|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Jan 2007||suicide||hi.....well u noe wat im soooooooo deppressed today.......im so upset and m feeling so faithless....i dun noe 4m where should i start my story......u noe wat iam a sucidal too but wanna honestly tell u one thing that I REALLY DUN WANNA DIE cox i also want to live ma life n also wanna enjoy......but enjoy....HUH......can sum budy tell me that how could a person enjoy while living in a poor family.......who has a heart patient mother a veryyy self fish father who only care about him self and earn alot of money just to spent on things he like.......well i think i should tell u about me not about ma fukin father u noe wat the only thought i have always in ma mind is that NO ONE LOVES ME i have two brothers both of them are elder 4m me and ma parents speacially my father only love them and hates me he really dun care about me and my brothers hates me too cox well i dun noe the reason but this really hurts me......i have no life no one who cares about me no one who loves me....but iam still alive with this hope that one day every thing will get better........dis world is so selfish the people in this world dun care about any one.....they only cares about them self......but still i have a best frnd who always makes me happy when ever i am sad and.....ma best frnd is ma BLADE...i have so many scares on ma body which ma best frnd has given me.....well i still dun noe y m doing all dis but n this all is getting worse and worse..I HATE DIS WORLD.....BUT M STILL ALIVE ON THIS HOPE THAT SOON THIS ALL WILL BE OVER AND I WOULD HAVE A GUD LIFE LIKE MA FRNDS HAVE.......|
|05 Jan 2007||Dreaming Of Death||This is my favourite website of all time. I can relate to all you suicidal people.|
|05 Jan 2007||OneUponTheFence||I've read posts on this site for upwards of three years, and every time I feel awful, somehow it's cathartic to read posts of how comparably terrible others are feeling too.
Even though it would be simple for me to say that people need you and that you are loved and 'oh-my-god-dont-do-it-its-not-worth-it' there are so many others on this not-so-little blog ready and willing to say it besides me.
So I'll just say that no matter what, don't be afraid of getting the help that you need. Don't let others make you feel 'crazy' because everyone has a scruple that can't be changed, and sometimes that scruple is crippling depression.
The important thing is making it through to the next day. Anything that gets you through to another morning is important, and I have some huge scars on my arm to attest to that.
Everything in life is temporary.
|04 Jan 2007||jak||remember to lvoe forget to hate learn to forgive
nothin is worth death
no one is worth your life
find solitude in god if in doubt..and he will help you
find a place of your own where u can be who u r and think.. if u kill yourself.. that means that u r giving up and letting everyone win .. but u cant do that .. u r worth soemthign ..u r worth so much.. more than u cna even know.. u mean somethign to someone.. find that someone..and move on.. time flies by and one day all of your problems will be gone.. and u will be happy u were put on this earth.. so happy
|04 Jan 2007||Carrie||what the fuck! 13 year olds shuldnt even think about killing them selvs.thats so sad to me. breaks my heart when i found this site.no 13 yr old should be sad. no 13 yr old should think about such things. and if they do. theres something wrong. they need help. ya ive had a fucked up life and im soon to be 19. and thought manytimes i want to die. and still do. but at 13 i never did. and i dealed with so much shit by the time i was 13. i was born with aids.dad left my family when i was 6 months old.when i was 6 i had a bad heart problem.didnt think i would make it to christmas that year.when i was 12 i had cancer. and i was becoming a teenager at 13.and i never once thought about killing my self at that age or younger.deff been threw a lot of shit.and here i am 18. and i just feel like nothing ever goes rite.and i still cry. and im still hurt by my childhood and things that go on in my life. i started to do a little bit of drugs. lots and lots of pot smoking.dont some coke. took some pills. but never tired to kill my self with them.and still at my age i sit and cry in the shower.in my room.in my car. where ever i feel sad. and i just tell my self "I WISH I WAS DEAD" and im so sad and just hate my life and dont understand why everything goes wrong.this this the first time i have ever even wrote about things in my life. its probable because i dont know anyone whos reading this.but i dont think its ok for someone to kill them self. even tho i get these feelings that i want to be dead bc life is so fucked up. and i know some of its my fault life is fucked up for me.i still could never do it. and it breaks my heart when people do :( but thats just a little about my life. i know no one cares.but im just saying. thats so sad to kill your self.someone does love you even if you dont think it.thanks for taking your time and reading this if you do.|
|04 Jan 2007||LL||I am a lot older. I have been around the block a few times and I just feel like I am done. Not so much I want to kill myself but I am tired and just want to go.
