am 20 but i still want to die the love of my life tracey leaft me on are wedding day so evreything is over for me anyone any tips tried to slit me wrists hang meself but was stopped by me mum twice i so wanna die please help me having counsling but it dont sodding work|
|13 Jul 2006||LifeSux!!!!!!!!!||I am gonna tie lots of weights to my hand and feet and then plunge into swimming pool at a deep enough ht and then take sleeping pills and then fall asleep and then die of asphyxiation.it will be painless cos i will be asleep while under water.And then i will REST I N PEACE.
|12 Jul 2006||kirsten||well i guess ill shall continue my story....
umm...i 4 got where i lefy off....
but my parents have been devorced since i was about 5 and im goin on 15 this commin wednesday the 19th.....
either way..with them together or not....my life wuda bin fucked up....
i jus dont rlly understand why i have to live and why its so hard to die.....i jus want to find a gun and put it to my head...pull the trigger and never feel again.....
i want to leave this world and not look back....all these thing i want i cant have and its not fair....but then again life isnt fair....
u kno ppl say life is short....thats bull cuz life is longest thing ever....nothing is longer than living....
i wonder wat it wud b like if i never existed......
like 6 yrs ago my mom started a new job and she wrked 2nd shift so i wen to day care...how fuckin gay.....
and now she wrx 3 shift so i take care of her kids 34/7....cuz at nite she wrx and durin the day she sleeps....so i have no life for myself.....how nice huh?...well rite now im havin issues with a guy....typical huh.....c i like him.....but idk if he likes me i think hes just using me....and today i thought about real hard....and ive realized that i dnt like him...and he is using me...but i need the feeling...i need to hold onto it....i need to feel "wanted"...so i keep goin back even tho he likes another girl and is askin her out......so idk....ive basically always been the 2nd girl.....i was with oone guy and then anothe and another and now ths one.....do y do i keep going back.....Y....som 1 fuckin tell me cuz i have no fuckin clue.......ive promised my friends that i wud stop seeing him....but i cant.....i just cant...i want to but i cant.....
im so sick of it....
|12 Jul 2006||a_wild_raven||What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 ?
The best way would not to be at all!!!
Please think about what you are doing first Please!
People who will be hurt when your gone and i am sure everyone has someone who cares about them!!!!
Please rethink what you are doing!
|12 Jul 2006||mark||Honestly....at 13 years old, suicide is not an answer. You have not lived enough of a life to know what lies ahead for you. You are still in school...or should be. You have so many opportunities to change your life, don't tell me it can't be done. Take the energy that you have to end your life and focus it on doing something with your life....what do you want to do with your life....what do you want to be in life...you have so many years ahead to make mistakes and learn, so much time to meet the person you are meant to be with. At 13, you just don't have the knowledge of life that allows you to make such a decision. What are the main reasons for a 13 year old to commit suicide? I can't find anyone to love me, nobody likes me...keep in mind, as you grow older, those people will slowly fade from your life, and new ones will enter...people who have the same problems, people who are more accepting of others....you will have chances...choices.....yes, things will not always be perfect...you will make mistakes, things might not go the way you want them to, but you never know what can happen. My cousin was a nobody....just hanging out, snowboarding, doing typical teenage stuff..someone saw him snowboarding...next thing you know, he has been on a TV series and made a few movies...and it just happened out of nowhere....so you never know. Give life a chance...it might suck at 13, but you have not even begun to live life...wait until you hit 25-30 years old and see if you feel the same way. I am 46...and I am on the verge of "going to sleep"....have felt this way since I was very young...but someof the thiongs I have done in life I would not trade for anything...yes, I am desperatly unhappy with myself and the way things have turned out for me....I put my heart out for people and they have used it for a doormat....I have lost everything and screwed myself up for doing it. But even at 46, I know that if I choose to, I can make things better for me.....problem is I am tired and just want to go to sleep. So I am struggling with this right now....and when I cam across this website....I just have to say.....give yourself time....wait til you are out of school and give the real world a chance. Get a job....move from where you live...once you ebter the "adult" world you will see that so many more doors are open for you.....got a dream? Follow it...ya never know...you might just catch it if you try..but if you are gone, I can tell you that you never will|
|11 Jul 2006||All of you suicidal people are cowards. I agree with the sane people who say that if you wanted to kill yourselves, you would've done it by now. There are plenty of ways to kill yourself. Hey Kristen or whatever, don't tell us SANE people to shut up, your the one with all the drama. If you had so much going on in your life, why did'nt you say something? Even a 4 or 5 year old would've said something to some one. So stop making excuses up and go ahead and kill yourselves and stop looking for pity from the rest of us. You people are sick and in dire need of mental help.|
|11 Jul 2006||Ella||i tried to kill my self at the age of 11,i am now 12 and still keeping it up. My sister died when i was 11.she killed her self, gassed her self in a car. After that I tried to hold the tears in, put my self out of the family, lost contact with the world. I had no resin to live anymore. what is life but a waist of time? Then finally one day, my old boyfriend brought a pocket knife to school, I forgot the resin. I then knew i had to get it and comet suicide. I got it,i tryed, didnt work.i cut my wrist's so deep that the pain was nothing and the sight of blood with the thing that sickened me.made my tummy turn.everynight before I go to bed I do it.cut my wrists.and even though I know it wont work,it helps.somehow.now im 12 years old and most people in the school know about it.im not an outsider anymore,but still feel like one.i grew popular over that year,moving school and all,but I never grew out of the habbit of letting the blood bleed from my wrists.everyone at northcross (school) thinks Ive stopped. and I have covered them up well.And only do it deep in the weekends so I have time to heel.i have told no one that I still do it,why would I, they only say im stupid,but they dont know what pain I go through. I hate my mom and dad. My mom and dad hate me. I have no friends. Only the fake ones who you know back stab you when your not around. I have no point in living. That is why I need a easy,pain free way of killing my self.please help as you would of done nothing wrong,only helping a tired soul battle through life.|