|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|15 Sep 2006||i always hear about people dieing on the news, leaning about our histery and so on. all these things makeing me feel obliged to feel sad and sorry. but im not. not that i dont find it sad. it's always sad but it's non of my buisnes. i did'n no these people they had no more effect on me then anyone else in the world and if we shed a tear or brout a flower for every single person who dyes it would be a very pore and sad and lonly world.
eggsample: resantly steve erwin dyed and it was all over the place on the net on tv on peoples lips. it was hard to escape. some people through he desirved it others thought it wasnt right for such a legend to go down at such a yung age. but i think its not my place to say he was simply a mun you can make it sound realy complicated or simple but he was no more significant to some other mun who dyed that day so why aren't we crying for him. becouse you've never new why care........
|15 Sep 2006||sask||everyone tryes to look for answere and solution for life and sercumstanses and things in witch they dont even know the question to. but these things aren't simple enuph to give an over all, one and only, perfectly correct answer and although we know this we still don't or can't change our ways.
since and maths just dills into to our head that there is an answer to all that is and isn't. it drills it in so far, past our thoughts, past our mind it's just drilled into the way we work. slowly driving us to suicide
|14 Sep 2006||Just another survivor||The best way to kill yourself at any age would be whatever works best for you. Do you have access to large doses of prescription medication that can be fatal? Do you have any rope and the knowledge on how to make a noose to hang yourself? Do you have a blowdryer, bathtub, and running water in your house? There is no painless way to go. SO SUCK IT UP!!! If you want to die it will hurt. However, the bright side is in a few ticks the pain will cease. Now if I were you I wouldnt kill myself. Why? Because I am not weak like you. I understand that no one cares about you. I understand how life sucks and how life ages like milk instead of wine. And because i dont set myself up for failure. If you think it will get better you will get disappointed. Again and again and again. Do you know what hope is? Its a lie. Its a high pedestal with a crumbiling foundation. This is life. This is reality. Now you can accept this or live in denile (live a lie). If you accept this you will become stronger. If not you will remain weak and suicidal. And besides, if you dwell on your problems they will only become bigger. If you ignore them they wont go away BUT, you will have more time to concentrate on things in life that bring you happiness and then maybe life will seem more meaninful. Maybe you should get a hobbie. Because after all, if you were really going to kill yourself you wouldnt still be reading this. You would already have those wrists slit open so many times you couldnt even find fresh skin. If you think you got it bad why dont you go live in the woods? Why dont you go to a bad neighborhood and wait for someone to kill you. I bet when someone tries to kill you, you run like hornets are after you. Why? Becase you dont really want to die. You want someone to hug you and tell you they love you and its gonna be ok and this just isnt going to happen. All people will turn on you. Just remember one thing. You can have your feelings but your feelings cant have you. Thats why they are YOUR feelings. Are you your feelings? NO! You are bigger than your feelings. And if you want to kill yourself behind your feelings you are truly weak. Its ok. Now you realize it. Grow. Live. Learn. Everyone has a different perspective on life. What you are going thru is just how you will find your perspective. One day you will look back(if you dont kill yourself) and say this is who i freakin am. This is my life. And you will be proud to be you and have lived what you have lived. Because inside you know that you are a survivor. And no one will ever be able to take that away from you.|
|14 Sep 2006|| Hi Guys,
I am an adult on this site. This is VERY scary. Don't kill yourself- when you are in your 30's and you have /will work your life out- you will feel satisfied to know you didn't kill yourself.
|14 Sep 2006||Shane||Not sure if my message made it in so i'm going to type my complaint/story again...I hate everyone on this site who thinks suicidal people are weak. You have absoulutly NO IDEA how hard it is. I'm 13 and I have extreme anxiety about anything i do in life. I"m terrified and paranioa'd of being sent back to a mental hospital. The town i moved to went well for about 4-6 months and NOW IT"S RELAPSE AGAIN FUCK...I avoid anything that freaks me out and panics me...I'm so scared of every day of my fucking life...I have tried pill overdoses and posions like acne treat crap and stuff alot of times...i always just end up vomiting my guts out... I'm going to keep trying different pill overdoses and maybe i'll get lucky...Before i break if im not dead im'm going to run away from home....NOW MY QUESTION...How do i tell my parents i need to move away from this town without them freaking and sending me to a mental hospital...I'm just so scared so scared...I just want to feel normal and no doctors or mental hospitals can do that...im loosing the battle with myself...close to breaking...|
|14 Sep 2006||Shane||I hate all of you bastards who get mad and call us weak for looking for ways to end our lives. You have no idea what I/Others go through. I have extreme anxiety about anything i do in life afraid to do something wrong. So i avoid people and places that freak me out and panic me. I've been to 2 mental hospitols and all they've done to me is given be extrememe paranoia about being sent back. I'm 13 and am either going to keep trying pill overdoses or run away from home.|
|14 Sep 2006||Nikkie||well.... when i was younger i used to look in the mirror an see nothing, feel nothing and everyday i thought, why the hell am i really here, people used to put me down and everyday i would sit there with a blade to my wrists... but i couldnt do it..
