|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|07 May 2006||Im having problems trying to understand the concept of forgiveness. If someone does something really bad to you and they did it maliciously, with evil intent, just to hurt you and they really tried their hardest to make your life a living hell and i mean really went out of their way to ruin you, why should you forgive them? I dont get it. I can forgive someone for making a mistake, thats straight foreward, but if you forgive someone for doing you some real wrong, isnt that like saying to yourself, yup, go on and do it all over again. I think its hard to forgive in that case, and that means you cant forget about it, which is good, in case any more arseholes think they can just walk into your life and destroy it for their amusement. Anyone with an understanding of foregiveness?|
|07 May 2006||Dreaming of Death||Suicide is a permanant Solution to a permanant problem|
|07 May 2006||little skinner||what do i do?
Each dsay i keep asking myself the same question, noticing the scales constantly leaning towards the 'give up' side of things.
when i met the girl of my dreams i thought my life actually made sense and i had a purpose, i stopped smoking fags, drinking everyday and i also kicked out the drugs. As most things all was well and good until one random day when she decided she'd had enuff of us and didnt want me anymore and from that day i have seen what is ment for me and how things really are in my life, i dont think i have the worst life but nothing makes sense anymore,my family dont pay attention to me my friends aren't loyal to me and always seem to stab me in the back and most of all my life is just one big lie!my life has no real purpose what so ever, i have a boaring job which is crap money, i try to kid myself but then reality hits me and i think fuck it no one would really give a shit long termly if i was here or not. i tried to od by mixing anti depressants wit alcohol and different types of paracetemol products but all that did was knock me out. so now i have a new approach whilst reading up on poisons which react with others to cause the highst percentage of death i found the perfect match for my body and state of mind, i have only ever had one dream which seemed to make any sense to me which i kept thinking over and over and finally deciding it was ment to be, life is a very difficult thing to deal with which confuses everyone at times but where some people have the strength to carry on others like me cant seem to cope. i hope my dream soon comes to reality.
|07 May 2006||Rene||I am seriously at a loss. I dunno what to do. I dont really 1 2 die. I would miss my parents. I luv them so much that I cant bear to leave them at all. But i hate myself for being so fat and useless. My sisters and frens would tease me. They would say that I am fat and ugly. I hate it. I really hate it. I want to be as slim as them too. But i have the problem of over eating whenever i am sad or depress. Over this week, I gain 4kgs and I seriously dont dare to go back to school. I am afraid that ppl will tease me for getting fatter. I am very sensitive to what ppl say and I care a lot of how ppl look at me. So i always try to find an excuse for not attending school. but my parents would always scold me and I know they will be sad. Sometime, i would think that, I would rather die than giving my frens a chance to tease at me. I need help seriously...|
|06 May 2006||Brian||Ok dont want you simpathy just hear me out.
I have lived a pretty normal life until about 5 months ago. I got in my first major car accident going down thinterstate and an idiot ran me off the road on purpose right into a break away guard rail and then he decided to keep going. Well I hit the guard rail doing 70mph spun back across the interstate and onto the other side, totaling my car. I was pretty brused and shaken up but had no major injuries. Well this was just an unfortunate event...or so i thought.
2 weeks later I was driving to work and it was January 2nd about 6am and I dont know what happened and no body saw what happened, but somehow I hit one of those big cement light poles and it sheared the whole drivers side of my car off. I was knocked unconsious w/ a bad concusion and was told I was about for 45min-1hour. Well I was airlifted out to the hospital and I probably shouldnt have even been alive. When I finally came to I was told I had broken both of my legs, my arm, and much more. My right ankle all the way through. My left femur all the way through. My left radius I dislocated and broke. I tore my left bicep. I had so much crap wrong with me my parents had trouble even looking at me. I ended up being in the hospital for 5 weeks and then much much rehab which was very hard. But come to find out the physical and emotional part is 10 times harder. I still have much trouble walking and probably will for the rest of my life.
Then about 3 months after this accident I was rinding home with my gf and a car cut us off and we slammed on out brakes, fishtaling into the center guard rail and totaling her car. I did reinjure some of my already aking and healing body, but my gf luckly turned out to be ok except for a couple cuts on her head.
