|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|11 Nov 2006||Rae||Hey Wats up. i'ts Rae... again. How are you doing? Still trying to kill yourself or have you given up on that? I'm pretty sure your not 13 any more. Thank you for the nifty websites you made fro me. they were quite funny. You obviously have a creative side. Why not use it? Your really good with computers I mean come on you have your own website. I stopped trying to kill myself for now. I'm a model and an actress and in that kind of business you need to stay alive. I wish I could meet you in person. Maybe I could help you. To all others that are commenting of this page and need help just come to me. I have a myspace and i'm pretty sure everybody has heard of myspace. it's www.myspace.com/raeandhearts
it's pretty cool. and i always check it so you can talk to me if you need to.
There is a reason we are all alive and i realize that now. I never really understood how important my life was until i almost lost it. dont make my mistake. stick through it. i mean if i hadent my dream wouldn't be comming true right now would it? watch for me in magzines and tv and movies. and i'm here to help.
|11 Nov 2006||Beatriz||Okay,
My name is Beatriz.
I let so many things affect me.
These are just a couple of the things that are wrong with my life...
1. When I was born, my father was off getting drunk.
2. My father tried to kill my Mother twice.
3. My Father has hit and abused my mother in front of me when i was young. He almost killed her
4. My father is a deppressed and an alcoholic.
5. My father is Dead. He died from alcohol poisoning.
6. The night before my father died I was angry at him because i knew he was off getting drunk. So I said if he dies i don't care. My mom even told me to stay awake and wait for him.
7. I am thousands of miles away from his grave. He was buried in Mexico.
8. I get beaten up by my mom and used to by my dad before he died.
9. My mother always tells me how she hates me, likes my siblings better, and how its my fault my father died.
10. My mother is having an affair with her manager. Who has a pregnant wife and a daughter that ran away.
11. My mother got an abortion because she said she felt like she was going to die if she had the baby
12. My mother is trying to get pregnant again.
13. I am depressed and suicidal.
14. I have tried to kill myself 10 times. And I have been very close to killing myself so many times that i lost count.
15. Exactly 9 months before my father died, we bought a new house, so now we are poor.
16. I am expected to feed myself and my little sister.
17. I always fight with my mother.
18. I see the dead
17. I am taken for granted by my Mother
I am Catholic but I am not going to try to rub my religion all over you like others do. I always fantasize about my death. But if you really think about it we dont have it all that bad. Some people are starving to death and dont want to die. But here we are well nourished (unless you have an eating disorder) and we want to die. That would just be a waste of life. My friend has so many problems, way more than me, her father has tried to kill her. Have your parents tried to kill you? And some kids here are sad because their friends commited suicide, it shows how much you know about your friends. They probably had crap going on in their lives, and there you are amazed and sad because they killed themselves. You were probably not a good friend to them, and now you want to kill yourself?! Thats the most stupid thing I have heard in years. Live with it! Its not you that had all the problems that they had. And I dont think that they would like it if you killed yourself anyways. And people that say nobody loves you, someone has to. Your grandma, aunt, uncle, mom, dad, grandpa, cousin, friend, dog, anything. My grandma and grandpa hate my family because they think that we did that to my father. My other grandparents are dead. I know someone that does love me. Its my cousin. My baby Cousin. He always is good to me. I love him back.
Someone must love you.