and im pretty glad i didnt do it either.. u see 13?..ure only just growing up and all different emotions, hormones an feelings will b mixing with your head, making you think of these things when you get angry or upset...but wait until u turn 14, u'll be even more attractive thn u were wen u was 12 or 13..then when your 15 or 16... u look in the mirror, see how beautiful u are, not just your appearance but everyone has a beautiful person inside thm...all it takes for true happiness is to b strong and confident, find yourself a true love...thn u would loom bk on your life when your happy at 21 thinking " why the hell did i even think these things back thn"...everyone finds true hapiness one day but it just takes time and patience...im 16 now and the happiest i could ever be, and i used to think suicidal thoughts when i was under 13... but eventually it will come...strong people would try and tackle this problem themself but if you still cant bring yourself to stop thinking these thoughts...talking does help.. i hope this message reaches you all in time.xxx
|14 Sep 2006||Meghan||PLEASE READ THIS!!!!!
I'm not here to say that your crazy or creapy, or anything, your a person just like all of us! And if you think that there's no way in hell that you cant live your life anymore, or that everything hurts so much, your wrong...very wrong!! I want to help you, even though that sounds so stupid, its true, I have been down that path once before, and I asure you that I can help. If you want to regain your life back, PLEASE im beggin you, please contact me email@example.com!! I dont know how else to explaine it, but i want to help everyone, and I know that I cant, and it really hurts me that i know i cant, but if i can try and help as many people as posible.... I KNOW I CAN HELP ... its just the fact if you want help ...
|14 Sep 2006||Stephen Whaley||Metal in a a elecrical socket|
|13 Sep 2006||Mr williams||the best way is to servive your family. If you maneged that, then you must have killed some part of your self.|
|12 Sep 2006||Javier||... Yea, i understand all your feelings. My names JAvier, you dont need my last name. Ive been arrested, gotten my ass kicked by my parents, and have smoked ciggarettes. Yea. i dont give a fuck, you know why, cause, ive tried suicide, i laid down on the train tracks down here in miami, got tired of waiting, then when it actually came, i realized i didnt have the balls to it. So, when im 17, im joining the Army. Not to die, to fight, to take all my pain out and little fucks that try making me and my whole fucking country weak! FUCK THAT! Im gonna live, and im gonna become a director. Yes, im suicidal, and.. well, im 13. Hey, if any of you weak, suicidal monkey people wanna talk to me about your feelings, feel free to AIM me, Undertaker9518. Thank you..|
|12 Sep 2006||Never Free||My Point:
Vengeance. Is the only thing I think about. Words. The words I cant speak. The words I didn't speak that I pay for now. I look in the mirror at me. No it's not me it's her. She killed me and recreated me. She played God to many times.
Cut 0ne: Oxygen. It jerks out of my body as I fall to the floor.
Cut two: I scream. No it never leaves me.
Cut three: Blood. Red and milky.
Cut four: They never cared they never asked.
Cut five: I know inside it's the only way.
Cut Six: I lay there motinless nothing left. All the blood drained from my body. It's over from here.
|12 Sep 2006||nouveau||i've been to this site some years ago and i think it's very pretty. i'm surprised at the lack of change and the continued input from stupid people. i first began thinking of suicide when i was young as well. when i was ten years old i ate a bottle of pills but then i vomited them. i had a family then and it wasn't happy. i was only happy for a few months in 2003 and i think that was probably enough for me. i lost my job last week because i won't speak anymore and i haven't left my apartment since then. it's very dirty here. it's reflective of me. i've got some money left and i think tomorrow i might go to the ave and buy a lot of heroin. i don't know much about heroin but i'm scared to jump from the overpass. i want to see beauty, i want to feel like a child again and dream forever.|
|11 Sep 2006||Alexander Alvonellos||You don't have to die... You can always talk to me at Ohne_dich@cox.net|
|11 Sep 2006||A random guy||Today's supposed to be a day for rememberance since it's September 11th, but I just say Fuck it. There was supposed to be five-thousand people killed, tens of thousands die every day, So it really isn't such a big deal. People need to get over it. So, Happy 9/11 everyone.|
|11 Sep 2006||what my name?!?||There is no best way!
go an get some therapy or counseling for your issues!
|11 Sep 2006||Austin||what is your point?