Now I am once again trying to get back on my feet and come to find out my gf has been cheating on me during this time. I had been with her for 2 years and this was the ultimate blow. Nothing can go right for me I can never get a break and I am doing going through so much pain to get absolutly no where.
I have tried to od 3 times now and really thought I was going to die the last time until they found me and rushed me to the hospital. I have tried slitting my wrists to no avail and my life is going nowhere but downhill. I hate my life and I hate everything. Here is a pic of my bad car accident.
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|06 May 2006||lonely and sad||The best way? well theres lots of ways that are kind of painless but arent available to everyone hmmm id be to scared to get a gun and shot myself i mean really if it didnt work what would i be left with? i might end up a turnip or just unable to walk if i hit a part of my brain that controls that well i want to die in away but also i dont want to hurt my parents if they were dead then i think id just go for it but they are alive so im kinda stuck i dont want to hurt them i wish i could tell you the best easiest fastest most painless way to die but i cant im sorry i guess if you really want to die then you will just try anything even if your not sure if it would kill you and eventually you would die as youd be so desperate you wouldnt care about the pain so if your to scared of the pain and everything else then you dont want to die deep down it takes guts to kill yourself and only the most desperate of ppl will succeed in committing the act and dieing.|
|06 May 2006||Rachel||Im 16 now and when i was around 12/13, i almost killed myself on drinking way to much, i was feeling very depressed at the time, i diddn't plan to try and kill myself although i did plan to get really drunk so i could forget about life for a while, whilst i was very very drunk i got very depressed and wanted everything to just end, therefore i downed a bottle of vodka, that was so stupid of me, i would never do that solba, as i would be thinking of my mum to much. My mum has suicidal tendencies sice i was around 10 years old, she has had some extremely disturbing suicide attempts that i have witnessed, iv'e spent most of my teenage years worried sick about her, staying in just to stop her, you see it always comes down to me as we have no familly, my father fucked of when i was a little girl, my older siister always to selfish to notice and my little brother always in his bedroom. Only now have i just started to realize how selfish my mum is to do this to me, she has always had me fooled that she is an a mazing parent bringing three kids up all alone, and don't get me wrong that in most things she is a commited mum, but is a mother that trys to commit suicide infront of there 10 year old daughter a good mother? If you have someone that cares for you don't do it, if your 13 or under then you can turn your life around, maybe youll turn out with an amazing familly of your own some day, its all down to you. I think that in most casses suicide is wrong and don't advice anyone to do it.|
|06 May 2006||anna||plz dnt kill urself peeps. i have been thru so much shit 2. abused have depression attempted sucide twice, but we gotta be strong. speak 2 me on msn if u want. im happy to help.|
|06 May 2006||Carly||im not under 13 but i felt like killin my self i hang myself twice n although i still feel like it 2 day i just cut my wrists im writin on here to say if any 1 needs any advice email me at email@example.com or firstname.lastname@example.org. no matter wat u feel like doin u know u gt freinds n ppl out there who luv u so much.|
|05 May 2006||raven||the best way to kill yourself? the fasted way possible....someone please give me a fast, sure fire way to top myself...i want to say sorry to a few people while im here coz it will be the last chance i ever get...mom, im sorry i had to leave like this...but those bruises werent from getting into fights when i was on the streets...they were from that bastard i call dad...he would hit me or if he was in a gud mood he would touch me or rape me...to my best friend el im sorry i have to leave u...but...u can hav all of my drugs, i am leaving them to u becos i hav no use for them...and "dad" u fuckin bastard i hope u burn in hell how could u do that to me, im ur fuckin daughter and u abused me and nearly killed me...well..now i will be dead and it will have been ur fault...no ones but urs....FUCK YOU|
