|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Aug 2006||Sarah||Why has not one of you attempted suicide with a loaded gun ? It is bound to work. My mother killed herself when I was six years old, and my uncle (my moms brother) committeed suicide when I was fifteen, I am now seventeen and still greatly affected by their death. I cant stop you from hurting yourself, but im just asking you to think, think through every other option, over and over. It is never too late.
I am here to help. You can email me.
|27 Aug 2006||THEMAN||HEY , why the hell do u want to kill yourself under 13!?!? go play World of Warcraft & have some fun. u think if u killed yourself u'll get a better life; but NO! ull go to hell & live worst... & if you couldnt die , u'll have to go to the hospital & pay $$MONEY$$ to get healed. .. .
beleve me , have some fun & dont think about killing yourself ... ... ...
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|26 Aug 2006||dennis||"When a teen commits suicide, everyone is affected. Family members, friends, teammates, neighbors, and sometimes even those who didn't know the person well may experience feelings of grief, confusion, guilt - and the sense that if only they had done something differently, the suicide could have been prevented."
Thats what they say...
wat if u just dont have any1, huh? no friends or family or neighbour?
i guess then its no big problem, as the unwanted child is.
|26 Aug 2006||loren.g||Im thirteen and have suicidal thoughts practically
everyday. i think i have depression.
Alot of things have happened in my life and im always
thinking i dont deseve to live.
I once cut myself with a razor, and it felt really good.
but i didnt do it again. noone knows except the people reading this right now
Im glad that there are websites like this that people
like me can turn to and let it all out.
I will never actually talk about this but i will keep
typing on this website.
I know it will keep me going.
Keep me alive.
Because without something to aim for, i wouldnt
be here now.
|26 Aug 2006||steph||This is my story. Take it or leave it.
I tried to kill myself.I was gonna drink bleach. I knew it would be bloody painful but I knew it would be the last pain I would ever feel. Its said that it does a real number on your vital organs. And at the time I had no desire to live. I was gonna crawl under my bed drink it and feel myself scream violently as it hit my stomach.
But mom noticed my heavy depression and I was hospitalized and locked up for a couple of days.
I remember using some cherry blossom smelling shampoo, I loved, while I was hospitalized. But now that smell always reminds of that alwful place.
White rooms, people waking you up at 5 am, your still half asleep from the night of other patients screamin, and they're taking your blood sample harshly, you take a shower, and the rest of day mostly concerns you having to talk with strangers, other patients, in groups and about your problem your still not clear on.
Its been a while since then and now I see Therapists and doctors that treat me like a thing than more of person, it seems like. It much better just talkin to good friends and loved ones. But Now things seem better and I pretty much enjoy my life.
Why did I try to kill myself? I dont remember or either I dont know why.I have a good life, and people always told me I was creative, smart, unique and likeable. I love 60s music and animals. I'm pretty much a hippie chick. Sure, my parents got divorce when I was young and my highschool is full of assholes. But that never got to me. I think I was bored with my life, everday was pretty much get up, school, home. I did stuff like steal, and public harass people, make art, film places I'd go, watch endless amount of movies, smoke pot, chill and meet people a coffee shops. And started to think if there was much to life. I felt I'd pretty much got my kicks. What was next? Go to college, Get a good job, have a husband, kids, a fancy house filled with knick knacks and shit I dont need? sounds so planned out.
Perhaps I just wanted so badly to get away from some future I thought I'd have at the time. And maybe thats the only option I could think of in my confusion and depressing loss of my point of living.
I think I was scared of growing up. But you can hear me right now.
I never will. I'm just not scared anymore. I'm gonna have fun with life.
Fuck how life is said to be lived, the whole reason I wanted suicide was becuz life lost its interest to me. I was so wrong. I was terribley wrong to insult gods work as well. So I'm gonna make life interesting. And I've also decided for my career to be a pilot.