I have really no family expect for my mother who had a bad stroke last year. She lives alone in Pittsburgh I live in MD. I think with the insurance money from my death my sisters could get my mother the right care and maybe a better place to live. I just go on being sad and feeling sick all of the time I do not even have the interest to drink anymore. My sisters would and maybe my mother would feel bad for awhile but with time that would fade...they would be better of with the money.
I have money for a funeral and I will not make a mess.
You guys are younger and you really need to think about the choices you make so you will not end up pathetic like me when you are older. Study, something, stay away from drugs, use condoms and think about where you want to be in 10 years. I tried all of that but it did not work out...I am done I an ready to move on and make space for someone esle. I have no complains nor regrets.
|04 Jan 2007||n/a||suicide makes the perspective of the world fall into place. i recently had a friend try to commit suicide and it was the scaries thing that i have ever experienced in my life everybody makes a difference.|
|04 Jan 2007||Sam Kite||Weil, Ich bin 14 Jahre und Ich habe aspergers und tourettes. Mein Es bildet die Welt ein fucking Elend, so Ich sich schnieden. meine Hälfte -Bruder ist solch ein glücklicher kleiner Stichel.meine so-genamte Mutter interessiert sich mehr für ihre fucking Pillen als mich, und sie haßt mich und alle weiteren weißen Leute--so weiß ich nicht, warum sie ein bumstw-vermutlich betrunken, wie üblich. Du kanst Vogelgrippe erhalten und in deinem eigenen Blut ertrinken. Das ists die einfachste Weise. Alle du benötigst bist ein toter fucking Vogel......|
|04 Jan 2007||UNKNOWN HERE!||when i was a teenager, years ago! i went through very dark depression! cuz of other people an my looks then! i was a self harmer blood all over my body! tryed to take my life a couple of times hated everyone around, was bullied everywhere i went,( still bullied a bit now ) but i can cope,
My life got better i no longer feel the need to end my life or feel doen or self harm which is a good thing!
There is help out there get it please!
|03 Jan 2007||Kekoa||Hi, I'm a 16 year old girl and I've wanted to commit suicide since I was very young. At first when I was in elementary I was never really liked by any of the kids at school. So I developed an attitude to where everyone, including the very few friends I had, was afraid of me. That didnt make me feel any better at all. What made it even worse was that my brother hated me. Im not exaggerating and Im not only thinking he hated me cause hes a mean big brother. He told it to me everyday. He told me he hated me and told me I was a worthless little shit. I was 4 years old the first time he said that to me and all my parents did was send him to his room and tell me to suck it up and get over it. He tripped, socked, bothered, hit, chocked, held me under a blanket (Im claustrophobic), I even had to get stitches in my head because of him. He still till this day says Im a little bitch that needs to die. Well anyway, so when I entered Middle school I made friends with almost the entire school. I knew almost everyone. Then in 8th grade I met a boy who hated life like I used to and hated humanity and he still does till this day. I started to feel everything I used to when I was young and then I started getting in trouble with the law and with my parents. I started developing more and more enemies as I started going out with him. My parents began hating including my mother, which she still says I'm an embarrassment to my family. My father well there was really no hope for him to love me, as he should anyway. He has never gone to any school function in my entire life. He refuses to take me to school or pick me up and if he has to he complains like no other. He yells at me almost everyday calling me a lazy bitch and such and he has never said, I am so proud of you or I love you or even the simplest how was your day without being pushed by my mother or my cousin who lives with us. He yells at my mother for being such a bad parent and telling her that what I had become was all her fault. So she comes to me and starts yelling at me. Telling me that I need to be perfect so that daddy doesnt get mad at her telling me its all my fault for not being the perfect daughter. Anyways I fell in-love with the boy and we started helping each other. For me seeing him everyday made me so much happier. I stopped cutting, seriously cut down on drinking, and I was an overall happier person. He told me he loved me everyday. But then we started fighting a year later and he said he didnt love me that he never did and he broke up with me. I went right back to where I started except now I had a broken heart, a broken home, and friends who treat me like shit. So now I've been hooking up with guys all the time sneaking out at night and everything. I thought it would make me feel better about myself (I dont have a very high opinion of the way I look) but it only makes me happy for the amount of time Im with them. Afterwards I feel like shit and I just want the man I love back and loving me how he used to. I've been in counseling every since he broke up with me (My mother's idea) it hasnt been helping. All it does is give me someone to talk to about shit I cant tell anyone else. The advice she gives is good but it doesnt make me feel better about myself all it does is make me feel stupid. For any other person it would be ok for but for me its a little different for some reason. Please I'm trying to stay here on earth and just try to live through these 2 years until I can legally move out and get away from this place. But nothing I seem to do works it just makes me worse. Please help me get through this living hell.|
