|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Nov 2006||Ashley||I have found that killing yourself is not the way out. I work at a hospital and I see many of you under 13 come in trying to overdose, or shoot yourself and were unsuccessful. Then you become a vegetable the rest of your life in constant pain and or on a ventilator having to wear a diaper because your brain is partially dead.
There is hope.
I know a man named Jesus that takes all the bad away when you realized that he loved you enough to die for you.
Pray to God. He will give you answers. He will give you peace on the inside.
My dad molested me and my mom beat me up every day and because of what Jesus did for my life and the relation I have with him, I am now a nurse and have a family of my own and I am happy.
It is possible.
Dont give up.
Call on Jesus.
|05 Nov 2006||emily dendy||Im 14 now and ive tried soooooo many times and it never works. I started when i was 11 cos i had been diaognosed with and illness that i would be stuck with for the rest of my fucking life, and that i cant have any kids!! it sucks. at first i hung myself, i surved (obviosly) next i cut my rists, ive the got the scares to prove it. ive tried and failed but ive learnt over the years that theres no point in tryin, yer waistin time, if i really wanted to go then i wood but theres just one part of me that still wants to live.
ive tried 5 times and i want to forget everytmie ive dun it.
|04 Nov 2006||Life Sucks :(||Im 11 and Ive been thinking about suicide cuz my parents are divorced and my dad drinks and smokes..he also got drunk one time when i was at his house. i cut my knuckles and also cut Xs on legs. My mom doesnt know i do it and life really seems to suck|
|04 Nov 2006||Emily|| I fell in love with a highschool boyfriend "Joe" at 14 as a freshman and he was a senior at 17 and hes put me through cheating with stripper/hookers, horrible fighting (physically towards the end), and mind games up the ass. To tell you the truth though the good times were great that's why I considered him my best friend and first love. We purchased a 4 bedroom 3 bath earlier in March before our birthdays in September my 18th and his 21st birthday. But moving there isolated us and he became an alchoholic. The beatings got worse and one day i decided to leave August 3rd, a month went by and I got a new boyfriend "sean" who seemed very supportive and the nicest guy. On September 6th Joe asked me to come over to hang out and watch movies, that is what we did until he hung himself in front of me while i tried to stop it. Being a bigger guy I couldn't stop it physically, I called the police as soon as i knew what he was doing, I pleaded him to stop and he said nothing to me at all, after he started to turn purple I ran outside and screamed for nieghbors and no one helped (if someone is pleading for help please rush, hysterical crying people aren't crazy, the quiet ones are :) . I am a very strong person and I don't think seeing him hanging there is what is killing me most, I think that what he wanted me to see (his suicide) and that my best friend is gone now is the problem. The next month I tried getting better but now I'm think I'm just suicidal and alone. Especially after "sean" is leaving me (utterly alone) and I have to move just after settling down again. I can't take this pain, I try talking to people & my mother just yells at me and tells me "sean's what i need" and I tried Sean but he thinks I'm nuts and he's never been through alot so I don't expect much. ~~~~~Anyways my point is I waited a hell of a long time already through the most displeasent times to find that I still have nothing, but see I have nothing now, maybe tomorrow will be different & I have a beautiful house again or even a new friend. See that's the difference if we commit suicide we will never know, taste, feel, see, experience things we may not know are coming towards us. I say wait, wait till you turn 14 or even 17 each year brings new shit & hey maybe you'll get lucky and it will be good shit :p
Write me if interested in anything... I have no life <3
|04 Nov 2006||Fitzo||Can i ask how people who think this site is so disgusting actually found this site in the 1st place?|
|04 Nov 2006||Amy||This is to Chris,
I understand what your talking about...especially about the whole college thing and not having anyone to talk to or trust. It really is hard. Sometimes I find myself wishing I could just sleep forever.
For what it's worth Chris, I care.
|04 Nov 2006||Boo||The only reason I didn't kill myself was because you just come back and have to live in this miserable world again. This world is fucked up and I don't blame people who want to kill themselves. I just want it to be painless because I hate pain.|
|03 Nov 2006||sarah||you guys are sick. no one here knows the value of life. does anyone know that many people are struggling to live right now? And here, u people are boasting about how many times u tried to kill yourself. And anyway, what real troubles have u went through anyway? NO one here is starving or sickly. Compared to the pain those poor people on the streets are going through, u guys are like flies, but i'm not saying your problems don't matter. I just want you to remember that god put u on this earth for a reason. He gave u one chance only. so don't ruin that chance by just killing yourself. do something with your life. make yourself fell validated. be thankful that your her today. Remember, every man on this earth has a problem but it takes true courage to face it.|
|03 Nov 2006||EmMa||hi im emma (age 13) i cant take it any more pleaz help every 1 hates me i have no friens when i come home from sleepin all day at skool where every one teases e for bein different and willin 2 speak up i get straight on da pc or i go do drugs and shyt i hate it i dont give a flyin FUCK about life noone will go out wit i asked 1 guy out and he almost fuckin peed his pants 4 laughin god I WANT TO FUCKIN DIE (AND I HATE GOD DAMN THERIPISTS) HELP MEEEEEEE T__T email me wit help pleazzzzz and no god damn docters pleazzzzz (firstname.lastname@example.org) ps im fuckin adicted wit myspace >_< damn it my life suxxxxxxxx|
|03 Nov 2006||k8y||dont do it find someone who loves you for me it was my frends coz my parents dont give a fuck and think i do drugs but hay just live life to the full!!!!|
|03 Nov 2006||kate||my name is kate and im a 14 yr old aussie... just dnt do it ppl life is worth living ive lernt that the hard way after waking up after taking 3 panadol with 1/2 a bottle of voka ive lernt just get some frends who love you and who dont judge tou and who just take you for who you are live life to the full its the only way to go wven if you fell like shit theres always something to keep you going ... my somthing was a guy called called eric he was always there no matter wat ppl sed... even after i got kickd off skool camp for drinking and after evry1 thort i was on cocain he was there ... always just there no matter wat|
|03 Nov 2006||tell me your name||slow down there. you dont need to kill yourself. sure you have problems. and if you just killyourself you will only be starting a chain reaction of problems. you will actually make the situation worse. i mean just think about this for a second. do you think that anyone wants to put up with the bullshit in the world. do you think that you are alone and that you are the only one that wants to kill themselves. HELL MUTHA FUCKIN NAW! i for one would love for me to just have nothing to do with this shit hole called earth. and just about everyone else wants to to. but we dont do it. some times you just need a good laugh. here is a link to a real funny song. just try it out. maybe you will luagh and feel better.