"I've recently discovered that an unexplained tendancy to comit suicide revolved around lack of sleep. I'm one of those people everyone wants to be, Tall fit & good looking, nice big house, new £30k sport coupe, £4k stereo system, my own recording studio & record label - I want for nothing. So why did I constantly feel like ending it all? Sleep depravation was the main factor for me. Try getting a good 9 hours for a couple of weeks & see what I mean. Of course there are other things that put you in this state of mind, and that's all it is - a state of mind. This can be caused by the above, or a chemical imbalance in your brain, or by exposure to traumatic events. In any case, there is help out there. Why not try and find it, it's easier than you think? what have you got to lose? You can only gain from saving your own life.
Feel free to email / msn me if you wanna talk."
How, in any way, does that make people want to kill themselves? that is an explaination of my situation, and lets people reading it know of at least one method of releiving the pain of suicidal feelings, and that there is help out there. it's also an invitation to email me for a chat, to see if i can offer any support. I recieve 3 - 4 emails off people PER DAY who have read that and ask me for help / support, and many of which have now sought professional help as a result.
So are you interested in helping people get out of there mess in a proper way, or are you really some kind of sicko looking to help children kill themselves?
|11 Sep 2006||FOR EVERY DITS WHOS TRYED TO COMIT SUISIDE YOUR SOPOSED TO SHOOT YOURSELF NOT YOUR MIROR IMAGE|
|10 Sep 2006||michael sandborn||Let yourself live until your 24. I'm 24 now and every day I feel my anger and hatred for things I could have done right the first time. I'm in my 3rd college now, I'm doing well. Top of my class, highly respected, expected to do great things, received excellent marks in all my classes for the past 3 years and pretty much friends with everyone in the school. Each day I want to die. The responsibility and pressure of being "that guy who's gonna make it big." It's frustrating. My parents use me as if I'm some financial investment. "Sure, use all da money. Just become rich and famous and buy us a house." What if i Don't? What if i fail? What if for some reason my right arm fails (i'm an illustrator)? What if i just don't make the cut compared to other competitors... and that's when i think back to being a kid again. All those chances to end it. Everyday. I was a bit of a cutter, i would suffocate myself until i clunked out, etc. through myself off buildings to find out what would and wouldn't hurt me. I always wanted it over. I'm 24 now and I stayed home stick from work with a migraine. Maybe. I've been laying mostly staring at the ceiling crying, wanting to die. I've been doing this a lot lately. It's hard to say why I don't just do it. Fear, misunderstanding, shame, etc. it seems so damn easy. The kit you ask? Is homemade. I have bleah, knives,tones of art stuff that could kill me quite easily. Or I could lock myself in the garage, turn the car on and suffocate. The problem for me is that I don't do it because of the sadness about how I will make my family feel. My fiance, my little brother, my mom, my dad whom has always had hopes i'd be an illustrator. People I don't want to dissappoint, but each day i think of disapointing them. But the fear of disapointment is SO deeply rooted into my being i can't do it. So you ask what's the best way to kill yourself at age 13? There is no way. There is no answer to this question. I found this personally because I was looking for help on either stoppingmyself or helping myself complete my attempt. In the end i read many of these letters and decided there's no sure answer. To life, death, suicide, whatever. If you're thinking of committing suicide, live a little. I went to high school in the midwest, if anything makes you suicidal it's that. Popularity = the only way of success. I left for california in 2000 and learned that's all shit. Popularity is nothing and never will be. I'm popular? and i feel nothign for it. Fuck it. It's up to me how my life goes forward, not the populace of the world, so no. I won't kill myself. Because that would show that "they", being the fuckers in highschool, won. I WILL NOT LET THOSE FUCKERS WIN. ALL OF THEM. THE KIDS WHO BEAT ME UP, FUCK THEM. KENNY SEGURA, FUCK YOU. Ahem. I will be better than them, i will pursue life as i want with or without their permission beause i don't need it. So fuck them, fuck everyone, and tell anyone who says your worthless to fuck off cus you are worth something and sadly, it takes a long time to figure that out. End RANT.|
|10 Sep 2006||j||Honestly....don't kill yourself...its not worth it....yes, even I have had feelings of dying before too, but then sumthin overcame me, and now i just feel that i'd be missing out on the life that I was given...its not ur decision when to be born or when to end ur life....i believe its in GOD's books....your birth and death are already written out...so don't play with your fate....fate will play with you...be young have fun, and drink pepsi :) cheer up everyone...and live life to to the fullest....enjoy every day as it was ur last day....trust me it'll put a great smile on ur face...laugh, love life, and go out and get sum fresh air....listen to music...watever helps you...do it!|