So whats the best way to kill yourself?
heh.... livin...livin like theres no tomorrow and lovin it.
|25 Aug 2006||nikki||i'm starting to feel suicidal again. i felt better for a long time because of my meds but now i dont think there working. all i want to do is die. im afraid to tell someone because i dont know if they would trust me anymore. i was going to tell my cousin today but i was too afraid to. so now i dont know what to do.|
|25 Aug 2006||miss kelli||sorry if this isnt the answer you would like, but i work in the youth dept at my church and God has given me an extra special dose of something. i dono what it is...but I'm glad he gave it to me. Its a dose of connecting with kids and letting them know they are loved, by God yes, but by me too! Not just "oh im a sunday school teacher and I love you". its more than that. This may seem egotistical...but try me! You will love being loved by me. i will help you thru hard times and fun times, sad times and scary times...everything!!! I am currently loving on a group of kids who just burried one of their best friends after he hung himself one week ago today. i LOVE teenagers with a passion that I know God has given me. And not a love you if your good enuf for me to love...but love you cuz you are YOU!!! Look at it like this...guns are expensive - I am free :) Guns are cold - I have a warm heart :) Guns are heavy to hold - I will help you lift your burden :) Guns are black - i will show you Light :) Let me love you.|
|24 Aug 2006||trisha||hey people,im trisha and im fifteen.u used to want to kill myself when i was ten twelve and thirteen.But now i am a stronger person.you guys dont need a site like these.have some self respect.When i was nine my dad and my uncle rapped me.i never told a soul and im telling you now so you know that you are not alone.look at this page.the majoriy of people writing in here are doing this to help you.i know the last thing you want to hear is that things are gonna get better and that one day youll look back on this and laugh so im not gonna tell you it.when i was fourteen i moved in with my boyfriend ...my mum didnt give a shit she was happy to see me go and my dad fucked off a year after he raped me.im now motnhs pregnant with twins and im happy.i never thought i cud feel this way in a million years but i am.im not gonna make out like i now have the perfect life...because i dont ...and i still have bad times...i do anything possible to hide the scars on my wrists.you need to know that the people that have made you feel his way dnt deserve you.you dont need em.fuk em.why give them the pleasure of you commitin suicde.you need to prove them wrong.you need to show them that you are a srong person even if you dont feel like one.this lifes a bitch but u gotta be its pimp.the world aint all smiles..infact most of the world is darn right depressin...but you have so much to live for.you have your whole life infront of you.you can move away and start a new life.put all the bad memories behind you.you dont wanna hear the scientific facts and u dnt need to hear the wankers that come on here egging you on.they dont know you.you are your own person and you control you.you have to be strong.look at me.im just an ordinary girl.a fifteen year old girl.when i walk down the street im proud to be here.im proud to be breathing.im proud of myself when people call me stupid for bein pregnant.at leats im here im living i made it threw all that shit.i couldnt give a shit about who wants to bring me down.i dont need them.and neither do you.this website is pathetic.i mean the maker basically says it himself.he says i have very litle experience in this subject.then why bother man.they say that before you die your whole life flashes infront of your eyes.i dnt no about you but im gonna make mine worth watching.im not gonna look back in thirty years and wonder what ive done with my life...and neither are you.your gonna fight and ur gonna be strong because thats what you are.no matter how many people tell you your not.i used to think that death has gotta be betta then what im feeling now.but how selfish is that.there are people far worse than me.and i wanna help them.so what am i doing now.we havent even lived yet.you all have your whole life infront of you.and u wanna throw it away at the begining.its hard yeh and im not sayin that frm now on its gonna be easy coz it aint but is worth it in the end.theres a whole world out there and u gotta see it.go on be strong.hold ya head up high and ull get threw.grit your teeth when the hard times come.cry your heart out when your upset.and blok ur ears when people give u shit.your worth more than this.more than them and u are one hundred percent worth more than this shity pathetic website.im here and so are millions of other people.email me im always here for you.xxxxxxxxxx|
|24 Aug 2006||WOULDNT YOULIKE TOKNOW||YOU ARE SO FUCKED UP FOR EVEN THINKING OF A FUCKING PLAY KIT FOR SUICIDE GO JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE DOUCHEBAG THIS IS LAMME AND FOR EVEN MAKING A WEB SITE LIKE THIS AND WASTING YOUR TIME ITS SAD GO EAT SUBWAY FUCKER!$@#%^$@y%$#@%##%|
|24 Aug 2006||tay||i would think that a shot to the head would leave another past dead. so either that, poping pills or sliting your wrist|
|24 Aug 2006||shakaree||I think that maybe some of us need to stop thinking so much, maybe go get some work. Take a walk....Just think about more positive things....
