|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 Jul 2006||Stupid||Well my boyfriend that I was with for two years and 6 months just left me for a friench slutty bitch. I hate this, no one understands my hole life iv had to deal with my mom telling me im nothing and only to have one person in the world that made me feel like something up and leaves me out of no ware. WTF should i do. The only thing that helps the emotional pain is cutting myself and drinking constantly. Im so fucking stupid. I want to fucking kill myself but i tryed takeing pills and slitting my rist but there my mom was everytime to stop me and tell me ONCE AGAIN how retarded and stupid and worthless i was. Keeping me alive seems to be her way of sick torture i hate it.|
|04 Jul 2006||Leila||Wow... I really think that the people that have sent messages, saying that you don't help anyone ant this site is just stupid, are very, VERY wrong. I've been in this situation myself, and I know that it helps to talk to someone. I have a very good friend on the internet that talked me out of killing myself once... and I know that this DOES help. Maybe not always, but sometimes it does.|
|04 Jul 2006||méphistophéles||Bien... Je lui offrirais un coupe-papier afghan, comme dans le roman de ce diabolique auteur québécois, Pierre Leroux, "Cher éditeur"(éditions Albin Michel).|
|04 Jul 2006||anita van maris||everyone that has the thought of killing themselve dont do it think about your family and your friendsthat love you en need you in their lives
if you have the thuoght of killing yourselve dont do it and find help there are to many things worth living and fighting for youve come this far go out and find help you can do it i know you can
|03 Jul 2006||HOSPITALISE MOUCHETTE'S CREATORS||i wanna go back to hospital even more now after reading some of the bollocks mouchette has made up grrrrr gosh he/she must be even madder/sadder then me hahah i wish this was my site it pretty kewl in a sad fucked up pathetic silly way but still thats me and mouchette all over. i dnt know why so many people want to die so badly or perhaps they dont hmmmm so this is suppost to be a suicide kit and your asking me to put a little suggestion in your lil box here hay? hmmmm wounders will never sease. Ofcourse suicide is not a toy we all know that so ehhh a suggestion hmm let me think well id have to say alcohol poisoning im 7 stone and i pretty sure that if i drank 8-10 alcoholic drinks in 1 hour or under that theres a pretty good chance id die ;-) man i wanna go back to hospital so much atleast there i got some frigging attention for being suicidal on the outside world noone is bothered anymore god i wanna be 17 again or younger|
|03 Jul 2006||Caleb||BOYS AND GIRLS:
You guys are all so young to be thinking this way. Life is hard, trust me you will find that out as time goes by. I am 26 and I will tell you I lost my brother to suicide when I was 20. I lost my sister from a drunk driver only 37 days after he passed. It does not solve anything if you commit suicide or even try!!!! You are not doing anything but hurting the ones who love you and enjoy spending time with you!! There is always someone to talk to even if you don't think so!! You guys are way too young to be thinking about this, you should be worrying about when your next ball game is or who your first kiss should be or something as simple as building a fort. I know that kids these days are far more mature than when I was your guys age but come on there are ways to get out of your depression. If anyone needs someone to email and talk to I am here!!!
|03 Jul 2006||HATER FOREVER||I will tell you my story!
people have screwed my life up! To a point where I wont get better ever again!
I have spent my whole life being scared of people and know i am scared shitless of the out side world!
I wish my family would move us to a different area!
I will tell you the way people have treated me!
WHERE i live i have no friends no realtionships there s nothing here for me!
I have gone completely mad because people wont leave me alone! And keep bullying me because i am not very good looking to a lot of people D:
I have done some things that would make your stomach crawl! well self harmed thats it!
I have been bullied here since i was 3 years old and other places not just where i live all because i am not vey good looking right!
Theres more to come!
Right now i have no one!
I have nothing to do here!
People dont understand me. My family dont understand me, I have a repuation for being someone i am not!
things have happened in my life that as made me angry!
Life is crap for somepeople and not crap for others!
Alll i would like to do is move away but that will never happen!
OH GOD WHAT CAN I DO!
all i get is " your an ugly freak and your ugly etc "
My family dont understand me!
I hope i find a job on line to do and keep it if not its the streets for me!
I am 25 years old and my family keep telling me to get lost but i can't i am too scared to be out there in the out side world!
I have spent most of my time doing things alone and housebound to!
My whole family have never got it easy and neither we wont and we are not close and i feel like i was never ment to be!
