|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Oct 2006||ti||I'm 25 now, and let me tell you, life doesnt get any better. You still have to deal with assholes, pricks, and an entire social system full of ways to screw you over. If you think you have reached the bottom of the rope, think again, that thing drops down to the very bottom of hell.
I've wanted to kill myself since i was young, i still do, but im too much of a pussy to do it... i hope for the day i'm in the middle of some kind of robbery or something, so i can do something to get shot, hopfully in the head. Every time i walk across a street, i hope some drunk driver comes speeding around the corner and hits me.
I think the best way would be by train. Thats how i would... its guarenteed, instant, and doesnt take a whole lot of effort.
I've waited 10 years hoping this life will get better, but its just a downwards battle, and the deeper down you go, the harder it gets.
Maybe i'll get luckey and find some crazy asshole that wants to kill someone, and maybe we can make a deal.
|10 Oct 2006||CiCi||Like many of you on this site, I have too thought about suicide. About 5 years ago, I felt that I had nothing to live for. My father had just went to prison and me and my mother were staying in an apartment were she was struggling to pay all the bills. In school I was constantly picked at because of my looks and had no real friends because they too would pick at me. I absolutely hated life and everything about it. These feeling started to fade away when I got to high school and started getting attention from boys. But I found out that all most of them wanted was to use me for sex. Three years later and life is becoming what it use to be like. Whenever I feel suicidial, I just stop and think of the many things I can do in the future. I think of how my death would inpact my family and I wouldn't want to put all that stress on them and make their lives more miserable. I'm attending college next year and have decided to become a changed person. I don't have to live my life the way it use to be or think about it. I'm only 19 now, but I know for a fact that if you are under 13, then you need to live a little longer to find out if this is what you really want to do. Just think of the many people your death will impact. Good Luck|
|10 Oct 2006||bronny||am sorry but people siting there saying how stupid it is and daft will not help the matter..all il say is before you do anything just go away on your own and sit and think...people maybe having a really shit time, but think of it like this 2months or feeling down...or about 50-70years of your like gone? i know that some people have got really bad problems, but have you ever fort about going to a counciller or something? its worth a try they may not be able to help, but at least you dont have to be on your own...just a little help..|
|10 Oct 2006||The Bitter End||To the person who posted those, shall we say, "poems" on the 20th of September;
I want to cut my wrists,
I want to overdose,
I think to hang myself off the ceiling,
I am so depressed,
I''m in pain,
my blood runs from my veins,
I''m not loved,
I''m not really that bad,
that fades away,
What the fuck is that son?! Where's the syntax? Where's the imagery. Forget about the individual devices, you just skipped over the entire subsections of the English language.
And the double apostrophes? You're not abstract my friend. You're just bored.
|10 Oct 2006||tushe||stone statues are stone statues
they will not budge nor move
say and say and repeat and repel
but they will be rock hard
and a tight-ass to boot
do you think your silent cries
will appeal to that
do you think your helpless casts
will repeal the hapless
stone statues are stone statues
always in your way
but no sir hitting heads against.. is JUST too easy..
stone statues are stone statues
but there always a third way
a way around it..
and i recommend try it..
flex the muscles
tone the mindset
and skirt around the edges
and mayhap you hit the jackpot :)
|10 Oct 2006||CURIOUS||is this a SCAM ?
|10 Oct 2006||mady||no one loves me. no one even likes me. not my family or no one. i just want to die.|
|10 Oct 2006||you think you so fucking smart dont you bitch???
you think your website is anything more than a place to come and post up my hatred for you???
you stupid bitch.
|10 Oct 2006||Alex||Hi everyone!
I recently lost my job at a multinational company here in the UK. Since then I've ben struggling to find a job. The usual responses that I get is good qualifications but we decided to go withj others. Lately I've been having thoughts about ending my life as the torchure of being unemployed has hit for the second time in my life!! I am so embarassed to go out and see people, or ex-colleagues. I tried everything i came so close to get a job with Unilever but they chose the other person! I am really disappointed and frustrated with my life!
|10 Oct 2006||Levi||help me!!!|
|10 Oct 2006||Levi||man, life is way hard...the only thing stopping me is the fact that i might go to hell and live a torturous life for enternity...but sometimes i feel that maybe if do pull that trigger that i will be doing everyone a favor...my friends fernando and ice and louis and kevo are my friends but they dont see my potentials that i have in committing this act...and i dont want to hurt my friends and make them cry but my homelife is pushing me over the edge...it is so difficult...i sometimes just want to do this and make my parents feel so guilty for the way they have treated me...i just dont know...i really dont|
|09 Oct 2006||Kris||i am 18 years old an dim not sure what to do. im scared to kill myself but i came up with once its done its done and theres nothing you can to about it and that is fine for me i understand its a permenent situation so im really looking for a way to do it that will deff work and easy like shooting youself that would be perfect but i have no acess to a gun|
|09 Oct 2006||Emily||Hey..Yea I Will Admit Im Pretty popular Always Have A Football Player As My Boi..But My Dad Died n i Couldnt Take it I Have Cutt My Self 76 Times Sine August..Last Week I Did It 22 Times N 1 Nite..N Every1 Who Nos Think I Should Stop But Hey..I Did try Killin Myself N Dont..Im Not Say U Should Cutt but Hell i Still Do It..|
|09 Oct 2006||fukin tithead!||mouchette u fukin suck! my dad works with computers and i made him check out this site...there is no person behind this site...no mouchete ...NOBODY!!...its a link website...everytime someone leaves there msn addy or hotmail or whatever on here it sends them a message...have you noticed everyone gets exactly the same message...and everyone gets given exactly the same site with your name on it...everyone on this website...SHE DONT FUKIN EXIST!!!!|
|09 Oct 2006||Jacob||Hey'all. Me again. Sorry to hog all the space in this forum, but I thought i would share my recent experiences in the slightest chance that it may help someone.
