|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Sep 2006||xxx___scaredxshitlesss||so i want to do right?
i dont and if i did than seriously,
that would suck.
i got over my suicidal shit.
you can too.
if you need any further help.
or just want to talk,
feel free to email me.
|26 Sep 2006||R.e.J.e.C.t.E.d||my names unimportant
but i would like to say suicide is something that can never work for me
i've tried everything but with them comes weaknesses that i cant beat my fear of hights my fear of everything i tried im 14 i found this site 3yrs agoi think or 2 but whatever i am dumb and ugly i have nothing but my 3 dogs to live for as soon as there gone i will die either by hanging my self or overdoesing so yeah not like you will hear that im dead or anything because my dad drunk himself to death and he wasnt heard of he was my insperation befor he died when i was five now i just think of everything that could have been but isn't it's my fault his dead and thats the truth its not out of sympethy its the truth its my fault it was my sadness that made him sad so he just killed him self not knowing that his death ruined my lifeand made me more sad i dont see why some people act like everything is fine and nothing is wrong just to let everyone no yes i thought of suicide and yes i did cut but i stopped because as soon a word got around i was cutting everyone started and were like im so fucking emo i cut myself i got annoyed because i didnt need people to give me all this sympethy but thats all they wanted is people to say oh you poor person you must be so fucking sad so i just stopped because unlike those people some of us have real problems not just make belive stories some of us really feel pain not pathetic sympethy attention seeking pain and some of us really need to cut to deal with the stress and pain and everything we feel and others dont really feel
|26 Sep 2006||buffy||fall in love|
|26 Sep 2006||someone||i want to die because all my family hate me|
|26 Sep 2006||Jacob||This is for the dickhead named stay alive. Threatening us with the fear of the afterlife is no way to stop someone from committing suicide. Don't you think we're fucked up enough already... feeling that there is no way out.... Then you try to scare us MORE by telling us that the afterlife is worse... well FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. This is real... death might be the only way to escape and get some peace and some rest. I'm not 13.. in fact I'm a father, and i am in the situation where I am losing my baby girl (who for the record is the only thing that has ever been worth living for). I am a failed father and I have sacrificed my life for my child.. now I have nothing, I'm old... and alone. There is no point carrying on... there is only hard work and heartbreak ahead. I need to know that I will live in peace when I die. The alternative is just too much to think about.
And in regards to your comments about starving people in India... yes people live in poverty, in some terrible circumstances.... but suicide exists in all countries & in all cultures... these people are also killing themselves (and eachother). They have fewer means to do it, fewer options... and are less educated about it. But if you have a loving family who take care of you.. that's enough to survive even the toughest hardships... I know because I have lived in many countries like this.. and was starving myself.
One thing I do know is that you cannot really understand the world until you are about 23.... therefore you should not take your own life until you have lived away from your parents, made your own decisions... and had a crack at life for yourself. I know how hard & lonely it can be in that prison called your bedroom... the fear... the lonliness... the confusion... that will pass when you are old enough to leave home.
I myself am obviously considering suicide.... the thought of starting my life again now, with my broken & devastated heart... and old body is just too much.. I can't do it. I wish I could go home to my parents and cry in their arms and be taken care of... but I can't... I'm alone.
I am also prepared to listen to any of you kids who are thinking about suicide.. just send me an email...
|26 Sep 2006||Been there||I just saw this page on Google and will only offer the following comment. If you commit suicide, ultimately no one will care and you will soon be forgotten because you will not be around to keep yourself relevant. I suggest you adopt the attitude of most people and stop caring about others (not just about what they think - I mean only care about them to the degree that they are useful to you). Only then will you see how valuable your own life is. If you have physical pain and no hope of getting out of it, then I would recommend drowning. Outside of that simply wait until you are 18 and have the right to live independently before making a decision.|
|25 Sep 2006||winny||hi my name is winny and i am 20 years old i am sick of my life i am 20 years old in new jersey i wanna know that on one hand god says earth is heaven on the other hand he send devils in human flesh so that we should not live peacefully why i wanna die and ask many questions to god which i know only god can answr me but i couldnt find the gun this is the big problem|
|25 Sep 2006||Sophie||Well i tried to kill myself before and all my family have so i got used to it. The way my dad commited suicide was he jumped of a 50 story high block of flats. So i tried commiting suicide by jumping on to railway tracks that nearly worked for me, but i got caught|
|25 Sep 2006||Jay||To all of you who has disorders, low self esteem and other bugs in their heads. I want to share my experience with you all so you know that there is way out. English isn't my first language so please give me a break on my grammar. I was born in Ukraine and that is one shitty place i can tell you. I had to attend boarding school because of my step father situation. Did my four years there. Yahoo! :( I came to Canada in 1999 with my parents... All this "No money", "No language", "No job" situation drove me to the point where life has not much of the meaning anymore...