|05 May 2006||sum1||to hannah who said she found another site about suicide pls can u say wot it is. By the way sum1 said if u try and fail to kill urself then u go 2 jail i dont know about other countries but in the UK that law changed in the 60s! if any1 has a gun they wanna sell from within the UK then pls i want it. How cum no1 actually givs any useful specific info on this site about how 2 kill urself. Wot kind of suicide site do u call that!|
|05 May 2006||cindy||I think the best way to kill yourself is the way you are doing it right now. You hate yourself, why? You are looking for a way to kill yourself and it isn't funny. I think this is the saddest thing I ever read on the web. I came across your web site because I was searching for a case for my criminal justice class. If I were your mom, I would probably cry, and never let you go, and I would know if you were sad or at this point, were you are now. I am sorry that you feel this way and I hope one day, when you decide not to, you look back, maybe you will be just the person that is needed for someone like you. You are here for a reason, and I believe you will make a difference, just hold on, just see, keep faith. If you want to reach out for help, not for this, we all need it, and yes life is not fair, but don't listen to that ugly voice that you think you need to hear, I am telling you this world needs you. Please don't do this, none of you should even think or feel this way.|
|05 May 2006||Elodie||moi perso jvous di continué a vivre même si jsuis mal placé pour parler de ça. J'ai encore envie de mourrir et j'ai fai 15 tentative de suicide mais bon je me motive pour vivre même si j'aime pas ça|
|05 May 2006||Nathan||I'm 15, I'm wealthy, I attend a expensive Boarding School, I'm not unattractive and I'm not popular or unpopular. So why do I always walk around with a frown on my face? Why do I not care if I die tomorrow? Why don't I care about the feeling of others or if someone dies? Why don't I care about much of anything and why do I find no point in living? These are the questions I pose to anyone who seeks to help out others.|
|05 May 2006||heartbreaker99||cutting ur wrist open and lyin in the pool of blood|
|04 May 2006||jeffrey||hey..im 12..turnin 13.....since my girlfriend got mad at me(soo mAd), i wanted to committ suicide....everyoNe was mad at mE....i dont know how to kill myseLf now.....ol i know is that ill be committing suicide before the start of classes....unLess my so called "friends" forgive me and be my true friends hu would never betray me....but i guess dat wuld never hapen.....i already cancelled my account in friendster which i had 4 soo Long and be telling everyone dat im going to committ suicide....im stiLL not xure of dat cuz im an honor student but the heLL with dat....i dont care..im just going to kiLL myseLf and i know dat is 4 da best...becuz i waste to much money for alwayz drinkin beer..and always playin ps2 dat our electric biLL was so high and everyone was mad about me.....
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|04 May 2006||Caitlin||The best way to kill you with no pain at all only mental pain not physicial is a drug over dose on panadol you should take bout 10 if ur under 40kg and bout 21 if u r over 40kg i have tried 23 and im still here so try mix the tablets- warning this is only if you hate your life so much and if you dont have anyone to leave and watch crying.|
|04 May 2006||Jemma the lifesaver||Hey all. My name is Jemma and im 15.
Please dont kill yourself, You all have a life ahead of you. None of you deserves to die. I know what you all are going through cause there were so many things that has had happened to me. If you need help then please feel free to add my - my MSN addy is - firstname.lastname@example.org - Thank you. I will listen and to help you peeps xx
|04 May 2006||xxhannahxx||hey rite im kinda suicdal but ive found another site about suicde and read it and it helped me realize its way 2 cruel 2 others 2 kill yourself. also if u kill urself u may make some1 close 2 u feel suicidal aswell like ur cousin may well kill themselves a few yrs later of ur best friend maybe dat sweet baby brother of urs suicide is easliy passed around but ive realzied ird rather live a crappe live then make da lives of da ones i care about a misery cya and soz if ya think wot i said is garbage cause dats kinda tough cause ive wrote it nd i cnt be fucked 2 change it cyaxxx|
|04 May 2006||Jemma the lifesaver||Hey all. My name is Jemma and im 15 years old. I have been going through alot of shit since i was 3. There are so amy abusive that have had happened to me, So i know what you all are going through.. Please please dont kill yourself, You all have got alot of things ahead of you. If you need help, please dont keep it to yourself - im here to listen and to help. Please add me if you need help, My MSN addy is email@example.com - Thank you xx|