|03 Jan 2007||fuckyou||jumping off a building|
|03 Jan 2007||tricktrick||i should die.... i have basicly no friends, my mom is an alchaholic on drugs, my commited sucide and i have nothing to live for. my life sux. i hate myself. i deserve 2 die. i bet if i died my mom or any of my back stabbing so called friends wouldnt even care. my mom would just b mad cause she would have 2 pay 4 the funeral bills-even though i have no real freinds that would even come... so i think dat one day next week mabey i will take my gmas cancer drugs till i die. im sure me not living would make the world a much better place.|
|03 Jan 2007||Tonya||Accept Jesus Christ. When we die to our own selfish self, we can begin to live for Him. Get uncaught up in self and live to be a blessing to others.|
|03 Jan 2007||Jeff||Well, this is my life. I got kicked out of both my dads house and my moms house about 5 times each. At a point i was living in the streets with no money or food, sleeping in alleys. My parents both have alot of money, but they just dont bother with me. My step mom awlays wants me out of the house. And my mom who i just seen after 13 years kicks me out of the house whenever shes mad. My dad tried puttin me in jail for ntohing and making up stuff on the phone just to get me arrested. I ran away from the cops for like a cupole days. Then my first love. The only person i cared bout in my whole life and the only person who was always there for me. Left me. My friends cant be trusted. And i feel like i hav eno body. My parents dont even take me as their son. I just dont no wat to do because i been goign through thi sstuff since i was 12 and now im 16 and i just cant take it.|
|02 Jan 2007||f||an ipod with directions telling you to get up and go out walking; then things will start to seem different|
|02 Jan 2007||elaine||I used to come here years ago and spend hours reading responses here. I was in high school, alone, and scared, like so many others out there. I moved on though, and I'm happy with my life and love who I've become. My little brother is sick now too, and feeling the same alienation and hopelessness i once felt, I think. I don't know how to help him, but I'm scared again. Scared to death for him.
Look out for those around you, and remember everyday that someone loves you even if they don't know how to say or show it.
|02 Jan 2007||Emily<3Indian||I just turned 18 in Sept. 06. My boyfriend hung himself in front of me in our house in Temecula, Ca in Sept 06. It made no difference, well in no one else, me... well I think I can't take this world much longer. I tried getting him down, my neighbors wouldn't helped just watched. I hate almost everyone, and love just three people, ones dead and the other person is me, the third? someone who's numb. I don't think this world matters, fuck the rest and love the best.|
|01 Jan 2007||shann||first of all, killing yourself isn't a good idea. i strugle with suicide thoughts as well but i don't think its the answer. secondly, for all you piece of shit assholes that yell at suicidal people and make them feel like low lifes, here s a little hint for you, your a fucking bitch for ever saying anything. keep your goddamn mouth shut for the rest of your life. i read a few of the entries and was completely disgusted by what one person said. where the fuck do you get off? im a fifteen year old girl thats suicidal. i think about killing myself everyday. ive been this way for many years. try to get help. talk to a friend, but dont kill yourself|
|01 Jan 2007||jacktack||the best way to kill yourself is when you have a really bad cold.when you know you have to sneeze, simply take two damn big cotton balls(it can be any small balls)and stick it up in your nose and sneeze or lift(got to be strong) your bed and let the foot bang your head to death or take your mom's cactus stick your self till you bleed to death|
|29 Dec 2006||-- jen||Well , Im 15 now , and when i was 13, my parents and brother got killed in a car crash , and basicly my whole life went in front of me, i was failing school, wouldnt listen to anybody, then i started doing drugs , alcohol and everything else. i was having sex and almost got pregnant , i didnt know what to do, i was slitting my wrists, and didnt care. i stole a car when i was high and wanted to be with my parents and brother, so i banged into a pole, and totaled the car. i was in a coma for 1 month. i came out . i didnt realize how much people actually cared for me, everyone was surrounding me, .... then i smartened up !
- i did all this stupid stuff , and let everyone else fear it
im in grade 10 , and an honor student. i havee so many nice friends and help them over come there problems