Oh christ what a sick uncaring world we all live in!
There are people who are ouitcasts you know the ones who dont fit anywhere
The rejects the losers the outcasts etc!
Well I am one of them outcasts!
I have been called all sorts of things in my time, UGLY,FAT, FREAKY,WEIRDO, SMELLY, GREASY, STUPID and loads more!
I have had bullying which has scared the crap out of me!
I am no longer apart of people around where I live I am a outcast from them!
I have always believed I am the only ugliest person about but I guess I am not really:
I am so starnge you know what I wish I could just get out of here but I am too scared to, plus people where I live are still noseing in my life! They dont care about me..
Just talking about me and I tried to do my self once because of people hateing me for being ugly and they dont care!
I HATE THOSE PEOPLE NOW I HATE THEM!
Why Are The Ugly People Rejects!
Why Is It that no one cares about ugly people!!
When A black person gets Discriminated Against there is a Law for something to be done about it..
But when it is a ugly person being Discriminated against no one cares!
I guess thats what happens when you dont have proper laws in a country to stop things from happening.
You never see an ugly woman with a boyfriend or husband at that.
But the woman do tend to go for the ugly men? Why is that ?
Also its so unfair that people have to end up in a shit life because there not very good looking!
Why are people strange with someone who is different?!
I want to get to the bottom of all this,
I think its about time this stupid behaviour stopped.!
Why is it that ugly people have hardly any life?
If you are ugly and you are a reject it lowers your IQ,
Yes Rejection Lowers IQ and makes people aggressive and that cant be good!
Back to my topic also, I want to know is why people went out to hurt me for real that my life got screwed up over! People have tried to screw with my head growing up! JEZ
Well also I am so well I dunno really because I am just strange to a lot of people where I live.
No one here likes me and someone thinks I have boyfriends WELL A NEWS FLASH FOR THAT PERSON I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND DUH!
Anyway back to my topic¬
Thats all for now!
I am stuck at home where everything is controlled by my fucking parents and I want out but I see no hope or end to me ever leaving home,! Or findng friends or even getting married!
Plus I am so wrong in my head I am So depressed in my mind!!!
I want to get rid of it my depression!
I hope my life gets better!
But I bet it wont!
Fuck the whole screwed up fucked up planet we all live on!!
FUCK YOU EARTH!
PS: The best way to kill your sekf would be to Well check out the bloody stupid ways to go section morons!!
I HATE YOU ME AND EVERYONE ELSE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU ALL!!! TOSSERS!!!
|03 Jul 2006||!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!||oi people!
if you want to listen to me for a little while!
People have screwed my life up.
And i am glad to get rid of them!
I would not lower my selfs to there levels,
But thats Just me!
|02 Jul 2006||MEL||WHAT DO YOU THINK KILLING YOURDELF IS GONNA CHANGE, YOU'RE WEAK THEN, DO YOU WANT PEOPLE REMEBERING YOU ABOUT HOW WEAK YOU ARE, PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF. HERE'S A TRUE STORY, IF YOU THINK I DUNNO WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, WELL YOU;RE WRONG. WHEN I WAS ONLY 5 YEARS OF AGE MY MOTHER WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE WITH ME, SHE HAD ME IN HER ARMS READY TO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, LITERALLY. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON. BUT JUST BEFORE SHE JUMPED A MAN, ACTUALLY A MINISTER CAME UP BEHIND HER OUT OF NO WHERE AND TOLD HER THAT GOD HAD A BETTER LIFE FOR HER AND HE LOVES HER. ALTHOUGH I WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM HER AFTER A MONTH I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE SHE IS BUT I KNOW SHE'S STILL ALIVE AND WELL BECAUSE GOD IS TAKING GOOD CARE OF HER. AND FOR ME WELL I'M JUST GLAD TO BE ALIVE, I THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT I'M HERE, TRUST ME YOU'RE GORGEOUS AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING PLEASE DON;T HESITATE TO EMAIL ME AT firstname.lastname@example.org. LIFE IS WORTH LIVING, AND I GOT BEATEN TOO AS A CHILD, AND EVEN RAPED SO DON;T THINK I DUNNO WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.... SMILE SWEET HEART AND BREATH......|
|02 Jul 2006||anna||
i am here 2 help. anyone who has come on this site, well, i would guess is in need of some help or support, and i will be here 4 u if u need it.
okay, well this is my story...