If you dont believe so or just want someone to talk to email me,
|10 Nov 2006||Kiara||hi i am 14 years old...and wen i was in 7th grade i used 2 b verii suicidal...i used to cut my arms nd wrists...i attempted to suffocate myself,starve myself, stab myself and even go and git hit by a car. i wuld pray that i died in my sleep every night. one day my school counselor found out nd everything got worse people made fun of the fact that i would cut myself. then i stopped and recently my boyfriend of 3 years died and i was the last person to find out nd it hurt alot nd i feel abandoned and alone...i never got to say bye or tell him that i love him...nd i reelii want to see him again and i cant wait any longer i now want to die again i want to spend forever with him the only way i can do that is if i die and im now going back to being suicidal again because i can't get over his death goodbye world hello Mike|
|10 Nov 2006||Vikki||im Vikki, im 17 and i lost my moter wen i was 2 years old, not to suicide, my dad is an alcoholic and im havin a very very bad tym at the moment. I've been researching suicide for a week now n i think its the best way for me. i kno its selfish and alot of people rightly think tht. i dread to think of what it wud do to my family not to my dad rely but to my grandparents who have always treated me as well as ne1 can wish for. i am sori for all the families in the world tht have suffered at the hands of suicide but i dnt kno whre else to turn. i cnt tell ne1 this that i kno as i dnt think it is fair for me to warn them id rather jus go. i'm not sure how its goin to happen yet but it definately will. Good luck to all of u and i hope everything works out well for u, peace be with ur lost ones x x|
|10 Nov 2006||Chris||I tried killing myself 2 times, first time with 300mg muscle relaxors, that didn't work, so I kicked it up a notch, I tried killing myself with 1360mg of oxycotton, my point is, don't use pills, they don't fucking work!|
|09 Nov 2006||tais||fuck this world fuck this life i am killing myself tonite im shooting myself in the head watch the news you will see bye|
|09 Nov 2006||jon||jump infront of a truck|
|09 Nov 2006||chris||I want to die my life is crazy my teachers ate me and they want me to fail my mom is nice but she gets really strict sometimes i've tried jumping out my window choking myself and holding my breath with and without water. I just can't do it I even pray to God to just take me home i am crying as i write this but i guess i'll have to suffer all my life. The only people that care about me is my friends, I am an a low budget actor and I've always wwanted to be a star I've tried killing myself today but i heard a voice so f anyone reads this just tell me what you think I should do.|
|09 Nov 2006||kara sane||hey, has anyone of you received email from mouchette telling you to commit suicidie? I copy pastes here what I have just found in my email box this week.
"that is why i have opened up this website. so young children can have a
place to go and talk so they wont kill themselves. however in nature
there is a balance. so i try to keep it balanced on this website. i save
one child from killing themselves. and then i choose another child to
try to convince them they should kill themselves. you are the child that
i have chosen to kill yourself. do not be ashamed or scared of the
pain. you will be doing this for the good of the human race. to keep the
balance in nature. so go ahead. find some razor blades and slice open
your wrists multiple times. it will all be better in a little while."
I answered her back that this is a freaking demented piece of email, an this is what she replied:
"no one told you to come to my website. why dont you do something with
your life other than being a self righteous spoiled little bitch. here
is an idea. you could commit suicide."
I just want to know what you think of it.
|08 Nov 2006||Random||I'm 21... I've never attempted suicide and the thought almost makes me sick to my stomach but these past few weeks it's sounded pretty damn good with one exception, I have a child. I'm so fed up with it all. I've moved about 10 times in the past 3 years and I'm just tired. After many previous attempts in getting my life together and failing in all the jobs I've had I'm just TIRED! I'm living with my mother and stepdad (stepdad hates me) and it's Wednesday... I've got until Friday to get out... I've got less than $50 to my name and nowhere to go... with a baby!|
|08 Nov 2006||Alexey||I think, that you should die in a good old way! Get drown. You just need a good rope. And something heavy, like a big piece of metal, which can be found on a scrapward or I dunno, think of smth...
Or yeah and you'll need a river or a lake, I think. country pond will do. And one more thing - GET DRUNK! I dunno if it is hard for a person of an age of 13 to do that, but in my country it's easy like a pie. You just come neará holding a heavy object tired to your neck, close yer eyes and sploosh! Here you go - There is a little chance you survive! It's a lot better when you hit somethig with yer hea, when you fall. Yeah, another thing - make it at night, or in a place, where is few people around.
So, its like it!
What? No ponds in your area? Too bad!
Why am I so sure about this way of diing? - Believe me - I wouldn't recomend it to you, if i wasn't going to perfome such an act myself! And i will - next month. Just go to the one of the bridges in my BEAUTIFUL northebn city and -Sploosh! Solong - thilthy life! Sure sucks to be in this world!
Don't be influenced by that happy mood of mine - I'm an optimist - even in death ! This will happen later or erarlier, no needto make mistakes about it!