Remember positive people do get powerful results....I am not over my thoughts to destroy myself but I'm working on it.....Also, if you think you are beaten you are - if you think you dare not, you don't. Success begins with your own will - It's all in your state of mind....
All of you thinking terminating yourself...Please think again, the average life expectency is probably 70...Tell yourself today you are going to make better decision...Above all forgive yourself even if others don't....We all have to make mistakes unfortunately that's how we learn. TAKE CARE
|24 Aug 2006||ree||Wow, It is really sad to know that there are many people hurting....I came to site by accident - not to say that I havn't wanted to take myself off the planet a few times.
I can only say that it you hold on for one more day things just might go your way.....Also, if a bad thought comes up, don't think it - It's called mind discipline....From the looks of it, very few of us have it...Including myself....Let's all look in the mirror and try to find one thing good about ourselves - CAN WE?
|23 Aug 2006||Joshua Tate||Suicide is somethign i have been thinking about since my girlfreinds suicide on 5th of june 2006 i mis her so much i loved her and i made the mistake of telling her i needed time for school and that was it she told me she would wait for it and the next day i come home from school to be told she had commited suicide i had a hard time after that i can bearly live with my self i have moved to canberra and i find it hard to go to sleep at night iv now left school and i have now taken on full time work so i can oand walk the kokoda track in PNG its the only goal i have its the last thing i have planed i hope i can get over my pain and i hope htat i can one day forgive my self for letting her take her pain to that extreme why did she think i wouldnt be there for her whhy did she want ta CLEAN BREAK :'( WHEN THIS GETS ANSWERED YOU WILL NO THE BEST WAY TO DIE IS TO MOVE AWAY FORM THE PROBLEM NOT SUICIDE BUT IN FACT MOVING ITS THE SAME AS DIEING BUT YOUR NOT DEAD THE PPL AROUND YOU WILL NOT SEE OR SPEAK TO YOU ANYMORE. i do not have a problem with the ppol around i have a deeper problem my problem is the only person i could ever live with could ever speakto and the only one who has ever understood and put up with me LEFT ME and i feel SO MUCH PAIN AND GUILT I HATE MY SELF|
|23 Aug 2006||paki hater||take some high explosives and fix them to ur belt and run into a mosque while those paki bastards are praying and detonate|
|23 Aug 2006||Who Knows?||who knows what the 'best' way to kill yourself is? to me it would nice and peaceful like slipping away in your sleep.
i don't think that suicide is right or wrong. i think that if your ment to do it then you'll do it. maybe you've learnt everything that your supposed to learn in this life or whatever. maybe you killing yourself is just another lesson for you and/or anyone around you.
i myself am not really afraid of death...it doesn't really worry me. i figure it can't be any worse than this crappy world with people that are just so stupid. whatever happens happens for a reason. even if that reason makes you so mad that you want to end it all....maybe thats why whatever happened happened....was to make you end it. but who really knows? life is what you make it...sort of. it may get better or it may not. maybe you can try and hold on and find out. but then again i have to wonder at that. i mean the adults that are in my life are still facing problems so does it reallt ever get any better? thats why i see death as something that will be better than the shit on this earth. i actually can't wait! although sadly i don't think i could go through with suicide...i'm not so sure that i am ment to do it. but all i know is that we're all here for a reason and i intend to find out what the hell that reason is so that i don't have to come back and relive it or whatever
haha wow what a whooole bunch of crapola i just said.