i was sexually abused by my own brother. yes thats right, my own brother! i didnt understand it at first, because i was too young when it first started, but after 3 years of the abuse, i was old enough to realise that it wasnt right. it took me ages to build up the courage to speak out. i didnt think anyone would believe me. im not going to lie and say it was easy. in fact it was one of the hardest things i have ever done. but it was the right thing to do. so eventually i built up the courage, ignored his threats, and i spoke out. THE ABUSE EVENTUALLY STOPPED!
the abuse then lead to depression, self harm, suicide attempts, chronic insomnia, eating disorders etc.
but the thing is, i have been there done that, and i have come out the other side! there is light at the end of the tunnel and although the tunnel may be very very long, every single one of you can and YOU will get through whatever hard times you are going through at the moment.
i am happy to talk if you want. here 4 you x
|01 Jul 2006||banana||i know its tempting to kill yourself...the second im sad i return to my feelings of suicide because they are safe, suicide means that one day very soon all of your problems will be over. i tried to commit suicide by asphyxiation but i got "saved"... i spent a week in the mental hospital...im not suicidal anymore but i know what its like to want to kill yourself, those were the worst moments of my life.if anyone needs a friend ill listen, email me at email@example.com|
|01 Jul 2006||cook||please let me knwo if I get someone to adopt me or I will kill mysel.my step mother beats me up everyday
please do help
|01 Jul 2006||paul||please tell me why i should not kill myself.I have been in pains for more than 22years.Dad and mom abandoned me when I was 2.I have been living in the streets for too long.
recently someone gave me accomodation.BUt he is asking me to sleep with him.I do not want to be gay.I hate it.it stinks.He is the one giving me access to the internet.i want to run away but to where?
live is sad for me.I feel i should die.will heavens be sad if U kill myself?
|30 Jun 2006||mr.drtgrtdgs||get a sword and stick it up ur ass|
|29 Jun 2006||Felicia The Great||The Anecdote To Suicide For All Who Want To Kill Themselves
There is not a single moment that you have no option but to kill yourself. You live with a bunch of idiots who are family, friends, co-workers, or significant others. GET OUT OF THERE!! Find refuge. Its demoralizing enough when you see a whole bunch of television shows that exploit children and teenagers encouraging shallowness, greed, sex, and bathroom humor jokes. If it bugs you and makes you depressed, change the station.
Ive mentioned before that there is the brighter side of things, but its easier to say it than do it. I myself have shared the grief of a world too corrupt beyond belief. I live in it everyday and try to adapt whenever possible to a healthy life, even if it is impossible.
If you kill yourself, nothing will change. The world will still be spinning. There are others out there who dont even care what you do or if you exist. Its hopeless you keep telling yourself and more and more as the day progresses it gets worst.
Suicide is a cop out. ITS CHICKEN SHIT!!! You are stronger than you really are. If you kill yourself, the next life you will do it again, and the next life you will do it again. Its repetitive, I know. A soul never dies-- better believe it? I dont care if you are atheist, Buddhist, Christian or some other person who believes in religion or no religion. The Universe is unexplainable. Also depression is treatable. You dont need drugs. Just eat well, exercise, and get off you skinny or fat ass.
So why not better yourself right now and get rid of the hopelessness of woe is memy boyfriend/girlfriend left me or doesnt like me and I am going to kill myselfmy family hates me so I am going to kill myselfI lost my job so I am going to kill myselfor in Japan, I didnt pass the exam and I am unworthy, so Ill kill myself. Dammit! You are killing yourself over money, which is an object, how lame is that? There are a million people out there for the picking, couples who want children but cant have kids, jobs by the truckload to find, and money getting printed everyday on paper. Its because you didnt take the initiative to do anything about it. In life also people diethe ones who dont commit suicideand life has to move on. If we live in a world of people who live forever, then we are in for a horrible problem of over overpopulation. If you kill yourself, you are killing yourself and killing the times you are going to miss out. It is best to die naturally by nature than doing it by planning to kill yourself. Why? Because there is a purpose you are here. If you are reading this, you have a purpose here. I have no time in explaining it to you; you have to figure it out for yourself!
An example, I see an innocent mouse getting attacked in a cage by an aggressive mouse. I took the initiative to take the aggressive mouse out of the cage and you know what happened? The innocent mouse was again, able to run free and relax. So as a favor to yourself, take that aggressive mouse out of your life and live in harmony. Life is too short for negativity. What are the things you always wanted to do, besides killing yourself?
