|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|20 Nov 2006||ashley||ive tryed to kill myself quit a number of times now,and guess wat it didnt wrk. i am now 16 when i was 12 it was the worst time of my life i couldnt stand living in this shit world.when i was 12 i was rapped and sexual harrazd by my uncel and later on my parents got a divorce it was hard for me but the worst just started i lived with my mom she didnt give a shit bout me i went out wit friends smoke cigerettes,drank,smoke pot,and all tht shit. i was abused my my mother and she tryed to kill me more then once, once she bleeched my food and i ended up in the hospital for weeks,then she ran me over with a car except she acuallty hits me more then once, i hated my mother later she beat me and kicked me out of the house. i went to go live wit my uncel tht raped me i had no chocie, my dad left when i was 7, i never saw him since. the last thing he said to me was forget bout me ull hav more to face, and he was right i had alot my shit comin my way... at 13 i moved out of my uncels and moved in the with guy i fell in love wit, he cared too much i though i would never lose him,until i found out he cheated on me tht mintue i found out i was crush i took my stuff and left i lived on the streets for a couple of days, then one night a cop found me and took me to an orphanig, and after a year or 2 i went back wit my bitchy mom , she didnt change, i never talked to her i was always out cuz i couldnt stand seein her. i came home one day and she was just too mad i went to my room and cut like crazy next thing i woke up in a closet my mom locked me in ther wit nothin but a towel for my wrists i guess, and food on a plant i could tell she put summin in it so i left it i didnt knw wat time it was so i guess i was in there for a 2 or 3 days. when i finally got out i ran away when to my grama's in another town when i went there i finally saw my dad i was cryin on the ground, from tht point i lived wit them my mom still doesnt knw where i am and i dont thnk she even cares, ive gone through all the pain and the tears but i bet theres more comin, im just so happy to be there and those times i tryed to kill my self i happy the turned out the way they did, but it wasnt the end later on my dad got violent, he beat me i was in the car with him arguing and the last thing i said was now its my trun to leave.... and tht was tht i live live with my bf now and happy as can be i just hope it doesnt get to the point where i snap but suicide isint the best way to go so dont try and do it, it just leads u into more shit. try and fight it, xoxo|
|20 Nov 2006||Stef||the best way to commit suicide when you are under 13...gass, definitely easy. or overdose of sleeping pills. but don't try it...unless you have a deadly disease bound to take you down slowly. there's no glory in suicide, just as there is no glory in dying of cancer...|
|19 Nov 2006||Katie||Honey There is no best way to kill your self. I am a surviver of a sucide victim. You should talk to somebody. If you want to talk to me you are more than welcome to. JUST PLEASE DO NOT HURT YOURSELF|
|19 Nov 2006||joe||I hate this world, it is just not fair. How are we going to compete with others when your rich parents set you up for life? If my father is George Bush senior I am sure my life will not be as miserable as I am now. I want to prove myself to the world and trying not to fall into the traps of the world. In the beginning, I just look at other's happiness and pretend they will also be my own one day. Time flows, i never thought my hand could get so cold, so is my love for life and the world.
I want to see the world, yet I am hidding in the corner, just want to be along. My questions will never be solved... it is just not fair. Your riches parents sets you up for life, I only have one parent and she is not rich.
I think about a lot, if I want to break free, I have to try twice as hard, try to work, try to study, try to keep a relation, try to love, try to be sad, try to be happy... twice as hard. Three times as hard, four times as hard, even if I succed, it will not mean I will be better than you, but I have to work harder.
sometimes I think about people who are less fortunate than me, people who are getting killed in middle east, people who are starving in african. I find their soul resonate with mine. We don't have the perception of yellow, green, blue, red.. but we can only see the world as black and grey. Our hope will not last forever, but one day it will die like our body. It's not fair.
I hate this world, the only freedom I have is the freedom to kill myself. I wish time pass faster.