|22 Aug 2006||Please visit my website for support groups an help on your problems guys, theres mental health groups on there an a help group for people wanting to die
|21 Aug 2006||XxHeartbrokenxSoulxSuicidalxIsxMyxWayxX||Ok well,i have been thinking about Suicide and i noticed...from it IT'S THE WRONG WAY TO GO! Just because someone dies,your depressed,lonely,sad,you dont think you'd find your true love,theres no meaning to life,you dont deserve to live,whats the point? You Will Find true love,there is a meaning to life,and someone will always love you Friends/Family...what about your friends and family? They love you and they care for you if you go suicide they'll be heartbroken,crying,angry and might do the same..would you want that? One day if you went suicide..well you gave up something special..your life,for no good reason!!! ALL YOUR FUCKING REASONS!! are not the reason to do this "Suicide Thing" i noticed and i stop one night i got my Kantana "Was A Real One" and was about to stab it through my heart but i thought for a second...and i stopped I HAD a meaning..and i noticed someone does love me..my lover...my family..my friends..and everything will change...nothing stays forever..BUT YOU NEED TO! i mean sure we will die someday but suicide is a sin...never do that be true to yourself and just stop all this madness b4 you do die or else someone else will do the same cause of your stupidity..i cry because of this..LISTEN TO WHAT I SAID EVERY KID!! Hey im only 12 and i already do give great advise..contact me on www.myspace.com/xthoughtlessgalx or AIM=xThoughtlessGalx or MSNemail@example.com..please listen to what i said! Bye for now ~~Amy~~|
|21 Aug 2006||Spag||It is our conscious self that feels.
It is our conscious self that perceives.
It is or conscious self that recognises.
And if I am nothing but my own conscience then I can determine what I feel, perceive and recognise.
I walk between you all - and I cannot but wonder if you arent figments of my imagination.
I look at your faces and cannot but wonder if you will disappear once you are behind me.
I turn around and see that you are still there but, alas, is that not what I would have wanted to see.
You hurt me with no prompt.
You reject me without want.
You cut me without invitation.
I hate you and I love you.
I cry for those with nothing.
I want to crush you into nothing.
I never did do anything to you, and I probably never will.
I try not to wish that you will burn in your self-made acid.
The truth is. You already are.
You know what I have become. You avoid me in the corridors.
You fear me as I feared you.
You fear me for the power I now yield and the greatness I now bear and that I can squash you. Obliterate you.
I feared you because you would demean me, burn my self-esteem to ashes, mock me and hurt me to the point that I wanted to sleep, sleep, sleep.
I am CONSCIENCE. You are STILLNESS.
I feel, perceive and recognise you no longer.
The best way to commit suicide when youre under thirteen is to grow up.
|21 Aug 2006||Savannah||Some of you people need to chill out. It is NOT a crime to discuss suicide, if people don't discuss it, how can anyone stop it? One of my closest friends killed himself, and I miss him each and every day, but I understand why he did it, and if I had known I would have tried to stop him, but either way it was his decision to do so, not anyone else's. If someone wants to die, there is NOTHING anyone can really do to stop them, if they are determined enough. So to all you lame asses saying that you're gonna shut this site down, you need to mind your own business. Nobody is MAKING you come to this site, and it is people like you who try and control everybody else and get in their business that makes a lot of people want to kill themselves in the first place! People like you are the worst human beings alive, if you hate something or do not agree with it, then you MUST be right and you just HAVE to have things YOUR way, no matter what others want. If people didn't want this site, THEY WOULDN'T BE HERE!! So leave it alone, mind your OWN business, and maybe work on your own issues as to why you are so childish, immature, greedy, and selfish that you have to have YOUR way all the time, and how you are the only person whose opinions matter. None of this affects you, so go away.
And the best way to kill yourself is to steal something or do something bad, have the cops chase you, and then pull out a wallet or some type of BB handgun o they will HAVE to shoot you! And the best part is that you aren't REALLY killing yourself, someone else is doing it FOR you! Just make sure to make them kill you, you do NOT want to sit in jail, being dead is MUCH better than jail. Or you could just take pills, but make sure to space them out so you don't throw them all back up, take 2-3 every 10-15 mins until you start feeling it, then take a whole bunch and you'll most likely pass out and die in your sleep. Good times!
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