When I first posted on this forum I was deep inside the whole suicidal manic depressive state and wrote to abuse someone who I thought was irresponsible about what he/she wrote. In my second post I tried to (more sensibly) explain in better detail what my point was, and not to send out the wrong message (as someone pointed out to me.)
I have since had a handful of people contact me, either to offer support, or to share their story with me. And to be honest, its made a massive difference to both me and them.
I was at the time of the first post taking sleeping pills (as i work at night & sleep in the day). I was warned by the pharmacist that the pills will make me depressed if I use them regularly.. I ignored him. But now I've stopped taking them & realise that those fucking things were only compounding my misery... & now I'm in better control of my feelings.
So i've been emailing a couple of people and it has occured to me that there are people worse off than me.. but they are also facinating people with a world of their own so different from mine, and still have a lot to offer this world.
I have been getting councelling for the first time in my life & to be honest although I like the councellor, it all just seems so obvious... & subsequently a bit pointless.. maybe I need to perservere. BUT, being able to offer my support to others has been the thing that has turned my own struggle around. Contacting someone anonymously over the internet and sharing your deepest most inner thoughts is definately a strange thing to do... but its safe. Some of us have no outlet for our thoughts & our grief. Kids may be too afraid to pick up the phone or talk with their parents.... and anonymous ear over the internet is a safe, anonymous & easily accessible option. I've tried the stupid chat rooms and they're so fast, competitive & stupid, its impossible to stop and really communicate with someone... but here.. there are lots of people, same as us, feeling lost, alone & with no-one to listen.
Well i can tell you from my experience, try it.... connect with someone from this forum, share your story, listen to theirs... you won't feel so alone.. it will make you realise we all suffer from time to time and if we can lean on eachothers shoulders we can make it through to the next great adventure.
Sounds a bit cliche.. but true... from my experience anyway...
|09 Oct 2006||emo_star||actually i just turned 18 and i hate my life. i hate everything- all i have ever thought about since the age of 6 is suicide. really!!! i dont think i have a bad life, i just dont want to live|
|09 Oct 2006||emo_star||i would go to the bathroom find my mum's razor and slit my wrists, cry a bit and then hack the life out of my wrists.|
|08 Oct 2006||jazzi||DNT KILL URSELF U IDIOTS U HAV A HOLE LIFE ON YA DIKHEADS MAN IM DEPRESSED MY BF DUMPED ME CUZ OF A SLUT OH WELL IL GET OVA IT IM 14 AN ILL LIV WITH IT DNT B DEPRESSED DW I CARE 4 YA MWAH XOXO BY THE WAY FUK U EX I HOPE U DIE AN GO FUK A DOG CUZ UVE PROBLY CHEATED ON ME 20 FUKIN TIMES U SUM OF A BITCH IM LIK 14 OH WELL GO FUK A DOG LUKKE!!!!!!|
|08 Oct 2006||Dan||Consuming 8 lbs. of Play-Dough and dying from the bowel obstruction.|
|08 Oct 2006||tushe||Do you think it might encourage people to kill themselves, or do you think it might keep suicidal people so busy reading that they will forget about actually committing the act?
those that are gone, are half way to heaven
a lover's goodbye, all that is left
those that want to go halfway between heaven and hell
a lover's kiss at the tip of the abyss
are they ready and willing to listen to the oracle of death?
will lives viccitudes pull them and call them
to live another day and eat another meal
prolong the tip of the spinning top to pindrop silence?
just waiting waiting waiting for a sign that there is bliss after all...
oh people!! you who are damned and dying in this living hell
look for the peace within and love that is yours to seek
prolong the day you live for another moment and minute
for the beauty that flowers amongst all this heinous mess
i too have been there and eaten the shit
and wept at my betrayal and stay of lover's kiss
i too have wept and longed for that kiss to tip me over..
yet here i am, mulling mulling and mulling
to all that is worth in gold
and the scales are heavier for the fight to stay
hang in there and look for the path to contentment
and in this orgy of chaos that is your unhappy gift
stay thy hand for the moments of peace that fall inbetween