I wish you to know, we want to die not because we don't have the fighting spirit, not because we are weak, not because we are crazy. It is because of family, friends, the world took away our freedom to be who we are. I am tired of running a foot race against your father's fancy sports cars, I am tired of fighting a fist fight when you holding your mother's gun. fuck all of you, I am tired of life, tired of you.
|17 Nov 2006||the ugly duckling||well fuck me.
just fuck me.
my life is shit.
my dad calls me a fat slab of cow.
boys at my school laugh at me.
girls start fights with me.
i am ugly.
i am depressed.
i want to die.
life is such a fairy tale croc of shit.
|16 Nov 2006||Amy||I've been sending emails to people who have posted here that they are going to kill themselves. No one has replied. It breaks my heart to come to the realization that they might have actually killed themselves. I understand that sometimes it's hard to even think about living another day, but you need to hang on. You just need to. I've gone thru this site front to back. I wonder how many people who posted are now no longer with us? Oh god, kids don't do it.
If you feel alone and need someone to talk to I am more than willing to help. Or talk to someone else. Just don't quit. Please.
Leo, I hope you didn't pull the trigger.
I wish I could talk to each and every one of you, one on one and try my best to convince you not to give up.
Try getting help before you make any rash decisions.
I hope you all get thru these tough times.
|16 Nov 2006||Chrismas Jones||Okay. I have to be really carefull in the way I word this.( I want it to sound perfect ) ..but acualy, I don't even know what i'm writing. mouchette, your a fucking mystery. but simply i am atracted to this place... This website is NOT normal.(infact theres no other website that even compares to the things you find here.) the reason this website gets so many hits is because it is one of the first results you get on google, the worlds main search engine, for "suicide." this made the suicide kit the bigest peice of the huge puzzle witch is mouchette.org. Also something i just wanted to add is how god damn hard it is to get into the section for your favorite posts, theres things from many months ago still on the front page.
I, myself have even had a couple in the favorites section, one of them is still on the front page is you scroll down enough. Yes, i used to be a frequint poster on this site,(seems nerdy huh?) but i never was put under the famous persons section, since i think you no longer update. i have been ecnolegedy by your mouchette, though, whitch is an honor. Mouchette i think after awhile you'll figure out who i am. But i must say i signed off, and i might never be here again but i felt the urge to make a late but final mark mouchette. I hope we meet some day. <3
p.s. Dear old readers, If you think you know who i am, (an x mouchette'r) look up my old posts and send me an email. I'd like to see what you people think. And i also would love ot get hate mail on how much you hate me! :D
A once spooky poster.
(Okay that was a big hint xD shit.)
|16 Nov 2006||......||suicide is selfish. plain as that. some of you may know that already, but don't care. so fine. be that way. but some of you maybe never thought of it that way. well here you go.
think about it.
|16 Nov 2006||no-one cares.||my life is shit, i suck in school and have been on and out of court for the last 2 years and social services are coming to my house this after noon and the might take me from my parents i cant deal with all that is happing and happend i need some tips on how i should do this tonight.|
|15 Nov 2006||hoplessness.
that is what i have observed from your writings.
felicia actually thinks she has hope. you should tell her she is terribly mistaken. she is engaged now. i dont know. now that she has someone in life maybe she wont kill herself after all. hope it lasts.
|15 Nov 2006||For_Ur_Pleeesure||this sites prety brutal lol.
anyway..i dunno wut the best way is to kill urself...um...i guess u can tie urself to a ceiling fan or something..but that probaly wouldnt be strong enough...i have no clue..i suck at suicide cuz i've never tried it.
|15 Nov 2006||G.O.D.||go for it man the world hates you
|15 Nov 2006||Kait||I want to hold each and every one of you and make all of your pain go away. I know this sounds really dumb, but you're life will get better. Here's the only catch, you musn't dwell in your own self-pity forever. I was abused from the age 5-about 13. I no longer live with my father and it took me 2 years to stop thinking "my life's horrible". I stepped out of my self-pity and began to live again. My life has since changed so drastically and I'm finally happy again. I know that right now it feels like you have no choice, but you do. You can escape your pain and your hurt and even your guilt. I promise, we can do this together. If you want to talk to someone who knows how you feel and will HONESTLY help you, please email me. I won't tell you to kill yourself or do drugs or drink your issues away. I will tell you how to live again and try to help you. When life begins to crumble around you, I will help you pick up the peices.