I was very very sad guy. No interest in life, no friends, suicide thoughts... I woke up one blue morning and looked in the mirror. I saw 220 pounds ugly guy who lives in fucked up family situation. I hate my step father! I hate the way I look. I said to my self " I NEED WAY OUT" there should be an option. So found one. I started collecting on welfare so i could move out. I developed anorexia so i can loose weight... I used MDMA drug ( Ecstasy ) to raise my serotonin level. A year later I was HAPPIEST guy in the world. I lost 60 pounds. I was independent. I found OK job. Drugs kept me happy. I started getting interest from girls allot. My happiness continued for another year or so... Then everything crashed. I had liver problems, wasn't able to sleep, my weight was 150 pounds ( 6'1" Tall). My eating disorder escalated to the level that one day I was so weak that i couldn't stand up from my bed in the morning. I spent that week at home. I starved my self to the point that i had hallucinations. I literally almost died from starvation. My mother found me in this condition after she couldn't reach me for a while. My mothers opinion meant nothing to me and she knew that. What did I achieved for the past 2 years. Sick, skinny, lonely and ugly again. I rolled back to where I was but with health issues now.
One day I've met a person who I became friends with. He didn't care about my conditions and never mentioned or asked about abnormalities he witnessed during the time we spent together. We were talking about different thing including business opportunities and he complimented on several of my ideas. One day he offered me to join in the company he started. This was the first person in my life who was ready to trust me. I couldn't be live it. I want to implement your ideas in life He said. Can you imagine how it sounded to low self esteem person who scared of his own mirror reflection. Some people who knew about my condition approached my new business partner and warned him. I believe in him he replied to everybody. SOME ONE BELIEVED IN ME!!!
One year later (2005) business started to pick up. We were attending gym together on a regular basis, I've met my fiance and I bought my first apartment.
I'm 27 yo now. I'm happy successful guy still with few bugs in my head. My friend is like family now. My fiance supportive and understanding. I look good and I feel good. Trying to stay healthy and taking good care of my self. I'm not completely cured yet. I still have mood swings and minor disorders but I'm a happy guy now. I didn't fix my parents situation. God be with them I just let it go...
What I'm trying to tell you is that life can turn around, it can become great and full of new feelings and achievements.
You are all good people! You know pain you know hate. You know dark, let light to enter your life. Open up give others the chance to get to know you. Find your hidden talents. Acknowledge your minuses,
get rid of all negativity in your life. Do what ever it takes but please please don't harm your self. You can't fix everything but you can improve allot! Believe in your self, believe in others. You HAVE friends just give THEM a chance to call you a FRIEND.
It can be a parent, brother or school friend. People who care about you - are out there and they love you allot.
And I love you too and wish you the best.
|25 Sep 2006||Angi||yeah, wow. it's crazy how this site has turned into what it has. a simple question, and then all this complication, the stories of all these hurting people. i have no story to tell, no tragedies or testaments. i just sit here silently and read the posts. If anyone needs someone to talk to, other than the million other people who have offered help, e-mail me
oh yeah, and did mouchette actually make the kit, or is it still just an idea?
|25 Sep 2006||anonymous.||what is worng with u, u selfish people! some people live life to the fullest like steve irwin. he is sadly missed.LOOK! u can just live on and feel sorry 4 yourself and tell other people how depressed u r and make them feel sorry 4 u. well i have no sympathy 4 u sick people, if thats what u want!people r dying out there in the poor countrys because they have nothing 2 eat and all u want 2 do is sit back and kill urself.well go ahead if u want.my uncle comitted sucide when he was 17.u people never think about anyone but yourself!who is going 2 cut u down from where u hung urself or who is going 2 scrape ur guts from the walls where u blew urself 2 bits.please, please think about what u r putting into peoples minds and how a sucide can impact on many lives. u could be making a difference in this world to people who want to live.please.think.there is help out there.if this has helped anyone, i am extremly greatful.|
|25 Sep firstname.lastname@example.org please help me. I do't knowwhat I am doing anymore. Nothing is wrong...but I still feel this way...any help is appreciated...
|24 Sep 2006||Allen||It sounds like many of you are going through a lot. Let me tell you from my personal experience... THERE IS HOPE. Life can really be terrible sometimes, it can seem hopeless, but its not. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things can get better. You may not realize it right now, but you have a purpose for being on this earth. You're not here by accident. I would love to talk more. Please email me. My name's Allen.