Well, how they say
Äî ñâèäèíèÿ è óäà÷è â Òâî¸ì íåë¸ãêîì äåëå!
|08 Nov 2006||contimplating||ermm well i came on here cuz ii was finkin bout suicide.. i dont think its right u should be tellin kids who are 13 tho kill themsleves they aint had any life experiance yet kids if u are being bullied please just tell somebody at you school or ypur parents anyone you know just tell them they can help...if ur parents are divorcing and you are scared dont think about killing yourself just tellsomebody they will be able to hlp you i came on here because i had doubts and this has certainly put me off this is sick and you could be messing with peoples lives here this is not a game it is life please please dont do it i have certainly thort twice now! i still depressed but im thinkin maybve one more session with a councellor is gonna get me out of this dark shit they call life!! my dad killed himself when he was 13 and it made me feel bad scared angry i hate him for it.. how can he says he loves me so please if there is anyone out there who you relly do love even a pet dog or ha,ster anything just please dont do it trust me x x x|
|07 Nov 2006||Ass hole||tell me about it... I am a fucking coward.. If I have the choice.. I will shoot myself .. jump off the bridge.. my baby left me.. stupid me..|
|07 Nov 2006||Ann||READ:!!!! who ever reads this which i hope some do. you shouldn't even be on this site. i clicked it cuz i'm researcing suicide for a paper. reading some of these things got me thinking and well it just makes you more depressed...kids who are 13 and below shouldn't be reading this crap. and the sick fuck made the page needs to fucking go to hell. Why the FUCK would you WANT to help 13 year olds kill themselves. There should be a page that says "HELPING TEENS LIVE" So i pray to god that this page does not last, and the people on it realize that god gave you your life and you should live it. please get off and the person who made this please take it off...i beg you from the bottom of my heart.|
|07 Nov 2006||James||Well me personally, I am a sychologists and, The best decision when you feel in the mood to kill yourself the first thing to do is to go on the computer and find a addicting game. I myself play a online game World of Warcraft because I had thought of Suicide in my younger years. So I am suggesting to find a very addicting game like runescape or something. Well the best for all of you.|
|07 Nov 2006||Kurtis||Im an 18 yr old guy who has nothing to live for. Im a freshman in college and Im failing pretty much every class. I have no friends and I have a hard time to trust anyone at all because I have been so horribly mistreated through out my life. I have been through many friends but they all ended horribly wrong by either pranks they decided to play on my to hurt me or they just turned theyre backs on me. I even had my first girlfriend this yr and all went well intill I found out that our relationship was just a joke. She had planned with 1 of my good friends at the time to go out with me then after a month or so shed dump my ass just to hurt me. Its hard to go through these things when im already suicidal and have no self-esteem. And that wasnt the last prank they played on me. I stopped hanging with them and found out that it is so hard just to find 1 friend. I need someone to talk to but there is noone out there for me to talk to. I feel so alone. The only reason I have not attempted to kill myself yet is because of my parents. They put so much care into me and I couldnt hurt them like that. But if they ever die, I wont be to far behind. Life is so depressing with the once in a blue moon happiness. My only joy in my life comes when I smoke a joint and watch some comedy. Sometimes I wish my parents would die so that I could just end my life. 18 yrs of suicidal depression is enough for me. I have no hope left. I dont have any future and im a lost cause. I have no talents, Im a failure at life, and I have no future, Ive already given up on myself. I have had such a hard life being beaten up be everyone at school as a child up intill grade 8 and there is no sign of any improvement. Ive tried asking god for some kind of sign but it never came. All I get is false hope such as my joke of a girlfriend. If anyone wants to email me please feel free!!|
|07 Nov 2006||beri||I just want to die because living is of no use.I am sick and can no longer put up with the gay advances i get from my uncle.I will die soon.|
|07 Nov 2006||françois||Tu te coupe les pieds et suce tes moignons juqu'à les vider de leur sang|
|07 Nov 2006||loser||a rope|
|07 Nov 2006||The Original Felicia The Great||Mouchette Is Just A Blog Site
Whatever you may think, this is a blog site. There are volunteers on call reading these emails.
What's even scarier still is there are people who are hired to scan through blogs and billions of emails. Most of it is to scan for company secrets or subliminal messages.
I feel sorry for people who are on the verge of killing themselves though. This site once used to be a haven for us crazy people who want to kill ourselves. Now technology considers this to be a joke.
If you read closely, I have something to disclose to you.
Live the moment of truth and set yourself free from mindless jargon.
Open your heart to new beliefs. Don't limit yourself to one belief. You will lead a stagnant life if you do. But be sure to choose your belief's wisely.
Value your family and friends. Stay away from the wrong influences and cling to positive role models. I am not saying you shouldn't be yourself, but make the most of what you can become by helping others.
Engage in activities that are postitive. Steer clear from sexual immorality because it is tiring. It causes harm to your body and soul. Believe me. A double life is not all fun and games.
Understand that each day is the first day of the rest of your life.