Suicide does not exist anymore to you. It is only a word. Life begins today.
|29 Jun 2006||Brett||I love to hear all the folks out there say that suicide is "taking the easy way out". The easy way out huh, so I guess that means that life is nothing more than hell then you die with cancer, getting hit by a semi, or going to a fucking war where you kill innocents trying to defend their homes and country so some fucking bastards can make a lot of money. I've been playing the suicide game for nearly 17 years and haven't quite made it to home plate yet. But now I'm rounding third...
It's hard to explain why anyone would want to kill themselves. My reasons are varied. I was sexually molested as a child. That mother fucker made me do shit that I can't even write about. My mother hates me. I don't really know why. Maybe because I was so different than everyone else in the family. When I was a senior in high school, I asked my parents if they could help me with affording college. We weren't a poor family and I thought that maybe they could help me out financially. WRONG!! I did the only other thing I could think of... join the marine corps.
Believe it or not, the military actually helped me out. It's where I met the best friends that I have ever known. It was after the military that shit hit rock bottom. Eventually, I met my future wife (who, as it turns out now, will be my future ex-wife). When I came back home, all I wanted to do was go to school, graduate and get the fuck out of dodge. Unfortunately, where I had been deployed for so long on active duty, I needed the feeling of attachment. My wife fucked me up so badly I ended up working 6 days a week 12-14 hours a day just to keep up the money needed to satisfy her. Before we married, she said that we could move once we were on our feet. WRONG!! She never even considered it. She has been on 2 vacations without me in the past 2 years, the bahamas and myrtle beach. She has taken away my dreams and my life. Now she's taken away my boy.
I have a 7 month old son, Mason, who is by and far the only accomplishment in my life. However, I never get to see him. Maybe its better that way...
Listen folks, i'm 29 years old. I have no money, jobless, no car, and probably soon to be homeless. I have no friends whatsoever. My family doesn't really seem to give a fuck about anything. Everything I have done lately seems to just shit right in my face. Life isn't fare to many of us. But if you are young, i.e. teenagers, don't go and think that life should be over. You have a lot to live for. It's all about the decisions we make and whether or not to go through with them. My example is of the bad decisions that you can make. I left the place that hurt and then I came back and it still fucking hurts. The funny thing is that if you are anything like me, you probably never hurt anyone in your life. All you want is to be accepted. But first you have to accept yourself as the exception to normality in society. You are different than most. You feel things differently than most. Start from there and try to work things out.
As for me, I miss my son. I miss the way I used to feel. My life is at rock bottom. But I still have hope. I'm not a religious person but I have a feeling that life isn't over when we die. It just gets sort of recycled and then we start back over. Maybe I could come back as a bird and shit all over cheney's bald head. Yeah, that would be good.
p.s. If anyone is around stanford, ky in the next few weeks or so, check out my pic in the obit.
|28 Jun 2006||Pheebs||Most of you say how poeple love you, you'll hurt them if you go blah blah blag, and yeh it's all true , i've dished out that shit too, to my depressed best friend. But what happens when your the one already hurting everyone! If i go now, noone will hurt more than they have to. They'll mourn for a week or two and be okay, its not weather they love me or not, its for the greater good.|
|28 Jun 2006||paul||i am a boy and have suffering from advances from a man who offerd to give me accomodation because my parents have died.i do not want to become gay.but i do not have where to run to
i feel like dying.after all we are meanrt to die
there is no hope for me.life is pain
|28 Jun 2006||nuffin to do wiv u||ur all fuckin sick|
|27 Jun 2006||crimson_lenin||Today I had a revelation...
Suicide is the best AND worst way to die.
It's best, because It gives you the knowledge of how and when you die.
But it's worst, because everyone will blame your family (I dont know about the rest of you, but my family had little if any part of my future suicide.)
It's best because you can fantisize about it and think of every little detail. But it's worst because it would most likely hurt (not for long, but it will. Unless you use cocaine beforehand (or any other anesthetic like novacaine, a dummed down version of liquid cocaine) which would be a good idea.) But I just want to tell the truth...make up your own goddamn mind.
I'm atheist but in many religions, suicide is a sin. which I think is just stupid. Also, it's a felony in the U.S.A.(I don't know about anywhere else, but in the U.S.A., it is.)
which is just plain dumb.
What are they going to do to you when your brains have been splattered on the wall? Give you the death penalty? Jesus, and people call me stupid...
Well, that just about sums up my day...
Damn that sucks!