PS. I highly recommend you talk with a professional about what you're feeling. You can call for free anytime a crisis hotline @ UK Suicide Crisis Helpline: 08457 909090 (UK) or in the US 1-800-273-TALK (8255). They have trained people who can help.
PPS. You might appreciate this website about God. http://www.thekristo.com/
|24 Sep 2006||paige||i dno no but i have been goin through a lot of stress an i tryed to hang myself an just got saved by my boyfrind in the nick of time i even cut my rist i dno wat to do but naw i go classes an im tryin to sort my self out y dnt u do the same it much betta i swear|
|24 Sep 2006||Fucked Up||I like suicide. I like the thought of suicide. It's like this.... way way back in the 1990's, I used to be suicidal. I felt very anxious, and depressed and shit. So I turned to suicidal thoughts, and self destructive thoughts and behaviour. I felt really crappy about it. Eventually though, the suicidal days passed and I haven't been suicidal for about 5 years....until now.
Now, I am even more depressed... so depressed that nothing in the world even gets me excited anymore. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING!! I used to feel so guilty and confused about being suicidal, but now I don't care anymore. It's like, "yeah, I'm suicidal. I dont' give a shit". I am so numb to everything that I actually started LONGING for the exciting suicidal days of the past. I think back, and I enjoy that confused terror of thoughts of self destruction. So, I now indulge myself in terrible depressing thoughts, and bloody horrible things just so I can feel at least some excitement. I like death.
If I were ever to be confined to one of those mental insitutions, I would kill myself for sure. I cannot imagine being in one of those places, having all these fuckin people trying to convince me to live, and how life is valuable and shit. I would be like, "are you fucking serious? You have no idea how I am so far beyond caring." It would be ridiculous.
|24 Sep 2006||life hater||I dont know the best way but i certaintly can say that the worst way would be to take the advice on how to do it from a stanger off here who might hav inaccurate information to start with, find out yourself if you must kill yourself, i dont know go to the library an look in books for stuff on how it is certain that it would work dont just take a stab in the dark, rather do it right then get it wrong and be left scarred or disabled for life and maybe incapable of trying to do it again|
|24 Sep 2006||Nicole||um my life has been very hard and i understand whatever pain u guys r goin through and i think people should listen. my dad is verbally abusive, my mom doesnt care, my friends are fake, and everyone ive loved has made fun of me. im socially challenged and cut myself every day. email me at email@example.com.|
|23 Sep 2006||The Angel Celia||WHO RUNS THIS WEBSITE? I think its good that people here give advice and tell their stories of how they got over it. It's good to have someone to talk to and give you advice. Some posts seem like they should be in a support group website. But some posts that actually give advice on how to kill yourself is horrible! Anyone under 13 and even older is so vulnerable to suggestions and some people in this site could be causing or already caused someone to commit suicide. So please stop posting serious ieas on how to commit suicide and stop with this suicide kit. Please! This site can be soo much better as a support group site for those who want ot commit suicide. Please consider this.|
|23 Sep 2006||ImsuchanEmo||This message is for all those IGNORANT IDIOTS saying that suicidal people are weak and stupid well FUCK YOU!!! You don't have the most minimal idea of how it is to feel this way!!! Yea sure Mouchette may not even be a real 13 yr old and she/he really does want kids to kill themselves I don't know why. But for people who come here for help Thats fantastic!!! As for those who think that Life is all blue skys and pretty roses you are The real IGNORANTS and you are the ones in denial of life's reality because life offers happiness at a cost, either at someone's else's expense or it'll be coming back for payback and then slap you with some sorrowful reality. Its the truth just hope this sinks into your brain "Happy people"|
|23 Sep 2006||lalala||This is a twisted litle website...do not act more fucked up than you are. I am a very unhappy person, i don't take meds.. And I am 25, I have lived in this life knowing that it does't have to be like this, do not force your unhappiness. so many things are good, boys, girls, money, success, cool people, there are so many fucking things to live for, all you have to do is take that in, realise what things make you a little less unhappy, and surround yourself in that, like me..I love cray people, and I find that helping crazy people (trust me, im not talking about you guys) gives me satisfaction in knowing people are crazier than others. it makes me feel sane. Life is not so bad if you make it. TRUST ME|