TURN YOUR VOLUME ON to hear the beautiful song The Rose
or you can copy and paste the link in your address bar and press enter.
|02 Nov 2006||Shlomo Hermivits||Please, consider the following, im am a jew, i know the trouble, God, yes your thinking this bull shit, but God loves you, i tell you this because i also consider 'it' love, get love, stay loved, tell you parents to lay off, tell them, scream if you want, what ever you do. Dont pull the trigger, of kick the chair underneath you, you'll find out and thank your self later, when you have a husband, or wife. Love life and it will love you. Please, dont be a martyr for this "world" remembers if you kill yourself, you the shit of the world, over come it. You are better then them. Tell them that, AND ARE YOU ADVERTISING THIS "What is a suicide kit" if you are, I HOPE you will consider that G-d HATes you, and when you die you WILL SEE, the creator, you sick fuck,|
|02 Nov 2006||kristen||to all of those who sent me harsh emails;;
thanks for your opinions but net time dont give them where there not asked for.k?
i AM open-minded && i want to help you guys !!
i have had problems myself ...
&& i know what it feels like to just want to give up ...
&& like you have nothing to live for ...
but for me;;
those moments && experiences taught me life lessons i needed to learn && made me who i am;;
just talk to me ...
i can help you ..
well i want make promises but ill help you the best i can !!
ill promise that;
|02 Nov 2006||Desperate Anonymos Girl||I'm 13 and I just don't noe I want suggestions myself I've tried making my life happy I tried asking out ppl I tried so many things I worked hard and not to brag but I'm really smart but I can't stand it it's always my fault my parents don't make it any better I lost my best friend for nothing I can't deal with now what started out as trying to make myself happy has turned into preocupying myself so I don't think of these things now everything turns into slow plotting a slow daeth I can't go on It's really hard and as for heaven and hell I don't believe I gave up a long time ago I haven'thad hope in a real long time no guys like me anymore and I do my best not to show my low self esteem and as for cutting myself yea I used to that then I realized thats pointless drugs too though I'm still for drinking I wannna die Help
comments answers suggestions anything
my s/n is seenfromamirror
I've tried everything It's not working
|02 Nov 2006||painful_deseption||IM 16 have tried 3 seperate time i have tried it all and nothing works first i tried hanging myself but mom walked in.second time i slit my wrists but i unforchantally missed the viens and all i got was stitches my most recent attempt was shooting my self but dad found out and took my rifle away.|
|01 Nov 2006||Katie||I am 18 yrs old and like most of the people here want to die. my life lately has been one blow after another. i feel like i have no friends and nothing to live for. i have never really tried suicide before. the thing i am most afraid of is whats next if i only knew i would end it all. so here i sit on my bed crying my eyes out because i just dont know what to do. i have so many people in my family but i feel like no one cares to relize whats happening. i am failing at college, i cant get a boyfriend because im fat and disgusting and i just dont want to live like this anymore.in high school i was at the top of all my classes and now college is so hard on me i just dont know what to do with my life. i finally realized that all my "friends" are the fakest peole i ever met and i hate everyone of them. so yeah u all say to find someone u trust to talk about these things well guess what i dont have anyone that i trust. so i keep it all to myself and it just builds and builds until lately its become to much for me to handle. so please i just want someone who doesnt know me and cant jusdge my to help! because i have probably told my mom 100 times that i need to talk to a therapist but she doesnt take me seriously. i know this would devistate her if she knew i felt this way but how can i help that i feel my life isnt worth living anymore? i just had to get this off my chest and it feels good to know that someone knows how i feel even if i dont know u!|
|01 Nov 2006||Colette||Okay... so ive made a posting before but i still have more things that i want to say... Yesterday i tried t kill myself again. I climbed to the roof of a tall building. I swung my legs over the side... But there were people down there... So i thought, what if i fall on one of then and fall them dead? Or what if i die in front of them and they get so down that they kill themselves as well... So i couldnt. But i am going to do it. I do want to fucking die!!! Just in a different way that doesnt impact other people so badly. Maybe i will get rattex or something like that. I dont know. Just know i am going to fucking do it becoz i am truely and totally worthless|
|31 Oct 2006||THREE TIMES IS A CHARM.||sometimes singing a song helps. not a gay song like something david bowie wrote. write your own song. like here is one i wrote.
murda murda murda
murda murda murda
i want to murda murda
murda murda murda your punk ass.
and then it just starts over. it isnt real positive. but it does make me feel better sometimes.
NOTE: this song is meant to be sung in a comedic fashion.
if you just want a real person to talk to call me. 928-910-3621 or email me at email@example.com
|30 Oct 2006||Brooke||Hey well im writin again i really want to help all of you the best i can!! well my new email adress is firstname.lastname@example.org so email me and i will help you!! i love you all and i am praying for you!! -brooke|