I've been where you are. Trust me and let me help you! Email me and I will listen. firstname.lastname@example.org
|15 Nov 2006||christehh||UMM..yeahh..imm 12 && imm retardedd :D well not mentally..I JUST CALL MYSELF A RETARD. =] so the best way to kill yourself depends on the situation..0.0. for example, if u have insurance and your parents dont care about you, your best bet is to ask someone who is as depressed as you to kill each other =D , your parents get the money and you die and you help someone else die..doesnt get much fucking better than that. BUT, if money isnt a problem, you just cut your wrist .. i tried that once.. and i took morphine before i did it and i saw the actual vien thingyy but i got FUCKING CAUGHT BY MY FCKING MAID..so i dropped the knife..BUT THE BEST WAY IS TO TAKE ALOT OF SLEEPING PILLS(FALL INTO DEEP SLEEP)BUT U FIRST BUILD A FIRE AND THEN YOU FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO THE FIRE. SECOND WAY IS TO JUMP OUT THE WINDOW CUZ NOBODY CAN STOP YOU AND YOU DONT FEEL MUCH PAIN CUZ URE DEAD BEFORE YOU KNOW IT. =) STAY SWEET PEOPLE.|
|14 Nov 2006||Anonymous||I am a failure. I have missed so many days of school that i lost count. It's not like i was skipping or anything, i was REALLY sick. I almost died( ironic huh). I hate that i lived because now i have to face all the homework i missed and my grades have rapidly plummeted. Family life isnt that good either and and my family keeps reminding me about bad things that have happened to them and think that they're making me fell better. What they don't know is that it only make me want to kill my self even more due to my fear that it might happen to me. I recently went to the doctor and lied when i told her that i never tried to commit suicide. I actually tried to tiwce but did not succeed. I thin k i will feel this way for as long as i live and it saddens me even more. I know i'm supposed to tell oyu how to kill yourself if your under 19 and i'm not even 13 im 15 but i guess if you're under 13 i guess you could overdose so yeah that's the best i could come up with, i know it's lame but if you're dead it worked.|
|14 Nov 2006||a pic of an ass in my inbox.||dont kill yourself over some spam kids. it isnt worth it. it is just a pic of an ass in your inbox. mouchette wont quit sending it to people when they post here.
according to what felicia said everyone that comes here is getting thier inboxes filled with spam.
so i wont put my email addie down.
dont kill yourself over some spam kids. it isnt worth it.
|14 Nov 2006||BillyBoBJoE||you shouldn't. that's all i have to say.|
|14 Nov 2006||bob||u guys r all freaking retardid|
|13 Nov 2006||Felicia the Great||Dear To Whom It May Concern,
There has been a spammer identified as email@example.com, or firstname.lastname@example.org It is a malicious email that must be blocked in your account. Do not, I repeat, do not answer any of its emails or open any of its attachments.
Please forward the email to email@example.com or firstname.lastname@example.org
Sailor_kg6hdw_mercury@yahoo.com has no part in sending spam email to you. This is my personal email I had since
Felicia The Great
10:59 pm Pacific time
|13 Nov 2006||Angel of Death!!||Listen dude! if u want everyone to remember u after ur gone the do one thing- Call all ur loved one's to ur house, make them stand opposite u then pour kerosine over urself, sit on a chair look directly at them all, then start smiling this really physco smile with all the evil in you and then torch urself! then it's just a matter of time till u burn up. And they'll remember u alrite fr the rest of thier klives and beyond.
ps- it would be better if u could keep ur smile while ur burning!!